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    ALL-I

    2175. day
    15th December 2010

    pigeons are looking for food under the snow

     

    when nothing is left what remains is joy

     

    snowy

     

    God’s

     

    God

     

    without God I wouldn’t be alive

     

    I’m alive because I’m God

     

    I walk because I’m God

     

    I create because I’m God

     

    I sing because I’m God

     

    two little sparrows in the snow

     

    two little sparrows in the snow – we are God

     

    Ruso – You and me are God

     

    Miroslav – you and me are God

     

    road God

     

    rose God

     

    it’s cold on the ground – it’s warm under the ground

     

    I’m walking – I’m massaging untouched

     

    I’m walking – the bells of love have started to ring on the lake

     

    I’m walking for everyone who is open to all beings

     

    cold stone warms up in my hand quickly

     

    the stone is warmer and warmer and it gives more and more pleasure

     

    hey stone I despise all social classes

     

    hey stone I despise everyone who cares for social reputation and power

     

    hey stone authority is tasteless and stupid

     

    hey stone opposition is vindictive and bitter

     

    I left the stone on the paper in which I wrapped

    hundred dinars that I left for an unknown person

     

    it really made me sad when I saw these days how the close

    people also stay within their social classes for the privileges

     

    in their families. races. nations. countrymen. blue blood. species

     

    rare ones are rare

     

    rare ones are more and more rare

     

    buds

     

    buds of one and only bud

     

    HOLLYOU AND ALL-I

    2176. day
    16th December 2010

    the fact that You are going to read these words in just

    few hours makes out of them twenty-three new living beings

     

    holly incest

     

    the name for the all-I is All-I

     

    the name for the all-You is Hollyou

     

    holly All-I and holly Hollyou

     

    Hollyou and All-I are the source of immortality

     

    holly fool

     

    fools to each other

     

    with foolish God’s love Hollyou and All-I love-kiss

     

    cold wind is beginning to blow

     

    the surface of the lake has started to ripple

     

    I’m watching the lake and thinking of fishes in it

     

    it’s wonderful that fishes live in the water

     

    fishes are guarding the water

     

    fishes are beautiful and good and they swim and dive

     

    you

    are

    swimming

    me

    fish-like

    poem

     

    fish-like

    poem

    is

    more

    nutrient

    than

    any

    fish

    soup

     

    I’m happy because I wrote fish poem

     

    I also wanted to write the wind poem but I gave up because I’m too cold

     

    two siskins have flown out of the garbage bin

     

    birds are starving

     

    I cuddle the souls of all beings with my body

     

    with my soul I love-kiss the brain of one and only being

     

    I’m colder and colder and I feel better and better

     

    yesterday I’ve heard that two thousand people in Belgrade live on the streets

     

    that means that in the world there is at least three million people who live on the streets

     

    the

    poem

    of

    people

    from

    the

    streets

    makes

    home

    for

    every

    being

     

    yesterday’s hundred dinars that I left on the fence next to the esplanade

    nobody has taken yet

     

    singing is all-breathing

     

    poem

    is

    mathematics

    of

    beauty

     

    singing is always fucking as well and fucking is always singing as well

     

    fucking

    is

    the

    poem

    of

    love

     

    Hollyou and All-I Bud

     

     

    I AM THE FACE OF THE ART AND THE ART OF THE FACE

    2177. day
    17th December 2010

     

    I bought one kilo of bread and threw it on the path around the lake

     

    on my way back I saw that the bread was no longer there

     

    now I need to throw some blessings

     

    I saw one big pebble and I liked it so much

    that I immediately washed it in the snow and took it

     

    last night and this morning I read few really scary things about violence and hypocrisy

     

    everyone who stops surrendering themselves to the other

    and all beings is the cause of violence

     

    physical violence is just the consequence of the soul and spiritual violence

     

    spiritual violence occurs when making-yourself-god-like comes to a deadlock

     

    soul violence occurs when the love-kissing comes to a deadlock

     

    physical violence occurs through the cowardice of a crowd

    and lack of taste of those who are stronger

     

    stones are very important

     

    to be careful and kind towards the stones is even more important

     

    the stone I took with myself to the Nest is the biggest and heaviest one so far

     

    I’m rejoicing to take a look in the Nest the faces of the words

    that I spoke out aloud on the lake

     

    I have been taking the photos of my face since I was twenty one

     

    that is a duty of my face

     

    yearning of the face to serve

     

    through my face I’m surrendering myself to all faces

     

    so that I am worthy of God’s face through my face

     

    to celebrate every face through my face

     

    through my face I admire the face of the art and the art of the face

     

    when stones see my face stones see their own face

     

    when plants see my face plants see their own face

     

    when animals see my face animals see their own face

     

    when spirits of nature see my face spirits of nature see their own face

     

    when people see my face people see their own face

     

    when higher intelligence sees my face higher intelligence sees its own face

     

    when God sees my face God sees its own face

     

    when Miroslav Mandic sees my face Miroslav Mandic

    sees the face of Emmanuel Levinas

     

    I wrote the word snow on the snow and I took the photo of it

     

