Bog Miroslav Mandić Bog

I live for You I

 

I love-kiss You I

 

I create You I

 

I sing You I

 

I You are God

 

one I – one God

 

I

I  I  I

I

 

I’m climbing up the stairs. where are you my lizards

 

I feel like crying. I’m on the verge of tears. that is so beautiful

 

beauty you are eternal

 

goodness you are beautiful

 

my chests are trembling from beauty and goodness

 

a child started to rejoice

 

a lamb hopped

 

I ask You with my eyes – I love-kiss You with words

 

cold air is descending towards the valley

 

old trees preside over the Planet

 

oceans and stones adore old trees

 

birds are constantly discovering little paths of immortality through singing

 

water is watering the thirsty ones for free

 

air is feeding the hungry for free

 

light is identifying all beings for free

I swear to my mother-to Your love for me – dedicated to Kaja Mandic

 

I am a wedding – one and only wedding – wedding of all beings

 

everything that a man discovered in service of killing is nothingness

 

this civilisation is nothingness

dedicated to every being who relinquishes killing

 

last night I planted wheat in two flowerpots that are now on my desk

 

I will inform when it sprouts

 

I love You so much

tell that to all beings

 

You don’t even know that the beauty of all beings is on Your face

 

I lick Your wounds

 

I heal You with all colours in the beauty of colourfulness

 

colourfulness of the monochrome

 

I am the marriage

innocence of serving the poet of existence

I’m swinging

 

with stomach

 

with contradictory

 

with whiteness

 

with necks

 

with palms and feet

 

nose is beautiful

 

back is alone

 

I separate You from the pain

 

I can write whatever I want

 

stones are there

 

close by is a lamppost

 

orgasms are love-kissing unconditionally

 

I bow to every orgasm from the beginning of world and time

 

I am a poet of every orgasm till the end of the world

 

I’ll take a photo of that lamppost

 

I love the lake when it makes love to itself

 

whoever saw anybody’s face in orgasm they saw the face of God

 

God is the orgasm of God

 

the only thing I have is the non-power of my orgasm

 

orgasm is loyalty to God

 

orgasm is love for every being

 

orgasm is creation of yet unborn ones

 

orgasm is resurrection

 

through orgasm I guard You like the pupil of my eye

 

through orgasm we are marrying

 

what I feel right now is You in my shoulders

 

all-presence of the orgasmic

 

beauty of the words I wrote – the words of goodness that you are reading

 

I’m swinging

 

with hips

 

with Your butt cheeks

 

glorious

 

If I happen to have even slightest enlightenment,

I will walk on the great Tao,
And will only caution myself to not stray from it.
The great Tao is smooth,
People would like to detour from that way.

Lao Tzu in the book fifty three

 

When one fosters the Tao in oneself,
Its virtue will be genuine.

Lao Tzu in the book fifty four

 

it was snowing all night

 

I got up earlier. went to Novi Sad to meet up with Vera

 

I’m in the bus. the plain is white

 

earth and sky are joined in snowy whiteness

 

more than year and a half I haven’t been travelling. I don’t even feel like

travelling. I’m on the road every moment – The Path of the Bud of All Beings

 

if there is no other proof of God then my socializing with You

Tibor Tibika and Zoltan is the proof of God – I said to Vera before we parted

 

a

poem

little

bird

 

little

bird

on

the

snow

 

I’m coming back. I’m watching from the bus how night is falling over the snowy plain

 

to be happy in this world

I wrote this for the first time. to be good in this world I wrote nineteen years ago

 

happiness is duty

 

I’m at the computer. I’m rejoicing it. I haven’t seen it from this morning

 

I haven’t listened to music all day. oh how the easiness of music feels nice now

let’s dance

 

I immediately get excited

 

butt cheeks. belly. shoulders

 

swaying

 

writing

 

heroism of beauty

 

I’m pregnant with You

 

Vera gave me the money – holly money – buds of the blue money

 

Vera gave me the diary for 2011 that she’s been doing for last ten years

 

Vera gave me the pedometer

 

Vera gave me the book Silence by John Cage

 

Vera gave me four hours of talking

 

a

poem

is

a

little

white

bird

on

the

snow

 

happiness is dancing and singing of all beings

 

oh how I’m looking forward to this new diary

 

these diaries that I’m keeping from 1989 are the work of art

I wrote on 12^th October in the diary for this year that slowly expires

 

happiness

is

a

little

bird

of

the

poem

 

happiness

are

the

nerves

that

transmit

the

happiness

to

all

beings

 

the duration trembles

 

flickers filickers flickering

 

wheat has sprouted

 

God’s

 

I went for a short walk

 

I tossed the paper with hundred and fifty dinars

 

I drew three hundred twelfth Good Walker

 

I made a photo of my face for the Walking link

 

I made a photo for the Bud link

 

I bought half a kilo of sauerkraut

 

one red onion

 

kilo of apples

 

half a kilo of integral bread

 

a pack of cotton wool

 

