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    BOWING TO POEM – POEM IS AN ODE TO THE LOYAL ONES

    2435. day
    1st September 2011

    loyalty makes a poem from everything and everyone

     

    from everyone who watches the river for a long time

     

    everyone who out of honesty becomes a poem

     

    who walks for a joy of all beings

     

    who constantly smiles so that everyone would be glad

     

    from a child who surrenders and begs the powerful

    ones of the world to free the world from injustice and pain

     

    from innocent that were tortured and imprisoned in the all-prison Guantanamo

    as long as there are Guantanamos human society is in Guantanamo

     

    wood in a woodcutter – woodcutter in a wood

     

    poem is loyalty to one and only youth

     

    poem is loyalty to all those who gave their lives for ideals from which others are living

     

    poem is loyalty to the play to which just born beings are surrendering

     

    poem is loyalty to the mind which guards the wholeness of the one

     

    poem is an ode of loyalty to the loyal ones

     

    poem is loyalty of my gaze to everything I’m watching

     

    poem is my loyalty which You feel while it butterflies in Your belly

     

    poem is my loyalty which You feel while it meanders up and down Your spine

     

    poem is my loyalty to words through which I sing within Your ears

     

    poem are my touches with which I’m caressing particles of Your loyalties

     

    poem is my loyalty to the water in which I will be swimming today as well

     

    poem is loyalty to the smell of the woods which I’m going through

     

    poem is loyalty to all the smells that are plentiful in this world

     

    poem is loyalty to my loneliness in which all beings live

     

    loyalty is God

     

    God is loyalty

     

    poem is loyalty both to God and loyalty

     

    poem is loyalty of my loneliness through which I love-kiss

    everything that I love-kissed and everybody that I love-kissed

     

    poem is loyalty to these moments through

    which I am loyal to all past and all future moments

     

    poem is loyalty to this deep peace after the

    swimming in which I pronounce each word after a long break

     

    poem is loyalty to that girl which I see in the distance on the forest path

    she passed by me walking slowly and with her head lowered

     

    poem is loyalty to dancing and singing through which each poem lives

     

    poem is loyalty to Michel Serres who wrote that philosophy is loyalty

     

    poem is loyalty to Miroslav Mandic who is the source of all loyalties

     

    poem is loyalty to the heart which is lifting me up the

    hot Ban’s Hill’s concrete staircases in the greatest heat

     

    BOWING TO POEM – POEMS ARE WORD PLAYS

    2436. day
    2nd September 2011

    a

    priori

    poem

     

    poem

    in

    poem

    poem

     

    with

    poem

    ohm

    of

    poem

     

    poem

    to

    heels

     

    three

    word

    poem

     

    come

    poem

     

    poem

    and

    branches

     

    i

    is

    poem

    to

    poem

     

    each

    word

    is

    wording

     

    each

    word

    is

    singing

     

    each

    poem

    love-kisses

     

    here’s

    a

    poem

    for

    you

     

    poem

    heals

    the

    wholeness

     

    poem

    beautiful

    on

    it’s

    own

     

    poem

    good

    only

    through

    you

     

    plain

    poem

     

    poem

    on

    the

    corner

     

    poem

    of

    spite

     

    cinnamon

    poem

     

    poem

    of

    gazes

     

    poem

    of

    steps

     

    breath

    of

    a

    poem

     

    simp

    lic

    it

    y

     

    limb

    of limb

    to limb

    limb

     

    news

    of

    the

    conscience

    is

    poem

     

    swim

    me

    swimming

    sing

    me

    singing

     

    cherish

    me

    I’m

    your

    poem

    your

    immortality

     

    they

    say

    it’s

    going

    to

    rain

    with

    poems

    this

    afternoon

     

    they

    say

    that

    they

    love

    to

    have

    a

    say

     

    fuck

    what

    a

    beautiful

    poem

     

    fuck

    repetition

    is

    so

    beautiful

     

    if

    it

    is

    a

    poem

    and

    only

    if

    it

    is

    a

    poem

     

    as

    well

    as

    when

    it

    is

    a

    poem

    and

    how

    it

    is

    a

    poem

    and

    why

    it

    is

    a

    poem

    and

    because

    it

    is

    singing

     

    BOWING TO POEM — POEM IS BLUES. JAZZ. BOOGIE-WOOGIE. ROCK’N’ROLL…

    2437. day
    3rd September 2011

    yea, the sparrow hath found a house, and the swallow a nest for herself where

    she may lay her young" even Thine altars, O LORD of hosts, my King and my God

    Psalm 84.3

     

    when you hide your trauma you’re lying yourself

    absence of poem

     

    when you’re hiding your guilt you’re lying the other

    hatred towards poem

     

    when you can’t bare your guilt you attack and accuse the other

    destroying poem

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    addressing – only to You – to anybody – to holly nobody

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    Miroslav Mandic fucking – love-kissing of the sensory and mental

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    all that what I wasn’t accepting while it was lasting

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    joy with which I’m writing what-how-to who poem is

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    what nobody so far doesn’t recognise that poem is

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    book Philosophy of Football that I will never write

    You write it

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    boys that haven’t yet betrayed ideals through power

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    girls that haven’t yet betrayed love through motherhood

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    setting oneself free from slavery. tastes. taboos. indifference

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    when a stone starts singing and waves prance like horses

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    everything that flutters in the wind while steps are not stopping

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    singing of pain through which pains are easing and disappearing

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    constant and wild dancing in my youth through which

    I was vowing to the existence that it will exist as long as I’m alive

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    sexual hunch of the incorruptible ones

    that everything in this world depends only on them

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    feat. hips. flanks. genitalia. spine. shoulders. eyes. hands

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    ecstasy of the rolling stones on towards the blue heights

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    plum brandy. barley beer. grape wine. word poem

