Bog Miroslav Mandić Bog

Who knows that he does not know is the highest;

Who (pretends to) know what he does not know is sick-minded.

Lao Tzu in Chapter 71

 

Therefore the Sage knows himself, but does not show himself,

Loves himself, but does not exalt himself.

Therefore he rejects the one (force) and accepts the other (gentility).

Lao Tzu in Chapter 72

 

I’m continuing writing about what is bothering me

 

I don’t count in that what’s bothering me health and

death even though they are taking a lot of strength from me

 

I’d love to be healthy and care for my health on my own or with Your help

 

I would love to be ready for death like all beings that died

peacefully and in that way enabled the one and only life to last and never end

 

this morning I got this e-mail

 

I’ve been writing about that already but those who are close

except for You think that it is only symbolical and not the essential

yes. I’m so poisoned with symbolism that even though I know that you really thing

and live and work this way, when I read this blessing I had to admit to myself and there it

is now I’m admitting it to you as well that one part of experiencing all of this

oath of love to immortality

hymn of freedom of all beings

86400 moments in a day

i am you are i am god

86400 works in a day

Miroslav Mandic

Miroslav Mandic

eternal art

personal ID

i am God

God God God

…

really is put into the drawer of symbolism. thank you for being and living all of that

 

the abyss which is dividing me from my close ones is clear from this e-mail

 

that’s how it is from my childhood and youth

 

the best one yes. the best ones no

 

one and only man

 

one and only language of all beings

 

Bud

 

if things don’t change for better with my close ones

 

if You don’t appear

 

in the summer next year

 

I will stop working on the site miroslavmandic.name

 

I will stop editing the book Miroslav Mandic hoping that it

will transform for better and into something much greater

 

I will stop with translating the book Miroslav Mandic hoping

that it will transform for better and into something yet uncreated

 

I will reduce socialising with the close ones

hoping that it will transform for better and into miraculous

 

I hope that some new people will show up with whom there won’t be any abyss

 

that You will show up

 

all of that scares me because I love working on the site

it’s followed by twenty or so people every day

 

I have a need to improve the site but for now I don’t have the means to do that

 

nor to do something so that more people would visit it

 

that’s what’s bothering me and makes me sad

 

I’m afraid because all of that can possibly make me even

more alone and result in a situation I don’t have money to survive

 

one should dare

 

if it’s not better it’s worse

 

to dare and to be loyal to innocence

 

to dare and to be love to all beings

 

to dare and to be worthy of singing creating and walking

 

 

in the spring it will be fifteen years since I’m in Universe

 

in the summer it will be seven years since I came to Belgrade

 

seven years of the greatest solitude in my life

 

how will it be next seven years

 

it will be this way or that way

 

it’s all the same since all is the same

 

it’s important that there will be no compromises

 

it’s important not to fall for existing human system

to live out of it. to carry on with creating and singing the Bud of

All Beings which is the eternal and the one and only system – garden of all beings

 

even more important is to resist to my own weaknesses

those from sadness and worry and selfishness and all the way to vanity

 

the most important is constantly singing creating walking

 

new

 

always and forever new

 

identical creation from the first moment of creation

 

new is open

 

old is based on secrets

 

novelties that are brought by the Zeitgeist are also

based and built upon secrets and in that way they are already old

 

between two paths one doesn’t go in the middle but chooses one of the two

 

I believe in and love relationships which are based on the state of love

 

when it’s not like that I’m discontinuing

relationships so that love would live in the state of love

people usually waive the love in order to maintain the relationships

 

my works which are stagnant and which I don’t know

how to hand over to You and all beings are tormenting me

 

my books which can’t be found anywhere are tormenting me

 

printing of the book Miroslav Mandic and book

I am You are I and book… is tormenting me

 

all defeats are tormenting me

I’m guarding them all to transform them into one and only victory of all beings

 

the knowledge that I’m heavy for some people is tormenting me

 

the horrors and injustice in the world are tormenting me

 

torments are the grindstone which is grinding the finest flaky flour of all-love

 

much more than all of what’s tormenting me I’m amazed by the life itself

 

by the fact that I’m alive and that from my life all lives and the life itself depend on

 

I cannot be amazed enough by the miracle which is singing me

by the miracle through which I’m singing. by the miracle I’m singing

 

by the miracle which is creating me

by the miracle through which I’m creating. by the miracle I’m creating

 

by the miracle which is walking me

by the miracle through which I’m walking. by the miracle I’m walking

 

tremble

 

let’s go

 

 

a bread crust on the wet branch

 

pink cloth is lying on the grass

 

I sopped and enjoyed watching sparrows

 

when I said the word sparrows I remembered the childhood

 

the excitement when I learned that those are really sparrows

 

whole life with sparrows

 

sun is glaring

 

whole life with the sun glare

 

one woman who wasn’t even born in my

childhood is walking like old women from my childhood

 

a pile of sand in the churchyard

 

sand is also whole life in my life

 

when two nights ago I finished reading my diary for this year

marking with yellow the most important moments I was thrilled because

on every third-fourth page it was written that Srdjan Valjarevic has called me

 

last night I scrolled through the diary and saw that he called me hundred and four times

