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    MIROSLAV MANDIC INCEST IS ONE AND ONLY INCEST

    2313. day
    2nd May 2011

    I love-kiss You acceleration

     

    You will burn out through love-kissing

     

    Universe is love

     

    particles are love

     

    peach is love

     

    sacrifice is love

     

    tears are love

     

    orgasm love-kisses love

     

    orgasm me Goddess

    God

     

    achieve orgasm Sudden Woman

     

    I’m streaming

     

    I’m squeezing my thighs

     

    I’m dancing with my lungs for air

     

    I serve tears

     

    Bank of Water establishes Bank of Love

     

    Bank of Love establishes Bank of Tears

     

    masterpiece of energy

     

    aggression of innocence

     

    Miroslav Mandic Incest is one and only incest

     

    minerals love-kiss minerals

     

    thirteen year old girls are the best lovers and everybody knows that

     

    boys transform boundaries into boundlessness

     

    dimensionality into countless immortality

     

    immortality cannot be proven it’s lived and love-kissed

    dedicated to my grandpa Milos Oprin who resurrected in mass firing squad execution

     

    pussy-loving life-loving

     

    Miroslav Mandic pussy is one and only pussy

     

    Miroslav Mandic dick is on and only dick

     

    fresh croissants with hot chocolate

     

    unconditional love for the hungry ones

     

    Bud of All Beings are all defeats in one and only victory of love

     

    lightning of yearning

     

    thunder of salvation

     

    h

    e

    a

    r

    t

    h  e  a  r   t  to  h  e  a  r  t

    h

    e

    a

    r

    t

     

    IRRITATION LOYAL TO INNOCENCE

    2314. day
    3rd May 2011

    there is no end to my beginning

     

    donkey again believes mare

     

    horse cannot cope without innocence

     

    I’m watching a valley

     

    little birds

     

    pussy

     

    I will never hurt hope

     

    I will never ironize faith

     

    I will never deceive love

     

    I won’t make her nature-like

     

    to kill with life

     

    wedded I’m wedding

     

    through jaws of nonviolence

     

    pursy lips

     

    with spread nostrils

     

    with closed eyelids

     

    with rose redness

     

    I’m walking in the indivisible

     

    life is a constant oath to love

     

    love is a constant fucking with the oath

     

    everything comes down to everything

     

    everything

    love-kisses

    with

    everybody

     

    stimulate me innocence

     

    prick me fragility

     

    fool me foolish love of God

     

    touch my penis

     

    caress my mind

     

    give birth

     

    be relived

     

    who hits the target misses everything else and that’s why target is nothingness

     

    who hits God misses everything else and that’s why everything else is nothingness

     

    rejoice

    rejoice rejoice

    rejoice

     

    God

    God

    God

    God

    God

    God

    God

    God

    God

    God

    God God God God God God God God God God God God God God God God God God God God God

    Gof

    God

    God

    God

    God

    God

    God

    God

    God

    God

     

    MYSTICAL SMILE – ALL BEINGS ARE WITHIN ME

    2315. day
    4th May 2011

    my dear mare

     

    I’m writing with spine

     

    I’m singing with mind

     

    I’m creating with heart

     

    I’m shuffling my belly

     

    light fuck with light

     

    get wedded with everybody saint-like woman

     

    Mirhana encouraged me to keep on working on mystical smile

     

    from yesterday I started taking photos of my face

    on the link Walking while talking to You

     

    end miracle happened

     

    now I constantly notice how I clench my jaws

     

    I clench them because of my prosthetics

     

    because of focusing

     

    sorrow

     

    loneliness

     

    pains

     

    refined

     

    I will start whistling again

     

    whenever I became aware I’m clenching them I’ll relax them

     

    I’ll laugh to myself

     

    I’m missing glee

     

    carefree and unduly

     

    I’m thinking of horse jaws and iron bits that they have in their mouth

     

    I’m imagining my jaws like lakes

     

    clear water in which you are naked getting in

     

    I’m standing under the tree in order to see the robin

     

    I haven’t seen it for a long time

     

    it seems like its singing

     

    I’m looking through the treetop

     

    I’ve bent my head completely but I don’t see it

     

