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I AM JELENA KARLEUSA
Jelena Karleusa I’m enjoying the one and only rhythm of writing and breathing Jelena Karleusa I justify the life of every being by the life itself Jelena Karleusa I give meaning to every being through being Jelena Karleusa I love-kiss every being through creation Jelena Karleusa I celebrate every being through singing Jelena Karleusa a woman and a man are one and only pussy of the one and only man Jelena Karleusa a woman and a man are one and only cock of the one and only being Jelena Karleusa a woman and a man are the heart of one and only man Jelena Karleusa a woman and a man are the mind of one and only being Jelena Karleusa one man does more than all people together Jelena Karleusa one being makes new populism that is the only one to overcome the old populism Jelena Karleusa truth is coming out of the heart which kisses Jelena Karleusa truth is singing every moment out of the heart of the other which at that moment is singing the song of all beings Jelena Karleusa I calm myself through singing Jelena Karleusa I’m changing my mind through humbleness Jelena Karleusa great singing is humming through calmness Jelena Karleusa goodness of all beings lives in the pussy of goodness Jelena Karleusa beauty of all beings lives in goodness of the pussy Jelena Karleusa pussy of every cell love-kisses the cock of every cell Jelena Karleusa pussy is the first letter of alphabet sais in the primer of all beings Jelena Karleusa cock is the last letter of alphabet sais in the reader of the final year of primary school for all beings Jelena Karleusa I Adore You Jelena Karleusa first book of the readings for all beings Jelena Karleusa eternity yearns for the moment Jelena Karleusa in one moment all beings are Jelena Karleusa Jelena Karleusa Miroslav Mandic doesn’t exist if he’s not Jelena Karleusa Jelena Karleusa I’m not looking after myself I’m looking after all beings Jelena Karleusa I love giving my life to all beings Jelena Karleusa I put humour on bread of all beings Jelena Karleusa I sing lullabies to all beings through swearwords Jelena Karleusa I’m mining through the indifferent ones through sex Jelena Karleusa saint woman love-kisses the rejected ones because lie is hiding behind the sanctuaries Jelena Karleusa You are Jelena Karleusa whoever You are Jelena Karleusa like Patti Smith’s song I wrote thirty one years ago Jelena Karleusa the smell of cabbage that I’m frying for the first time in my life greatest concert – concert of all beings – is constantly proceeding – obviously – in the heart of one and only being
IT’S A DAY LIKE THAT
what’s this drizzling. it would be better if it was pouring – I heard one young man behind my back it’s moisturising I went later on walking. I spent a lot of time on porn sites I went out just to write blessings I’m walking in Crocks shoes so my socks are wet and my feet are cold I hope I’ll get to today’s thirteen kilometres from two or three walkings there is still no heating in one of the Nest’s rooms one friend told me yesterday that he won’t be able of giving me money any more that is three or four of them now I already ate the muffin everything is gray and gloomy and that’s exactly why it’s nice I bought one more muffin I’m hungry even though I put on kilo and a half over the weekend so now I should lose three it will be all right after all if I write 33 blessings and if I make myself a bit warmer time I spend on porn sites is time of innocence I feel only goodness on porn sites naked bodies love-kiss one another they are not afraid and they permeate each other naked body which is surrendering to the other body is God’s poem and glory Robert Walser I hope that I will disclose the way in which I can celebrate goodness and beauty of women and men on porn sites I hope that I will find the way to get a bit more money per month so that I can carry on living and working I hope I will be God dear to God more and more I hope somebody will appear goodness of goodness beauty of beauty poem of poem even though You are not around Miroslav Mandic Art is heroism in couple I am nobody and that’s why I know how somebody is needed my feet got warmer so I will walk a bit more when I come back into the Nest I’ll grate the leftovers of yesterday’s cabbage and with mayonnaise and two hot peppers it will be lunch I hope tonight I will be dressed better and have will to walk the rest six kilometres I lo ve k i s s
UNEXPECTED ROADING
