Bog Miroslav Mandić Bog

who kisses never dies

 

who kisses resurrects those who are not kissing

 

who kisses resurrects the kissing

 

I am loyal to Your love

 

I am everywhere

 

just don’t ever tell me that I’m not the Universe

 

I kiss the abstraction although it has been misused

 

I kiss figurative although it has been misused

 

I kiss donkey’s ears

 

I am the money of all-soul

 

I am the Scotsman in Serbia

 

I am everyone who is somewhere and somewhere that is in somebody

 

I am sentimental Miroslav in glory of sentimental Johnny

 

it’s sunny but it’s very cold. the leftover snow sparkles

 

I’m walking for the first time in new Kronos sneakers

 

beauty in front of me gives me the strength

 

all my attention goes to protecting myself from the cold

 

only all beings love and guard every being

 

I’m kissing you all beings

 

I wink at all keys

 

bell is ringing. take me. I’m watching the ground. I gather myself within the goodness and I’m having a nap

 

for a while now a fat cyst on my back is hurting me a bit

 

I noticed it for the first time in Timisoara in the beginning of the second year of the Rose of Wandering 

 

the back is ever so lonely

 

neglected. unwatched. unloved

 

misery gathers on the back 

twenty years ago Ljuba Gligorijevic told me

 

cherish my back

 

make from my back Garden of Love of All Beings 

 

I picked up this white pebble to be in the centre of the Garden of Love of All Beings 

 

I’m also walking so as everybody can speak to me about is bothering and hurting them

 

speak out yourself and you will feel better and it will slowly go away

 

today I was attacked three times by dogs because they heard the ringing of my bell

 

I am the gratitude itself – I’m in a warm room

 

 

 

yesterday I caught a cold. I felt it whilst I was walking

 

I wonder what to do. should I go walking or not

 

how to know what is good

 

what should I do to close the circle of walking around Earth on 31^st December 2019

 

for last few years I am more frail

 

if I don’t walk how to make up the kilometres

 

I will be walking in the evening and on Sundays

 

I don’t like when I’m ill

 

I feel guilty like every boy

 

boy don’t feel guilty

I say to every boy

 

accept guilt like a man and transform it into the deeds of love

 

live life in the joy of life

 

celebrate life since life has been given to You

 

I decide that I won’t be walking today

 

I will only go to the shop and pharmacy

 

two margarines 79,80 din

homemade noodles 42,50 din

vegetable additive for cooking 48,90 din

vegetable stock cube 65,80 din

red onions 25,72 din

potatoes 22,64 din

carrots 24,24 din

apples 36,53 din

two hot paprikas 49,98 din

two rye melba toast 61,80 din

mineral water Heba 36,90 din

mineral water Jamnica 43,90 din

paper napkins 81,90 din

toilet paper 59,90 din

tooth paste 57,90 din

three children soaps Becutan 134,70 din

three times 150 grams of olives 185,00 din

six sachets of Fervexa 180,00 din

two bars of vitamin C 45,00 din

 

kiss from a Glacier Bud

an e-mail waited for me when I came back in the Nest

 

a man regenerates a man

 

this is a photo of my face while I’m writing this blessing

 

I’ll go to make myself a soup and sleep for a bit

 

I was sleeping and I still feel sleepy

 

in one moment I felt like a baby and that was healing

 

I just got this

http://media.sas.upenn.edu/pennsound/authors/Stein/1935/Stein-Gertrude_If-I-Told-Him.mp3

and Miroslav enjoy – Art

 

I enjoyed

 

love never ends

 

I became lively for a moment

 

and immediately lost strength

 

my arms are weak

 

my fingers start caressing my palms on their own

 

I’m thinking on grinded lemon with sugar or honey

 

I use toilet paper for my nose that is constantly runny

 

how just kisses feel cold

 

wolf

boy

rejoice

 

 

I had a runny nose the whole night

 

at the moment I’m just staring at the screen and playing with cursor

 

I don’t have what to write but I know I will write 33 blessings

 

I’m waiting for the sea waves to come to me

 

it’s only when I lose strength do I notice that I don’t have it

 

when it’s here I don’t feel it

 

it’s snowing

 

there is no wind

 

snowflakes are slowly falling

 

I never saw the snow falling on the sea but I love that image

 

as well as the branches which bend under the snow that fell

 

I’m drinking warm tea

 

warmth in my lungs is pleasant

 

I rarely saw the deep blue colour of the sea

 

ear throat and nose are very connected

 

I’m listening to wonderful music on the computer

 

I should draw the Blue Rose and record the Blue Film while I’m drawing it

 

I should draw 64 Buds

 

here is Billie Holiday. she is magnificent. all shades of blue are in her voice

 

I really love You my Billie Holiday

 

it’s beautiful with artists that they love me and surrender to me completely

 

they are loyal to me and they never betray me

 