    I haven’t seen it. I’m lousy birdwatcher

     

    mystical smile – you are within me – I’m breathing – you are budding – do bud

     

    whenever you feel yearning for me immediately do something nice for somebody else

     

    BELOVED

    2316. day
    5th May 2011

    God’s rose your pussy is my book

     

    book of all books

     

    book through which I enjoy every book

     

    from early morning misunderstandings in sms of one and e-mail of another person

     

    my heart started hurting me

     

    if I would write of misunderstandings it would be good material for writing

     

    I’m off to agreement embrace – to the beloved porn sites

     

    afterwards towards walking

     

    I left later on and I walked only five kilometres. the eight that are left I’ll do in the evening

     

    with old shorts that I decided last night to throw away because Ivana gave me

    mister Alistair Saunderson’s shorts I wiped the dust of the floor

     

    I’m reminding You that You are forgetting and that’s why I won’t be reminding You

     

    we’ve just started and there is less and less of us – that’s how always have been

    and that’s how it will be forever

     

    beloved

     

    I see

     

    You

     

    on the

     

    path

     

    of blessings

     

    how

     

    You walk

     

    alone

     

    while

     

    all

     

    beings

     

    around

     

    You

     

    are singing

     

    Your

     

    song

     

    and

     

    love-kiss

     

    Your

     

    singing

     

     

    RELATIONSHIP BEGINS WITH A SCREAM AND ENDS UP WITH A SMILE

    2317. day
    6th May 2011

    I love-kiss

     

    You

     

    on the

     

    path of

     

    blessings

     

    while You

     

    are walking

     

    on Your own

     

    and

     

    all

     

    beings

     

    around

     

    You

     

    are singing

     

    Your

     

    poem

     

    and

     

    love-kiss

     

    Your

     

    singing

     

    they are

     

    guarding

     

    one another

     

    and

     

    from

     

    each

     

    being

     

    they collect

     

    the pollen

     

    of life

     

    for

     

    the honey

     

    of immortality

     

    WALKING ON WIRE – LIFE LOVE

    2318. day
    7th May 2011

    if we are the same here’s one system within me for You

     

    not inferiority but tranquillity

     

    tenderness

     

    contemplation

     

    not melancholy but plainness

     

    peacefulness

     

    sublimeness

     

    not mediocrity but plainness

     

    simplicity

     

    homeliness

     

    not indifference but empathy

     

    surrendering

     

    interweaving

     

    not superiority but transformation

     

    enthusiasm

     

    innocence

     

    not passion but obedience

     

    creation

     

    orgasm

     

    not super ego but conscience

     

    fragility

     

    gentleness

     

    not consciousness but God

     

    freedom

     

    powerlessness

     

    systems within me protect me from the systems that are imposed on me

     

    not I but I am You are I

     

    one and only I

     

    I-am-you-are-I

     

    not walking toward God but running

     

    looking forward

     

    flying

     

    not Miroslav Mandic but Miroslav Mandic

     

    FOCUS ME GOD I’M YOUR POEM

    2320. day
    9th May 2011

    wine of love is milk of immortality

     

    breastfeed

     

    me

     

    sameness

     

    analogy of love-kissing

     

    hey blossom

     

    unreasonableness and insouciance

     

    tattooed on my breasts

     

    just tell me how is the gland of kissing called

     

    a place without place and time in which amorousness dwells

     

    until it’s transformed into the eternity of all beings

     

    not similarity but sameness

     

    similarity is a lot more dangerous than difference

     

    difference is difficult and dangerous

     

    sameness is easy and salvific

     

    today is Sophia Scholl’s birthday

     

    I love-kiss those who are never love-kissed

     

    ecology is new communism

     

    corporationism is new fascism

     

    liberalism new traditionalism

     

    writing is nothing else but just writing

     

    repeated writing

     

    writing through writing

     

    writing through repetition

     

    love through repetition

     

    through the honey of repetition

     

    through miraculous rose

     

    through a simple path

     

    just nurse me nurse of rectitude

     

    nun with kisses

     

    bolero of eternity

     

    spinning in circles until last tear disappears from the eye of every being

     

    I’m not giving up I’m filling each particle with beauty and goodness

     

    I’M PAINTING SINGING

    2321. day
    10th May 2011

    sun is warming up my knees

     

    warm wind is caressing my bare hands

     