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    going away passing by coming. going away

    passing by coming. passing by passing by passing by

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    nothing in this world is my – all this world is actually myself

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    rocking and rolling within the blood of all beings

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    sublimity of something unimportant and unimportant ones

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    book Religion of Jazz Blues Boogie-Woogie Rock’n’Roll… which I will never write

    You live it

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    mixing of all and everything gives cleanest primal one

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    cock in the eyes. pussy in the head. love in the heart

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    one and only language turns pains of all beings into one and only joy of every being

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    dictionary of philosophical terms which I downloaded and which I’m enjoying immensely

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    plain people live trying to be worthy of rebellion and rebels

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    when you feel me dance and never stop

     

    poem is blues. jazz. boogie-woogie. rock’n’roll…

    when you see me sing and never die

     


     

    BOWING TO POEM – POEM IS A WALKER

    2439. day
    5th September 2011

    the allies and companions which are helping me

    all these years since the Rose of Wandering are following

     

    poem is a walker – poem is a walker of the poem

    I’m walking and singing on the road straight like an arrow through circling singing

     

    poem is a poet – poem is a poet of the poem

    you are that man because of which I will never be alone. I felt that in one

    of those afternoons – you wrote to me in an e-mail and I’m singing it in my poem

     

    poem is a fool – poem is a fool of the poem

    poem celebrates me and me the fool am guarding the poet and poem from the ridicule

     

    poem is a gardener – poem is a gardener of the poem

    I’m digging You pruning feeding and nourishing my poem

     

    poem is a wanderer – poem is a wanderer of the poem

    to withstand and to last – to love-kiss every moment

     

    poem is a beggar – poem is a beggar of the poem

    I’m celebrating the prayer and gratitude and

    I guard people so that they wouldn’t become beggars

     

    poem is a lover – poem is a lover of the poem

    I love-kiss the lone ones and not love-kissed

    and I’m improving all beings through love-kissing

     

    poem is a mystic – poem is a mystic of the poem

    I’m the experience to the inexperienced.

    an idea to the incomprehensible. spoken to the unspoken

     

    poem is a monk – poem is a monk of the poem

    more and more so I’m transforming myself through loneliness into my nun

     

    poem is a miner – poem is a miner of the poem

    each word that I’m singing is gold which is for free

     

    poem is a philosopher – poem is a philosopher of the poem

    I’m a poem to the idea. I’m an idea to the poem. sing me idea sing

     

    poem is a shepherd – poem is a shepherd of the poem

    with a stick in my hand while it’s raining all

    over us I’m a shepherd to all beings and all poems

     

    poem is a hero – poem is a hero of the poem

    I’m inspiring each vibration for heroism and each particle I turn into a hero

     

    poem is an artist – poem is an artist of the poem

    a wonder through which with only few words I’m creating a wonder of a great poem

     

    poem is a runaway child – poem is a runaway child of the poem

    I am the escape into the arms of freedom love and God

     

    poem is a dancer – poem is a dancer of the poem

    everything what a body wants to please with the other body

     

    poem is a performer – poem is a performer of the poem

    with the tongue in my mouth I’m tonguing

    over each word in the language in which I’m singing

     

    poem is a conceptualist – poem is a conceptualist of the poem

    the beauty of conceiving. everything is in the beginning. everything is just the beginning

     

    poem is a computer scientist – poem is a computer scientist of the poem

    I’m forming and uniting all information into

    the beauty and goodness of one and only information

     

    poem is an anarchist – poem is an anarchist of the poem

    life in everyday joy. life in joy of all beings

     

    poem is an economist – poem is an economist of the poem

    I am one and one is enough. enough is the only wealth

     

    poem is a pacifist – poem is a pacifist of the poem

    understanding and compassion with acts of all beings

     

    poem is an activist – poem is an activist of the poem

    I’m massaging the ground on which I’m walking with my soles

     

    poem is a rebellion – poem is a rebellion of the poem

    tranquillity through which each word enjoys my love for each word

     

    poem is a mathematician – poem is a mathematician of the poem

    number one in the word one. mathematics of words adores poetry of numbers

     

    poem is a musician – poem is a musician of the poem

    I am music of Your breath

     

    poem is a gigolo – poem is a gigolo of the poem

    everything that any given word ever wanted somebody to do to it

     

    I’m putting my palms on my knees to warm

    them up. I’m a gigolo to myself. a very poem I am

     

    it’s beautiful that everything is poem

     

    poem is grapes – poem is grapes to the poem

    this fall as well I will have a lunch with Zelimir Zilnik eating bread and grapes

     

    it’s good that everything is poem

     

    poem is a bud – poem is a bud of the poem

    all roses that are transforming on the road into the eternal bud

     


    BOWING TO POEM – POEM IS GOD-SEX-MONEY

    2440. day
    6th September 2011

    poem is rebellion of God sex and money

     

    poem is God-sex-money – holy trinity of innocence

     

    God-sex-money – three biggest taboos

     

    God is sameness

     

    sex is goodness and beauty

     

    money is walking creating and singing of God sex and money

     

    poem liberates God from misuse of God

     

    poem liberates sex from violence and puritanism

     

    poem liberates money from uncreative selfish and greedy

     

    through singing and rebellion despised ones hurt nobody

     

    through singing a virgin life liberates itself from death

     

    through singing of the poor ones both the poor and

    the rich ones are liberating themselves from the ghetto

     

    through singing of the masters masters are

    liberating themselves from stupidity and ugliness

     

    through singing money liberates itself from profit

     

    through singing poets are liberating themselves from the abuse

     

    through singing of the children words are

    enjoying because they are used for the first time

     

    through singing of the adolescents ideals liven up

     

    singing of the middle aged ones begins with forgiving repentance and redemption

     

    through singing of the old ones every being is loved

     

    through singing of the mothers motherhood liberates itself from mothers

     

    through singing of the fathers property liberates itself from males

     

    through singing of the minerals God-sex-money is joy to the bodies

     

    through singing of the plants God-sex-money is health to the souls

     

    through singing of the animals God-sex-money is freedom to the spirits

     

    through singing of the spirits of nature

    God-sex-money is transformation of the pliable ones

     

    through singing of the people God-sex-money is loyalty of the meek ones

     

    through singing of the artificial intelligence God-sex-money is love of the harmless ones

