Bog Miroslav Mandić Bog

planet Earth on which I’m writing this blessing

is constantly circling even though I nor anybody else don’t feel it

 

well that’s that sadness

 

ouch – what exists that I don’t know about and I don’t feel exists

 

sadness of sadness’s

 

but no sadness helps me

 

belief in unknown helps me. love for everything fills me

 

my dear You are writing me in this morning’s e-mail

I have to ask right away:

is it me who this blessing is addressing:

to the one who doesn’t understand me

 

it’s

definitely

You

 

who

else

could

it

be

 

in

this

God’s

world

only

You

and

me

exist

 

I

am

I

 

You

are

everything

else

 

every

name

 

everything

that

is

behind

every

name

 

You

are

the

name

of

the

wind

 

You

are

the

wind

itself

 

You

are

the

joy

of

all

beings

which

at

this

moment

are

trembling

through

my

body

 

You are self sameness

 

affirming of affirmation

 

no-recognition in recognisable

 

recognisable in nestling

 

surprise itself

 

the real one and imaginary one

 

what You really are

 

what You would like to be

 

what You want to remain

 

what You want to become

 

and in the end of all beginnings

 

how do You realise all of that

 

with weevil

 

with the heart of mind

 

with moist

 

my friend

 

 

I was always timid and that’s why I’m drawn to the brave ones

 

those who are not afraid to always play only all or nothing

 

those who are playing fair

 

those who are not hurting a single soul

 

that’s why my life is only everything

 

modesty of everything

 

sunny Monday

 

kind button mushrooms seller

 

serious droll who I buy only one hot paprika from time to time

 

careful hairdresser who made my haircut for hundred and eighty dinars

 

a wise word is more rare than the green emerald, and one can

find the word of wisdom even amongst the slave girls making grain

Egyptian saying over five thousand years old

 

a scream never screams

 

betrayed tenderness is screaming

 

life within me is saying I am life

 

loyalty within me is whispering I am loyalty

 

fucking within me is begging I’m fucking

 

writing is a kind of sexual excitement

 

permeating with the existence

 

transformation of time into eternity

 

fullness of a blessing

 

excitement of one and only body of the Universe

 

everything is constantly kissing with each other

 

one heart is beating in everybody’s chests

 

the best ones are constantly competing with others

 

the best one never competes

 

the best one is

a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t u v w x y z

 

all letters in each letter

 

joy fucks joy

 

joy fucks with joy

 

words want exactly what they want

girls

 

words are

boys

 

words are God’s love with which God love-kisses all beings

 

word

bud

god

 

 

I always loved You so much that I started loving the quantities of God

 

I always loved You in such way that I started loving singing and creating of God

 

I always loved only You and I started loving walking of God

 

mildness of tension

 

all my works are one work

I said to Vladimir when we saw each other for the first time four years ago

 

music

 

Vladimir was the first who I said what from then on goes for everybody

in Your relation with me Your greatest interest is my interest

 

one and only interest of all beings

 

one and only love of all beings

 

one and only poet artist walker of all beings

 

God

 

first I will toast with Vladimir for health joy and love to all beings

 

then I will dance for him to the song Rambling Man by Hank Williams

 

I’ll read him yesterday’s blessings

 

show him the folder that contains a lot of ideas about

works for which I thought Vladimir could help me realise

 

I will show him big drawing pad that he gave me

and in which I’m writing poems I am Miroslav Mandic

 

then in front of Vladimir I will draw two pictures on

Vladimir’s frames and I will give them to Macura Museum

 

then I will ask Vladimir to give those two pictures which

will testify about everything I will be saying to Vladimir while drawing

them and which will stay in Vladimir’s heart to future Miroslav Mandic Museum

 

as an encouragement for and guarding of the idea all my works are one work and on one place

 

I hope that Vladimir will do that and that the tension

in our relation will forever transform into approval and agreement

 

snuggling and nestling

 

then I will the rest of today’s blessings write in front of Vladimir

 

in the end we will have lunch

 

beans

 

Vladimir is watching how I’m writing and I can be a child

 

a child of writing

 

a child singer

 

Vladimir is taking photos of me while I’m yelling and singing

 

he went behind my back even though I wanted him to watch how words are becoming

 

how new love is getting born

 

but birth is loneliness

 

loneliness of love for the love itself

 

live

bud

love-kiss

 

 

the other is my bank for the third party

 

everybody can be a bank to anybody

 

a bank of goodness

 

a bank of warm healing tears

they are shedding and shedding

 

Srdjan and I sang over the phone for half an hour for the first time last night

 

Zvonko Bogdan

 

Toma Zdravkovic

 

Johnny Cash

 

Hank Williams

 

a poem is love

 

singing is love-kissing

 

I’m letting my voice being heard

 

I’m silencing myself

 

slowing down

 

I’m pronouncing words very slowly

 

words are singing on their own

 

I’m love-kissing love-kissing love-kissing

 

walker singer

 