    I also wrote the word white on the snow white

     

    the face of the word face

     

    when the faces of all beings see my face the faces of all beings see the face of their bud

     

     

     

    66TH TIME 33 DAYS

    2178. day
    18th December 2010

     

     

     

    the nature of every being is that it is the most important being to all beings


     

    I am the word I

     

    I am the word am

     

    I am the word the nature

     

    I am the word of

     

    I am the word the word

     

    I am the word that

     

    I am the word is

     

    I am the words the most important

     

    I am the word for

     

    I am the word all

     

    I am the word words

     

    I am the words I beg

     

    I am the words of You

     

    I am the word guard

     

    I am the word them

     

    I am the word in

     

    I am the word Your

     

    I am the word bosoms

     

    I am the word when

     

    I am the words You are

     

    I am the words reading them

     

    I am the word or

     

    I am the words translate them

     

    I am the word or

     

    I am the words live them

     

    I am the word because

     

    I am the word every

     

    I am the word word

     

    I am the word depends

     

    I am the word on

     

    I am the word Your

     

    I am the word love

     

     

     

    999999999999999 & 999999999999999

    2180. day
    20th December 2010

    I can’t wait for Sunday to come and I get some rest

     

    and then I can’t wait for Monday to come and I start writing drawing and walking again

     

    I’m enjoying Alan Turing as well as his literality and modesty

     

    literality is such a beautiful word

     

    According to my definition, a number is calculable

    if it’s decimals can be written by a machine

    now this is the machine on which I’m writing and which Turing so gently and casually mentioned for the first time

     

    Analogy is an important tool with help of which

    mathematics can be understood by non-mathematicians;

    Turing was novel for embedding the analogy into the proof.

    I adore analogy

     

    From our perspective, complex symbols, unlike the simple ones, can’t be differentiated

    at one glance if they are too long. That is proved through experience. We can’t say

    on first site if 999999999999999 and 999999999999999 are the same numbers.

    because of these 999999999999999 & 999999999999999 I adore You Alan

     

    most exciting most beautiful most simple and most productive

    is thinking through beginning

     

    everything is in the beginning

     

    everything exists through beginning

     

    after beginning dissipation comes on

     

    losing the wholeness comes

     

    conflict

     

    guilt

     

    nostalgia

     

    melancholy

     

    yesterday I was reading a bit about the Philosophy of Mathematics on Wikipedia

    I wished to write one of these days inspired by it. maybe I’ll do it and maybe I won’t

     

    and then I stopped thinking

     

    I was just climbing the streets

     

    I was being amongst people and buildings

     

    passing by

     

    rejoiced the envelope that Vladimir Macura left for me in the pastry shop

     

    today as well I couldn’t find the notebook for writing I am you are him 4

     

    while I was passing by the Hippodrome going back

    I noticed how strongly I enjoy the rhythm of the walking

     

    I’m enjoying the Pozeska street

     

    when I climb to Ban’s Hill I’m left with one more kilometre to the Nest

     

    it’s close. it’s towards the end as well. and it’s flat

     

    it’s wide. trams are going through as well. and I’ll buy something to eat

     

    I’ll take a shower soon. and I’ll be listening to music as well

     

    numbers are writing words. as well as words are counting numbers

     

    they will sing me again. as well as I will love-kiss You again

     

    as well as it’s important who we are friends with and who we love

    said Vladeta Jerotic last night on TV

     

    as well as me

     

    FOUR THOUSAND KILOMETRES OF THE FIRST TIME SECOND TEN YEAR WALKING

    2181. day
    21st December 2010

    today on the ninth kilometre I will make four thousand

    kilometres of the First Time Second Ten Year Walking

     

    that is 1/10 of the overall Path of the Bud of All Beings

    it’s the first time I mentioned it as Path of the Bud of All Beings

     

    God will give to walk all 40076.569 kilometres

    circumference of the Earth

     

    unlike the First Ten Year Walking

    First Time Second Ten Year Walking is the meta-walking

     

    walking of the walking

     

    music and mathematics of walking

     

    it’s softer

     

    I’d love it to be even more elastic

     

    I was always drawn to the meta-level

     

    meta-level has saved me in the jail

     

    they locked up my body and my brain was getting free

     

    I couldn’t walk but I was minding

     

    walking love-kisses meta-walking

     

    meta-walking liberates walking

     

    I walk here-everywhere – I walk now-forever

     

    I walk through all beings

     

    I affirm my body through walking

     

    through meta-walking I affirm the body of the Universe

     

    my body is the Universe

     

    my body are all beings

     

    God

     

    with the First Time Second Ten Year Walking

    I’m celebrating the Rose of WanderingFirst Ten Year Walking

     

    with the Rose of Wandering and First Time Second Ten Year Walking

    I announce and found the First Time Third Ten Year Walking

    dedicated to the First Time Fourth Ten Year Walking and any nth ten year walking

     

    with walking and meta-walking movement and stillness are permeating

     

    sun started to shine and the lake is evaporating

     

    people are unbuttoning the jackets and coats

     

    I made it – 5.714.285th step of the First Time Second Ten Year Walking

     

    dying confirms immortality

     

    with each step

     

    with music

     

    with mathematics

     

    with singing

     

    with dancing

    to these sparrows which excited me a lot

     