     

    through singing of the higher beings God-sex-money is success of the unselfish ones

     

    once You told me I was born for your cock and I received only him within me

    You encouraged me to sing the pussy again and everything that poem expects from singing

    everything what singing gives to the poem. if I’m thinking through Your pussy I’m creating the most beautiful poem

     

    through singing Your labia are open and Your lips are closed

     

    Poem about Poem is the poem of Your immortality

     

    poem is love-kissing and constant one and only fucking

    egoism puritanism and richness are destroying God and sex and money

     

    poem – singing of God is

    poem – singing and fucking of sex is

    poem – through singing fucking and creating money is

     


     

    BOWING TO POEM – POEM IS ANCIENT POETRY

    2441. day
    7th September 2011

    from the book Anthology of Ancient Poetry with

    greatest admiration and joy I’m rewriting the following

     

    with all primitive people, one of the main sources of magic powers is a word

     

    speaking good is indistinguishably connected to doing good,

    so we can understand why Indians consider lie one of the greatest sins

     

    primitive world can be rather called civilisation of the word

     

    for example in one African language asking is expressed in

    eleven ways and singing or walking in twenty or so different ways

     

    poetry in primitive societies is much deeper inwrought in

    everyday life then it is the case in contemporary, civilised world

     

    primitive poetry, unlike the most of the European poetry, is very

    rarely just recited, in most of the cases it rather represents unique mixture

    of music, singing and dancing and often mime as well as acting or visual expression

     

    percussions are almost always used, which is a proof of

    distinct and tight connection of the verse and music rhythm

     

    with all primitive people heeler, shaman

    can be considered as some kind of protopoet

     

    many of the songs are becoming through visions,

    what is preceded with isolation, fasting and wandering rituals

     

    poems are thoughts that are rising with a breath when people are possessed with

    great powers and when plain talk isn’t enough anymore. a man is shaken like a peace

    of ice that is floating here and there, carried by the current. mighty power is putting his

    thoughts in motion while he feels joy, fear, sorrow… we are afraid to use words. but it

    will happen that the words we are looking for appear on their own. when the words

    we want to use occur on their own – that’s when we have a new poem

     

    God and ancestors,

    thank you for letting

    me see this day

    Ibo tribe, Africa

     

    a woman can’t look at the male genitalia – and not be glad

    Yoruba, Africa

     

    when butterflies come to the place where a cheetah shits they disperse all over

    Yoruba, Africa

     

    a drove of reindeers on Varanger Peninsula

    are running over the rocks and rocky highlands

    beautiful beasts are beating the tips of the rocks

    Laponya, Asia

     

    how can possibly someone who is satiated and healthy

    understand the frenzy of hunger?

    we only know that we all tremendously love life!

    Eskimos

     

    now on the east

    white beans and big corn plant

    are getting tied with white thunders

    listen! rain is coming!

    a voice of a blue bird can be heard

    Navaho Indians

     

    I thought

    it was

    a grebe

    but

    it was

    splashing paddle

    of my beloved

    Chippewa Indians

     

    my flaring horns

    Chippewa Indians

     

    blue, floating

    sky

    gives me an answer

    Chippewa Indians

     

    while the day heath was coming

    I was standing there

    Chippewa Indians

     

    while my gaze

    is wandering the prairie

    I feel the summer in the spring

    Chippewa Indians

     

    in front of me is peaceful

    behind me is peaceful

    underneath me is peaceful

    above me is peaceful

    peace is all around me

    his voice is peaceful when he nickers

    I’m eternal and peaceful

    I’m with my horse

    Navaho Indians

     

    when the earth was made

    when the sky was made

    when my poems started sounded for the first time

    Apaches

     

    where the wind blows

    were the wind whistles

    where the wind roars as well

    I’m standing turned towards the west

    the wind

    is whistling

    the wind is roaring

    I’m standing

    Teton Sioux

     

    my walk is beauty

    beauty is in front of me

    beauty is behind me

    beauty is above me

    beauty is above me and around me while I’m walking

    and my walk is ending in beauty

    my walk is ending in beauty

    Navaho Indians

     

    corn takes root and the rose is opening…

    gods are singing

    hills and mountains are singing

    and roses are singing

    Huichol Indians

     

    I was climbing to the place where roses were singing

    where gods were waiting

    for the blue stairs towards the sky

    Huichol Indians

     

    and we are walking the earth

    this is how we should be thinking…

    we are thanking the grass and plants

    we are thanking the things we named

    we are thanking the bushes, the forest, the maple

    we are thanking the strawberries

    we are thanking the animals which walk the Earth

    on this day we are thanking the birds that are flying through the air

    we are thanking the air for dispersing the Air over the Earth

    we are thanking the sky

    we are thanking our Brother Sun

    we are thanking our Arch Father Moon

    we are thanking on this day

    this is how we should be thinking

    Seneca Indians

     

    even if I remain alone

    even the tiniest tremor of the branches and grass – I cannot bare!