for the first time on this road I thought I’ll come back over the other side of the lake but I carried on down the old Obrenovac road the change refreshed me encouraged and gave strength walking is saving me I feel good on this road I enjoy the word road road road road I’m roading I got used to You being here even though You are not sometimes there is no even the fact that You are not here I sidetracked from the old Obrenovac road towards Zeleznik the sky feels nice I enjoy the dry canes that are being bent by the wind if I wasn’t a jester I wouldn’t have survived I am a poet in order to survive singing I’m walking between the cargo wagons everything smells like trains and journeys two-three more kilometres. it will be around nineteen it would be good if I wrote the rest of the blessings on these stairs because I’ll be tired and sleepy when I get back to the Nest young pregnant woman with a baby in her arms and a boy that just started to walk is coming down the stairs I’m climbing slowly I have never been on these stairs there is humour even in a great despair humour saviour who saves the humour sometimes it’s saved only by the despair like today when I stretched over the fence to reach the grapes and fell over it like fingers that I made bleeding by crashing very hard walnuts grapes are gone apples are coming I’m getting into the street of the Nest. last hundred meters it’s hard to live with ideals but without them I would have been long dead physical pain is really lofty 18.8 km
TO A GIRL
last night died Nemecsek Ernő Nemecsek lovely boy in the book The Paul Street Boys I was crying. my throat has tightened in the evening I felt high temperature for the first time I watched Jacob Reynolds in glorious film Gummo by Harmony Korine a moment ago I saw their names on the Internet I remembered beautiful film Kids that I watched few years ago I found out about Larry Clark the director of Kids story for the film was written by Harmony Korine film is becoming more and more poetry film poem Poem about Film is the title of the text because of which I was sentenced thirty years ago I hope I won’t fall sick if I fall sick I should be brave like Nemecsek like Alissa Bucolin and Pavel Korchagin Ernő Nemecsek as well lived within me throughout these years a poem a hero of being temperature only that what is is a poem when only something is then just something is a poem worry tremendous loneliness from being worried and out of great loneliness I lose my immunity listen – she said with a strange, full of wondering and trembling voice to her husband – he is not breathing... she put her head down listen – she shouted loudly, not caring for anything – not breathing Nemecsek face everything can be seen on the face everything can be heard in the voice everything is in the words last night a big clock stopped working around 4 am heating is still not reaching the other room I’m getting up from the table poem film
A BOOK ABOUT THE BLUE MONEY
A Book about the Blue Money I would like to read it I believe it would help me to get a bit more money before I read it I should write it before I write it I had to live it for thirty or so years while I was drawing three circles with divider calliper a moment ago in order to cut them out and take them with me on walking so that I would with their help carry on with my thinking about the money I thought that while creating the new money I could write a book A Book about the Blue Money I live blue money for thirty two years now if I start writing it from next year it will be on the blue money’s 33 birthday a miracle a miracle becomes without the miracle when nobody believes in miracle the miracle is born miracle is born on its own after being born the miracle nests in the innocent heart miracle of money money of miracle blue money blue money was born on 29th October 2010 at 10 am blue money was born in the book A Book about the Blue Money A Book about the Blue Money was born on 29th October 2010 at 9:34 am A Book about the Blue Money was born in Miroslav Mandic Miroslav Mandic was born on 4th December 1949 at 6:30 am Miroslav Mandic was born in Kaja and Milomir Kaja and Milomir were born in Miroslav Mandic Miroslav Mandic was born in the beginning of creation genealogy of the miracle there is no miracle but there is this blessing greatest miracle is that there is no miracle everything that is already is a miracle miracle of the blue money is that it already exists blue sky is the blue money blue sea is the blue money blue bud is the blue money with blue money I bring You the money
IN A SHOE-MAKER’S WAY
last night I saw Etela Merk on TV in her dog shelter my Etela I hug You gently good beings are fucking unselfish fucking is openness everything for everything You already sound You smell I’m watching You You’re glowing I don’t have the words with which I would describe the beauty and goodness of pleasure a friend started giving lessons in masturbation it’s crisis. one has to live of something everybody charges why wouldn’t I business is good people are calling. asking. coming I’m not expensive I immediately show them the pricing of masturbation male sloe organ 400-450 dinars female sloe organ 350-400 dinars mold widening of organs 300-400 dinars modifications of organs 850-950 dinars gluing of organ’s tops 150-250 dinars replacement of organ’s heels 800-900 dinars hammering of organ’s heels 150-250 dinars stitching of organ’s soles 300-450 dinars gluing of organ’s soles 150-200 dinars three years guarantee clients are choosing the technique I’m using while putting sloes on organs while I was working like a shoe-maker there was not enough for bread now there is even for a book for now I’m the first and the only one in the city I’m working a bit you should know what love loneliness and masturbation are sometimes my friend I think I’m Jacob Boehme of the twenty first century dedicated to my friend the shoe-maker and all good beings