    I owe a lot to flowers

     

    to the tiny blue ones

     

    to every flower

     

    to the permeating beauty through which goodness lives within all beings

     

    those who hurt me help me transform the pain into the love for all beings

     

    just ask me and don’t worry

     

    questions are love-kissing

     

    answer is love

     

    nongovernmental sector is new babbittry

     

    technology new primitivism

     

    consumerism new world war

     

    medicine new enrichment

     

    accepted terminology new despotism

     

    light new God

     

    I’m writing this blessing with green colour because there is a power cut in the Nest

     

    my legs are tired

     

    while waiting for the electricity to get back I will be writing on the paper

    and drawing the picture of Numbers

     

    I’m enjoying in drawing and sinking thoughts

     

    electricity is back

     

    I still have enough strength to write that I don’t have strength and

    through doing so gaining strength for the rest of today’s blessings

     

    I’m sorry that you are not recognising me

     

    that over there is the most remote point of the Universe

    youngest child of mine that got born at this moment

     

    man is deification

    miroslavify yourself

     

    mankind is counter-deification

     

    miroslavication is healing through miroslavication

     

    through the smell of an armpit

     

    with wings of goodness

     

    with love-kissing limbs

     

    through Plotinus

     

    with nettle on the roadside

     

    with chamomile in my nostrils

     

    BLESSINGOGRAPHY

    2322. day
    11th May 2011

    I paid electricity and utilities and I got scared

    when I saw how little money I’m left with

     

    I’m ashamed to be worried about not having enough money

     

    it’s important not to be afraid

     

    sport bicycle leaned on Srki’s shoe repair shop

     

    I’m watching white clouds

     

    I’ll take a photo of them – money will come it will come

     

    acacia smells around the lake

     

    soon will linden as well

     

    roses are here

     

    I love the poem that comes out of the rhythms of speech

     

    words that coming after each other

     

    words that came out of long silence

     

    silence of all-being

     

    poetry is some kind of genial nonsense

    Isaac Newton

     

    a drop of rain dropped on my lower lip

     

    blessingographies are these photographs with words

     

    I enjoyed this morning in Plotinus’ enthusiasms about the one

     

    1:57pm

    at this moment I’ve changed the system of seven arts

     

    1. god

    2. eternal art

    3. anonymous art

    4. genial art

    5. talented art

    6. academic art

    7. national art

    into

    1. miroslav mandic art

    2. eternal art

    3. anonymous art

    4. genial art

    5. talented art

    6. academic art

    7. national art

     

    Miroslav Mandic Art – art of everything – singing to everything

     

    say learn what’s your concern

    a vegetable selling woman is cheering up everybody around her

     

    little cat on the roof of transformer

     

    three girls have left their school bags on the bench

    and they are practicing cartwheel on the grass

     

    all

    loves

    within

    one

    poem

     

    all poems in one love

     

    little

    bird

    has

    flown

    down

    to

    the

    bottom

    of

    a

    tree

    and

    it’s

    holding

    on

    the

    tree

    bark

    with

    it’s

    little

    claws

     

    don’t You think

     

    everything that is less is more

     

    isn’t it so

     

    obviously

     

    really

     

    same-like

     

    mild-like

     

    TO VLADIMIR AND MARINKO

    2323. day
    12th May 2011

    ... my loneliness that has often, maybe even too often,

    like on the highest tops, taken my breath away and made my

    blood gush out, now it’s in the least loneliness in twosome. magical!

    Nietzsche’s words about Spinoza in the text A Note about Spinoza by Mario Kopic

     

    here comes the morning

     

    dear Miroslav while reading about the exhibition on the boat Galeb

    that Sudac is preparing I came across the starting page of his organisation

    http://www.avantgarde-museum.com/frontpage.php your photo with him is

    there but you probably know about it. I was a bit surprised… I hug you Bra

     

    my dear Bra I just saw it now

     

    unprotectedness

     

    weakness

     

    for two or three months I’m writing a letter to Vladimir Macura and

    Marinko Sudac. I wanted to send it one of these days but Branko’s mail

    encouraged me to send it today and do it through the book and site

    I hope they will read it or somebody tells them I wrote them today

     

    dear Vladimir dear Marinko

    I’m addressing you together because of the sameness

     

