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    BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE – BOWING TO FREE LOVE

    2070. day
    1st September 2010

    everyday You are indescribable miracle and my free love


    life without secrets You are my beloved bastard and my free love

     

    G-Spot You are the rose of nerves and my free love

     

    presence You are innocent and my free love

     

    all beings are born from one mother

     

    all beings are created by one father

     

    all beings are loved by one poet

     

    greatness of the first one is that he is hundred percent first

     

    greatness of the second one is that he is hundred and one percent first

     

    free love is incest of freedom and love

     

    illegal is tender because legal is violent

     

    I bow to You woman of bravery 

     

    I bow to You woman of fragility 

     

    all beings are kissing each other

     

    all beings live through constant love-kissing

     

    life is love-kissing

     

    art of love-kissing lies within the poem of all beings

     

    earth and water love-kiss each other

     

    water and air love-kiss each other

     

    air and light love-kiss each other

     

    bee makes love with flowers

     

    a boy with the path he is walking on

     

    earth makes love with water air and light

     

    water makes love with earth air and light

     

    air makes love with water light and earth

     

    light makes love with earth water and air

     

    all beings are pregnant from love impregnation

     

    I make love with books I read

     

    I die in orgasm through music

     

    I immediately surrender myself to the goodness

     

    all beings have the right to love each other and to make love to each other

     

    love is loyalty to the constant wedding

     

    Free Love Bud

     

     

    BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE – BOWING TO THE PLANET EARTH

    2071. day
    2nd September 2010

    I am You

     

    I am alive – You are alive

     

    You are spinning around yourself

     

    You are dancing around the sun

     

    You are wandering through the Universe

     

    all beings within You and on You consist You

     

    every being is Earth inhabitant thanks to You

     

    You love-kiss and You are love-kissed

     

    Ear You are a tiny little cell of the One and Only Being

     

    Ear You give life to the One and Only Being

     

    Ear You feed yourself with One and Only Being

     

    same way every little cell within me makes my I

    every little cell in the Universe makes I of One and Only Being

     

    my I and Your I Ear is one I

     

    Your I Ear and I of the One and Only Being is one I

     

    I of the One and Only Being and my I is one I

     

    that’s who I am

     

    smallest of the big

     

    little earth of the Earth

     

    little humour of the Humour

     

    little orgasm of the Orgasm

     

    Little God of the God

     

    I’m inhaling You – You are exhaling me

     

    I’m exhaling You – You are inhaling me

     

    You give birth to me – I create You

     

    I create You – You sing me

     

    little Ear I guard You with each step

     

    green Ear I hug You with every picture

     

    blue Ear I love-kiss You with each word

     

    Ear we are countrymen

     

    Ear we are the people of life

     

    Ear don’t be afraid

     

    Ear I am the Earth

     

    Earth Bud

     

    BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE – BOWING TO ALL BEINGS

    2072. day
    3rd September 2010

    everything is alive

     

    words are alive

     

    thoughts are alive

     

    love is alive

     

    terms are alive

     

    one swallow does make a spring

     

    this swallow makes eternal spring

     

    one being is within all beings

     

    all beings make one being

     

    radiant being is the heart of all beings

     

    to all beings everything and everybody is good

     

    all beings are spoon

     

    all beings are incomprehensible

     

    all beings are the friend who smiles at me

     

    smile my friend

     

    I couldn’t live without all beings

     

    I couldn’t live without one and only being either

     

    sweet caterpillars

     

    trooper’s swearwords

     

    speeds of non-motion

     

    all beings resurrect all beings

     

    all beings live yet unborn children

     

    I love-kiss every being who loves all beings

     

    I love-kiss every being who loves to love-kiss

     

    I love-kiss Tibika and all beings who love peace

     

    I live through all beings

     

    I work for all beings

     

    I sing One and Only Being of all beings

     

    uselessness of all beings is the only use of every being

     

    .