     

    MATHEMATICS OF WALKING – DAYS OF MY LIFE

    2182. day
    22nd December 2010

    this morning I wrote down in the Days of my Life 3rd February Gertrude Stein’s birthday

     

    26th May Ludwig Wittgenstein’s birthday

     

    I can’t wait to go outside. just to draw the

    64 Buds are Singing to the Bud of All Beings

     

    in the eyes of the dog who looked at me a sun shine has glared

     

    I’m happy that in the Days of My Life got in

    Gertrude Stein’s and Ludwig Wittgenstein’s birthdays

     

    tomorrow I’ll add to them three more birthdays

     

    an old man is sitting on the chair with one leg stretched

    crossed crutches and closed eyes and he’s sunbathing his beautiful face

     

    they are ringing

     

    the noon of love

     

    last night I was really enjoying in the pages about fifty years old

    Ludwig Wittgenstein whose seminar in 1939 about Fundamentals

    of Mathematics was attended by twenty seven years old Alan Turing

     

    I’m walking – dancing and singing – thinking how my life is mathematics

     

    I’m walking – dancing and singing – thinking how my life is music

     

    I’m walking – dancing and singing – thinking about that has anybody ever

    wrote about the ways in which people are wiping their arse after shitting

     

    tell me how You wipe Your arse and I’ll know everything about You

     

    I know everything through anything

     

    I’m swinging the camera in my arm and I’m randomly taking pictures

     

    if you are practicing because of yourself. for your own pleasure and not

    because somebody else tells you – sais a man to the woman who he is walking with

     

    music of my life is the music of shitting

     

    there is no music without shitting and everything that is rejected

     

    sublimity is sublime because it sublimes everything

     

    while I was praying to my heart to be health for all hearts

    I thought how I never saw my heart

    God

     

    it’s very important to mention heart constantly

     

    the more times I pronounce heart heart is more and more heart

     

    the heart of goodness that I adore

     

    the heart of carefree that is so pleasant

     

    not that I gathered energy but I cannot even explain it to You – says a woman

    to the woman who is walking next to her. that’s right – confirms the other woman

     

    while slowly driving his bicycle large man is scratching his short hair with pleasure

     

    I know You know that a moment ago I wanted

    to send You a text message with words I love-kiss You

     

    the man that a moment ago was scratching his hair made a circle with his

    bike and now he’s caressing the head of one of the stray dogs that live on the lake

     

    two men have set at the table which was in the sun. they

    ordered two beers and now they are braking beagles to each other

     

    I know that You know that whenever I’m walking

    I’m gardening and walking through Your soul as well

     

    the beauty of self-improvement is in the endlessness of self-improvement

     

    a man is squatting and pruning the roses

     

    MUSIC OF WALKING – THE DONKEY OF MY YOUTH

    2183. day
    23rd December 2010

    this morning I put into the Days of My Life three more dates

     

    7th April Billie Holiday’s birthday

     

    24th December Ad Reinhardt’s birthday

     

    28th June Jean-Jacques Rousseau’s birthday

     

    at first I wanted to put Meister Eckhart’s birthday

    but the date of his birth is unknown just the year – 1260 and

    then I decided to put Jean-Jacques Rousseau’s because of his walking

     

    and to incant to me that’s not possible. that’s not according to God – says one of

    the women workers who are scooping up dried leaves around the lake with the rakes

     

    love-kiss my body

    at the moment when I spoke out love-kiss my body the bells of love have started to ring

     

    for four days I haven’t spoken to anybody

     

    I love speaking when God speaks through me

     

    when I am God

     

    when art speaks out of me

     

    when I am art

     

    art through speaking – God through speaking

     

    I also love to be quiet

     

    to be quiet for a long time

     

    I’m quiet and I hear everything

     

    it’s important to get quiet when speaking

    it’s especially important to get quiet in a conversation

     

    I love speaking through silence

     

    to start speaking from silence

     

    a crow is stepping across the water – I smiled

     

    I have smiled at a certain occurrence few times today

     

    that is a laughter of support and approval

     

    I’m smiling at You

     

    I’m smiling at this young cat who is sitting on

    the garbage basket and showing off her beauty

     

    I’m smiling at Your shmile because after the first mistake You must have sensed

    in the secind one that I made this bird-time-lucky one as well because of Your smile

     

    quietness is a good friend

     

    last night at one moment I felt it strongly and I felt good with my good friend quietness

     

    sometimes when we are quite quietness speaks up in order to make me smile

     

    for example – look look at Djordje – says quietness to me

     

    I close my eyes and I’m sunbathing my thoughts

     

    in the sunny ball in my eyes all thoughts are becoming one

     

    goodness

     

    eat me and drink me

     

    NERVES OF LANGUAGE

    2184. day
    24th December 2010

    I live for You I

     

    I love-kiss You I

     

    I create You I

     

    I sing You I

     

    I You are God

     

    one I – one God

     

    I

    I  I  I

    I

     

    I’m climbing up the stairs. where are you my lizards

     