 

he was usually calling me between eleven and twelve in the evening

 

we would talk one two three hours over the mobile phones

midnight talks around midnight

 

even earlier I felt that those conversations are a work of art

 

when I came across them in the diary I realised that it is a poem

I will write it in tomorrow’s blessings

 

contradictions are confirming the sameness

 

the truth is in the mind of Julian Assange

 

freedom in the heart of Nadezhda Tolokonnikova

 

eternal art is the art of dew

 

this slow walk is royal

 

mildness is overspreading the face of a new beggar boy

 

I love when I notice someone who is noticing something unnoticed

 

a man who stopped a moment ago to answer the phone call carried on running

 

I’m watching the grass and I’m smiling to the

little flowers that will sprout in the spring from the grass

 

tenderness is salvation

 

I love all-inclusiveness that is surrendering

 

I gave away all the Coffees of Courage

 

last night I started working on the Coffees of Courage for the next year

I would love to give next year at least a bit more than this year

 

on my way back I picked up the pink cloth and took it with me so that it wouldn’t be alone

that’s love

 

when I opened the balcony doors in the House one bluebottle flew in right away

that’s also love

 

 

Srdjan phoned me enjoyed with him

talked to Srdjan by phone from 11 pm to 1 am

two hours with Srdjan

 

with Srdjan

talked to Srdjan three hours by phone in the evening

Srdjan phoned me in the evening

 

two and a half hours by phone with Srdjan

with Srdjan around midnight

in the evening a bit with Srdjan

 

long conversation with Srdjan

talked to Srdjan around midnight

a conversation with Srdjan

 

Srdjan phoned me around midnight

Srdjan phoned me in the evening

hour and a half of conversation with Srdjan

 

a conversation with Srdjan around midnight

midnight conversation with Srdjan

Srdjan phoned me and we talked for two hours

 

Srdjan phoned me around midnight

Srdjan phoned me around 11 pm and we talked over an hour

Srdjan phoned me in the evening

 

talked tenderly with Srdjan

with Srdjan around midnight

Srdjan phoned me two times

 

talked to Srdjan in the evening

talked to Srdjan almost two hours

talked to Srdjan

 

Srdjan called me and I felt good

spoke to Srdjan and we talked for two hours

Srdjan phoned me at midnight and we talked for an hour

 

talked to Srdjan

Srdjan phoned in the evening

long conversation with Srdjan

 

talked to Srdjan for a long time

talked to Srdjan for two and a half hours

then afterwards Srdjan

 

spoke to Srdjan

Srdjan phoned me in the evening and we talked for a long time

then afterwards long conversation with my Srdjan

 

with Srdjan

after ten or so days Srdjan phoned he was ill

afterwards with Srdjan

 

talked for a long time with Srdjan

talked for a long time with Srdjan

talked for a long time with Srdjan

 

Srdjan phoned me in the evening

Srdjan phoned me as well

talked to Srdjan for a long time

 

Srdjan phoned and we talked for a long time

Srdjan phoned

Srdjan in the evening

 

Srdjan phoned after the football game and we talked for two hours

Srdjan phoned we talked until 1.30 am

my Srdjan phoned me in the evening

 

with Srdjan

Srdjan phoned

around midnight Srdjan phoned

Srdjan phoned around midnight

 

in beautiful conversation with Srdjan

talked to Srdjan

with Srdjan

more than an hour of conversation with Srdjan

 

Srdjan phoned

Srdjan phoned me and we enjoyed

Srdjan Valjarevic phoned me

Srdjan phoned me

Srdjan phoned me in the evening

 

with Srdjan

Srdjan phoned me in the evening and we enjoyed

wonderful conversation with Srdjan

Srdjan phoned me in the evening

 

with Srdjan around midnight

Srdjan phoned afterwards

Srdjan phoned me

spoke to Srdjan

 

conversation with Srdjan

Srdjan phoned

had a long conversation with Srdjan

 

in a delightful conversation with Srdjan for over a year

Srdjan phoned me and we enjoyed in conversation

Srdjan phoned me in the evening

 

with Srdjan around midnight

one hour with Srdjan around midnight

had a long and beautiful conversation with Srdjan around midnight

 

Srdjan phoned me around midnight

around midnight with Srdjan

Srdjan phoned me

 

Srdjan phoned me around midnight

Srdjan phoned me and we talked

talked to Srdjan

 

talked to Srdjan

talked to Srdjan

Srdjan phoned me in the evening

 

talked to Srdjan

Srdjan phoned

Srdjan phoned me in the evening

 

wonderful conversation with Srdjan after midnight

I talked to Srdjan before midnight

with Srdjan

 

Srdjan phoned me

then in the evening talked to Srdjan for two and a half hours

Srdjan phoned me

 

Srdjan phoned me

Srdjan phoned me

Srdjan phoned me for hundred and fifth time

I accidentally met with Srdjan once on the Boulevard and he once visited me

 

 

 

this is not a list of names this is love-kissing. this is a Hymn of freedom of all beings