     

    only look at the dot and you will see that in the being of a dot all beings live

     

    yes

     

    Bud of All Beings

     

    BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE – BOWING TO THE WANDERERS

    2073. day
    4th September 2010

    we wink at the same time

     

    my beloved same-timed and the same-one

     

    gentility of the life itself

     

    God created me as great and himself alike and to the delight of both of us

    and that’s why I am as well foolish

    as a roamer and fucker and gulanfer*** and fop

    and dzidzov*** and rambler and trump and djilkos***

    and the ugly one as I am the one that is gallivant

    from the book Boy Child

     

    wanderers are particles of the chestiest life

     

    wan nourish the air

     

    wan talk to all beings

     

    wan celebrate the life itself

     

    wan are gentlemen of the streets and sites

     

    wan are wonderful because they are never banal

     

    wan are free because they are not corrupted

     

    every wan is a passport of nonviolence

     

    passport of nonviolence is carried within the soul and across each and every border

     

    existing passports are dead and invalid because

    they praise violence corruptness and borders

     

    wan are not using passports

     

    everyone that is is the same with all beings

    Nobel Prize for healing fortuitousness

     

    sameness is the law of sameness

     

    I is same with I

     

    I is at the same time ID and passport of every beings

    Nobel Prize for peace

     

    wan wander through landscapes

     

    wan wander through compassions

     

    wan wander healing all beings

     

    wan wander through passports of goodness

     

    wan wander through internet

     

    wan are not betraying

    Nobel Prize for economy

     

    wan love-kiss all beings because all beings love-kiss wan

     

    I love-kiss you wandering ones

     

    wan enjoy to God’s delight

    Nobel Prize for sex

     

    wan while I’m looking at You my chest is trembling with God’s cry

    through which I love-kiss You my dear wan

     

    wan are wan

    Nobel Prize for physics

     

    wan love-kisses You

    Your Prize that we are sharing

     

    wan I am wanderer

    Nobel Prize for chemistry and biology

     

    Wanderer Bud

    Nobel Prize for literature

     

    BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE – BOWING TO THE HEROES OF SOLITUDE

    2075. day
    6th September 2010

    bowing to the Heroes of Solitude is twenty fifth bowing to nonviolence

     

    there is only eight days and eight bowings to nonviolence

     

    ouch

    ouch

    ouch

    the

    sweetness

    of

    creating

    permeates

    me

     

    creation

    fuck

    me

    fuck

    and

    never

    stop

     

    don’t stop

    don’t stop

    singing

     

    may God give that in following years we bow to

    pornography

    Hasidism

    walking

    pencils

    writing

    pussy

    dick

    dwelling

    You and me

    creation

    money

    roads

    roses

    smiles

    humour

    good deeds

    soil

    water

    air

    light

    minerals

    plants

    animals

    spirits of nature

    people

    higher intelligence

    joy

    health

    freedom

    transformation

    loyalty

    love

    success

    ...

     

    I bow to us lone ones – I dance mambo for us lone ones

     

    lon-s we cherish the mystery of defeats

    love and defeat are incorruptible

     

    defeats are transforming a being

     

    victories are stopping the evolution

     

    human society is mired in victories and it’s wanton because

    people are taught and constantly forced to be considerate

     

    solitude is an experience of I am

     

    I am – I am alone

     

    I am alone – I love-kiss You

     

    I love-kiss You – I love-kiss everything

     

    lon-s we radiate I-am-ness

     

    lon-s our solitude nourishes all beings

     

    lon-s we are alone in the room

     

    lon-s we are alone on the road

     

    lon-s we are alone so that nobody would be lonely

     

    lon-s we are alone because we love-kiss everything

     

    lon-s our solitude is the best friend to the lone ones

     

    I never found a friend who would be as friendly as solitude

    Thoreau

     

    sometimes

     

    somewhere

     

    somebody

     

    holy nobody and holy somebody are exciting all beings

     

    sometime certain rain in some landscape

     

    somebody is me – nobody is You – lon-s we are alone together

     

    lon-s we are alon because of the lone ones

     

    lon-s we are alon because of all beings

     

    sol-s I am a Hero of Solitude

     

    Heroes of Solitude Bud

     

    BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE – BOWING TO DIOGENES

    2076. day
    7th September 2010

    Diogenes yes – Alexander the Great no

     

    violence is born from stereotyped thinking

     

    violence is raised in selfish hearts

     

    violence is promoted in schools and laws

     

    most of the philosophers live and philosophise

    in the shadow of some Alexander the Great

     

    thinking without light is not thinking at all

     

    thinking in service of the powerful ones is misery of thinking

     