    I feel like crying. I’m on the verge of tears. that is so beautiful

     

    beauty you are eternal

     

    goodness you are beautiful

     

    my chests are trembling from beauty and goodness

     

    a child started to rejoice

     

    a lamb hopped

     

    I ask You with my eyes – I love-kiss You with words

     

    cold air is descending towards the valley

     

    old trees preside over the Planet

     

    oceans and stones adore old trees

     

    birds are constantly discovering little paths of immortality through singing

     

    water is watering the thirsty ones for free

     

    air is feeding the hungry for free

     

    light is identifying all beings for free

    I swear to my mother-to Your love for me – dedicated to Kaja Mandic

     

    I am a wedding – one and only wedding – wedding of all beings

     

    everything that a man discovered in service of killing is nothingness

     

    this civilisation is nothingness

    dedicated to every being who relinquishes killing

     

    last night I planted wheat in two flowerpots that are now on my desk

     

    I will inform when it sprouts

     

    I love You so much

    tell that to all beings

     

    You don’t even know that the beauty of all beings is on Your face

     

    I lick Your wounds

     

    I heal You with all colours in the beauty of colourfulness

     

    colourfulness of the monochrome

     

    I am the marriage

    innocence of serving the poet of existence

    THIS TO YOU

    2185. day
    25th December 2010

    I’m swinging

     

    with stomach

     

    with contradictory

     

    with whiteness

     

    with necks

     

    with palms and feet

     

    nose is beautiful

     

    back is alone

     

    I separate You from the pain

     

    I can write whatever I want

     

    stones are there

     

    close by is a lamppost

     

    orgasms are love-kissing unconditionally

     

    I bow to every orgasm from the beginning of world and time

     

    I am a poet of every orgasm till the end of the world

     

    I’ll take a photo of that lamppost

     

    I love the lake when it makes love to itself

     

    whoever saw anybody’s face in orgasm they saw the face of God

     

    God is the orgasm of God

     

    the only thing I have is the non-power of my orgasm

     

    orgasm is loyalty to God

     

    orgasm is love for every being

     

    orgasm is creation of yet unborn ones

     

    orgasm is resurrection

     

    through orgasm I guard You like the pupil of my eye

     

    through orgasm we are marrying

     

    what I feel right now is You in my shoulders

     

    all-presence of the orgasmic

     

    beauty of the words I wrote – the words of goodness that you are reading

     

    I’m swinging

     

    with hips

     

    with Your butt cheeks

     

    glorious

     

    27TH TIME LAO TZU

    2187. day
    27th December 2010

    If I happen to have even slightest enlightenment,

    I will walk on the great Tao,
    And will only caution myself to not stray from it.
    The great Tao is smooth,
    People would like to detour from that way.

    Lao Tzu in the book fifty three

     

    When one fosters the Tao in oneself,
    Its virtue will be genuine.

    Lao Tzu in the book fifty four

     

    it was snowing all night

     

    I got up earlier. went to Novi Sad to meet up with Vera

     

    I’m in the bus. the plain is white

     

    earth and sky are joined in snowy whiteness

     

    more than year and a half I haven’t been travelling. I don’t even feel like

    travelling. I’m on the road every moment – The Path of the Bud of All Beings

     

    if there is no other proof of God then my socializing with You

    Tibor Tibika and Zoltan is the proof of God – I said to Vera before we parted

     

    a

    poem

    little

    bird

     

    little

    bird

    on

    the

    snow

     

    I’m coming back. I’m watching from the bus how night is falling over the snowy plain

     

    to be happy in this world

    I wrote this for the first time. to be good in this world I wrote nineteen years ago

     

    happiness is duty

     

    I’m at the computer. I’m rejoicing it. I haven’t seen it from this morning

     

    I haven’t listened to music all day. oh how the easiness of music feels nice now

    let’s dance

     

    I immediately get excited

     

    butt cheeks. belly. shoulders

     

    swaying

     

    writing

     

    heroism of beauty

     

    I’m pregnant with You

     

    Vera gave me the money – holly money – buds of the blue money

     

    Vera gave me the diary for 2011 that she’s been doing for last ten years

     

    Vera gave me the pedometer

     

    Vera gave me the book Silence by John Cage

     

    Vera gave me four hours of talking

     

    a

    poem

    is

    a

    little

    white

    bird

    on

    the

    snow

     

    happiness is dancing and singing of all beings

     

    oh how I’m looking forward to this new diary

     

    these diaries that I’m keeping from 1989 are the work of art

    I wrote on 12th October in the diary for this year that slowly expires

     

    happiness

    is

    a

    little

    bird

    of

    the

    poem

     

    happiness

    are

    the

    nerves

    that

    transmit

    the

    happiness

    to

    all

    beings

     

    the duration trembles

     

    GOD’S LOVE

    2188. day
    28th December 2010

    flickers filickers flickering

     

    wheat has sprouted

     

    God’s

     

    I went for a short walk

     

    I tossed the paper with hundred and fifty dinars

     

    I drew three hundred twelfth Good Walker

     

    I made a photo of my face for the Walking link

     

    I made a photo for the Bud link

     

