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I AM JELENA KARLEUSA
 
 Jelena Karleusa I’m enjoying the one and only rhythm of writing and breathing   Jelena Karleusa I justify the life of every being by the life itself   Jelena Karleusa I give meaning to every being through being   Jelena Karleusa I love-kiss every being through creation   Jelena Karleusa I celebrate every being through singing   Jelena Karleusa a woman and a man are one and only pussy of the one and only man   Jelena Karleusa a woman and a man are one and only cock of the one and only being   Jelena Karleusa a woman and a man are the heart of one and only man   Jelena Karleusa a woman and a man are the mind of one and only being   Jelena Karleusa one man does more than all people together   Jelena Karleusa one being makes new populism that is the only one to overcome the old populism   Jelena Karleusa truth is coming out of the heart which kisses   Jelena Karleusa truth is singing every moment out of the heart of the other which at that moment is singing the song of all beings   Jelena Karleusa I calm myself through singing   Jelena Karleusa I’m changing my mind through humbleness   Jelena Karleusa great singing is humming through calmness   Jelena Karleusa goodness of all beings lives in the pussy of goodness   Jelena Karleusa beauty of all beings lives in goodness of the pussy   Jelena Karleusa pussy of every cell love-kisses the cock of every cell   Jelena Karleusa pussy is the first letter of alphabet sais in the primer of all beings   Jelena Karleusa cock is the last letter of alphabet sais in the reader of the final year of primary school for all beings   Jelena Karleusa I Adore You Jelena Karleusa first book of the readings for all beings   Jelena Karleusa eternity yearns for the moment   Jelena Karleusa in one moment all beings are Jelena Karleusa   Jelena Karleusa Miroslav Mandic doesn’t exist if he’s not Jelena Karleusa   Jelena Karleusa I’m not looking after myself I’m looking after all beings   Jelena Karleusa I love giving my life to all beings   Jelena Karleusa I put humour on bread of all beings   Jelena Karleusa I sing lullabies to all beings through swearwords   Jelena Karleusa I’m mining through the indifferent ones through sex   Jelena Karleusa saint woman love-kisses the rejected ones because lie is hiding behind the sanctuaries   Jelena Karleusa You are Jelena Karleusa whoever You are   Jelena Karleusa like Patti Smith’s song I wrote thirty one years ago   Jelena Karleusa the smell of cabbage that I’m frying for the first time in my life greatest concert – concert of all beings – is constantly proceeding – obviously – in the heart of one and only being
IT’S A DAY LIKE THAT
 what’s this drizzling. it would be better if it was pouring – I heard   one young man behind my back     it’s moisturising   I went later on walking. I spent a lot of time on porn sites   I went out just to write blessings   I’m walking in Crocks shoes so my socks are wet and my feet are cold   I hope I’ll get to today’s thirteen kilometres from two or three walkings   there is still no heating in one of the Nest’s rooms   one friend told me yesterday that he won’t be able of giving me money any more    that is three or four of them now   I already ate the muffin   everything is gray and gloomy and that’s exactly why it’s nice   I bought one more muffin   I’m hungry even though I put on kilo and a half over the weekend so now I should lose three   it will be all right after all if I write 33 blessings and if I make myself a bit warmer   time I spend on porn sites is time of innocence   I feel only goodness on porn sites   naked bodies love-kiss one another   they are not afraid and they permeate each other   naked body which is surrendering to the other body is God’s poem and glory   Robert Walser   I hope that I will disclose the way in which I can celebrate goodness and beauty of women and men on porn sites   I hope that I will find the way to get a bit more money per month so that I can carry on living and working   I hope I will be God dear to God more and more   I hope somebody will appear   goodness of goodness   beauty of beauty   poem of poem   even though You are not around Miroslav Mandic Art is heroism in couple   I am nobody and that’s why I know how somebody is needed   my feet got warmer so I will walk a bit more   when I come back into the Nest I’ll grate the leftovers of yesterday’s cabbage and with mayonnaise and two hot peppers it will be lunch   I hope tonight I will be dressed better and have will to walk the rest six kilometres   I lo   ve   k i s s    
UNEXPECTED ROADING
 