    Marinko You called me for the first time on 14 02 2006 and we met on 01 03 2006

    Vladimir You phoned me for the first time on 05 10 2007 and we met on 06 10 2007

    since then I saw Vladimir many times and on

    8 March for the second time with Marinko

     

    I’m addressing you because you are so far the only ones

    that got interested for me and my work

     

    Vladimir I beg You that Macura Museum doesn’t have any works by Miroslav Mandic

    absence of Miroslav Mandic in Macura Museum is Miroslav Mandic’s art work in Macura Museum

     

    Marinko I beg You that Sudac Collection doesn’t have any works by Miroslav Mandic

    absence of Miroslav Mandic in Sudac Collection is Miroslav Mandic’s art work in Sudac Collection

     

    I would love if Miroslav Mandic Art is in your hearts and your minds

     

    to guard your bodies by being exhibited under your skin

     

    miroslav

    mandic

    joy

    of

    health

    health

    of

    freedom

    freedom

    of

    transformation

    transformation

    of

    loyalty

    loyalty

    of

    love

    love

    of

    success

    in

    your

    bodies

    miroslav

    mandic

     

    my work is oneness and it asks to be together in one place

     

    Vladimir and Marinko I beg You to help me be live work and

    create every day what belongs to that day within my art

     

    help me encompass and finish

    Bud – Miroslav Mandic Art in this lifetime

     

    help me so that one person that is looking for me

    in order to take over my work for eternity does find me

     

    help me create Miroslav Mandic Museum

    not in the existing reality and public but within all beings

     

    help me so that all those who it would be salvific and transforming

    find out about Miroslav Mandic and Miroslav Mandic Art

     

    help me so that all those who would it be joy for and greatest benefit do help me

     

    vladimir

    and

    marinko

    let’s

    constantly

    restore

    innocence

    and

    serve

    every

    being

     

    my

    art

    is

    a

    poem

    of

    art

    and

    art

    of

    poem

     

    my

    art

    is

    immortality

    of

    all

    beings

     

    my

    art

    is

    success

    of

    every

    being

     

    all

    beings

    blossom

    through

    the

    bud

    of

    all

    beings

     

    boys

    of

    hope

    lads

    of

    faith

    husbands

    of

    love

     

    game

    is

    over

    new

    godly

    game

    of

    poem

    art

    walking

    miroslav

    mandic

    is

    beginning

     

    of

    your

    miroslav

    mandic

    vladimir

    macura

    of

    your

    miroslav

    mandic

    marinko

    sudac

     

    one

    is

    vladimir

    macura

    one

    is

    marinko

    sudac

     

    one

    miroslav

    mandic

    god

     

    GOD-LOVE-KISSING

    2324. day
    13th May 2011

    stripping naked after being strip naked

     

    I’m happiest when God love-kisses himself

     

    when God is

     

    when rose is

     

    when sips of water are

     

    when God starts wanting Himself

     

    when soil starts wanting itself

     

    when water drinks itself

     

    when air wants itself

     

    when fire burns itself

     

    when God within me loves to be God

     

    to savour my love

     

    to bless himself with my blessings

     

    God only God

     

    bathes within my love

     

    God through my love God

     

    ouch

     

    then second coffee

     

    walking waits for me to bestride it like a horse and go into the warm day

     

    naked

     

    limb

     

    of love

     

    itself

     

    one

     

    and only

     

    love

     

    God

    God sweet to God

    God

     

    cherries are becoming reddish

     

    there are more and more lizards and they are perkier and perkier

     

    Spinoza is livelier and livelier and more and more Spinoza

     

    in each just born youngling of any being God love-kisses and guards all beings

     

    while walking I will watch how God love-kisses and guards all beings

     

    rose on the road

    vibrating particle

     

    THIRD MOMENT

    2325. day
    14th May 2011

    rose is a path to the bud

     

    path

    is

    a

    rose

    to

    the

    bud

     

    rose on the path – Bud of All Beings

     

    path of rose – Bud

     

    cherries are each day more and more red

     

    an old dog is laying on the asphalt and peacefully observing everything around him

     

    while waiting for the bus a young man is sitting in the grass and reading Flaubert