    I bought half a kilo of sauerkraut

     

    one red onion

     

    kilo of apples

     

    half a kilo of integral bread

     

    a pack of cotton wool

     

    I made ninety kilometres more for this year so I can indulge

    these five days that are left in complete responsibility towards pleasure

     

    like when whales are jumping out of the water

    and throwing themselves on the water surface

     

    like when horses are rolling in the dust

     

    like when I was running very slowly

     

    this morning I started preparing the diary for the year 2011

     

    this is the salute to Julije Knifer’s diaries and

    the promotion of these diaries by Miroslav Mandic

    I wrote on 19th September in the diary for this year

     

    I love working and playing sitting at the desk

     

    like when elephants are showering themselves with water or dust through their trunks

     

    like when condors are flying in couples over the ocean

     

    like when I would fall asleep on the warm send in my youth

     

    last week I thought that this week I will sum up the year through blessings

     

    I love doing that. and I will do it in the diary. the blessings I will just let ooze out

     

    I love when something happens and that I don’t even know that it happened

     

    that it just is

     

    God’s

     

    my God’s love of mine

     

    is

     

    by life

     

    eternity

     

    God

    dedicated to older boys rowdies from the street of my childhood

     

    AGREEMENT

    2189. day
    29th December 2010

    I’m holding my belly through my pockets in order to warm it up in this coldness

     

    even though You are not around I’m touching You

     

    even though You are not around I love-kiss You

     

    even though You are not around I’m giving You my life

     

    God is within God

     

    who is God God is God within Him

     

    there is just God

     

    I am also just God

     

    my legs are slipping on the ice even though I am God

     

    my nose is running even though I am God

     

    I miss You even though I am God

     

    slavery is conformism

     

    slaves are conformists by body

     

    slave-owners are conformists by spirit

     

    through this blessing I identify myself with You

     

    through this blessing I am in the same state You are in at this moment

     

    this blessing is a seed of the eternal pleasantness that I laid down in You

     

    great orange above the buildings in the winter fog is the sun that is setting

     

    I am very happy when I make happy a beggar woman or a man

     

    beggars are the priests of the streets

     

    street crossing is being crossed just by a dog and me

     

    I bought another kilo of same apples to have them for the New Year’s

     

    may you always taste each other like this

    I just got this message at 16:30

     

    a photo with two glasses is a bit dark but the photo wasn’t important

    rather those two glasses

     

    I will grate the beetroot just to finish with the rest of the blessings

     

    I will grate it on the finest grater

     

    I will add some mayonnaise to it

     

    bread

     

    smoked herbal cheese

     

    but only when I write the last 33rd today’s blessing

     

    blessings are teaching me carefulness and patience

     

    postponement

     

    eternal orgasm

     