I made ninety kilometres more for this year so I can indulge

these five days that are left in complete responsibility towards pleasure

 

like when whales are jumping out of the water

and throwing themselves on the water surface

 

like when horses are rolling in the dust

 

like when I was running very slowly

 

this morning I started preparing the diary for the year 2011

 

this is the salute to Julije Knifer’s diaries and

the promotion of these diaries by Miroslav Mandic

I wrote on 19^th September in the diary for this year

 

I love working and playing sitting at the desk

 

like when elephants are showering themselves with water or dust through their trunks

 

like when condors are flying in couples over the ocean

 

like when I would fall asleep on the warm send in my youth

 

last week I thought that this week I will sum up the year through blessings

 

I love doing that. and I will do it in the diary. the blessings I will just let ooze out

 

I love when something happens and that I don’t even know that it happened

 

that it just is

 

God’s

 

my God’s love of mine

 

is

 

by life

 

eternity

 

God

dedicated to older boys rowdies from the street of my childhood

 

I’m holding my belly through my pockets in order to warm it up in this coldness

 

even though You are not around I’m touching You

 

even though You are not around I love-kiss You

 

even though You are not around I’m giving You my life

 

God is within God

 

who is God God is God within Him

 

there is just God

 

I am also just God

 

my legs are slipping on the ice even though I am God

 

my nose is running even though I am God

 

I miss You even though I am God

 

slavery is conformism

 

slaves are conformists by body

 

slave-owners are conformists by spirit

 

through this blessing I identify myself with You

 

through this blessing I am in the same state You are in at this moment

 

this blessing is a seed of the eternal pleasantness that I laid down in You

 

great orange above the buildings in the winter fog is the sun that is setting

 

I am very happy when I make happy a beggar woman or a man

 

beggars are the priests of the streets

 

street crossing is being crossed just by a dog and me

 

I bought another kilo of same apples to have them for the New Year’s

 

may you always taste each other like this

I just got this message at 16:30

 

a photo with two glasses is a bit dark but the photo wasn’t important

rather those two glasses

 

I will grate the beetroot just to finish with the rest of the blessings

 

I will grate it on the finest grater

 

I will add some mayonnaise to it

 

bread

 

smoked herbal cheese

 

but only when I write the last 33^rd today’s blessing

 

blessings are teaching me carefulness and patience

 

postponement

 

eternal orgasm

 