I have learned loyalty from creators and creativity

 

I write loyally

 

writing is like walking

 

it moves away

 

feet like words are leaving traces

 

ground is constant palimpsest of traces of life

 

again and again one on top of another

 

sweat bedews my forehead

 

enjoy your strength

 

enjoy loyally

 

 

 

Jelena Besir phoned me yesterday to suggest that she walks instead of me today

  

at first I said no but then I accepted 

  

I wanted after a while to suggest 

to people to walk sometimes instead of me

 

I have always been doing it. letting others do something

 

that is an exercise in trust and identifying

 

I didn’t want to do it now since I wanted

to make some rules by which people would be doing it

 

now I am lagging behind 39 kilometres

 

last night I watched dog races in Alaska on TV. sixteen dogs are

pulling the slays and a man on them. the race lasts for ten days and is exhausting

 

I’m sweating. yesterday I felt worse than first day

 

today I got up feeling shattered

 

I’m all confused. even routine things are slipping away from me

 

in moments of clarity I cheer myself

 

footballers are training in the snow and coldness

 

some dogs would be too exhausted to continue the race

 

one had a painful ankle of the left front paw

 

you could see in their eyes fear of death and hope for life

 

I made myself a second cup of tea. put on my sweat shirt

with the hood. it’s my job to cure myself

 

yesterday I cooked potatoes and made puree with margarine. there is something

simple in potatoes what is healing. that simplicity itself is healing

 

like Gertrude Stein’s texts

 

writing is creating of beauty

 

sweat is starting to drip

 

I’m deciding not to shave today either

 

would it be good if I take a shower

 

yesterday I remembered several times how

in childhood my mother used to put warm compresses on me

 

life is a huge race for life

 

do bees race as well

 

I’m starting. here comes the sun. I’ll give you a call from the half

Jelena sent me a text message at 10:39

 

I’m thinking of big turtles

 

I’m watching the footballers running on the snow and I smile

 

I wink at Jelena who is walking for all beings instead of me

 

it’s warmer in the city. the city warms up. everything is truthful

Jelena at 12:02

conscience permeates everything. everything is visible. the city is warmer but also more dense

people are here and we should be careful with them not to bump into them. it’s truthful again

Jelena at 12:31

while I’m writing this message I can see on my hands that I’m cold

body is warm. walking is warming up. it’s only important to walk

Jelena at 13:31

I have crossed over beautiful green tram bridge. first time I crossed it with

you. now on my own. I see that everybody is doing their job. now slowly... a bit more

Jelena at 13:56

here I am near my working place. I don’t feel like getting into the bus. step by step I feel that I have finished planetary walking

I’m getting into the ordinary one. when I sit down I will write the final message

Jelena at 14:32

 

it’s a heaven for butt cheeks and legs when you sit after the walking

Jelena at 15:37

 

I was enjoying in Jelena and Jelena’s walking

 

 

 

yesterday I was better and from this morning even better

  

I start thinking how beautiful it is to go outside 

  

but I’m staying at home for next few days

 

Dear Miroslav, as much it made me sad that you are still ill, that much I was rejoiced and happy by Jelena’s walking! Wonderful! If nobody else would, if you wouldn’t go, and you shouldn’t, and if it means something to you, tomorrow I could also contribute to the 39 km you couldn’t do through illness! I would go to Ada and back and walk the circle around the lake which is even a bit more than 13 km!

Last night Ivana Djokic-Saunderson sent me an e-mail

 

it means a lot to me

 

while I was drawing the blue rose I was saying aloud hello-healthy healing

 

it’s nice that the word healthy also means greeting hello

(in Serbian word zdravo means both healthy and hello)

 

healthy-hello health

 

when I was playing football we were greeting the audience

in the beginning of the game with hey, hey, hey

(healthy-hello, healthy-hello, healthy-hello)

 

to greet somebody means to be healthy

 

it’s wonderful that somebody else can at least take your place a bit

Sun sent me a text message at 09:56

 

Bud Walking is watching over

 

to watch over is to love

 

loving endlessly – watching over constantly

 

watching over – guarding buds

 

if there weren’t those who are watching over human life would be extinguished

 

I’m watching over – I am

 

I am a watch-over

 

I am blossomer

 

I am a provider of words

 

I love those words that are ending with er

 

er beat-essence

 

rhythm and essence

 

I am a rhythmer

 

I am a beat-essencer

 

oh I am oher as well

 

pather and roser

 

liveer

 

live – life doesn’t die

 

I going on walking, on circling, on watching over

the Planet. wonderful sunshine, snow, me and You. kiss

Ivana at 13:36

 

enjoy alive enjoy

I sent a text message to Ivana at 13:37

 

it’s warm. I already unbuttoned myself and I’m waiting to cross the second half

of the street. I crossed it. I’m near Ada, with things well arranged in my pockets