    I AM YOU – YOU IN SIXTH "MIROSLAV MANDIC" BOOK

    2190. day
    30th December 2010

    this is not a list this is love-kissing

     this is not a list these are the grass blades

    Jasuka. Željko Radić. Violeta Jovanović. Ivana Đokić-Saunderson

    Alan Turing. Black Elk. Zoltan Varady. Ana Kočinska 

    Vladimir Macura. Anđa Jovanović. Barack Hussein Obama

    Nikolai Fyodorovich Fyodorov. Ljuba Gligorijević. Gertrude Stein

    Billie Holiday. Jelena Bešir. Sun Mandić. Ally Saunderson

    Bojan Kostić. Oljenka Jovin. John Hurt. Lao Tzu

    Branka Zgonjanin. Krishna & Arjuna. Martin Heidegger

    Milika Stanković. Srećko Stanković. Tivadar Domaniczky

    Slobodan Vuličević. Vesna Milović. Siniša Labrović

    Ignacy Witkiewicz. Czesław Miłosz. Vera Varady

    Ana Đorđević-Petrović. Jean-Jacques Rousseau. Thérèse Levasseur

    Van Gogh Christ. Fernando Pessoa. Carmen Herrera. Howard Zinn

    Nevenka Despotov. Woody Guthrie. Bob Dylan. Friedrich Nietzsche

    Ružica. Sanja. Albert Einstein. Wilhelm Reich. Aleksandar Tišma

    James Brown. Walt Whitman. Friedrich Hölderlin. Meister Eckhart

    Aleksa Golijanin. Slobodan Tišma. Branko Popović. Svetomir Bojanin

    Dragan Mitrović. Srđan Valjarević. Constantin Noica. Mark Rothko

    Søren Aabye Kierkegaard. Kaja Mandić. Richard Wagner. Tibor Varady 

    Petar Miloradović. Gaston Bachelard. Milomir Mandić. Kaća Čelan

    Jorge Luis Borges. Tajna. Senad. Himzo Polovina. Robert Schumann

    Elder Porfirije. Elder Tadej. Nataša Kelhar. Ludwig Wittgenstein

    Roman Jakobson. Simon. Rore. Vera Lynn. Božidar Mandić

    Robert Bresson. Jaroslav Draslar. Gazmen Đogani. Bogdanka Poznanović

    Dejan Poznanović. Angelus Silesius. Elder Cleopa. Joseph Kosuth

    Vesna Lopičić. Slavica Generalović. Ruth Brawn. Jelena Holcer

    André Gide. Đorđe Stanojević. Ivan Ivanović Đus. Ramush Haradinaj

    Hashim Thaçi. Wynona Carr. Alissa Bucolin. Jerome

    Dragana Milojević Srdić. Tank Man / Unknown Rebel. Tin Ujević

    Mate Parlov. Isidora Sekulić. Iguman Amvrosije i vučica Alfa

    Bogoljub Arsenijević Maki. Milica Bogosavljević. Paul Erdős

    Srinivasa Ramanujan. Danka Vodopivec. Theotokos. Faludy György

    Sanita. Miroslava Đokić. Radoslav Đokić. Ted Nelson. Dave Dudley

    John Cage. Gregory Palama. Ad Reinhardt. Katalin Keserü. Louis Armstrong

    Maksim Ispovednik. San Petrović. Boban Generalović. Michel Foucault

    Firči. Johnny Cash. Bekim Fehmiu. carrier Dejan. Cesária Évora

    Charles Mingus. John Hammond. Tom Gotovac. Amra. Franz Kafka

    Arthur Rimbaud. Comte de Lautréamont. Otto Weininger. Amica

    Anica. Minna Planer. Hira Ratan Manek. Leon Miodrag Lazarov Pashu

    Totto. Mrs. Svilar. Adam. Marijana Mandić. Teo Mandić

    Ana Macura. David Macura. Dagmar Moser. M. D. S.

    Alberto Contador. Andy Schleck. Mrs. Ruža. Prince Mihailo

    Nataša. Ema. Million. Ludwig van Beethoven. Chet Baker. Yves Klein

    Josipa Lisac. Šaban Bajramović. Matt Harding. Julia Butterfly Hill

    Percy Bysshe Shelley. Henry David Thoreau. Mahatma Gandhi

    Maurice Maeterlinck. Romain Rolland. Leo Tolstoy. Sri Ramakrishna

    Sonya Tolstoy. White Rose. Sophie Scholl. Hans Scholl

    Johann Sebastian Bach. Johann Wolfgang von Goethe. Johannes Gutenberg

    Willy Brandt. Otto von Bismark. Peter Kropotkin. Petra Kelly

    Thomas Berry. Mary Hunter Austin. Michel Seres. Elder Pajsije

    Andrey Ternovskiy. Leif K-Brooks. Jean-Luc Godard. Rosa Parks

    Chief Seattle. Tomislav Sedmak. Martin Luther King. Coretta Scott King

    Nelson Mandela. Pierre Joseph Proudhon. Christ. Siniša Tucić

    Mary Wollstonecraft. Edna St. Vincent Millay. Parmenides of Elea

    Joanna Macy. Tibika Varady. Caspar David Friedrich. Diogenes of Sinope

    Aleksandar Makedonski. Mani. Aristotle. Socrates. Yoko Ono

    John Lennon. Velimir Khlebnikov. Erik Satie. Robert Walser

    Liza Mermet. Édouard Henri Avril. Dule Pejin. Nikola Šuica

    Maja Klisinski. James Turrell. Regine Olsen. Mister of Belgrade

    Lord Byron. Voltaire. Elisa Sur. Art Szombathy. aunt Nada

    Miloš Živković. Marko. Ksenija Buštrević. The Platters. Ringo Starr

    Aleksandar Ristović. Pavle Korčagin. Ada Byron. Mira Dinar

    Milica Bogoslavljević. Slobodanka. Srbislav. Jelena Karleuša

    Patti Smith. Erne Nemeček. Jacob Reynolds. Harmony Korine

    Larry Clark. Etela Merk. Jakob Böhme. Marinko Sudac

    Želimir Žilnik. Werthers. Lotta. Jean-Jacques Rousseau. Rebecca Solnit

    Hitler. Joseph Stalin. Winston Churchill. Harry Truman

    Peace Pilgrim. Lazar Stojanović. William Wordsworth. Živa Oprin

    Eric Cantona. Srđa Popović. Matija Alanović. Vladeta Jerotić

    Luna Mandić. Allen Ginsberg. Alice Coltrane. John Coltrane

    shoemaker Srki. Hank Williams. John Lee Hooker. Julian Assange

    Andre Williams. Damir Stančić. Lio Xiaobo. Emmanuel Levinas

    Julije Knifer. Aleksandra Mirimanov. Mina Novčić

     

     

    TO YOU TOO. TO YOU TOO

    2191. day
    31st December 2010

    I don’t want to write anything special

     

    just let it pulsate

     

    circle and circle

     

    let the breath of every being

     

    warm up all beings

     

    and

     

    constantly roading

     

    constantly love-kissing through the road

     

    through the spine

     

    through the only road to a mare

     

    through the only rose to a horse

     

    through the swearing tenderness

     

    through the fairy tales of ordinariness

     

    through the bread of gratitude

     