this is not a list this is love-kissing

 this is not a list these are the grass blades

Jasuka. Željko Radić. Violeta Jovanović. Ivana Đokić-Saunderson

Alan Turing. Black Elk. Zoltan Varady. Ana Kočinska 

Vladimir Macura. Anđa Jovanović. Barack Hussein Obama

Nikolai Fyodorovich Fyodorov. Ljuba Gligorijević. Gertrude Stein

Billie Holiday. Jelena Bešir. Sun Mandić. Ally Saunderson

Bojan Kostić. Oljenka Jovin. John Hurt. Lao Tzu

Branka Zgonjanin. Krishna & Arjuna. Martin Heidegger

Milika Stanković. Srećko Stanković. Tivadar Domaniczky

Slobodan Vuličević. Vesna Milović. Siniša Labrović

Ignacy Witkiewicz. Czesław Miłosz. Vera Varady

Ana Đorđević-Petrović. Jean-Jacques Rousseau. Thérèse Levasseur

Van Gogh Christ. Fernando Pessoa. Carmen Herrera. Howard Zinn

Nevenka Despotov. Woody Guthrie. Bob Dylan. Friedrich Nietzsche

Ružica. Sanja. Albert Einstein. Wilhelm Reich. Aleksandar Tišma

James Brown. Walt Whitman. Friedrich Hölderlin. Meister Eckhart

Aleksa Golijanin. Slobodan Tišma. Branko Popović. Svetomir Bojanin

Dragan Mitrović. Srđan Valjarević. Constantin Noica. Mark Rothko

Søren Aabye Kierkegaard. Kaja Mandić. Richard Wagner. Tibor Varady 

Petar Miloradović. Gaston Bachelard. Milomir Mandić. Kaća Čelan

Jorge Luis Borges. Tajna. Senad. Himzo Polovina. Robert Schumann

Elder Porfirije. Elder Tadej. Nataša Kelhar. Ludwig Wittgenstein

Roman Jakobson. Simon. Rore. Vera Lynn. Božidar Mandić

Robert Bresson. Jaroslav Draslar. Gazmen Đogani. Bogdanka Poznanović

Dejan Poznanović. Angelus Silesius. Elder Cleopa. Joseph Kosuth

Vesna Lopičić. Slavica Generalović. Ruth Brawn. Jelena Holcer

André Gide. Đorđe Stanojević. Ivan Ivanović Đus. Ramush Haradinaj

Hashim Thaçi. Wynona Carr. Alissa Bucolin. Jerome

Dragana Milojević Srdić. Tank Man / Unknown Rebel. Tin Ujević

Mate Parlov. Isidora Sekulić. Iguman Amvrosije i vučica Alfa

Bogoljub Arsenijević Maki. Milica Bogosavljević. Paul Erdős

Srinivasa Ramanujan. Danka Vodopivec. Theotokos. Faludy György

Sanita. Miroslava Đokić. Radoslav Đokić. Ted Nelson. Dave Dudley

John Cage. Gregory Palama. Ad Reinhardt. Katalin Keserü. Louis Armstrong

Maksim Ispovednik. San Petrović. Boban Generalović. Michel Foucault

Firči. Johnny Cash. Bekim Fehmiu. carrier Dejan. Cesária Évora

Charles Mingus. John Hammond. Tom Gotovac. Amra. Franz Kafka

Arthur Rimbaud. Comte de Lautréamont. Otto Weininger. Amica

Anica. Minna Planer. Hira Ratan Manek. Leon Miodrag Lazarov Pashu

Totto. Mrs. Svilar. Adam. Marijana Mandić. Teo Mandić

Ana Macura. David Macura. Dagmar Moser. M. D. S.

Alberto Contador. Andy Schleck. Mrs. Ruža. Prince Mihailo

Nataša. Ema. Million. Ludwig van Beethoven. Chet Baker. Yves Klein

Josipa Lisac. Šaban Bajramović. Matt Harding. Julia Butterfly Hill

Percy Bysshe Shelley. Henry David Thoreau. Mahatma Gandhi

Maurice Maeterlinck. Romain Rolland. Leo Tolstoy. Sri Ramakrishna

Sonya Tolstoy. White Rose. Sophie Scholl. Hans Scholl

Johann Sebastian Bach. Johann Wolfgang von Goethe. Johannes Gutenberg

Willy Brandt. Otto von Bismark. Peter Kropotkin. Petra Kelly

Thomas Berry. Mary Hunter Austin. Michel Seres. Elder Pajsije

Andrey Ternovskiy. Leif K-Brooks. Jean-Luc Godard. Rosa Parks

Chief Seattle. Tomislav Sedmak. Martin Luther King. Coretta Scott King

Nelson Mandela. Pierre Joseph Proudhon. Christ. Siniša Tucić

Mary Wollstonecraft. Edna St. Vincent Millay. Parmenides of Elea

Joanna Macy. Tibika Varady. Caspar David Friedrich. Diogenes of Sinope

Aleksandar Makedonski. Mani. Aristotle. Socrates. Yoko Ono

John Lennon. Velimir Khlebnikov. Erik Satie. Robert Walser

Liza Mermet. Édouard Henri Avril. Dule Pejin. Nikola Šuica

Maja Klisinski. James Turrell. Regine Olsen. Mister of Belgrade

Lord Byron. Voltaire. Elisa Sur. Art Szombathy. aunt Nada

Miloš Živković. Marko. Ksenija Buštrević. The Platters. Ringo Starr

Aleksandar Ristović. Pavle Korčagin. Ada Byron. Mira Dinar

Milica Bogoslavljević. Slobodanka. Srbislav. Jelena Karleuša

Patti Smith. Erne Nemeček. Jacob Reynolds. Harmony Korine

Larry Clark. Etela Merk. Jakob Böhme. Marinko Sudac

Želimir Žilnik. Werthers. Lotta. Jean-Jacques Rousseau. Rebecca Solnit

Hitler. Joseph Stalin. Winston Churchill. Harry Truman

Peace Pilgrim. Lazar Stojanović. William Wordsworth. Živa Oprin

Eric Cantona. Srđa Popović. Matija Alanović. Vladeta Jerotić

Luna Mandić. Allen Ginsberg. Alice Coltrane. John Coltrane

shoemaker Srki. Hank Williams. John Lee Hooker. Julian Assange

Andre Williams. Damir Stančić. Lio Xiaobo. Emmanuel Levinas

Julije Knifer. Aleksandra Mirimanov. Mina Novčić

 

 

I don’t want to write anything special

 

just let it pulsate

 

circle and circle

 

let the breath of every being

 

warm up all beings

 

and

 

constantly roading

 

constantly love-kissing through the road

 

through the spine

 

through the only road to a mare

 

through the only rose to a horse

 

through the swearing tenderness

 

through the fairy tales of ordinariness

 

through the bread of gratitude

 

I don’t want to sing anything special

 

just let it be

 

the smell of gift-giving

 

skin of surrendering

 

everything in one

 

and

 

so that I would bud constantly

 

that I would drink and eat through love-kissing

 

that I would earn through love-kissing

 

so that I’m being immortal through love-kissing

 

by the mare’s road

 

by the horse’s rose

 

by this

 

innocent

 

moving

 

through which I don’t want anything but everything

 

by this

 

courage

 

of efflux