    Hawaii

     

    poem rises to the gods

    verve inspires a drawer

    beat the drums, drum within a circle!

    black sea swallow

    flies in with her wings spread

    her black colour falls on the skin

    poke well and duly

    you who are tattooing

    Marshall Islands, Micronesia, Pacific Ocean

     

    I bow to you I love-kiss you my singing sisterhood and

    brotherhood. I love-kiss you because you have been dancing and singing

    through love-kissing since the beginning of time mothers and fathers of mine.

    brothers and sisters of mine. wives and husbands of mine. daughters and sons of mine.

    my only family. my only tribe. my only people. my only state

     

    do not stop

    do not stop

    do not stop

     

     

    74TH TIME 33 DAYS. BOWING TO POEM – POEM IS RHYTHMS

    2442. day
    8th September 2011

    I live

     

    I walk

    I create

    I sing

    through rhythms

     

    86400 moments every day

     

    rhythm of day and night

     

    rhythm of 24 hours

     

    rhythm of week

     

    rhythm of month

     

    rhythm of seasons

     

    rhythm of year

     

    rhythm of decade

     

    rhythm of 33 years

     

    rhythm of century

     

    rhythm of millennium

     

    rhythm of hundred thousand years

     

    rhythm of eternity

     

    rhythm of 33 blessings in Miroslav Mandic book

     

    rhythm of 198 blessings in Miroslav Mandic book

     

    rhythm of 33 days in Miroslav Mandic book

     

    rhythm of 81 days in Miroslav Mandic book

     

    rhythm of 129600 blessings in Miroslav Mandic book

     

    rhythm of my mental vibrations

     

    rhythm of my heart

     

    rhythm of my breathing

     

    rhythm of my steps

     

    rhythm of my fingers that are writing

     

    rhythms of spaces

     

    rhythms of sensual and mental

     

    rhythms of tranquillities and fervours

     

    rhythms of music that I’m listening

     

    rhythms of dances I’m dancing

     

    rhythms of mystical talks that I’m talking

     

    rhythm of birth dying and resurrection

     

    all rhythms are flowing into the one and only rhythm

     

    rhythm

    of

    god

    poem

     


     

    BOWING TO POEM – POEM IS ATOMIC BUD

    2443. day
    9th September 2011

    atomic bud

    unknown person and the unknown are guarding the world from destruction

    I put 33 pieces of paper on which I was writing atomic bud poems in

    33 bills and gave them to Branko Popovic to throw them all over Novi Sad

     

    atomic bud

    home of all beings

     

    atomic bud

    when I think of Your palms which are holding

    the piece of paper with this poem I feel that the world is permeating

     

    atomic bud

    theory of everything in Your hand

     

    atomic bud

    You are holding patience in Your hand

     

    atomic bud

    particles are dancing and vibrations are singing within You

     

    atomic bud

    vibrations of Your thoughts harmonise the surrounding

     

    atomic bud

    health in Your body. peace in Your soul. beauty of Your spirit

     

    atomic bud

    buds through the wholeness and untidiness in each atom always and forever

     

    atomic bud

    restores all atoms that exploded and those that are just being smashed

     

    atomic bud

    unnoticed in which live hope lives

     

    atomic bud

    rejected in which live faith lives

     

    atomic bud

    tenderness in which live love lives

     

    atomic bud

    earth water air light will not give up on life

     

    atomic bud

    swallows are flying over the Ada lake before they fly away from here to the south

     

    atomic bud

    black puppy is licking its snout and watches me while I’m writing this poem about him

     

    atomic bud

    radiates joy that You need

     

    atomic bud

    radiates health that You need

     

    atomic bud

    radiates freedom that You need

     

    atomic bud

    radiates transformation that You need

     

    atomic bud

    radiates loyalty that You need

     

    atomic bud

    radiates success that You need

     

    atomic bud

    radiates love that You love-kiss

     

    atomic bud

    smile within this poem leads You to the constant smile on Your face

     

    atomic bud

    I remind You through winking to wink at someone or something

     

    atomic bud

    each good deed of Yours liberates the world from

    horror that is waiting for it in case there is not enough good deeds

     

    atomic bud

    what You feel right now is Your present and good

    thoughts that You wish now are the future which You will create

     

    atomic bud

    reminds You on splendour of air that You are breathing right now

     

    atomic bud

    gratitude to each day

     

    atomic bud

    each good undertaking of Yours is dear to all beings

     

    atomic bud

    through Your contemplation whole world feels love-kissed

     

    atomic bud

    right away effort enables You tranquillity forever

     

    atomic bud

    beings live through good deeds that they do

    to each other ever since the beginning of time

     


     

    BOWING TO POEM – POEM IS LOVE

    2444. day
    10th September 2011

    today

    and

    yesterday

    I

    suddenly

    realised

    that all these 13 years

    since we have known each other

    I think of you every day

    here they are poem and love in an e-mail that a friend sent me last night

     

    the

    beauty

    of

    poem

    is

    touching

     

    poem are all failures in life and art that I had hard time taking and which I am taking

    hard but which inspire me more and more and lead me towards one and only success

    thank You fool

     

    through love towards uncreated poems and through uncreated art

    I am a poet of all future poems and an artist of all future art

     

    same way the director of love is director of love the poem of love is poem of love

     

    I didn’t say yesterday to the director of love to also be

    a director of money but I’m telling him through this blessing

    fuck it’s so good that director of moneydirector of money that’s a great idea where the very money is

     

    poem is love to God. love to sex. love to money

     

    love is much more than what is implied by word love

     

    love is indivisibility

     

    I won’t manage to write all of what I think of love

    but what I don’t write will be a work of love itself

     

    however it’s important that I write that love is

    everything and that everything exists through love

     

    poem is made out of love and that’s exactly why poem is love

     

    an eye is love

     

    a concept is love

     

    Universe is love

     

    You are love

     

    poem

    is

    an

    uterus

    full

    of

    sperm

    of

    love

     

    all

    goodness

    of

    the

    world

    is

    within

    this

    poem

     

    everything came to existence through love and everything came out of goodness

     

    love belongs to everybody – goodness is everything and everybody

     