    I don’t want to sing anything special

     

    just let it be

     

    the smell of gift-giving

     

    skin of surrendering

     

    everything in one

     

    and

     

    so that I would bud constantly

     

    that I would drink and eat through love-kissing

     

    that I would earn through love-kissing

     

    so that I’m being immortal through love-kissing

     

    by the mare’s road

     

    by the horse’s rose

     

    by this

     

    innocent

     

    moving

     

    through which I don’t want anything but everything

     

    by this

     

    courage

     

    of efflux

     

    I THROUGH YOU I

    2192. day
    1st January 2011

    I’m in the seventh year of the book – Miroslav Mandic – clew

    the ball that is constantly winding up and enlarging through the blessings

     

    yesterday I effluxed – today I’ve sprouted

     

    through germs

     

    through sperm

    I You I

     

    through the Bud of All Beings

     

    through trembles – spasms of love

     

    through the sixth year of Blue Roses – through the sixth year of Blue Film

     

    in July it will be forty years of One Man

     

    it’s not One Man but Miroslav Mandic

    I thought to myself

     

    should I send you the photo of my pussy

    you thought of that

     

    yes

    I’m vibrating

     

    You

    are

    dancing

    me

    I

    am

    singing

    You

     

    I’m swaying my shoulders

     

    I’m wondering to the admiration

     

    I’m admiring the wondering

     

    I’m caressing my chest

     

    I’m caressing myself over the vastnesses and times of the Universe

     

    I’m caressing myself over the intangibilities of all beings

     

    new day in my life will be the birth of Velimir Hlebnikov

     

    I’ll go on Wikipedia to see when Hlebnikov got born

     

    God

     

    Hlebnikov was born on 9th November – the day when I went to jail

     

    the day when nineteen years later I started with the Rose of Wandering

     

    the day when nine years later I announced 9th November as the Day of All Beings

     

    I love You – it’s written on my forehead

     

    this to You – it’s written in my heart

     

    I am You are I – it’s written in my mind

     

    let’s foot over each other – let’s sole over

     

    let’s slap each other – let’s palm each other

     

    love-kiss me love-kiss me

    God

     

    I – whatever I got from the rejected ones

     

    You – love and life for the rejected ones

     

    I

    through

    you

    I

     

    I AM THE ARTIST OF PUSSY AND THE POET OF DICK

    2194. day
    3rd January 2011

    last night it was snowing. everything is white. it is so

    gentile and mellow and I have a toothache for few days now

     

    I’m mentioning the pain with which last year finished and

    new one begun so that I wouldn’t ache a single day of this year

    so that nobody would be aching at all

     

    when it doesn’t hurt life adheres to the life itself through pleasure

     

    through dying I love-kiss eternal life

    dying I love-kiss You

     

    through dying I love-kiss all beings — through dying I give birth to other beings

     

    You are my confluence – I am Your source

     

    I am the artist of pussy and the poet of dick

    I just wrote down in my diary this beautiful God’s title

     

    innocence of mine join me in swearing and

    constantly love-kiss the innocence of every being

    and I carried on writing how I’m beginning year 2011

     

    I’m beginning it with eighty one kilo and two altars with stones on the floor of the Nest

    I would like to lose two three kilos

     

    as always with anxiety about the money but even bigger hope and belief in money

    belief in Your money – I is love You is money

     

    with 13.006 kilometres of average daily walking

    sixty six kilometres more

     

    with Eternal Art – Miroslav Mandic Art

     

    with all beings

     

    with Bud of All Beings

     

    with Path of Bud of All Beings

     

    with all six buds – Rose of God’s Light

    I bow to the world’s rose of Laza Kostic about which I found out in these painful nights

     

    with path and dancing through Planet

     

    with rose and singing through Universe

     

    with loyalty to You – miroslavmandic.name web-site

     

    with the drawing of Universe and word love on my temples

     

    with words God and bud on my neck

     

    with seventh year of Miroslav Mandic book

     

    with sixth year of the ten year Blue Rose picture

     

    with sixth year of the ten year Blue Film film

     

    with second year of First Time Second Ten Year Walking

     

    with second year of 64 Buds are Singing to the Bud of All Beings

    sixty four ten year pictures from the donations of which I live and work

     

    with second year of Solemn Sunday Lunch drawing

    join me in Solemn Sunday Lunch of All Beings every Sunday at noon

     

    with second year of definitions of Bud of All Beings

     

    with the beginning of Great Pictures

    oh

     

    with the beginning of Book About Blue Money

    what a goodness

     

    with the fourth part of thirty year book I am You are Him

    God’s miracle

     

    with fortieth year of the work One Man

    God

     

    with Goddess in my heart

    with beginning of begging with 64 Buds

    and

    midday bells of love

    and

    ...

