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BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE – BOWING TO FREE LOVE
everyday You are indescribable miracle and my free love
life without secrets You are my beloved bastard and my free love
G-Spot You are the rose of nerves and my free love
presence You are innocent and my free love
all beings are born from one mother
all beings are created by one father
all beings are loved by one poet
greatness of the first one is that he is hundred percent first
greatness of the second one is that he is hundred and one percent first
free love is incest of freedom and love
illegal is tender because legal is violent
I bow to You woman of bravery
I bow to You woman of fragility
all beings are kissing each other
all beings live through constant love-kissing
life is love-kissing
art of love-kissing lies within the poem of all beings
earth and water love-kiss each other
water and air love-kiss each other
air and light love-kiss each other
bee makes love with flowers
a boy with the path he is walking on
earth makes love with water air and light
water makes love with earth air and light
air makes love with water light and earth
light makes love with earth water and air
all beings are pregnant from love impregnation
I make love with books I read
I die in orgasm through music
I immediately surrender myself to the goodness
all beings have the right to love each other and to make love to each other
love is loyalty to the constant wedding
Free Love Bud
BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE – BOWING TO THE PLANET EARTH
I am alive – You are alive You are spinning around yourself You are dancing around the sun You are wandering through the Universe all beings within You and on You consist You every being is Earth inhabitant thanks to You You love-kiss and You are love-kissed Ear You are a tiny little cell of the One and Only Being Ear You give life to the One and Only Being Ear You feed yourself with One and Only Being same way every little cell within me makes my I every little cell in the Universe makes I of One and Only Being my I and Your I Ear is one I Your I Ear and I of the One and Only Being is one I I of the One and Only Being and my I is one I that’s who I am smallest of the big little earth of the Earth little humour of the Humour little orgasm of the Orgasm Little God of the God I’m inhaling You – You are exhaling me I’m exhaling You – You are inhaling me You give birth to me – I create You I create You – You sing me little Ear I guard You with each step green Ear I hug You with every picture blue Ear I love-kiss You with each word Ear we are countrymen Ear we are the people of life Ear don’t be afraid Ear I am the Earth Earth Bud
BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE – BOWING TO ALL BEINGS
everything is alive words are alive thoughts are alive love is alive terms are alive one swallow does make a spring this swallow makes eternal spring one being is within all beings all beings make one being radiant being is the heart of all beings to all beings everything and everybody is good all beings are spoon all beings are incomprehensible all beings are the friend who smiles at me I couldn’t live without all beings I couldn’t live without one and only being either sweet caterpillars trooper’s swearwords speeds of non-motion all beings resurrect all beings all beings live yet unborn children I love-kiss every being who loves all beings I love-kiss every being who loves to love-kiss I love-kiss Tibika and all beings who love peace I live through all beings I work for all beings I sing One and Only Being of all beings uselessness of all beings is the only use of every being . only look at the dot and you will see that in the being of a dot all beings live yes Bud of All Beings
BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE – BOWING TO THE WANDERERS
my beloved same-timed and the same-one God created me as great and himself alike and to the delight of both of us and that’s why I am as well foolish as a roamer and fucker and gulanfer*** and fop and dzidzov*** and rambler and trump and djilkos*** and the ugly one as I am the one that is gallivant from the book Boy Child wanderers are particles of the chestiest life wan nourish the air wan talk to all beings wan celebrate the life itself wan are gentlemen of the streets and sites wan are wonderful because they are never banal wan are free because they are not corrupted every wan is a passport of nonviolence passport of nonviolence is carried within the soul and across each and every border existing passports are dead and invalid because they praise violence corruptness and borders wan are not using passports everyone that is is the same with all beings Nobel Prize for healing fortuitousness sameness is the law of sameness I is same with I I is at the same time ID and passport of every beings Nobel Prize for peace wan wander through landscapes wan wander through compassions wan wander healing all beings wan wander through passports of goodness wan are not betraying Nobel Prize for economy wan love-kiss all beings because all beings love-kiss wan I love-kiss you wandering ones wan enjoy to God’s delight Nobel Prize for sex wan while I’m looking at You my chest is trembling with God’s cry through which I love-kiss You my dear wan wan are wan Nobel Prize for physics wan love-kisses You Your Prize that we are sharing wan I am wanderer Nobel Prize for chemistry and biology Wanderer Bud Nobel Prize for literature
BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE – BOWING TO THE HEROES OF SOLITUDE
bowing to the Heroes of Solitude is twenty fifth bowing to nonviolence there is only eight days and eight bowings to nonviolence ouch ouch ouch the sweetness of creating permeates me creation fuck me fuck and never stop don’t stop don’t stop singing may God give that in following years we bow to pornography Hasidism walking pencils writing pussy dick dwelling You and me creation money roads roses smiles humour good deeds soil water air light minerals plants animals spirits of nature people higher intelligence joy health freedom transformation loyalty love success ... I bow to us lone ones – I dance mambo for us lone ones lon-s we cherish the mystery of defeats love and defeat are incorruptible defeats are transforming a being victories are stopping the evolution human society is mired in victories and it’s wanton because people are taught and constantly forced to be considerate solitude is an experience of I am I am – I am alone I am alone – I love-kiss You I love-kiss You – I love-kiss everything lon-s we radiate I-am-ness lon-s our solitude nourishes all beings lon-s we are alone in the room lon-s we are alone on the road lon-s we are alone so that nobody would be lonely lon-s we are alone because we love-kiss everything lon-s our solitude is the best friend to the lone ones I never found a friend who would be as friendly as solitude Thoreau sometimes somewhere somebody holy nobody and holy somebody are exciting all beings sometime certain rain in some landscape somebody is me – nobody is You – lon-s we are alone together lon-s we are alon because of the lone ones lon-s we are alon because of all beings sol-s I am a Hero of Solitude Heroes of Solitude Bud
BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE – BOWING TO DIOGENES
Diogenes yes – Alexander the Great no violence is born from stereotyped thinking violence is raised in selfish hearts violence is promoted in schools and laws most of the philosophers live and philosophise in the shadow of some Alexander the Great thinking without light is not thinking at all thinking in service of the powerful ones is misery of thinking Dio You are live thinking Dio Your life is a poem to thinking Dio You are a performer of thinking Dio Your philosophy and life are much more important than histories of philosophy are stating Dio You are the first citizen of the world Dio You are the world itself Dio You’ve created the world citizens Dio world citizens are not wanted and are persecuted even today Dio why do ones persecute the others Dio what kind of thinking is that which persecutes other kind of thinking Dio people have stopped thinking because they are persecuting those who are thinking Dio people have stopped thinking because they are afraid to be persecuted Dio people have stopped thinking because they are engaged in philosophy under the wing of universities Diogenes yes – Aristotle no Dio while I’m thinking about You I’m thinking of Lao Tzu who handed over his teaching and left Dio when we are dancing and singing we are worthy of a fool Dio we are fools but not madmen – poets of God’s crazy love Nietzsche yes – Socrates no Dio I will get out on the sun today for You Dio I love to think through kissing and that’s why I walk Dio I love to think through poetry and that’s why I bow to You Dio thinking creates Dio creation sings Dio love identifies Dio I am Diogenes Diogenes Bud
BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE – BOWING TO YOKO ONO AND JOHN LENNON’S BED-IN
Yo and Jo your bed-in is one of the most beautiful pieces of the human kind smell of the bed Yo and Jo peace in the bed Yo and Jo peace of the Yo and Jo bed is spreading throughout the heart’s war-zones fuck you winds – I say to the winds we are fucking – winds are replying bed is the nest of resting and binding bed is the mystery of energy Universe sleep peacefully in the bed of peace – I say to the Universe I will since I do sleep only in the bed of peace – Universe replies to me Yo and Jo you are one and the other foot Yo and Jo you are the mum of peace Yo and Jo you are the most beautiful mum of peace in the world Yo and Jo you are every brave child Yo and Jo you are the one who is coming down the street so firmly and she is only fourteen Yo and Jo light of this world is the light of not-giving-up Yo and Jo people also can be wonderful beings Yo and Jo I love-kiss you with tears that are now falling down my face Yo and Jo every man is a monument to the beings that have given their lives for somebody else Yo and Jo every trace yearns for all other traces everything that all beings want is love everything that all beings want is the live face of life Yo and Jo Bed-In is the school you don’t have to attend and life that one make haste to Yo and Jo Bed-In is the space in which everything within the other can be loved Yo and Jo Bed-In is time in which we are becoming one Yo and Jo you are the bosoms of forgiving Yo and Jo you are the stomachs of regeneration Yo and Jo you are welcomed in everybody’s bed if somebody knows Yoko Ono tell her that the Bed-In is one of the 33 petals in the Flower of Nonviolence Bed-In I am the Bed-In of All Beings Bed-In Bud
BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE – BOWING TO ERIK SATIE
when she left all that remained was noting icy loneliness emptiness in the head sadness in the heart Sat I adore You Sat You are a prince of nonviolence Sat You are the love to the unanswered love abandoned boy Sat how did You bare it all through naked humour through meaningless life You lived and great music You have created through all of that You have been doing every day and what You haven’t been doing through walking away and coming back through white food through making Yourself laugh through acceptance of everything nobody else would accept through pockets full of music through night steps through a surprising thing through enduring through hopping through God’s withdrawal through pasturing the time with slowness through gardening the space with repetition Sat You have stepped into the marriage immediately and You remained in it every moment of your lives Sat Your nothing is all-love Sat Your icy loneliness became refreshing radiance Sat emptiness in Your head transformed itself into the healing simplicity Sat from the sadness in Your heart originates the grace in the hearts of those who are listening to Satie’s music Sat I am Satie Satie Bud
63RD TIME 33 DAYS OR BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE – BOWING TO ROBERT WALSER
Wal I discovered Your walks twenty three years ago in the spring of 1987 while preparing myself for the Second Walking for Poetry Wal reindeers peacefully pasture the grass because of Your writing Wal light enjoys under Your soles Wal through Your words innocence sparkles in the air Wal beauty enjoys being an apprentice to goodness because of You Wal goodness enjoys serving beauty because of You Wal every washer-woman is Lisa Mermet because of You Wal every being is worthy of admiration because of You Wal the one who is looked at feels wonderful because of You Wal snow is so white as well because of You Wal I will close my eyes and I will write down the pictures I see Wal grass covered slope leads towards the water Wal white pigeon on top of the roof is cleaning it’s feathers Wal donkey is pulling the wooden cart Wal river runs around the bare hill Wal the same train You’ve seen releases the white steam into the space that is spreading Wal this is the tree in front of the house in which somebody will soon enter Wal knee high muddy boots in front of the door Wal in the distance something vague and behind the distance continues the distance which disappears Wal I opened my eyes and I see wide open jaws of the animal which will never hurt anybody Wal in Satie’s room nobody entered for 27 years 1898-1925 Wal You spent 27 years in sanatorium 1929-1956 Wal Mandela spent 27 years in prison 1962-1989 Wal 27 years ago I decided to go on with art of walking 1983-2010 Wal 27 years are 36 births 36 times 9 months Wal Your sobs of rejoicing are hugging and kissing sobs of abjections Wal every word of Yours is longing for touch Wal every longing of Yours is healing touch through the words Wal Rose of Walking Rose of Wandering salutes Rose of Walking Wal tiny-writing if You have better suggestion: wee-writing... Wal hat in the snow Wal I am Walser Walser Bud
BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE – BOWING TO JOHN CAGE’S 4’33’’
saying everything through especially music because without silence everything is in cage of violence even John Cage himself in the cage of music violence and violence through music which is one of the greatest Cag Your thoughts are music Cag Your loyalty is music Cag Your voice is music recognizable is violent nonviolent can also be violent if it is recognizable a bit of water on the palm whatever change is marry John Cage Cag cough is bothering me these days hey coughing cough out my health hey Cag – You have loved hey Cag You loved and you have been loved – loved ones are joyful and nonviolent hey Cag nonviolence is marry hey Cag hey hey hey hey hey hey hey Cag I am Cage Cage Bud
BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE — BOWING TO CONFESSIONS
I adore fucking
I adore confessing
I adore caressing
I adore surrendering
I adore compassion
I adore modesty
I adore sublimity
I adore simple-mindedness
I adore loyalty
I adore simplicity
I adore supervention
I adore gift-giving
I adore opening up
I adore transformation
I adore incomprehensible
