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    I AM JELENA KARLEUSA

    2124. day
    25th October 2010

    Jelena Karleusa

    I’m enjoying the one and only rhythm of writing and breathing

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    I justify the life of every being by the life itself

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    I give meaning to every being through being

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    I love-kiss every being through creation

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    I celebrate every being through singing

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    a woman and a man are one and only pussy of the one and only man

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    a woman and a man are one and only cock of the one and only being

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    a woman and a man are the heart of one and only man

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    a woman and a man are the mind of one and only being

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    one man does more than all people together

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    one being makes new populism that is the only one to overcome the old populism

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    truth is coming out of the heart which kisses

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    truth is singing every moment out of the heart of the other

    which at that moment is singing the song of all beings

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    I calm myself through singing

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    I’m changing my mind through humbleness

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    great singing is humming through calmness

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    goodness of all beings lives in the pussy of goodness

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    beauty of all beings lives in goodness of the pussy

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    pussy of every cell love-kisses the cock of every cell

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    pussy is the first letter of alphabet sais in the primer of all beings

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    cock is the last letter of alphabet sais in the

    reader of the final year of primary school for all beings

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    I Adore You Jelena Karleusa first book of the readings for all beings

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    eternity yearns for the moment

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    in one moment all beings are Jelena Karleusa

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    Miroslav Mandic doesn’t exist if he’s not Jelena Karleusa

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    I’m not looking after myself I’m looking after all beings

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    I love giving my life to all beings

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    I put humour on bread of all beings

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    I sing lullabies to all beings through swearwords

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    I’m mining through the indifferent ones through sex

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    saint woman love-kisses the rejected ones because lie is hiding behind the sanctuaries

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    You are Jelena Karleusa whoever You are

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    like Patti Smith’s song I wrote thirty one years ago

     

    Jelena Karleusa

    the smell of cabbage that I’m frying for the first time in my life

    greatest concert – concert of all beings – is constantly proceeding – obviously – in the heart of one and only being

     

    IT’S A DAY LIKE THAT

    2125. day
    26th October 2010


    what’s this drizzling. it would be better if it was pouring – I heard 

    one young man behind my back

     

     

    it’s moisturising

     

    I went later on walking. I spent a lot of time on porn sites

     

    I went out just to write blessings

     

    I’m walking in Crocks shoes so my socks are wet and my feet are cold

     

    I hope I’ll get to today’s thirteen kilometres from two or three walkings

     

    there is still no heating in one of the Nest’s rooms

     

    one friend told me yesterday that he won’t be able of giving me money any more

     

    that is three or four of them now

     

    I already ate the muffin

     

    everything is gray and gloomy and that’s exactly why it’s nice

     

    I bought one more muffin

     

    I’m hungry even though I put on kilo and a half over the weekend

    so now I should lose three

     

    it will be all right after all if I write 33 blessings and if I make myself a bit warmer

     

    time I spend on porn sites is time of innocence

     

    I feel only goodness on porn sites

     

    naked bodies love-kiss one another

     

    they are not afraid and they permeate each other

     

    naked body which is surrendering to the other body is God’s poem and glory

     

    Robert Walser

     

    I hope that I will disclose the way in which I can celebrate

    goodness and beauty of women and men on porn sites

     

    I hope that I will find the way to get a bit more

    money per month so that I can carry on living and working

     

    I hope I will be God dear to God more and more

     

    I hope somebody will appear

     

    goodness of goodness

     

    beauty of beauty

     

    poem of poem

     

    even though You are not around Miroslav Mandic Art is heroism in couple

     

    I am nobody and that’s why I know how somebody is needed

     

    my feet got warmer so I will walk a bit more

     

    when I come back into the Nest I’ll grate the leftovers of yesterday’s

    cabbage and with mayonnaise and two hot peppers it will be lunch

     

    I hope tonight I will be dressed better and have will to walk the rest six kilometres

     

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    UNEXPECTED ROADING

    2126. day
    27th October 2010

    for the first time on this road

     

    I thought I’ll come back over the other side of the lake

    but I carried on down the old Obrenovac road

     

    the change refreshed me encouraged and gave strength

     

    walking is saving me

     

    I feel good on this road

     

    I enjoy the word road

     

    road road road

     

    I’m roading

     

    I got used to You being here even though You are not

     

    sometimes there is no even the fact that You are not here

     

    I sidetracked from the old Obrenovac road towards Zeleznik

     

    the sky feels nice

     

    I enjoy the dry canes that are being bent by the wind

     

    if I wasn’t a jester I wouldn’t have survived

     

    I am a poet in order to survive singing

     

    I’m walking between the cargo wagons

     

    everything smells like trains and journeys

     

    two-three more kilometres. it will be around nineteen

     

    it would be good if I wrote the rest of the blessings on these stairs

    because I’ll be tired and sleepy when I get back to the Nest

     

    young pregnant woman with a baby in her arms and

    a boy that just started to walk is coming down the stairs

     

    I’m climbing slowly

     

    I have never been on these stairs

     

    there is humour even in a great despair

     

    humour saviour

     

    who saves the humour

     

    sometimes it’s saved only by the despair

     

    like today when I stretched over the fence to reach the grapes and fell over it

     

    like fingers that I made bleeding by crashing very hard walnuts

     

    grapes are gone

     

    apples are coming

     