     

    everything that isn’t repetition is boring

     

    why am I rejecting everything that isn’t everything

     

    because I am everything

     

    one

     

    because I want that each being to succeed before me

     

    because I want the rejected illicit and locked up ones to succeed

     

    because I want to resurrect all beings that have ever lived that are alive and that will live

     

    because I want to succeed first within You

     

    because only through You I can succeed and You are not around

     

    because I want to succeed constantly in every being

     

    because the poem of my art echoes in every word

     

    because the art of my poem hums in every part

     

    because through one leg I’m dancing and through another singing

     

    because the temple on my right temple is love

     

    because the temple on my left temple is Universe

     

    because there is God bud on my neck

     

    because my bud God is within You

     

    constant tranquillity without setback

     

    constant beginning without ending

     

    hey daddy

    two days ago I saw how a sixty year old man in a hurry took out his mobile phone and said hey daddy

     

    sir is this your money

    yesterday while writing the prices of Miroslav Mandic Gigolo for Mirhana I left

    the bill of hundred dinars on the asphalt as an example of easy giving and after five

    minutes a man approached me with handed out bill and said sir is this your money

     

    it’s so nice being Miroslav Mandic

    I experienced last night in one moment

     

    it’s a pity I’m going to die

    it continued the next moment

     

    I rejoice my death because all beings are becoming immortal through my death

    it opened up to me in the third moment

     

    peace

     

    g

    o

    d

     

    SING ME

    2327. day
    16th May 2011

    here is 333rd week since I’ve been writing this book

    a book whose name nobody is saying out loud yet

     

    constant fucking

     

    joy of singing

     

    sing me shyness

     

    sing me fucking

     

    sing me modesty

     

    sing me angles

     

    sing me Jerry Lee Lewis

     

    sing me Billie Holiday

     

    sing me Johnny Cash

     

    sing me Violeta Jovanovic

     

    sing me You little swallow

     

    sing me Sr

     

    sing me Pe

     

    sing me Su

     

    sing me Ra

     

    sing me M

     

    sing me poverty

     

    sing me immortality

     

    sing me runaway child

     

    sing me slaughtered hind

     

    sing me broken branch

     

    sing me ripped off rose

     

    sing me paved stone

     

    sing me freedom female singer of freedom

     

    sing me truth male gigolo of truth

     

    sing me coming

     

    sing me resurrection

     

    sing me rain which imbibes sceneries with bread

     

    sing me one and only love

     

    sing me one and only fucking

     

    sing me one and only singing

     

    sing me sperm with which I’m impregnating all beings with immortality

     

    SELF-TAUGHT

    2328. day
    17th May 2011

    by forgoing me for somebody or something – that becomes God’s

    Miroslav

     

    by surrendering Yourself to me You are becoming Goddess

    God

     

    death liberates all beings and makes them immortal

     

    flies are flying over the wet asphalt

     

    the lake is still after the rain

     

    I’m warming my nostrils with fingers

     

    to make a mistake is painful but repeating the mistake is stupid

     

    sometimes I feel how you are packing me in your world

    in which there is only no me who is everything

     

    o

    god n god

    l

    y

     

    the way Newton managed his reputation and career I find repulsive but

    it’s even more repulsive when those who are not Newton are doing the same thing

     

    I should cut my eyebrows

     

    in seven days hundred and forty four new Definitions of Art are waiting for me

    I’m looking forward

     

    what is also waiting for me but in thirty five days is the beginning of

    Internet Begging in Glory of 33 Years of My Begging

    how to do that

     

    in fifty eight days four hundred eightieth photo of the

    One Man – fortieth anniversary of that work is waiting for me

    gratitude only gratitude

     

    in eighty four days second Thirty Three Days of Bowing or writing of the

    Poem about Poem – forty years after the text The Poem about Film is waiting for me

    wishing that I don’t go to jail again but also to liberate from jail all of those who are innocent in it