Ivana at 14:01

Ada is so beautiful in the winter, and in this new light…

I’m breathless. birds are walking over the icy surface of the lake

gray-haired man with naked torso is exercising. cats are playing in the snow

Ivana at 14:17

a minute ago, two women out of the blue stopped in front of me and started

to hug each other friendly while loudly laughing. I’m approaching the half way

stage of the lake while I go around them. it’s alive. it’s beautiful. I kiss you

Ivana at 14:43

not until now, when it is becoming a bit hard, with mild pain in right foot and

left hip, have I felt the humbleness that is giving me the strength. 4-5 km to go

Ivana at 15:19

a circle around Ada finished. last 3 km

in front of me. this was a circle within circling…

Ivana at 16:15

this first out of I hope first 33 Buds of Walking, caressing of the Planet

is coming to an end. Thank You Miroslav! … I’m entering my building

Ivana at 16:15

 

I suggested to Ivana and now to all beings to make 33 Bud Walkings

 

 

I am a ground

 

a strength of these words

 

nobody was here until now

 

the Bud of All Beings is sprouting here

 

I am awake dreamer

 

I am a founder of the Spiritual Inheritance of All Beings

 

wow it’s so beautiful

 

wow it’s so good

 

wow

it’s

so

obvious

that

God

is

writing

these

words

 

… Ally must have liked my red cheeks when

I came back, so he said that tomorrow he will be walking for you and also in his

Scottish (ghille) shirt and socks:-)), in order to take a part of Scotland for you!:-)

Also Bojan signed up for Sunday, but I told him that you might give him some

instructions and Ally and me told him shortly what you are doing and how…

Ivana wrote me in her e-mail last night

 

I am the wings of all steps

 

the way I live is the way I sing

 

I’m kissing still unborn

 

I’m creating still uncreated

 

I am a touch to every skin

 

I am a childhood to all young

 

to tell everything and not hurting anybody

 

I am a sharp knife of poetry that celebrates everybody

 

I am a broken knife of a story that encourages everything

 

singing everything kissing everything

 

everything

sings

everything

 

all beings make everything

 

Bud of All Beings is taking on ourselves the undertaking as a principle of love

 

Bud of All Beings is the principle of love in which there is not any undertaking

 

Bud of All Beings is a journey like this which has never been undertaken so far

 

Bud of All Beings is a journey into the history of every word

 

Bud of All Beings are the eyes of the hen which is laying an egg

 

Bud of All Beings is all within me that I have been given by a worm

 

Bud of All Beings is one and only wedding

 

Bud of All Beings are Your 33 Bud Walkings

Bud of All Beings are Your 2^nd time 33 Bud Walkings

Bud of All Beings are Your 3^rd time 33 Bud Walkings

 

Ally has just left on his walking and he asked me to translate his messages to you

Ivana told me at 15:42

My journey for MM has brought me to Ada. It’s empty apart from two girls

running. It is peaceful. It reminds me of the open spaces of Scotland.

Ally wrote to Ivana at 16:02

As I pass the Sunset kafana I can see the sun setting at the bottom of Ada

It has turned the clouds a beautiful shade of pink. It makes me walk slower

Ally at 16:23

As the sun sinks lower in the sky it is changing the shape

and colour of the clouds. The sky is now bright and the clouds

resemble my favourite place in Scotland. The place is called Glencoe

Ally at 16:35

As I stop to watch the sun finally set I will tell you about Glencoe

Ally at 16:45

Glencoe is a part of the oldest mountain range in the world

Ally at 16:46

For me Glencoe is the one place where I truly feel Scottish. When I enter

I always stop at the side of the road and get out of the car. The reason

 I do this is that I connect with all the history that has happened there

Ally at 16:52

This makes me feel sad but it is a good sadness. It makes

 you feel alive. Then when I start to look at the mountains with their

carpet of beautiful purple heather and lush green grass reaching to the

sky I realise how lucky we are to live on this planet called Earth

Ally at 17:01

I am stopping for five minutes as my hips are hurting so I will tell you where my

 sadness in Glencoe comes from. I get the feeling that the mountains are speaking

to me, telling me of all the bad things that have happened over the centuries there

Ally at 17:13

Six pm. Finished Ada. Hips still hurting which I think

is through sitting at computer all week Bad computer

Ally at 17:55

Miroslav, when I started this walk I was looking for a way to share with you

something about Scotland, but could not find the way and I now realise that God

showed the way through giving me such a beautiful sunset. Thank you God

Ally at 18:00

Well Miroslav, I have now completed the circle

Thank you for letting me help you. Cheers. Ally

Ally at 18:33

 

I wink at Ally and beauty of Mahabharata that I'm reading with pleasure