    I am a whore of love and a gigolo to goodness

    without money

     

    I am a whore and a gigolo to money

    without money

     

    I am money to money

    without money

     

    richness destroys God sex and poem

    money is destroyed for money

     

    I really didn’t think I will be writing like this but

    that’s how I’m really writing and that’s both poem and love

     

    this

    poem

    begs

    you

    to

    give

    me

    everything

    end

    to

    begin

    that

    with

    cleaning

    the

    nest

     

    never try to understand anybody’s love

     

    never try to understand anybody’s poem

     

    love

    poem

    goodness

    are

    the

    very

    god

     

    the only thing that is left for You is to be ashamed because

    of Your love which is not worthy nor God nor poem nor love

     

    same way goodness can only be God

    can only love and be love-kissed. and can only be poem

     

    poem

    be

    poem

     

    poem

    of

    mine

    you

    are

    love

    to

    everybody

    goodness

    to

    anybody

    thank You poet

    BOWING TO POEM – POEM IS GOD

    2446. day
    12th September 2011

    before the mountains were brought forth, or ever Thou hadst formed the earth

    and the world, even from everlasting to everlasting, Thou art God

    Psalm, 90.2

     

    God is a childhood of God

    baby God is God in all younglings therefore in babies as well

     

    this body is God

     

    this feeling is God’s creatures

     

    this thought thinks through God

     

    this will is God’s

     

    through this faith I hold on to God

     

    this love love-kisses God

     

    this creating through God sings God

    this singing through God creates God

     

    don’t resist all your ideas are Mine

    God

     

    I’m grateful to You God for writing poems-blessings

     

    I’m grateful to You teddy boy who is not

    afraid of anybody but You rejoice love-kissing God

     

    I’m grateful to You horse who obediently pull

    the cart in order to announce the mystery of God

     

    I’m grateful to You nail which nails down and rottens for God

     

    I’m grateful to You rope which gets rotten and sets

    the dog’s neck free so the dog can bark in God’s glory

     

    God

    I

    You

    poem

    it’s

    the

    same

    one God

    one I

    one You

    one poem

     

    I

    am

    god

    is

    the

    only

    poem

     

    when in 20th March next year I finish writing poems I am God

    in the book I am You are I I will continue writing them until the end

    of my life. those poems I am God. those poems I am Miroslav Mandic

    God thank You

     

    a programme for putting the photos of my face on the link Walking

    on my web-site froze up so I also got frozen up and sad – poem is God

     

    I’m imagining the cane that started getting golden colour on this autumn sun

     

    a poem just like God loves unnoticed

     

    poem is an oath to God which they are carrying within them

     

    body full of goodness

    soul full of poems

    spirit filled with God

     

    through poem I thank You God on poems-tattoos on Your body

     

    poem is dancing and singing on Your legs

     

    poem is goodness and beauty on Your hands

     

    poem is carefulness and joy on Your shoulders

     

    poem is the name Miroslav Mandic on Your chest

     

    poem is the love temple on Your right temple

     

    poem is the Universe temple on Your left temple

     

    poem is God on the right side of Your neck

     

    poem is the bud on the left side of Your neck

     

    poem is this is a tattooed poem to god through which god sings on Your back

     


    BOWING TO POEM – POEM IS SAMENESS

    2447. day
    13th September 2011

    as for man, his days are as grass; as a flower of the field, so he flourisheth

    for the wind passeth over it, and it is gone; and the place thereof shall know it no more

    Psalm 103.15,16

     

    origins of poem is in a poet

     

    origins of a poet is in God

     

    s

    a

    m

    s  a  m  e  m  a  s

    m

    a

    s

     

    identity (from Latin idem = same), sameness, equality, identical. in logics:

    a relation which turns each object entirely towards itself. the principle of

    identity, which is for the first time mentioned by Aristotle, can be formulated

    like this: each being is just what it is, that is to say it’s determined to be what

    it is and not at the same time something else, each being is what it is –

     “A = A” – and it expresses same content of a certain idea

     

    god

    is

    god

    to

    a

    poem

     

    poem

    is

    a

    poem

    to

    god

     

    everything that a poem sings about is poem

     

    poem of beauty is beauty

     

    poem of bravery is bravery

     

    poem of freedom is freedom

     

    poem of apple is an apple

     

    poem of warm wind is the warm wind

     

    poem of God is God

     

    I began loving everything through poem

     

    I experienced God through poem

     

    I look at You – I see a poem

     

    I feed myself through poem

     

    I am through poem

     

    goodness is in everything

     

    only one can guard-love-sing everything

     

    only one poem – only one poet

     

    one

    is

    everything

    one

    to

    another

    one

     

    same poem in each poem

     

    sex of the clarity and simplicity

     

    warm soup – warm palm on the back

     

    poem is a poet with all his troubles

     

    sameness is the cosmic consciousness of love

     

    sameness is inconceivable conscience particle

     

    poem

    is

    the

    sameness

    which

    sings

    through

    itself

    in

    everything

     

    same

    ones

    we

    are

    the

    same

    in

    the

    only

    poem

     

    poem is my identity. who has an identity has a sovereignty. he who

    has a sovereignty over it doesn’t have a sovereignty. poem is sovereign

     

    my identity card

    address POEM

    nation POEM

    state POEM

    religion POEM

    membership POEM

    attribute POEM

    profession POEM

     


    BOWING TO POEM – POEM IS MY WEB SITE

    2448. day
    14th September 2011

    from my computer great blues is coming out – the computer is my poem my web site

     

    on the screen I have a front page of the web site. it’s blue

    sky-like. grassy. sandal-like. bare footed. with joined palms

    of bowing and gratitude. a welcome to any visitor. to each bud

     

    it’s dedicated to God You and all beings

     

    the most important on my web site are my decisions

    which I made before I even made it with the help of Zoltan Varady

     

    blue tranquillity which is spreading the internet community from my web site

     

    permeating of Universe and internet which makes the nervous system of my web site