I adore sophistication
I adore resurrection
I adore identification
I adore bowing
I adore praying
I adore wedding
I adore fragility
I adore causelessness
I adore insouciance
I adore affirmation
I adore illumination
I adore creation
I adore singing
ado You are my confession
confessing You make me God-like
confession adoration makes You God-like
Goddess
conf I am ado
Bud of Confession
BOWING TO NONVIOLENCE — BOWING TO MIROSLAVMANDIC.NAME WEBSITE
I bow to You Creation I bow to You Affirmation I bow to You Blue Web I bow to You Here I am I bow to You Virtual pilgrimage I bow to you Blessings I bow to you All Sunday Lunches I bow to You Identification Card welcome to the Rose Garden I bow to the site which is bowing to God You and all beings I bow to You Zoltan I hope that miroslavmandic.name site is already the art of wholeness. music of walking. state within Your heart the state of life. state of Universe. state of all beings confessional. medium of all media I believe that miroslavmandic.name is a poem low bow to all of those who are at this moment online I am my site – my site is me mystical rose – mystical site I of the virtual world site being site Universe site atom site of disarmament from all kinds of weapons from the physical to the mental ones computer is God’s medium everything is within my Bud. flowers. birds. clouds. roads. biographies holly pornography sexy goodness permeates computer whatever I tell him Bud does immediately his goodness often makes me cry Bud helps me to be better teaches me how to save good and delete bad things how to pour new vine into new files Bud constantly reminds me of beautiful creatures Bud is completely made of light sexy beauty of light radiates from the Bud computer originates from the deep past and sameness from the wedding of poetry and mathematics Bud is a impressive creature Internet is surrendering rose garden miroslavmandic.name site is time-place and eternity of all beings I would love if You could feel how I love-kiss You every day through miroslavmandic.name site I would love if You would take every day for Yourself from miroslavmandic.name site joy health freedom transformation loyalty love success miroslavmandic.name has its faults. people say it’s amateurish. they say it’s not too clear. and I would love if it was even more simple. braver. more direct. more open. more suttle. more creative. more lilt. more miraculous. more God-like. more child-like. more immortal. to all beings even more delightful I hope that Zoltan will keep on programming it and maintaining and free of charge as well like until now because I only believe in creation that ensues without money or with just a little bit of money I am grateful to Violeta Jovanovic and Ivana Djokic-Saunderson who are helping me every day in realisation of miroslavmandic.name bud and I beg of You that miroslavmandic.name site every day is God I poem face rose path walking
BOWING TO POETRY — BOWING TO GOD
I am You-You are I — call me I-am-You-are-I I am Shel God — Shelly Bud I am Ghan God — Ghandi Bud I am Tol God — Tolstoy Bud I am Thor God — Thoreau Bud I am White Rose God — White Rose Bud I am Krop God — Kropotkin Bud I am Black Elk God — Black Elk Bud I am Kel God — Kelly Bud I am Ser God — Serres Bud I am ano-s God — Anonymous Ones Bud I am scor God — Scorned Bud I am Par God — Parks Bud I am Kin God — King Bud I am Man God — Mandela Bud I am Pro God — Proudhon Bud I am Sermon on the Mount God — Sermon on the Mount Bud I am Uni God — Universe Bud I am bar-s God — Barefooted Ones Bud I am veg God —Vegetarian Bud I am free love God — Free Love Bud I am Ear God — Earth Bud I am all beings God — Bud of All Beings I am wan God — Wanderer Bud I am heroes of solitude God — Heroes of Solitude Bud I am Dio God — Diogenes Bud I am Yo and Jo God — Yoko and John Bud I am Sat God — Satie Bud I am Wal God — Walser Bud I am Cag God — Cage Bud I am God through confessions — Confessions Bud I am miroslavmandic.name God — miroslavmandic.name Bud I am Go Goddess God — God Bud I love-kiss You
84600 SECONDS OF ART EVERY DAY
I’m going
I’m just going
the sun is warming up my back
the fact that I’m just going is magnificent
I’m going and that’s enough
enough is exciting
the lizard is running next to the tram tracks
lizards always make me happy
one gentlemen is getting out of the tram
he is carrying plums and peaches in a plastic bag
the tram sways the reeds while passing next to them
when the tram turns the bend its sound disappears as well
that softness that you feel that are my steps in the soft Crocs Shoes
soft is good for the knees
tram driver is warning me with the bell
behind my back. I wave aside with my hand so that he wouldn’t worry
two butterflies are butterflying around each other
it’s beautiful to write blessings every day for six years now
greetings to the next eight years of blessings that are waiting for me
sometimes I wander will there be people who
will read that every day next million years
just a moment ago I experienced tranquillity since I felt that there