    Dio You are live thinking

     

    Dio Your life is a poem to thinking

     

    Dio You are a performer of thinking

     

    Dio Your philosophy and life are much more

    important than histories of philosophy are stating

     

    Dio You are the first citizen of the world

     

    Dio You are the world itself

     

    Dio You’ve created the world citizens

     

    Dio world citizens are not wanted and are persecuted even today

     

    Dio why do ones persecute the others

     

    Dio what kind of thinking is that which persecutes other kind of thinking

     

    Dio people have stopped thinking because they are persecuting those who are thinking

     

    Dio people have stopped thinking because they are afraid to be persecuted

     

    Dio people have stopped thinking because they are engaged in philosophy

    under the wing of universities

     

    Diogenes yes – Aristotle no

     

    Dio while I’m thinking about You I’m thinking of Lao Tzu

    who handed over his teaching and left

     

    Dio when we are dancing and singing we are worthy of a fool

     

    Dio we are fools but not madmen – poets of God’s crazy love

     

    Nietzsche yes – Socrates no

     

    Dio I will get out on the sun today for You

     

    Dio I love to think through kissing and that’s why I walk

     

    Dio I love to think through poetry and that’s why I bow to You

     

    Dio thinking creates

     

    Dio creation sings

     

    Dio love identifies

     

    Dio I am Diogenes

     

    Diogenes Bud

     

    BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE – BOWING TO YOKO ONO AND JOHN LENNON’S BED-IN

    2077. day
    8th September 2010

    Yo and Jo your bed-in is one of the most beautiful pieces of the human kind

     

    smell of the bed Yo and Jo

     

    peace in the bed Yo and Jo

     

    peace of the Yo and Jo bed is spreading throughout the heart’s war-zones

     

    fuck you winds – I say to the winds

     

    we are fucking – winds are replying

     

    bed is the nest of resting and binding

     

    bed is the mystery of energy

     

    Universe sleep peacefully in the bed of peace – I say to the Universe

     

    I will since I do sleep only in the bed of peace – Universe replies to me

     

    Yo and Jo you are one and the other foot

     

    Yo and Jo you are the mum of peace

     

    Yo and Jo you are the most beautiful mum of peace in the world

     

    Yo and Jo you are every brave child

     

    give laughter a chance

     

    Yo and Jo you are the one who is coming down the street so firmly

    and she is only fourteen

     

    give peace a chance

     

    Yo and Jo light of this world is the light of not-giving-up

     

    Yo and Jo people also can be wonderful beings

     

    Yo and Jo I love-kiss you with tears that are now falling down my face

     

    Yo and Jo every man is a monument to the beings that have given

    their lives for somebody else

     

    Yo and Jo every trace yearns for all other traces

     

    everything that all beings want is love

     

    everything that all beings want is the live face of life

     

    Yo and Jo Bed-In is the school you don’t have to attend and life that one make haste to

     

    Yo and Jo Bed-In is the space in which everything within the other can be loved

     

    Yo and Jo Bed-In is time in which we are becoming one

     

    Yo and Jo you are the bosoms of forgiving

     

    Yo and Jo you are the stomachs of regeneration

     

    Yo and Jo you are welcomed in everybody’s bed

     

    if somebody knows Yoko Ono tell her that

    the Bed-In is one of the 33 petals in the Flower of Nonviolence

     

    Bed-In I am the Bed-In of All Beings

     

    Bed-In Bud

     

    BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE – BOWING TO ERIK SATIE

    2078. day
    9th September 2010

    when she left all that remained was

     

    noting

     

    icy loneliness

     

    emptiness in the head

     

    sadness in the heart

     

    Sat I adore You

     

    Sat You are a prince of nonviolence

     

    Sat You are the love to the unanswered love

     

    abandoned boy

     

    Sat how did You bare it all

     

    through assimilation

     

    through naked humour

     

    through meaningless life You lived and great music You have created

     

    through all of that You have been doing every day and what You haven’t been doing