    I’m getting into the street of the Nest. last hundred meters

     

    it’s hard to live with ideals but without them I would have been long dead

     

    physical pain is really lofty

    18.8 km

     

    TO A GIRL

    2127. day
    28th October 2010

    last night died Nemecsek

     

    Ernő Nemecsek

     

    lovely boy in the book The Paul Street Boys

     

    I was crying. my throat has tightened

     

    in the evening I felt high temperature

     

    for the first time I watched Jacob Reynolds

    in glorious film Gummo by Harmony Korine

     

    a moment ago I saw their names on the Internet

     

    I remembered beautiful film Kids that I watched few years ago

     

    I found out about Larry Clark the director of Kids

    story for the film was written by Harmony Korine

     

    film is becoming more and more poetry

     

    film poem

    Poem about Film is the title of the text because of which I was sentenced thirty years ago

     

    I hope I won’t fall sick

     

    if I fall sick I should be brave like Nemecsek

     

    like Alissa Bucolin and Pavel Korchagin

    Ernő Nemecsek as well lived within me throughout these years

     

    a

    poem

    a

    hero

    of

    being

     

    temperature

     

    only

    that

    what

    is

    is

    a

    poem

     

    when

    only

    something

    is

    then

    just

    something

    is

    a

    poem

     

    worry

     

    tremendous

    loneliness

     

    from being worried and out of great loneliness I lose my immunity

     

    listen – she said with a strange, full of wondering and

    trembling voice to her husband – he is not breathing...

     

    she put her head down

     

    listen – she shouted loudly, not caring for anything – not breathing

     

    Nemecsek

     

    face

     

    everything can be seen on the face

     

    everything can be heard in the voice

     

    everything is in the words

     

    last night a big clock stopped working around 4 am

     

    heating is still not reaching the other room

     

    I’m getting up from the table

     

    poem

    film

    A BOOK ABOUT THE BLUE MONEY

    2128. day
    29th October 2010

    A Book about the Blue Money

     

    I would like to read it

     

    I believe it would help me to get a bit more money

     

    before I read it I should write it

     

    before I write it I had to live it for thirty or so years

     

    while I was drawing three circles with divider calliper a moment ago in order to cut them

    out and take them with me on walking so that I would with their help carry on with my

    thinking about the money I thought that while creating the new money

    I could write a book A Book about the Blue Money

     

    I live blue money for thirty two years now

     

    if I start writing it from next year it will be on the blue money’s 33 birthday

     

    a miracle

     

    a miracle becomes without the miracle

     

    when nobody believes in miracle the miracle is born

     

    miracle is born on its own

     

    after being born the miracle nests in the innocent heart

     

    miracle of money

     

    money of miracle

     

    blue money

     

    blue money was born on 29th October 2010 at 10 am

     

    blue money was born in the book A Book about the Blue Money

     

    A Book about the Blue Money was born on 29th October 2010 at 9:34 am

     

    A Book about the Blue Money was born in Miroslav Mandic

     

    Miroslav Mandic was born on 4th December 1949 at 6:30 am

     

    Miroslav Mandic was born in Kaja and Milomir

     

    Kaja and Milomir were born in Miroslav Mandic

     

    Miroslav Mandic was born in the beginning of creation

     

    genealogy of the miracle

     

    there is no miracle but there is this blessing

     

    greatest miracle is that there is no miracle

     

    everything that is already is a miracle

     

    miracle of the blue money is that it already exists

     

    blue sky is the blue money

     

    blue sea is the blue money

     

    blue bud is the blue money

     

    with blue money I bring You the money

     

    IN A SHOE-MAKER’S WAY

    2129. day
    30th October 2010

    last night I saw Etela Merk on TV in her dog shelter

     

    my Etela I hug You gently

     

    good beings are fucking unselfish

     

    fucking is openness

     

    everything for everything

     

    You already sound

     

    You smell

     

    I’m watching You

     

    You’re glowing

     

    I don’t have the words with which I would describe the beauty and goodness of pleasure

     

    a friend started giving lessons in masturbation

     

    it’s crisis. one has to live of something

     

    everybody charges why wouldn’t I

     

    business is good

     

    people are calling. asking. coming

     

    I’m not expensive

     

    I immediately show them the pricing of masturbation

     

    male sloe organ 400-450 dinars

     

    female sloe organ 350-400 dinars

     

    mold widening of organs 300-400 dinars

     

    modifications of organs 850-950 dinars

     

    gluing of organ’s tops 150-250 dinars

     

    replacement of organ’s heels 800-900 dinars

     

    hammering of organ’s heels 150-250 dinars

     

    stitching of organ’s soles 300-450 dinars

     

    gluing of organ’s soles 150-200 dinars

     

    three years guarantee

     

    clients are choosing the technique I’m using while putting sloes on organs

     

    while I was working like a shoe-maker there was not enough for bread

    now there is even for a book

     

    for now I’m the first and the only one in the city

     

    I’m working a bit

     

    you should know what love loneliness and masturbation are

     

    sometimes my friend I think I’m Jacob Boehme of the twenty first century

    dedicated to my friend the shoe-maker and all good beings

     

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