will be those who will read every day what I am writing every day
that will be the very same words
same sun
same I in every You
You are reading me now
somebody will read me in their own now
every now is soft
You can spread me on bread
You can spread me on aching feet so that Your pain goes away
I moment You – cherish me
old granny came out of the tram and she is waving at somebody who is still in the tram
a girl pressed the phone against her shoulder while she was
tying the jacket around her waist with both hands
I took off my waistcoat so that sun would dry my shirt which was wet in the back
for days now throat nose cough sweating are bothering me
I mention it so that it would go away
brandy for health and life
red pepper that Dule Pejin is frying in oil
come
BESA AND SERMON OF TODAY’S DAY
besa and sermon are one word word held word which speaks a man which would give his word would rather die but not abide by his word the Albanian word besa is usually translated in English as faith trust or oath of peace. but its truer meaning is to keep the promise every day is one besa every day is one sermon with each second every day is more and more that day with each second every day is closer and closer to the transformation into another day when a day is that day the most it becomes new day young day a day of all passed days a day of all future days this day this day every day this festive-everyday day every day this day every day is a promise that there will be days ahead and that there will be day every day is joy because day has passed and the promise has been kept every day is telling and singing about everything and everybody in that day with each day I love more and more every day with each day I love more and more just You if You could only see how wonderful these old people that are sunbathing on Ada I took my shoes of. I bared myself. surrendered to the warm asphalt I winked at this day and pleasure permeated me immediately while listening to the little baby in the pram doing its baby talk in the body of an old lady who was sunbathing on the sore I see the very baby that used to baby talk just like that piled up dried leaves are burning in the forest every day is giving out a sermon and giving its word that it is the only and first day every day gives besa and sais that it actually is the only last day every day sings that it is actually the greatest ceremony of every day glorious man is the one who would rather die than not stick to his word most glorious man is the one who celebrates every day
SATURDAY. LONELINESS. EVERYTHING IS BURSTING WITH LOVE
these words are love this is the taste of olive oil that You will bring me this is the smell of red peppers which I picked up yesterday on the market these are white woollen socks that I patched yesterday with pieces of red torn socks what you hear is – I love You forever what is touching You is what You want to be touching You with both my feet I walk around the planet Earth – that is the style with one foot on Earth and another in the Universe – that is charm with both my feet in the Universe – that is an attitude we looked each other in the eyes but we never said hallo greetings to Nikola Suica great art in five words greatest love in four present in three couple one I God Goddess Bud one love-kisses through orgasm one dies through orgasm one transforms through orgasm one resurrects through orgasm of love all birds within my heart alligators of tenderness God’s sperm in my throat step by step – I’m coming to You step by step is love through walking I spread my legs – You are fucking me my beloved spread legs are love through fucking love-kiss lonely ones – do not stop secret of love is in its loneliness nobody love-kisses love love is alone I love-kiss You love I’m running into Your arms my only love
MY WHOLE LIFE IS WHISPER I LOVE YOU EVERYTHING THAT EXIST
I’m too sad to write I’m writing so as not to be sad I’m less sad when I’m writing writing rejoices me sorrow disappears I’m writing and that feels good the more it feels good the more I am the more I am the better I write through better writing I’m becoming more and more everything that exists even crossing the street I do so as to be more shy young man asks me about Tolstoy Street I didn’t know which one of these few it was I’m going down from Topcider roundabout through fallen down and dried leaves when I said to myself last night being half asleep that I won’t be saying any more that I’m the best everything started trembling from joy don’t give up Miroslav when I remembered this morning certain rejoicings in front of other people I was ashamed because I felt that my joy was hurting them I’m ashamed because I’m writing I’m ashamed because I’m thinking I’m ashamed because I am tiniest one beauty of walking saves me I’m watching red berries on the branches and I identify with them I exist just the same way anything else exists I wanted to get into the cemetery through the lower entrance but when I saw a woman sitting and smoking I went towards the upper one so as not to disturb her autumn sun in all beings grapes and peppers breast in the palm a thought within the language tongue on the cheek cheek on the knee knees on the ground tongue overlaps the tongue my whole life is scream I love You God my whole life is scream-whisper I love You Beloved my whole life is scream-whisper I love You Poem