     

    in hundred days celebration of forty years of Red Notebook is waiting for me

    how to celebrate that with God You and all beings

     

    forty years of fucking

     

    fucking

     

    suffering

    enduring

    not-betraying

    not-possessing

    not-giving-up

    nonviolence

     

    creating

    walking

    singing

     

    love-kissing

     

    fucking is fucked up

     

    it’s even more fucked up to be fucked

     

    most

    fucked-up

    is

    to

    be

    God

     

    d

    i

    v

    i

    n

    e

    p

    o

    e

    m

     

    god

    god to god

    god

     

    summer is coming I should be putting things later on the internet

    do You think that half nine is ok

     

    the best one the only one is not alone because he is alone for everything

     

    the best one the only one is not alone because

    he knows that everybody thinks they are alone

     

    the best one the only one is not alone because everybody is one with him

     

    the

    best

    one

    the

    only

    one

    is

    not

    alone

    because

    he

    is

    alone

    like

    god

     

    bud

     

    is budding

    Goddess

     

    GOD-THOUGHT

    2329. day
    18th May 2011

    death liberates all beings and makes them immortal

     

    love sings all beings and makes them God

     

    self-thought one is god-thought one

     

    god-thought one is God

     

    god-thought one is a path towards God

     

    god-thought one is God’s path to God

     

    god-thought one is God through God

     

    god-thought God’s rose

     

    god-thought-like I met Djordje Stanojevic near green market

     

    everything I was telling and drawing to Djordje I was telling and drawing

    as god-thought one and god-thought-like

    even my heart started to hurt a bit

     

    every step is god-thought – the most important

     

    every joining if god-thought – crucial

     

    every being is god-thought – the only one

     

    every blessing is god-thought – loyal

     

    being god-thought I’m writing these words

     

    being god-thought I love-kiss every being

     

    being god-thought I make decisions

     

    beauty of god-thought-ness is in the smell of the first-ness

     

    goodness of god-thought-ness is within simple-heartedness

     

    only god-thought one knows that everything comes from God

     

    the rest thinks it’s from Universe nature parents nation fatherland professors

     

    god-thought one never even heard of the word god-thought

     

    god-thought one is the only child that remains child forever

     

    god-thought one imbibes thirsty ones with rain

     

    god-thought one feeds hungry ones with rose and bread

     

    when god-thought one was asked if he knows what is humour god-thought one said I

     

    when certain woman asked god-thought one

    if he knows what is love god-thought one said You

     

    when certain child asked god-thought one

    who is the best god-thought one said Miroslav Mandic

     

    when certain name asked god-thought one and what is

    Your name god-thought one said Miroslav Mandic God-Thought One

     

    when god-thought one says that his name is Miroslav Mandic God-Thought One

    I hope that he thinks of me since my name as well is Miroslav Mandic God Thought One

     

    Miroslav Mandic Theory of Everything

    until now nobody is saying my name

     

    Miroslav Mandic Tenderness That Permeates All Beings

     

    Miroslav Mandic Love Through Which All Beings Love-Kiss Every Being

     

    HUMOUR-THOUGHT PROTECTS ME FROM BAD HUMOUR

    2330. day
    19th May 2011

    don’t write about me – says Humour-thought one

     

    my work is not from God but for God

    God

     

    g

    o

    d

    god to god god

    g

    o

    d

     

    w

    o

    w

    wow beauty wow

    w

    o

    w

     

    incomprehensible – whispering

     

    suspicious – fucking

     

    improvable – lullaby

     

    immesurable – prayer

     

    God can’t save me from himself – religion prevents me from God

     

    child can’t save me from itself – parenthood prevents me from child

     

    justice can’t save me from itself – law prevents me from justice

     

    I can’t save me from itself – selfishness prevents me from I

     

    You can’t save me from itself – You prevent yourself from I

     

    love can’t save me from itself – passion prevents me from love

     

    truth can’t save me from itself – illusion prevents me from truth

     

    play can’t save me from itself – imagination prevents me from play

     

    cock can’t save me from itself – cockiness prevents me from cock

     

    pussy can’t save me from itself – motherhood prevents me from pussy

     

    fucking can’t save me from itself – taboos prevent me from fucking

     

    courage can’t save me from itself – decency prevents me from courage

     

    life can’t save me from itself – death prevents me from life

     

    road can’t save me from itself – traffic prevents me from the road

     

    rose can’t save me from itself – kitsch prevents me from the rose

     

    humour can’t save me from itself – jokes prevent me from humour

     

    poem can’t save me from itself – conceit prevents me from poem

     

    art can’t save me from itself – culture prevents me from art

     

    walking can’t save me from itself – sport prevents me from walking

     

    trauma can’t save me from itself – self-care prevents me from trauma

     

    compassion can’t save me from itself – laziness prevents me from compassion

     

    solidarity can’t save me from itself – property prevents me from solidarity

     