     

    MAY-IT-BE-DEAR-TO-GOD

    2195. day
    4th January 2011

    I

    am

    the

    poet

    of

    dick

    the

    artist

    of

    pussy

    the

    innocence

    itself

    and

    that’s

    why

    every

    compromise

    is

    a

    betrayal

    of

    God’s

    beauty

    and

    goodness

    of

    the

    beauty

    and

    goodness

    of

    Miroslav Mandic Art

     

    a dick in a pussy – I am the poet of the alphabet of life

     

    a pussy on a dick – I am the artist of the history of art

     

    I adore pussy – and I just have a notion of how pussy admires dick

     

    s

    m

    s  m  i  l  e

    l

    e

     

    the smallest hair of God contains in itself more energy

    than the whole manhood with its wars and atomic bombs

     

    if You can live without me I cannot live without You

     

    if You can live without me I cannot live without You

    well those are the God’s words – I thought to myself

     

    Danka Vodopivec

    I went to see Danka Vodopivec my dentist even though the pain went away

     

    it’s the gums... inflammation... withdrawing and disappearing of the jaw bone...

    antibiotics for two weeks... chlorine solution... sage... dental imaging...

    maybe operation... money

     

    Danka Vodopivec

    Danka relieved a lot of people from pain and that’s the most important – I love you Danka

     

    I’d love to read the book Be Fateful Unto Death by Zsigmond Moricz

     

    Till the Last Breath is good but Be Fateful Unto Death is even better

     

    I have never taken antibiotics until now

     

    on Sunday I took the painkiller for the first time

     

    I would love to read to You Santa Maria della Salute by Laza Kostic

     

    Mannerisms by Slobodan Tisma

     

    self-heal

    me

     

    I’m

    self-healing

    You

     

    by language

     

    by God

     

    with kisses

     

    life love-kisses all beings

     

    the slightest God’s tremble is sexiest than the sex of all beings

     

    how I love-kissed God and have been love-kissed by God

    whenever I walked by the road

     

    God fucked me and I love-kissed You

     

    road

    rose

    of

    mine

    rose

    me

    I’m

    roading

    you

     

    trinity

    one

    love

     

    god

    one

    trinity

    trinity

    one

    god

     

    rose is rose is rose

     

    god

    is

    god

    is

    god

     

    may-it-be-through-bud-dear-to-god

     

    god

    is

    rose is     is rose

    is

    god

    TANGERINE

    2196. day
    5th January 2011

    I made first big picture in the series of Big Pictures

     

    the picture of the beginning

     

    come and see it

     

    I should massage my heels

     

    I’ll massage them

     

    sanctity of the body is within its deterioration

     

    sanctity of the soul is within its fragility

     

    sanctity of the spirit is within its eternity

     

    before enjoyment comes pain

     

    redemption through the pain of birth giving

    Kaja was hurting

     

    pain forgive me for hurting me because of me

     

    death forgive me for killing me because of me

     

    I apologise to You pain because You must hurt

     

    I apologise to You death because You must kill

     

    I am an artist also so as pain would stop hurting

     

    I am a poet also so as death would stop killing

     

    I am a walker in pain’s joy and death’s immortality

     

    life is life

     

    life is not politics but everything is politics in life

     

    that is the horror that life experiences in life

     

    I will really have to massage them

     

    I love-kiss you my heels

     

    heels are feet’s top of the head

     

    lips of mine kiss – constantly – kiss my lips

     

    may you just be and just kiss

     

    I felt wonderful last night when Laza Kostic in his dream being

    sixty eight years old caught Lenka by Her Sweet Peach

     

    it’s sweet when pussy is peach but it’s even sweeter when pussy is pussy

     

    pussy

     

    peach

     

    I

     

    I

    y

    o

    u

    I

     

    in Pozeska street I stooped down and picked up one tangerine that somebody dropped

     

    I

     

    a

    m

     

    t

    h

    e

     

    f

    a

    t

    h

    e

    r

     

     

    o

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    a

    l

    l

     

    b

    e

    i

    n

    g

    s

     

    BUD IS WARNING ME THAT THE MOUSE BATTERY IS COMING TO AN END

    2197. day
    6th January 2011

    I admire

     

    I adore

     

    I make-god-like

     

    nobody in the world is more Gertrude Stein

    then me not even Gertrude Stein herself since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more Ludwig Wittgenstein

    then me not even Ludwig Wittgenstein himself since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more Billie Holiday

    then me not even Billie Holiday herself since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more Meister Eckhart

    then me not even Meister Eckhart himself since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more Ad Reinhardt

    then me not even Ad Reinhardt himself since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more stones then me not even stones themselves since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more rose then me not even the rose itself since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more robin then me not even the robin itself since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more Simone Veil then me

    not even Simone Veil herself since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more Universe then me

    not even the Universe itself since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more God then me not even God himself since that’s me

    God

     

    nobody in the world is more love then me not even love itself since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more freedom then me

    not even freedom itself since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more joy then me not even joy itself since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more You then me not even You since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more something then me

    not even something itself since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more dick then me not even the dick itself since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more pussy then me not even the pussy itself since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more stones then me not even stones themselves since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more fucking then me not even fucking itself since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more freckled then me

    not even You freckled girl since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more orgasm then me

    not even orgasm itself since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more modest then me

    not even modesty itself since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more repetition then me

    not even repetition itself since that’s me

     

    nobody in the world is more transformation then me

    not even transformation itself since that’s me

     

    s

    o

    m

    e

    n    o   body

    b

    o

    d

    y

     

    I’m kissing Your lappets

     

    Santa Maria della Salute

     

    I’m kissing Your rose-like paths rose of mine

     

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