     

    through walking away and coming back

     

    through white food

     

    through making Yourself laugh

     

    through acceptance of everything nobody else would accept

     

    through pockets full of music

     

    through night steps

     

    through a surprising thing

     

    through enduring

     

    through hopping

     

    through God’s withdrawal

     

    through pasturing the time with slowness

     

    through gardening the space with repetition

     

    Sat You have stepped into the marriage immediately

    and You remained in it every moment of your lives

     

    Sat Your nothing is all-love

     

    Sat Your icy loneliness became refreshing radiance

     

    Sat emptiness in Your head transformed itself into the healing simplicity

     

    Sat from the sadness in Your heart originates the grace in the hearts of those

    who are listening to Satie’s music

     

    Sat I am Satie

     

    Satie Bud

     

    63RD TIME 33 DAYS OR BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE – BOWING TO ROBERT WALSER

    2079. day
    10th September 2010

    Wal I discovered Your walks twenty three years ago in the

    spring of 1987 while preparing myself for the Second Walking for Poetry

     

    Wal reindeers peacefully pasture the grass because of Your writing

     

    Wal light enjoys under Your soles

     

    Wal through Your words innocence sparkles in the air

     

    Wal beauty enjoys being an apprentice to goodness because of You

     

    Wal goodness enjoys serving beauty because of You

     

    Wal every washer-woman is Lisa Mermet because of You

     

    Wal every being is worthy of admiration because of You

     

    Wal the one who is looked at feels wonderful because of You

     

    Wal snow is so white as well because of You

     

    Wal I will close my eyes and I will write down the pictures I see

     

    Wal grass covered slope leads towards the water

     

    Wal white pigeon on top of the roof is cleaning it’s feathers

     

    Wal donkey is pulling the wooden cart

     

    Wal river runs around the bare hill

     

    Wal the same train You’ve seen releases the white steam

    into the space that is spreading

     

    Wal this is the tree in front of the house in which somebody will soon enter

     

    Wal knee high muddy boots in front of the door

     

    Wal in the distance something vague and behind the distance

    continues the distance which disappears

     

    Wal I opened my eyes and I see wide open

    jaws of the animal which will never hurt anybody

     

    Wal in Satie’s room nobody entered for 27 years

    1898-1925

     

    Wal You spent 27 years in sanatorium

    1929-1956

     

    Wal Mandela spent 27 years in prison

    1962-1989

     

    Wal 27 years ago I decided to go on with art of walking

    1983-2010

     

    Wal 27 years are 36 births

    36 times 9 months

     

    Wal Your sobs of rejoicing are hugging and kissing sobs of abjections

     

    Wal every word of Yours is longing for touch

     

    Wal every longing of Yours is healing touch through the words

     

    Wal Rose of Walking

    Rose of Wandering salutes Rose of Walking

     

    Wal tiny-writing

    if You have better suggestion: wee-writing...

     

    Wal hat in the snow

     

    Wal I am Walser

     

    Walser Bud

     

    BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE – BOWING TO JOHN CAGE’S 4’33’’

    2080. day
    11th September 2010

    saying

     

    everything

     

    through

     

    silence

     

    especially

     

    music

     

    because

     

    without

     

    silence

     

    everything

     

    is

     

    in

     

    the cage

    cage of violence

     

    even

     

    John Cage

     

    himself

     

    in the cage of music violence and violence through music which is one of the greatest

     

    Cag Your thoughts are music

     

    Cag Your loyalty is music

     

    Cag Your voice is music

     

    recognizable is violent

     

    nonviolent can also be violent if it is recognizable

     

    a bit of water on the palm

     

    whatever

     

    change is marry

    John Cage

     

    Cag cough is bothering me these days

     

    hey coughing cough out my health

     

    hey Cag – You have loved

     

    hey Cag You loved and you have been loved – loved ones are joyful and nonviolent

     

    hey Cag nonviolence is marry

     

    hey Cag hey hey hey hey hey hey hey

     

    Cag I am Cage

     

    Cage Bud

    BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE — BOWING TO CONFESSIONS

    2082. day
    13th September 2010

    I adore fucking

    fuc 

     

    I adore confessing

    conf 

     