WELL JOINED
thank you son – a beggar lady told me every beggar lady is my mother and she begs love for us and all beings I walked seventeen kilometres I’m hungry thirsty tired I can’t wait to write the blessings and then have mayonnaise and tomatoes for lunch great laundry has dried from this morning on the balcony linen will be smelling of lily of the valley I will be enjoying in Kierkegaard my legs and my back will feel good from lying down my whole body is tightened from the strain walking is really a good friend I walked to the town. I have seen Maja. we walked across the tram bridge. afterwards I crossed Sava with a boat I didn’t feel like writing although I was thinking well what I was thinking about I will write some other time Universe was feeling nice within my soft steps more and more I can feel Kierkegaard and it’s more and more clear to me why many people love him fragile alone brave only because she made me unhappy she enlarged my love Kierkegaard when a moment ago I got up to take the book and find the sentence which I quoted my whole body ached and was stiff because it cooled down sex of life sex of the sun light flickering on the river surface Jelena informed me that she will bring me the book How the Steel Was Tempered I read it when I was fourteen years old. it meant a lot at the time and it excited me I’m looking forward to meeting myself as a fourteen year old I’m not going to the cinema for years and films mean less and less but I would love to watch this film that I haven’t seen sex is fucking good thing especially in everything and everybody sex of bread sex of mayonnaise sex of tomatoes
TREMBLING
sweet bite of rye bread before the bitter sip of coffee I want to go outside but first I have to draw 64 Buds then Blue Rose and Blue Film then stretching I came back from the walking today as well I didn’t feel like writing while walking I don’t feel like writing right now either I was thinking of Regine love is love I’m waiting for You autumn I took a photo of a red butterfly I took a photo of a bee on the dandelion I smiled at the dog who was stretched in the grass tremble hugs moment moment kisses tremble hugging kisses from the outside kissing hugs from the inside inhaling is kissing exhaling is hugging just to the end I just started loving word well not a single other word speaks better than the word well what I pronounce when I say well well then well nothing well just slowly well when that is the situation well when it is like that let well sing well then tell me what You have well immortality well then a dragonfly should be the best man on our wedding well dragonfly is the best man of our love
AUTUMN OF ALL SEASONS
autumnally nice words are singing the world good words are guarding the world good and beautiful words are transforming the world alone for everybody I-am-you-are-I I am a path I am a rose one to another with all colours of the autumn same words firs time every time people who don’t believe in God are putting themselves into His place I grew up in communist society in which existed only communists and the others the others were not taken into account and communists were divided into good and bad ones better communists dissociated themselves from the bad communists but they still remained communists that’s how it is in all societies. there is just authority and the others the others are not taken into account and authority is divided into good and bad better part of the authority dissociates itself from the bad part but it still remains the authority that’s how it is in all civilisations. there are civilised ones and the others the others are not taken into account and the civilised ones dissociate themselves from the badly civilised but they still remain civilised that’s how it is in all professions. there are artists and the others the others are not taken into account and the artists are divided into good and bad ones good artists dissociate themselves from the bad artists but they still remain artists that’s how it is with languages too. there is a predominant language and other languages other languages are not taken into account and predominant language is divided into good and bad ones good ones within the English language dissociate themselves from the bad ones within the English language but they still remain within the English language that’s how it is with people themselves. there are people and the others the others are not taken into account and people are divide into good and bad ones good people dissociate themselves from the bad ones but they still remain people the autumn has arrived this morning at nine minutes past five one autumn of all autumns autumnally I wish You all the best and nice Belgrade gentleman