I’m crying crying – rejoice rejoice

 

rejoice plain of the daybreak

 

rejoice morning wind

 

in my tears do bath yourself dew

 

in yourself do clothe me day

 

the art of loneliness is in love-kissing of all beings

 

poem of loneliness is love-kissing of all beings in every being

 

poem of love is resistance to lies

 

civil disobedience

 

vagrancy

 

breath

sex of dawning

 

stepping out

 

I’m slowing down

what is my love doing

 

I’m pronouncing all words very very very slowly

 

words words words are singing themselves

 

 

life of mine I live You for life

 

life is nothing if it’s nor dying every moment for life

 

I’m

singing

you

 

I

love-kiss

you

with

quinces

 

with

fallen

snow

 

with

disappeared

traces

 

with

good

thoughts

 

with

little

lips

of

terms

of

endearment

 

with

little

labia

of

immortality

 

pussy

is

hugging

cock

 

cock

kisses

pussy

 

kissing

 

fucking

 

poem pussy hugs cock is the first poem of love for kids in kindergartens

 

poem cock kisses pussy is the first poem of kindness for the kids in nurseries

 

poem kissing is the first poem of liveliness in play school

 

poem fucking is the first poem of admiration

and wondering for the first year of primary school

 

I am a proud descendant of one of five Jean Jacques Rousseau’s and

Therese Levasseur’s children whom they left in the hospital for abandoned children

 

loneliness sanctity

 

loneliness is a part of life

 

life itself

 

we are born alone

 

we die alone

 

loneliness is always sexual loneliness

 

lack of a partner

 

the most painful loneliness is the one with the partner

 

loneliness is absence of devotion to God

 

loneliness is absence of devotion to work

 

loneliness is absence of devotion to nature

 

loneliness is absence of devotion to modesty

 

loneliness is a consequence of the lack of art of loneliness

 

loneliness is ability to be with all beings

constantly and to love-kiss everyone with goodness

 

travel me butterfly of bud

 

 

this is not a list this is love-kissing

this is my loyalty to the rose bud

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Zsigmond Moricz. Slobodan Tisma. Kaja Mandic. Lenka Dundjerski

Gertrude Stein. Ludwig Wittgenstein. Billie Holiday. Meister Eckhart

Ad Reinhardt. Simone Weil. Hank Williams. Louis Armstrong

Emmanuel Levinas. Alan Turing. Bill Gates. Zoltan Varady. Mina Novcic

Dragan Sakan. Slobodan Vratonjic. Fransois Villon. Slavko Bogdanović

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Chet Baker. Homer. Miguel de Cervantes. François Rabelais. William Shakespeare

Johann Wolfgang von Goethe. Charles Pierre Baudelaire. Leo Tolstoy

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king David. Jean-Luc Goard. Miles Davis. John Lee Hooker. Sony Rollins

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Linda Wagner. William Burroughs. Pier Paolo Pasolini. Nikita Stanesku

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Nadezhda Mandelstam. Isidora Sekulic. Nada Petronijevic-Covic. Oljenka Jovin

Martin Heidegger. Vera Uzelac. nurse Ljiljana. Greg Brown. Big Bill Brunsy

Vlasta Delimar. Chief Seattle. Martin Luther King. Abbie Hoffman. Peace Pilgrim

Agripina. Hristina. Magdalina. Marta. Tekla. Haritina. Rafaila. Socrates. Cassius Clay

James Brown. Jacques Attali. Cira Acanski. Djordje Markovic Koder. Margaret Mead

Steven Wallace. Count Basie. Li Bai. Lazarov Miodrag Pashu. Umberto Eco

Oswald Spengler. Cesarija Evora. Toma Zdravkovic. Thérèse Levasseur

 

seventh book is coming to an end

 

 

two thousand five hundred fifty sixth day of writing

 

it’s easy for me to write this 72135^th blessing of Your present blessing

 

one soul is in all souls

 

mining soul of joyful tears

 

rose rosy

 

holly bud

 

flowers of candle light

 

I love-kiss You horse of all my loves

 

I hug You mare of my loyalty

 

lead me rose

 

protect me path

 

mystique of simplicity thrills me

 

I’m thinking about New Year’s Eve of the year

two thousand when I was walking and marrying millennia

 

sunken in dark beloved plane was surrounding me

 

my legs have been leading and carrying me

through summer winds of eternity

 

every moment is an opportunity to be worthy of life itself

 

here I am in the God’s miracle because You as well are here

 

through the waves of timelessness

 

through Portugal of boundlessness

 

a moment like this makes me horny

 

horniness with goodness is a duty of each sex

 

sperm in God’s palm. poem on God’s face

 

why aren’t you here and what do I need life for

 

lifegod

Little-God

 

for ten years I was living and working with about 117 euros a month

 

this year which is slowly coming to an end I’ve lived and worked with 68 euros a month

 

fear threat

 

just slowly

 

millions have died love-kissing life

 

millions have died living love

 

millions are me

 

Milionia

my beloved