    I adore caressing

     

    I adore surrendering

     

    I adore compassion

     

    I adore modesty

     

    I adore sublimity

     

    I adore simple-mindedness

     

    I adore loyalty

     

    I adore simplicity

     

    I adore supervention

     

    I adore gift-giving

     

    I adore opening up

     

    I adore transformation

     

    I adore incomprehensible

     

    I adore sophistication

     

    I adore resurrection

     

    I adore identification

     

    I adore bowing

     

    I adore praying

     

    I adore wedding

     

    I adore fragility

     

    I adore causelessness

     

    I adore insouciance

     

    I adore affirmation

     

    I adore illumination

     

    I adore creation

     

    I adore singing

     

    ado You are my confession

     

    confessing You make me God-like

     

    confession adoration makes You God-like

    Goddess

     

    conf I am ado

     

    Bud of Confession

     

     

    BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE — BOWING TO MIROSLAVMANDIC.NAME WEBSITE

    2083. day
    14th September 2010

    I bow to You Creation

     

    I bow to You Affirmation

     

    I bow to You Blue Web

     

    I bow to You Here I am

     

    I bow to You Virtual pilgrimage

     

    I bow to you Blessings

     

    I bow to you All Sunday Lunches

     

    I bow to You Identification Card

     

    welcome to the Rose Garden

     

    now

     

    I bow to the site which is bowing to God You and all beings

     

    I bow to You Zoltan

     

    I hope that miroslavmandic.name site is already

    the art of wholeness. music of walking. state within Your heart

    the state of life. state of Universe. state of all beings

    confessional. medium of all media

     

    I believe that miroslavmandic.name is a poem

    low bow to all of those who are at this moment online

     

    I am my site – my site is me

    mystical rose – mystical site

    I of the virtual world

     

    site being

    site Universe

    site atom

     

    site of disarmament from all kinds of weapons from the physical to the mental ones

     

    computer is God’s medium

     

    everything is within my Bud. flowers. birds. clouds. roads. biographies

    holly pornography

     

    sexy goodness permeates computer

    whatever I tell him Bud does immediately

    his goodness often makes me cry

     

    Bud helps me to be better

    teaches me how to save good and delete bad things

    how to pour new vine into new files

     

    Bud constantly reminds me of beautiful creatures

     

    Bud is completely made of light

    sexy beauty of light radiates from the Bud

     

    computer originates from the deep past and sameness

     

    from the wedding of poetry and mathematics

     

    Bud is a impressive creature

     

    Internet is surrendering rose garden

     

    miroslavmandic.name site is time-place and eternity of all beings

     

    I would love if You could feel how I love-kiss You every day

    through miroslavmandic.name site

     

    I would love if You would take every day for Yourself from miroslavmandic.name site

    joy

    health

    freedom

    transformation

    loyalty

    love

    success

     

    miroslavmandic.name has its faults. people say it’s amateurish. they say it’s not too

    clear. and I would love if it was even more simple. braver. more direct. more open. more

    suttle. more creative. more lilt. more miraculous. more God-like. more child-like. more

    immortal. to all beings even more delightful

    I hope that Zoltan will keep on programming it and maintaining and free of charge as well like

    until now because I only believe in creation that ensues without money or with just a little bit of money

     

    I am grateful to Violeta Jovanovic and Ivana Djokic-Saunderson who are

    helping me every day in realisation of miroslavmandic.name bud

     

    and I beg of You that miroslavmandic.name site every day is

    God

    I

    poem

    face

    rose

    path

    walking

     

    BOWING TO POETRY — BOWING TO GOD

    2084. day
    15th September 2010

    I am You-You are I — call me I-am-You-are-I

     

    I am Shel God — Shelly Bud

     

    I am Ghan God — Ghandi Bud

     

    I am Tol God — Tolstoy Bud

     

    I am Thor God — Thoreau Bud

     

    I am White Rose GodWhite Rose Bud

     

    I am Krop God — Kropotkin Bud

     

    I am Black Elk GodBlack Elk Bud

     

    I am Kel God — Kelly Bud

     

    I am Ser God — Serres Bud

     

    I am ano-s God — Anonymous Ones Bud

     