    Goddess can’t save me from herself – woman saves me from Goddess

     

    Srdjan Valjarevic can’t save me from Srdjan Valjarevic

    Srdjan Valjarević saves me from Srdjan Valjarevic

     

    and after all you go on all about me – Humour-thought one is smiling

     

    THE SECRET OF A VALLEY

    2331. day
    20th May 2011

    the best one is best in everything

     

    the ones are the best just in certain things

     

    the best one rejoices the fact that everybody can be the best

     

    the best ones rejoice because only they are the best

     

    the best one creates better world

     

    the best ones are using existing world

     

    one person said to me two days ago that sometimes when

    seeing in blessings word fucked she thinks does it have to be again 

     

    well it has to be since whenever I write fucked I do think it is fucked

     

    fertilised by God 

     

    music

     

    sublime

     

    disappearing

     

    before the morning I dreamt her face

     

    her eyes were sparkly

     

    she was joyful and tender

     

    little girl

     

    Khadija

     

    light within light

     

    warmth within warmth

     

    grace within grace

     

    fucked innocence

     

    bud within a rose bud

     

    path within a path

     

    word within a word

     

    it’s a day

     

    a new day

     

    one and only day

     

    off I go into the day

     

    I am I am I am 

     

    the smell of one and only body

     

    the smell of one and only soul

     

    the smell of one and only mind

     

    is

     

     

     

     

    LAST KISS CONFIRMS THE FIRST KISS

    2332. day
    21st May 2011

    the best one is the idea of the best one

     

    the best ones are the ideology of the best ones

     

    I enjoy when you are writing about the best one and the best ones

    one person wrote this to me last night – collect it then in one file for me

     

    you fucked me up and you made my evening with blessings from 19th May

    Srdjan Valjarevic this morning in his e-mail

     

    humour is defence from evil

     

    irony defence from love

     

    the only thing I have to give You are endless

    possibilities to give me and to give Yourself to me constantly

     

    love of love is overcoming of every instinct

     

    first time in the woods this year. heats are coming

    I will be swimming in the lake and walking through the woods

     

    fascism works through fathers

     

    communism works through mothers

     

    liberalism through children

     

    the only thing I have to give You is goodness of endless

    possibilities to give me and to surrender Yourself to me constantly

     

    God only gives to everyone the possibility that everyone can become God

     

    with cane

     

    with heavy bosoms

     

    with tiny veins on the thighs

     

    with a book of poetry that I’m reading with greatest pleasure and on which covers

    is written to dear Mira for many happy years to come Bojka – in Belgrade

    on 1st January 1985

     

    book covers are steps

     

    whoever is Bojka – Bojka is poetry

     

    book was edited by Sreten Maric and Djordjije Vukovic

    ask me once to tell You about Sreten Maric and Djordjije Vukovic

     

    roots are distancing from God

     

    poem is eternal horniness of God’s lovers

     

    the only thing that I have to give You is the beauty of endless

    possibilities to give me and to keep on giving me constantly

     

    these days a friend of mister Alistair Saunderson is in Belgrade

    even though I don’t know a friend of mister Alistair Saunderson I suggest to her that in

    honour of Alistair Saunderson she buys monthly supplies of necessities for Miroslav Mandic

     

    asking is more innocent than giving

     

    more innocent from innocent is honey-meant

     

    a bee of singing

     

    while she was sitting on the shepherd she was screaming I can’t bear this beauty

     

    a shepherd was pruning a rose in a shepherd’s way so the rose transformed into a bud

     

    bees are beautiful

     

    the most beautiful goodness of mine

     

    the only thing I have to give You is the bud of endless

    possibilities to give me and to keep on giving me constantly

     

    MIROSLAV MANDIC I GOT ASHAMED BECAUSE I’M MIROSLAV MANDIC

    2334. day
    23rd May 2011

    my lips are becoming numb from kissing

     

    my skin is tingling from yesterday’s first swimming on the lake with Mirhana

    May swimming

     

    my heels are hurting for hundred and thirty three days now

     

    mares and horses are hoofing through my heels

     