     

    the most important decision is that the web site

    should be a work of art by itself and a place for all beings

    but it should be the being itself which will feed all beings with beauty and goodness

     

    the web site has embedded within it my excitement for computer and internet

    which I discovered when I found out basic things about them from Zoltan Varady

    before I started working on it and especially when I found out from Zoltan about

    Alan Turing Ada Byron… and when I’ve decided that before the work on my

    website I will make Virtual Pilgrimage to the virtual world within the virtual world

     

    the same way I was in my childhood and youth delighted

    with radio book film I was now delighted with computer

     

    computer is God’s beauty

     

    it’s so tender and sensible

     

    too beautiful and too good

     

    full of music pictures knowledge plants animals God’s pornography

    Diana Washington is actually singing to us

     

    every day I put 33 blessings on my web site

     

    a photo of the bud – time and place of every day work being and creating

     

    a photo of walking – the face I’m walking with towards You and all beings

     

    every visit to the web site I call the bud – bud is a welcome of sameness

     

    I would love if Zoltan would make me two or three more programs

    so that I can put on it two or three more things every day

     

    the site sometimes gets broken and Zoltan then fixes it

     

    some things on the site are not finished. there are few mistakes on it

    I hope one day Zoltan will be in the position to come so that we could finish and upgrade all of that

     

    especially to carry on talking thinking and philosophising about the web site

     

    I miss a lot not having somebody who I could

    sometimes think through with the web site computer internet God

    that goes also for the rest of my work creation and singing

     

    even though every day around twenty people visit the site I feel

    more and more alone and more and more open for God You and all beings

     

    I’d love if the number of visitors-buds would get bigger

    let’s go poem

     

    it’s a real wonder that this blessing will be read already today by twenty or so people

     

    that makes me excited and thankful – the source of hugging and kissing

     

    miroslavmandic.name – a gaze a scene a view a look

     

    the art of poem – the poem of art

     

    thank You for visiting me every day

    thank you Zoltan Varady

     

    thank you all beings for visiting you every day

    thank you Violeta Jovanovic for editing blessings every day

    and Ivana Djokic-Saunderson for translating them every day to English

     

    I love-kiss You God

    thank You my Bud – thank you all people who have since the beginning of time

    worked on creating the computer and internet community – miroslavmandic.name

     

    miroslavmandic.name

    a platform of a poem which with beauty goodness and love floats through Universe

    to God You and all beings

     

    miroslavmandic.name

    a little chapel of art that through tranquillity and ecstasy sings in the heart of each being

    to God You and all beings

     


     

    BOWING TO POEM – POEM IS MIROSLAV MANDIC POEM

    2449. day
    15th September 2011

    Miroslav Mandic Poem is Miroslav Mandic Poem

    tautology which I adore. tautology (Greek ταυτολογία = repetition of

    what’s already been said), marks the sentence in which a subject and

    a predicate have the same meaning (for example living being is the

    one that lives). marking the same with the same. in modern logics:

    logical operation that is always true

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem is Miroslav Mandic Poet

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem is rebellion against

    the male culture and power when I was sixteen

    rebellion against women that is waiting for me when I’m sixty two

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem is the beginning of writing poems

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem are two hundred poems

    which I burned down when I was twenty two

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem is disappearing and refining through a poem

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem is a break away

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem are fallouts through which I was guarding poem and love

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem is giving blood

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem are decisions that I made in prison

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem is Miroslav Mandic Autobiography

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem is Walking for Poetry

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem is rejecting the reputation in society

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem are admirations

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem is being excited with goodness and good people

    as well as with all of those who dared when nobody else dared

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem are meekness and modesty through sex

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem are Poem on Poems

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem are oaths to love poverty the rejected and imprisoned ones

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem is the wine which I was

    ritually drinking and incenses that I was smelling

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem is constant music listening

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem is the Monastery of Time

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem are the words dance and poem tattooed on my hands

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem is the poem through which nobody is alone

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem is a scream of every just born

    youngling – passing away of already passed away olds

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem is a poem and love of One and Only Family of All Beings

    God to God

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem are the words which I’m writing and

    singing as if they were said created and sung for the first time

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem is the first poet which existed

    while there still wasn’t a single man around and let alone a poet

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem serves creates and sings all former present and future poets

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem are the prayers

    I beg You so that I would always have enough money

    I beg You to take over my work and emit it to all beings

    I beg You to help me operate the fat tissue on my back

    I beg You to learn how to beg

    I beg You…

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem are all days of my life since the Genesis

    86400 poems every day

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem are gratitude and orgasms through which I’m writing each poem

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem is being alone – unprotected – love-kissing

    God You and all beings

     

    Miroslav Mandic Poem is the drawing Atomic Lullaby

    Poem about Poem is the Poem about Film

     

    THE DAY OF BREEZE

    2450. day
    16th September 2011

    hey neighbour could you turn down that music at least in the morning

    shouted to me yesterday a young man from the window across the street

     

    ouch ouch ouch

    how that disturbed me scared and humiliated

     

    poetry of life in midst of the life of art

     

    joy of mine don’t give up

     

    I closed the windows

     

    music of mine I love You

     

    I’m creating You through the poem – You love-kiss me through life

     

    paprika is being baked tomatoes are being cooked

     

    I

    live

    I

     

    I

    sing

    I

     

    I

    create

    I

     

    I

    walk

    I

     

    I

    god

    I

     

    I

    I

     