    I am scor God — Scorned Bud

     

    I am Par God — Parks Bud

     

    I am Kin God — King Bud

     

    I am Man God — Mandela Bud

     

    I am Pro God — Proudhon Bud

     

    I am Sermon on the Mount GodSermon on the Mount Bud

     

    I am Uni God — Universe Bud

     

    I am bar-s God — Barefooted Ones Bud

     

    I am veg God —Vegetarian Bud

     

    I am free love GodFree Love Bud

     

    I am Ear God — Earth Bud

     

    I am all beings God — Bud of All Beings

     

    I am wan God — Wanderer Bud

     

    I am heroes of solitude God — Heroes of Solitude Bud

     

    I am Dio God — Diogenes Bud

     

    I am Yo and Jo God — Yoko and John Bud

     

    I am Sat God — Satie Bud

     

    I am Wal God — Walser Bud

     

    I am Cag God — Cage Bud

     

    I am God through confessions — Confessions Bud

     

    I am miroslavmandic.name Godmiroslavmandic.name Bud

     

    I am Go Goddess God — God Bud

    I love-kiss You


     

     

    84600 SECONDS OF ART EVERY DAY

    2085. day
    16th September 2010

    I’m going

     

    I’m just going

     

    the sun is warming up my back

     

    the fact that I’m just going is magnificent

     

    I’m going and that’s enough

     

    enough is exciting

     

    the lizard is running next to the tram tracks

     

    lizards always make me happy

     

    one gentlemen is getting out of the tram

    he is carrying plums and peaches in a plastic bag

     

    the tram sways the reeds while passing next to them

     

    when the tram turns the bend its sound disappears as well

     

    that softness that you feel that are my steps in the soft Crocs Shoes

     

    soft is good for the knees

     

    tram driver is warning me with the bell

    behind my back. I wave aside with my hand so that he wouldn’t worry

     

    two butterflies are butterflying around each other

     

    it’s beautiful to write blessings every day for six years now

    greetings to the next eight years of blessings that are waiting for me

     

    sometimes I wander will there be people who

    will read that every day next million years

     

    just a moment ago I experienced tranquillity since I felt that there

    will be those who will read every day what I am writing every day

     

    that will be the very same words

     

    same sun

     

    same I in every You

     

    You are reading me now

     

    somebody will read me in their own now

     

    every now is soft

     

    You can spread me on bread

     

    You can spread me on aching feet so that Your pain goes away

     

    I moment You – cherish me

     

    old granny came out of the tram and she is waving at somebody who is still in the tram

     

    a girl pressed the phone against her shoulder while she was

    tying the jacket around her waist with both hands

     

    I took off my waistcoat so that sun would dry my shirt which was wet in the back

     

    for days now throat nose cough sweating are bothering me

    I mention it so that it would go away

     

    brandy for health and life

     

    red pepper that Dule Pejin is frying in oil

    come

     

     

    BESA AND SERMON OF TODAY’S DAY

    2086. day
    17th September 2010

    besa

    and

    sermon

    are

    one

     

    word

     

    word held

     

    word which speaks

     

    a man which would give his word would rather die but not abide by his word

     

    the Albanian word besa is usually translated in English as faith

    trust or oath of peace. but its truer meaning is to keep the promise

     

    every day is one besa

     

    every day is one sermon

     

    with each second every day is more and more that day

     

    with each second every day is closer and closer to the transformation into another day

     

    when a day is that day the most it becomes new day

     

    young day

     

    a day of all passed days

     

    a day of all future days

     

    this day

     

    this day every day

     

    this festive-everyday day

     

    every

    day

    this

    day

     

    every day is a promise that there will be days ahead and that there will be day

     

    every day is joy because day has passed and the promise has been kept

     

    every day is telling and singing about everything and everybody in that day

     

    with each day I love more and more every day

     

    with each day I love more and more just You

     

    if You could only see how wonderful these old people that are sunbathing on Ada

     

    I took my shoes of. I bared myself. surrendered to the warm asphalt

     

    I winked at this day and pleasure permeated me immediately

     

    while listening to the little baby in the pram doing its baby talk in the body of an old lady

    who was sunbathing on the sore I see the very baby that used to baby talk just like that