 for the first time on this road   I thought I’ll come back over the other side of the lake but I carried on down the old Obrenovac road   the change refreshed me encouraged and gave strength   walking is saving me   I feel good on this road   I enjoy the word road   road road road   I’m roading   I got used to You being here even though You are not   sometimes there is no even the fact that You are not here   I sidetracked from the old Obrenovac road towards Zeleznik   the sky feels nice   I enjoy the dry canes that are being bent by the wind   if I wasn’t a jester I wouldn’t have survived   I am a poet in order to survive singing   I’m walking between the cargo wagons   everything smells like trains and journeys   two-three more kilometres. it will be around nineteen   it would be good if I wrote the rest of the blessings on these stairs because I’ll be tired and sleepy when I get back to the Nest   young pregnant woman with a baby in her arms and a boy that just started to walk is coming down the stairs   I’m climbing slowly   I have never been on these stairs   there is humour even in a great despair   humour saviour   who saves the humour   sometimes it’s saved only by the despair   like today when I stretched over the fence to reach the grapes and fell over it   like fingers that I made bleeding by crashing very hard walnuts   grapes are gone   apples are coming   I’m getting into the street of the Nest. last hundred meters   it’s hard to live with ideals but without them I would have been long dead   physical pain is really lofty 18.8 km
TO A GIRL
 
 last night died Nemecsek   Ernő Nemecsek   lovely boy in the book The Paul Street Boys   I was crying. my throat has tightened   in the evening I felt high temperature   for the first time I watched Jacob Reynolds in glorious film Gummo by Harmony Korine   a moment ago I saw their names on the Internet   I remembered beautiful film Kids that I watched few years ago   I found out about Larry Clark the director of Kids story for the film was written by Harmony Korine   film is becoming more and more poetry   film poem Poem about Film is the title of the text because of which I was sentenced thirty years ago   I hope I won’t fall sick   if I fall sick I should be brave like Nemecsek   like Alissa Bucolin and Pavel Korchagin Ernő Nemecsek as well lived within me throughout these years   a poem a hero of being   temperature   only that what is is a poem   when only something is then just something is a poem   worry   tremendous loneliness   from being worried and out of great loneliness I lose my immunity   listen – she said with a strange, full of wondering and trembling voice to her husband – he is not breathing...   she put her head down   listen – she shouted loudly, not caring for anything – not breathing   Nemecsek   face   everything can be seen on the face   everything can be heard in the voice   everything is in the words   last night a big clock stopped working around 4 am   heating is still not reaching the other room   I’m getting up from the table   poem film
A BOOK ABOUT THE BLUE MONEY
 
 
 A Book about the Blue Money   I would like to read it   I believe it would help me to get a bit more money   before I read it I should write it   before I write it I had to live it for thirty or so years   while I was drawing three circles with divider calliper a moment ago in order to cut them out and take them with me on walking so that I would with their help carry on with my thinking about the money I thought that while creating the new money I could write a book A Book about the Blue Money   I live blue money for thirty two years now   if I start writing it from next year it will be on the blue money’s 33 birthday   a miracle   a miracle becomes without the miracle   when nobody believes in miracle the miracle is born   miracle is born on its own   after being born the miracle nests in the innocent heart   miracle of money   money of miracle   blue money   blue money was born on 29th October 2010 at 10 am   blue money was born in the book A Book about the Blue Money   A Book about the Blue Money was born on 29th October 2010 at 9:34 am   A Book about the Blue Money was born in Miroslav Mandic   Miroslav Mandic was born on 4th December 1949 at 6:30 am   Miroslav Mandic was born in Kaja and Milomir   Kaja and Milomir were born in Miroslav Mandic   Miroslav Mandic was born in the beginning of creation   genealogy of the miracle   there is no miracle but there is this blessing   greatest miracle is that there is no miracle   everything that is already is a miracle   miracle of the blue money is that it already exists   blue sky is the blue money   blue sea is the blue money   blue bud is the blue money   with blue money I bring You the money
IN A SHOE-MAKER’S WAY
 
 last night I saw Etela Merk on TV in her dog shelter   my Etela I hug You gently   good beings are fucking unselfish   fucking is openness   everything for everything   You already sound   You smell   I’m watching You   You’re glowing   I don’t have the words with which I would describe the beauty and goodness of pleasure   a friend started giving lessons in masturbation   it’s crisis. one has to live of something   everybody charges why wouldn’t I   business is good   people are calling. asking. coming   I’m not expensive   I immediately show them the pricing of masturbation   male sloe organ   400-450 dinars   female sloe organ   350-400 dinars   mold widening of organs  300-400 dinars   modifications of organs  850-950 dinars   gluing of organ’s tops   150-250 dinars   replacement of organ’s heels  800-900 dinars   hammering of organ’s heels  150-250 dinars   stitching of organ’s soles  300-450 dinars   gluing of organ’s soles  150-200 dinars   three years guarantee   clients are choosing the technique I’m using while putting sloes on organs   while I was working like a shoe-maker there was not enough for bread now there is even for a book   for now I’m the first and the only one in the city   I’m working a bit   you should know what love loneliness and masturbation are   sometimes my friend I think I’m Jacob Boehme of the twenty first century dedicated to my friend the shoe-maker and all good beings