    I

    poem

     

    my beloved kisses

     

    senses of my ideas

     

    sense of my consciousness

     

    consciousness of my senses

     

    taking heart in the palm and sowing love over the landscape on the way

     

    horizon I miss you

     

    surrounding I miss you

     

    caressing I miss you

     

    I love-kiss You missing – immediately I don’t miss anything any more

     

    my blessing you are really pelting but you are true

     

    my painful heel – my painful Achilles tendon – that’s it for us

    I immediately felt the presence of everybody who has exactly what they have

     

    that’s

    it

    for

    me

     

    Jean Jacques Rousseau

     

    explanation of mine I’m not explaining You

     

    mare

     

    sparrows

     

    grass

     

    william

    carlos

    williams’

    sparrows

     

    BUT THAT’S ONE SUCH DAY

    2451. day
    17th September 2011

    exposed to love

     

    music of cosmic blood permeates me

     

    I fill Your spine with goodness

     

    the undivided meanders

     

    I belong to You birdy while You are flying on Your own over the ocean

     

    I’ve never seen an ocean – I am the ocean

     

    I’ve never been in the Universe – I am the Universe

     

    I’ve never impregnated a female elephant – I am the female elephant

     

    I’ve never been You – I am You

     

    writing excites me more and more

     

    the face of everything appears out of nothing

     

    the beauty of tautology wins over the tautology of goodness

     

    my unique one You are giving Yourself to my wholeness

     

    I’m heeling You with wholeness

     

    don’t give up my fragility

     

    don’t give up water lilies

     

    don’t give up rejected ones

     

    don’t give up eternity

    You have Your bed and Your home in this blessing

     

    I

    fuck

    your

    I

     

    only few words are enough so that the affluence would start singing

     

    I won’t call You now because of the tenderness but now I love You also in eternity

     

    Friedrich Nietzsche

     

    while stirring the stew You have only an apron on Your naked body

     

    my being’s joy overflows into You and into all beings

     

    the poem of the despised ones liberates both the oppressed and the oppressors

     

    ecstasy cherishes me also after ecstasy

     

    hug my legs with Your legs

     

    protect my belly with Your belly

     

    love-kiss my back with Your breasts

     

    danger transforms into tranquillity

     

    wholeness heals itself on my shoulder

     

    I resurrects into I

     

    while it’s getting dark and dusk is still on fire

    Your insides tells great stories about tiny poems

     


     

    THE POEM OF MONDAY

    2453. day
    19th September 2011

    around the motif of a river the most modern

    detail has always been and will always be a rowboat

    last night I dreamt this sentence

     

    I just wanted to say

    it’s noon. warm wind is blowing before tonight’s rain and storm

    but my Dictaphone was broken. I dropped it on the ground on Saturday

    and now it’s silent

     

    I really wanted to write while walking and now I’m tired and I don’t really feel like writing

    I quite like this really at the beginning and in the end

     

    love for writing will open me up and loyal writing will pour out

     

    the music I’m listening to will swirl the blood within me

     

    I will fly

     

    with words with words

     

    with warm wind which was lifting my hair

     

    I enjoy when the wind blows goodness over my bare skin

     

    everything that is is for everybody

    I like even more this is at the beginning and in the end of the sentence

     

    sing Miroslav sing Miroslav

    all the cells in my body are telling me at once

     

    sing Miroslav sing Miroslav

    all the cells in all bodies are telling me at once

     

    the world is the way I say it is

     

    blue blends into green

     

    with sense in my nostrils

     

    fury transformed into obedience

     

    water confluences into the water

     

    wind blows over the waters

     

    today I wanted to write about the light

     

    daily light and everyday of light

     

    about its meandering and refraction

     

    about friendship with light

     

    nothing but that – light burns within blood

     

    it washes my sandals on the balcony

     

    loving is beautiful because everybody can be loved

     

    the wind was today at one moment the sea that was roaring above my head

     

    swim in my sea

     

    I would love if a friend of mine would go again to the seaside

     

    Louis Armstrong

     

    wind is spreading goodness

     

    wind is blowing with goodness

     

    being in the wind means being in goodness

     

    around the motif of a river the most modern

    detail has always been and will always be a rowboat

    I affirm the sentence from my dream also in reality

     

    I AM IN THE MIDDLE OF I AM YOU ARE I BOOK

    2454. day
    20th September 2011

    I am god

    circling

    of the wholeness

    which pulsates

    within the tiniest

    and in the biggest it

    transforms into me

    today’s poem from I am You are I book

     

    today is the half of I am You are I book

     

    buds of God

     

    they are like little piles of stones

     

    like lumps

     

    turfs

     

    galaxies

     

    simple

     

    just begun and already finished

     

    inner

     

    singing lullabies

     

    I am god

    lilacs are smelling

    your love

    makes me god

    13th April 2011

     

    I’m editing them again

     

    they are leading me like flowers are leading bees

     

    I am god

    white irises in the wind

    everybody’s face wants to be god

    everybody’s face is my face

    27th April 2011

     

    I would like to print them as a book

     

    I can see that book. I can feel it in my hands. it feels good in my pocket

     

    it’s cloudy. it’s raining. I’m reading little poems of God

    God

     

    I am god

    light yearns

    for the poem

    of runaway children

    in the dusk

    9th May 2011

     

    I am God’s glory

     

    it’s cloudy

     

    it’s raining with autumn rain

     

    I’m reading small poems

     

    God’s poems

    God

     

    God is not fashionable any more – I love You even more God

     

    I am god

    wanderer of joy

    freedom of singing

    you want me through god

    10th June 2011

     

    I just now realised the fact that on my screen are at the same time open both books

    on the left side I am You are I and on the right side today’s blessings from Miroslav Mandic

    book in which I’m reacting to what I’ve read in the book I am You are I

     

    that’s how two rivers are flowing

     

    they are going their ways towards the only way towards the only book

     