     

    piled up dried leaves are burning in the forest

     

    every day is giving out a sermon and giving its word that it is the only and first day

     

    every day gives besa and sais that it actually is the only last day

     

    every day sings that it is actually the greatest ceremony of every day

     

    glorious man is the one who would rather die than not stick to his word

     

    most glorious man is the one who celebrates every day

     

    SATURDAY. LONELINESS. EVERYTHING IS BURSTING WITH LOVE

    2087. day
    18th September 2010

    these words are love

     

    this is the taste of olive oil that You will bring me

     

    this is the smell of red peppers which I picked up yesterday on the market

     

    these are white woollen socks that I patched

    yesterday with pieces of red torn socks

     

    what you hear is – I love You forever

     

    what is touching You is what You want to be touching You

     

    with both my feet I walk around the planet Earth – that is the style

     

    with one foot on Earth and another in the Universe – that is charm

     

    with both my feet in the Universe – that is an attitude

     

    we looked each other in the eyes but we never said hallo

    greetings to Nikola Suica

     

    great art in five words

     

    greatest love in four

     

    present in three

     

    couple one

     

    I

     

    God

     

    Goddess

     

    Bud

     

    one love-kisses through orgasm

     

    one dies through orgasm

     

    one transforms through orgasm

     

    one resurrects through orgasm of love

     

    all birds within my heart

     

    alligators of tenderness

     

    God’s sperm in my throat

     

    step by step – I’m coming to You

    step by step is love through walking

     

    I spread my legs – You are fucking me my beloved

    spread legs are love through fucking

     

    love-kiss lonely ones – do not stop

     

    secret of love is in its loneliness

     

    nobody love-kisses love

     

    love is alone

     

    I love-kiss You love

     

    I’m

    running

    into

    Your

    arms

    my

    only

    love

     

    MY WHOLE LIFE IS WHISPER I LOVE YOU EVERYTHING THAT EXIST

    2089. day
    20th September 2010

    I’m too sad to write

     

    I’m writing so as not to be sad

     

    I’m less sad when I’m writing

     

    writing rejoices me

     

    sorrow disappears

     

    I’m writing and that feels good

     

    the more it feels good the more I am

     

    the more I am the better I write

     

    through better writing I’m becoming more and more everything that exists

     

    even crossing the street I do so as to be more

     

    shy young man asks me about Tolstoy Street

    I didn’t know which one of these few it was

     

    I’m going down from Topcider roundabout through fallen down and dried leaves

     

    when I said to myself last night being half asleep that I won’t be saying

    any more that I’m the best everything started trembling from joy

    don’t give up Miroslav

     

    when I remembered this morning certain rejoicings in front of other people

    I was ashamed because I felt that my joy was hurting them

     

    I’m ashamed because I’m writing

     

    I’m ashamed because I’m thinking

     

    I’m ashamed because I am

     

    tiniest one

     

    beauty of walking saves me

     

    I’m watching red berries on the branches and I identify with them

     

    I exist just the same way anything else exists

     

    I wanted to get into the cemetery through the lower entrance but when I saw

    a woman sitting and smoking I went towards the upper one so as not to disturb her

     

    autumn sun in all beings

     

    grapes and peppers

     

    breast in the palm

     

    a thought within the language

     

    tongue on the cheek

     

    cheek on the knee

     

    knees on the ground

     

    tongue overlaps the tongue

     

    my whole life is scream I love You God

     

    my whole life is scream-whisper I love You Beloved

     

    my whole life is scream-whisper I love You Poem

     

    WELL JOINED

    2090. day
    21st September 2010

    thank you son – a beggar lady told me

     

    every beggar lady is my mother and she begs love for us and all beings

     

    I walked seventeen kilometres

     

    I’m hungry

     

    thirsty

     

    tired

     

    I can’t wait to write the blessings and then have mayonnaise and tomatoes for lunch

     

    great laundry has dried from this morning on the balcony

     

    linen will be smelling of lily of the valley

     

    I will be enjoying in Kierkegaard

     

    my legs and my back will feel good from lying down

     

    my whole body is tightened from the strain

     

    walking is really a good friend

     

