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    I AM A LULLABY ON YOUR LIPS

    2458. day
    24th September 2011

    lips and labia

     

    poem and pobia

     

    pobias are the poems through lips and labia

     

    I am all of that what nature wants to give back to God

     

    vagina derives from Latin word vagina which means sward covers

     

    labia consist of labia majora and labia minora

     

    I’m writing about lips and labia because they are one

     

    I’m listening with my lips

    You say

     

    I’m talking with my labia

    You are singing

     

    everything that she was telling me came upon me

    an older woman is telling to another woman on the bench

     

    before walking I was searching through Google and was sad because of the multitude

     

    I don’t feel all beings in multitude

     

    I will be thinking some more about that

     

    a grasshopper has flown on my hand

     

    a young man and an older dog are watching each other – love is love

     

    I’m walking slowly

     

    I’m making stops

     

    I’m caressing myself in order to survive

     

    I’m in front of the computer. it’s Saturday. tomorrow is Sunday

     

    the relation of lips and labia is the same as the one between head and glans

     

    it would be nice to write some more about lips and labia but I’m tired

     

    it’s the end of the week – I’m exhausted

     

    I’m putting my head in Your lap

     

    I can see sunny slopes

     

    grapes that ripen

     

    the one that is silent for days

     

    I don’t exist

     

    I’m all within You

     

    the words are coming to me from Your pulse

     

    the pulse of love-kissing the lips and labia

     

    pulse how exciting word are You

     

    poem

    you

    are

    the

    pulse

    of

    my

    words

     

    bud You are the pulse of my art

     


     

    YOU FILLED MY HEART LJUBICA

    2460. day
    26th September 2011

    I’m walking into You autumn

     

    You are dressed up in modesty

     

    in observation and perceiving

     

    maturity You smell good

     

    last night I dreamt of Ljubica Kosovac

     

    you filled my heart my beloved companion

     

    Ljubica is gone for over a forty years now and yet she’s still alive

     

    I’m withdrawing through spiral into myself

     

    I’m singing autumn

     

    I am a worker’s poem of love

     

    I write – I love You

     

    I breathe – I love You

     

    I live – I love You

     

    my little autumn

     

    I love-kiss Your nipples

     

    I’m gardening You

     

    I

    am

    a

    thread

    of

    the

    beginning

     

    a

    source

    of

    love

    I

    am

     

    alone

    I

    am

    to

    you

    alone

     

    singing

    words

    are

    singing

    me

     

    I’m loyal to You loyal

     

    to love-kiss and be love-kissed when one is alone

     

    there’s tenderness – exactly when one is alone

     

    in everyone who comes towards me I see beautiful flower

     

    there is always somebody who sees – says

    a woman to another two women who are joking with her

     

    there is lesser swimmers. there is more women in the water. most of them are nudists

     

    I’m walking autumnally

     

    one step of mine is compassion another is dreaming

     

    autumn Your breasts are full of milk

     

    Your leaves are falling within me

     

    in the spring they will be leafing out of me

     

    …I’m just joking. Im saying it just like that

    says a woman to the nervous cashier woman

     

    I’m enjoying the words that I’m hearing – they are the poems

     


     

    AZBUKA* OF LIFE AND LOVE FOR EACH ANIMAL(azbuka* is Serbian alphabet)

    2461. day
    27th September 2011

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=es6U00LMmC4&feature=fvsr

    Miroslav, let’s become vegans! Art

     

    I watched Garry’s lecture

    thank You Art thank You Gary

     

    my eyes are full of tears. since I was twenty four I’m vegetarian. from today I’m vegan

    God help me

     

    a — ajkule (sharks)

    sameness of a being love-kisses each being

     

    b — bivoli (buffalos)

    sameness of a being protects each being from other beings

     

    v — veverice (squirrels)

    life is beautiful because each moment something good for life can be done

     

    g — guske (geese)

    I’m walking and enjoying thinking of the beauty of geese while flying

     

    d — delfini (dolphins)

    I relax my body in order to feel the movements of a dolphin within me

     

    đ — đilkaši (this word is made up since there is

    no animal starting with this letter, but it means: tramps)

    words are joyful animals of life

     

    e — emui (emus)

    humour feeds the elegancy of movement

     

    ž — žabe (frogs)

    brain is loyal to everybody’s brain

     

    z — zečevi (rabbits)

    brotherhood freedom and equality of all beings are the only revolution of the evolution

     

    i — irvasi (reindeers)

    solidarity and sustainability of all beings are the only evolution of the revolution

     

    j — jaguari (jaguars)

    while going down the path I’m dancing for all beings

     

    k — krave (cows)

    birds in the woods are saying hello to me. birds are going to say everything to everybody

     

    l — laste (swallows)

    in the heart of each swallow the entire life of planet Earth is preserved

     

    lj — ljubljači (same as “đilkaši” – this time meaning kissers)

    still uncreated beings live through immortality in each being

     

    m — magarci (donkeys)

    good deed of each donkey pleases everybody’s knees

     

    n — nojevi (ostriches)

    I consciously know that my unconsciousness

    contains both God and immortality of all beings

     

    nj — njištači (same as “đilkaši” – meaning neighers)

    large nose of this thin girl who passed by me confirms every word of mine

     

    o — ovce (sheep)

    I’m sharing my today’s joy with all lambs

     

    p — pčele (bees)

    from this day on I won’t be eating your honey

    but I will be singing about you more and more

     

    r — risovi (bobcats)

    there is no end only to redemption that’s actually why redemption leads to immortality