    God’s beauty before my eyes

     

    on the screen and at the desk on which I’m writing every day poems I am You are I

     

    I am god

    god in each conversation with you

    I’m discovering the language through which you dear god are

    8th September 2011

     

    happiness You are really happy

    WORDS ARE THE SPERM OF MY INNOCENCE

    2455. day
    21st September 2011

    go towards new innocence

    I said last night to a certain person. I thought of telling that to the

    second and third person etc. but I’ve decided to tell You and everybody

     

    I was twenty six when I got disgusted with myself and the fact that I’m more

    and more spoiled through getting older so I decided to go towards new innocence

     

    I wouldn’t have survived if I didn’t do that

     

    I would have killed myself

     

    the beginning of innocent path is realising my own turpitude

     

    awareness that people are justifying their turpitude with the life itself

     

    that they are glorifying it through family education and culture

     

    innocence is a child of the new beginning

     

    of creation

     

    I’m winking You through innocence

     

    thinking = speaking = doing

    the name of Miroslav Mandic tattooed on the skin of all beings

     

    I’m touching my belly button – touch Your belly button – we are innocent

     

    I’m caressing the goodness of air – caress the goodness of air – we are innocent

     

    I’m licking my lips – lick Your lips – we are innocent

     

    listen to me my beloved listen to me

     

    obedience makes me innocent

     

    path makes me being path

     

    I see the sun through the sun within me

     

    sex is the child of innocence

     

    goodness is sex to beauty

     

    feet are caressing hands

     

    hands are vowing to innocence

     

    my words are the sperm of innocence

     

    I have tender thoughts about the effort that transforms You into the innocent

     

    I’m rejoicing the grapes

     

    every day of ours is innocent

     

    through effort you are more enceinte my labourer

    (it’s a word play in Serbian based on the same base word– trud, TN)

     

    through effort you are more enceinte my pregnant woman

    (same as previous, TN)

     

    more innocent man more innocent woman

     

    You are a child of innocence

     

    boy and girl of my innocence

     

    every being is a child of my innocence

     

    bud

    bud

    innocently

    bud

    10.000.000 STEPS

    2456. day
    22nd September 2011

    today I will make ten millionth step of the Bud of Walking

     

    five hundred and forty days of walking. five hundred and forty Good Walker drawings

     

    seven hundred kilometres of the First Time Second Ten Year Walking

     

    unnoticeable

     

    like my nose that I’m not noticing. like my eyes that I don’t see

     

    swarm and choir of all beings within me

     

    glory to my painful heel and Achilles’ tendon

     

    glory to the mortal body which is testifying and celebrating immortality

     

    I’m loyal to You my loyalty

     

    white butterfly reminded me that swallows have flown away

     

    I adore migratory birds

     

    like on the Rose of Wandering I’m reading again Rousseau’s Solitary Walker

     

    the fact that I can’t explain what is so magical in

    the Bud of Walking makes it’s walking so magical

     

    as if all horses are pulling the Bud of Walking

     

    as if all beings are walking within the Bud of Walking

     

    I’m walking – gathering all energies in one and only energy

     

    energy through which God love-kisses himself within every being

     

    I’m walking – intelligence is not even close to the thoughtfulness

     

    I’m walking – You are within me

     

    I’m walking – it’s beautiful

    I am a condition and attribute of beautiful

     

    good goodness

     

    sun is peaceful within me

     

    my palm is enjoying while I’m writing these words

     

    gasoline smells on the crossroads. unloaded coal smells. I love-kiss Your womb Earth

     

    love of my steps smells – I love-kiss Your mind Universe

     

    I’m walking – bees are flying on sweet grapes

     

    I’m walking – I’m thinking about You so that Your heart would smile

     

    I’m walking – I love-kiss You so that Your mind would calm down

     

    I’m walking – every pussy feels nice

     

    I’m walking – every cock is artless

     

    I’m walking – I’m walking the notion of walking

    through the landscapes of infinity and eternity

     

    I’m walking – I miss You a lot – I love-kiss You – I don’t miss You

     

    I’m walking

    God

     


     

    I AM A POEM ON YOUR LIPS

    2457. day
    23rd September 2011

    I am a wisdom on Your lips

     

    autumn is coming at 11.04 am

     

    I am beauty in your upper lip

     

    not virtuosity

     

    just steps

     

    walnuts are falling down

     

    I’m enjoying the endlessness from Ban’s Hill

     

    I am

     

    You are

     

    I remembered Iam

     

    he wasn’t around for a long time

     

    Iam wanders in the heart of all beings

     

    I’m going slowly – You say figs

     

    I’m going slowly – You say you are my love

     

    I’m going slowly – I say You are my God

     

    wind is carrying her hair air is spreading her nostrils

     

    pain in my left heel suddenly appeared on 10th January this year

    I’m thinking that it would also that suddenly one day disappear

     

    I surrendered to You – I’m cowering – green tram is coming

     

    the art of being cherishes the being of art

     

    I feel You strongly – You resurrect – You’re coming to me – we are walking together

     

    a man carries two bottles of beer – his face

    shows joy that he will share with somebody

     

    I’m a prayer in Your heart

     

    world is God’s pregnant woman

    world’s yearning to give birth to God in this world

     

    I’m glad you are within me

     

    I picked up around ten walnuts on Ada

     

    a girl is picking yellow flowers on the slope covered with grass

     

    I’m always joyful when I see this man on Ada

     

    a therapist is patiently teaching an old man to walk again

     

    I jump and there is immortality

     

    air is goodness

     

    two thirteen year old boys a bit drunk from

    a little bit of beer are lying on the bench after the school

     

    nine year old boy is jumping down the street carried by the joy of jumping

     

    I am the sameness in Your mind

     


     

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