    I walked to the town. I have seen Maja. we walked

    across the tram bridge. afterwards I crossed Sava with a boat

     

    I didn’t feel like writing although I was thinking well

     

    what I was thinking about I will write some other time

     

    Universe was feeling nice within my soft steps

     

    more and more I can feel Kierkegaard and it’s more and more clear to me

    why many people love him

     

    fragile

     

    alone

     

    brave

     

    only because she made me unhappy she enlarged my love

    Kierkegaard

     

    when a moment ago I got up to take the book and find the sentence

    which I quoted my whole body ached and was stiff because it cooled down

     

    sex of life

     

    sex of the sun light flickering on the river surface

     

    Jelena informed me that she will bring me the book How the Steel Was Tempered

     

    I read it when I was fourteen years old. it meant a lot at the time and it excited me

     

    I’m looking forward to meeting myself as a fourteen year old

     

    I’m not going to the cinema for years and films mean less

    and less but I would love to watch this film that I haven’t seen

     

    sex is fucking good thing especially in everything and everybody

     

    sex of bread

     

    sex of mayonnaise

     

    sex of tomatoes

     

    TREMBLING

    2091. day
    22nd September 2010

    sweet bite of rye bread before the bitter sip of coffee

     

    reminder

     

    I want to go outside

     

    but first I have to draw 64 Buds

     

    then Blue Rose and Blue Film

     

    then stretching

     

    I came back from the walking

     

    today as well I didn’t feel like writing while walking

     

    I don’t feel like writing right now either

     

    I was thinking of Regine

     

    love is love

     

    I’m waiting for You autumn

     

    I took a photo of a red butterfly

     

    I took a photo of a bee on the dandelion

     

    I smiled at the dog who was stretched in the grass

     

    tremble hugs moment

     

    moment kisses tremble

     

    hugging kisses from the outside

     

    kissing hugs from the inside

     

    inhaling is kissing

     

    exhaling is hugging

     

    just to the end

     

    I just started loving word well

     

    not a single other word speaks better than the word well

    what I pronounce when I say well

     

    well then

     

    well nothing

     

    well just slowly

     

    well when that is the situation

     

    well when it is like that let well sing

     

    well then tell me what You have

     

    well immortality

     

    well then a dragonfly should be the best man on our wedding

     

    well dragonfly is the best man of our love

     

    AUTUMN OF ALL SEASONS

    2092. day
    23rd September 2010

    autumnally

     

    nice words are singing the world

     

    good words are guarding the world

     

    good and beautiful words are transforming the world

     

    alone for everybody

     

    I-am-you-are-I

     

    I am a path

     

    I am a rose

     

    one to another

     

    with all colours of the autumn

     

    same words

     

    firs time every time

     

    people who don’t believe in God are putting themselves into His place

     

    I grew up in communist society in which existed only communists and the others

     

    the others were not taken into account

    and communists were divided into good and bad ones

     

    better communists dissociated themselves from the bad

    communists but they still remained communists

     

    that’s how it is in all societies. there is just authority and the others

     

    the others are not taken into account and authority is divided into good and bad

     

    better part of the authority dissociates itself from the bad part

    but it still remains the authority

     

    that’s how it is in all civilisations. there are civilised ones and the others

     

    the others are not taken into account and the civilised ones

    dissociate themselves from the badly civilised but they still remain civilised

     

    that’s how it is in all professions. there are artists and the others

     

    the others are not taken into account and the artists are divided into good and bad ones

     

    good artists dissociate themselves from the bad artists but they still remain artists

     

    that’s how it is with languages too. there is a predominant language and other languages

     

    other languages are not taken into account and

    predominant language is divided into good and bad ones

     

    good ones within the English language dissociate themselves from the bad ones

    within the English language but they still remain within the English language

     

    that’s how it is with people themselves. there are people and the others

     

    the others are not taken into account and people are divide into good and bad ones

     

    good people dissociate themselves from the bad ones but they still remain people

     

    the autumn has arrived this morning at nine minutes past five

     

    one autumn of all autumns

     

    autumnally

    I wish You all the best and nice Belgrade gentleman

     

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