     

    s — svinje (pigs)

    nobility of mind is nonviolence

     

    t — tigrovi (tigers)

    when the beauty of high mountains caresses the plain underneath it with its shadow

     

    ć — ćurke (turkeys)

    bread and grapes as an appetizer. main dish is the sun light

     

    u — udavi (boa constrictor)

    I see grapes on the grapevine and I feel what soil wants to give to everybody

     

    f — fazani (pheasants)

    excitement through modesty

     

    h — hijene (hyenas)

    tranquillity through gratitude

     

    c — crvi (worms)

    poem is consciousness that self-disgust is the precondition to any singing to all beings

     

    č — čaplje (herons)

    dance is compassion through which all beings are dancing within me

     

    dž — džaraši same as “đilkaši” – meaning the ones that are stoking)

    my today’s decision to be a vegan I dedicate to God You and all beings

     

    š — šarani (carps)

    we are walking slowly — we are feeding ourselves with patience

     


     

    I BELIEVE

    2462. day
    28th September 2011

    people are constantly killing people

     

    people are constantly killing animals

     

    people are constantly killing plants

     

    I know that will continue

     

    I believe it will stop

     

    I sing You believing

     


     

    all beings are transforming killing into creating

     

    all

    beings

    are

    singing

    all

    beings

     

    all

    beings

    are

    love-kissing

    all

    beings

     

    all

    beings

    are

    one

    and

    only

    being

     

    poem

    protects

    every

    being

     

    dedication protects lives and reduces the number of victims

     

    it’s wonderful to protect the other from ourselves

     

    it’s wonderful to obey God’s commands

     

    it’s most wonderful to love myself the same way God loves me

     

    God loves me the same as any other being

     

    the fact I’m imagining how man has stopped killing is not naive but innocent

     

    I’ve went through today’s thirteen kilometres

     

    I’m tired

     

    my heel is hurting

     

    I’m left with another three kilometres till the Nest

     

    since I’m already tired – I’m going to enjoy

     

    I’m breathing slowly

     

    I’m slowing down

     

    I’m enjoying the sunshine

     

    each blessing is good

     

    that here now is great art

     

    I stop so that the pain in my heel could run out

     

    today I talked to Branka Mirjana and Macura

     

    now I’m wonderfully silent

     

    who knows what is that good for

     

    who knows what is good for that who knows what is that good for

     

    I’m going to stop by and have a haircut

     

    A WORD IN GLORY OF ODIN’S RESURRECTION

    2463. day
    29th September 2011

    a word word

     

    which I’m sending You

     

    You can put under Your armpit like a bread under the arm

     

    that bread under the arm is for me one of

    the most touching scenes which I saw in my life

     

    as well as the water that whirls in a spiral while flowing through the drains

     

    or a woman which is reading by the café window

     

    then stretched out step of a man on the road

     

    then a girl who cannot resist the orgasm

     

    or a piece of wood that is carried away by the fast stream

     

    or a train which is slowly entering the station

     

    or a man who is holding himself by the forehead

    and by his closed eyes one can tell he’s thinking something

     

    or a log that is split in two parts by axe

     

    or it is a closed gate which is making noise all night long

     

    then little stashes of dust that’s been gathered behind the things that are not moving

     

    or just ejaculated sperm

     

    or a shoelace that has untied

     

    or a computer whenever I feel that we are in good terms

     

    then pressed apple which is more and more rotten

     

    then turning backwards because I thought somebody was calling me

     

    then my dog Odin that I have beaten few times

    aoooouchh

     

    then bicycle leaned on a wall and everything that’s got to do with old bald

     

    then a good man which is talking to God who I was reading about last night

     

    or eyes which are moving in the side from hard bursts of sadness

     

    or leaves which has begun to dry out on the thorn branch

     

    or my mind which is searching touching pictures in my heart

     

    or not made bad which is witnessing that

    somebody was sleeping there just like on crushed grass

     

    or that somebody my soul is searching for

     

    or a glow of water in the deep well

     

    or older peoples palms

     

    of faded away colours

     

    then eternity which lives in every stopped moment

     

    then touching word word which I’m sending to You

    you can carry it like a tramp under the arm like a book

     


     

    VINEYARD

    2464. day
    30th September 2011

    I lined up hundred and twenty new blue crayons on the floor to take a photo of them

     

    in-between them I made a circle out of four hundred and sixty three used crayons

     

    to finish the third ten year picture of the Blue Rose I need

    four years and three months and around two hundred and forty crayons

     

    miracles are simple

     

    I believe that everything will be visible on Blue Roses

     

    especially the invisible

     

    unexplainable

     

    unheard

     

    time

     

    God

     

    two blue crayons blue sisters

     

    15:39

    only when I’m exhausted like this I can see

    how big strength is necessary for any given word

     

    but here are

     

    the vineyard peaches

     

    tiny plain sweet ones

     

    I’m writing like when I’m roaming

     

    here and there

     

    this way and that way

     

    no-how but still somehow

     

    words you are beautiful

     

    no-how – fuck

     

    but – fuck

     

    still – fuck

     

    somehow – fuck

     

    I don’t know if I’ve expressed enthusiasm for words no-how but still somehow

     

    they are really like vineyard peaches

     

    tiny plain sweet

     

    words are really fruitful this year

     

    they are falling down just like peaches

     

    they get messy from the soil

     

    it makes You not wanting to pick them up

     

    and they are sweet like figs

     

    those vineyard sanative words

     


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