    I don’t know what the cause is

     

    we are your wings. you got us tired with walking

    heels are saying

     

    after a long time Raca the stonecutter from Novi Sad called me and said

    that in his big house I have a room and that he would love if I would live

    in his place. he asked me to reed Remarque’s The Black Obelisk

     

    I will read The Black Obelisk and I hope that Raca will feel that I already live in his place

     

    I spent two hours with Stephanie – a friend of Mister Alistair Saunderson

     

    she bought me three soaps. two toothpastes. toilet paper

    instant coffee. litre of oil. tea for prostate. tape for Blue Film

     

    we will see each other in the evening as well so that

    she can tell me about herself and the Indian Emaho

     

    I am your child

    each particle says to me

     

    I am your fat tissue on the back Miroslav Mandic

     

    I am your sports legs Miroslav Mandic that are

    thinner and thinner and funnier and funnier

     

    I am your sixty two years old cock Miroslav Mandic

     

    I am your style Miroslav Mandic through which you love-kiss all the pencils

     

    I am your whore because I want only you Miroslav Mandic

     

    I am corn

     

    I am a virus of immortality

     

    I am a bacterium of health

     

    Definitions of Art are waiting for me tomorrow

     

    new 144 definitions in next twelve days

     

    I will be writing them around midday

     

    I will write them and write them

     

    I need around six litres of cheapest Riesling = 840 dinars

     

    nine kilos of baby potatoes = 720 dinars

     

    six kilos of cucumbers = 480 dinars

     

    tree kilos of bread = 480 dinars

     

    litre of oil = 150 dinars

     

    2670 dinars for basic twelve day fuel of 144 Definitions of Art

    be a financial director of Definitions of Art

     

    be a bed of my fervours

     

    be the rhythm of my loyalties

     

    I’m leaving

    I’m resurrecting

     

    DEFINITIONS OF ART FROM NUMBER 865 TO NUMBER 876

    2335. day
    24th May 2011

    art is breakaway from male society and army. from then on I’m on my own

    and I was sixteen. a male for everyone. spirit of an oath. an oath to the life of life

     

    art is breakaway from social status and opting for

    art. uprooting and throwing myself in the arms of unknown

     

    art are systems. gathering around unprotectedness

     

    art is sensibility. recognition within unrecognisable

     

    art is an idea. a body of the spirit in the young body

     

    art is invisible. constant fucking of goodness and beauty

     

    art is tautology. I’m crying while listening to Johnny Cash

     

    art are uprisings through art. tears that are

    redeeming and bathing mankind with salvation

     

    art are uprisings in art. shortcuts that took me

    to the road of wasteland – path of little birds

     

    art is discovery of I. tiger’s smile in fuckable slowness and slow fucking

     

    art is the I of art. art of sacrificing and sacrificing of art for the poem of art

     

    art is the I in art. a poem of surrendering within the art of poetry

     

    first twelve this year’s Definitions of Art

     

    Miroslav now slowly and gently explain this year’s 144 Definitions of Art

     

    this year’s 144 Definitions of Art are the chronology of my immaterial works

     

    I would like if Katalin Kesery would read them every day

     

    if somebody knows Miroslav Mandic tell him everything You want to say to Yourself

     

    if somebody knows Miroslav Mandic tell him to enjoy

    as much as possible in the name of God’s joy

    next twelve days on the link Walking of miroslavmandic.name site will be the face of Miroslav Mandic in front of the Bud

     

    if somebody knows Miroslav Mandic may You

    be the immortality to his works and all his bodies

    next twelve days on the link Bud of miroslavmandic.name site will be the photos of Blue Roses 

     

    god

    god

    god

    god

    god

    god

    god

    god

    god

    god

    god

     

    my patient eternity

     

    circling through analogies

     

    interlacing with associations

     

    fucking through affirmations

     

    responding to responsibilities

     

    I am the lover of mathematics

     

    mother of mathematics – mathematical rose

    to God 

     

    father of mathematics – mathematical path to God 

    to Miroslav Mandic

     

    jam me numbers

     

    jam me rhythms

     

    jam images

     

    jam words

     

    drunk

    poco piano

     

     

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