Mirjana Lukic. John Hurt Mississippi. Gertrude Stein. Vera Varady

Violeta Jovanovic. Borka Stojcic. Milomir O. Mandic. Mohamed Bouazizi

Jan Palach. Manoubia Bouazizi. Valentina Nikolic Andja Jovanovic

Petar Miloradovic. Svetislav Stefanovic. Pavle Stefanovic. Ivana Stefanovic

 Stanislav Drca. Beba Vuckovic. Lazarov Miodrag Pashu. Vesna Lopicic

Micko Jovanovic.. Ivana Djokic-Saunderson. Srdjan Valjarevic. Djordje Lukic

Maja Klisinski. Branko Popovic.. Macura Vladimir. Sun Mandic

Slobodan Tisma. Lazar Risar. Cesare Pavese. Branka Zgonjanin

Ye Haiyan-Hooligan Sparrow. Episcope Danilo. Vesna Kuvara. Judita Salgo

Marina Bukowski. Charles Bukowski. Ana Djordjevic. Djuka. Leszek Kolakowski

Daniela Trbovic. Edgar Allan Poe. Robert Bresson. Ana Mihnik. Zorana Mihajlov

Robert Walser. Ksenija Bustrevic. Vesna Milovic. Nebojsa Covic. Zorica Kovacic

Dragana Varadinac. Kaja Cirilovic. Rore Popovic. Ivana Zivkovic. nun Fevronija

Carl Gustav Jung. Meister Eckhart. Lao Tzu. Vladimir Roksandic. Sinisa Tucic

Bertrand Russell. Nebojsa Rikanovic. George Soros. Nemanja Radovic

Zoltan Varady. Kaja Mandic. Milomir Mandic. Mina Novcic. William Carlos Williams

Fats Domino. Johnny Cash. Jovo Tosevski. Jelica Aleksic. Ruth Brown. Franz Kafka

Arthur Rimbaud. Charles Baudelaire. Comte de Lautreamont. Ljubica Kosovac

Ludwig van Beethoven. Johann Sebastian Bach. Fyodor Mikhailovich Dostoyevsky

Marcel Duchamp. Bozidar Mandic. Slavko Bogdanovic. Penelope. Nenad Baturan

Plato. Nicolay Fyodorov. Katalin Keserü. Hamish Fulton. John Cage. Rade Nesovic

Larisa Fotina. Milan Bogosavljevic. Verica Barac. Albert Einstein. Ivana Hadzi Popovic. Nicolay Berdyaev

Elder Paisios the Athonite. Sava Silic. Bora Dragas

Tefera. Perif. Obrad Tasic. Drockalovs. Laza Bancilo. Stevica Ase. Julian Assange

Hank Williams. Carl Perkins. Georg Trakl. Stef Lamza. Ralph Waldo Emerson

Ellen Emerson. Zeljko Radic. Yasuka Sato. John Maeda. Maureen Hughes

Monika Seles Djordje Markovic Koder. Tibika Varady. Charles Simic. Parmenides. Teréz Müller

Steve Jobs. Walter Isaacson. Art Szombathy. Dragan Petrovic Radovan. Dejan

Dragan. Vincent van Gogh. Ludwig Wittgenstein. William Blake. Nadezda Milenkovic

Elvis Presley. Hasil Adkins. Dagmar Moser. Marta

Nada Petronijevic-Covic. Lazar Stojanovic. Jon Aguirre. Leni Riffenstal

Fernando Pessoa. Briggitte Bardot Hermann Hesse. Muja. Vidan. Mario Balotelli

 Jessie Owens. Robert Mapplethorpe Carl Seelig. Erik Satie. Nelson Mandela

Luis Bunnel. Leo Nikolayevich Tolstoy Friedrich Helderlin. Zanka Stokic

Michel de Montaigne. Mahatma Gandhi. Jean-Jacques Rousseau

Henry David Thoreau Vladimir Ilyich Lenin. Georg Wilhelm Friedrich Hegel

Viktor Shklovsky. Milka. Milutin Milankovic. Nadezda Tolokonnikova

Vladimir Vladimirovich Putin. Josip Broz Tito. Ra. Osiris. Shiva. Vishnu. Tao

Zarathustra. Moses. Buddha Mani. Mazdak. Muhammad. Alexander Vedensky

Mirna Gavrilov. Ernst Jünger Thomas Bernhardt Steve Reich. John Coltrane

Ives Klein. Ad Reinhardt. Billie Holiday. Charles Mingus Robert Johnson

Ljubomir Micic. Edi. Zvonko Bogdan. Vuja. Ersan. Friedrich Nietzsche

Radovan Hirsl. Somerset Maugham. Lhasa de Sela. Janice Joplin

Jean-Louis Trintignant. Meher Baba. Paul Auster. Igor Lazin

Maria Alyokhina. Melissa Monet. Gunter Deming. Amy Winehouse

Robert. Sebastijan. Kemalj. Kemana. Jasmina. Gypsy. Velimir Khlebnikov

Andre Williams. Gipsy beggar Ruzica. Ljiljana Petrovic Batler. Timothy Garton Ash

Baruch Spinoza. Beggar Elvis. Jean-Luc Godard. Lionel Messi. Zelimir Zilnik. Zineta

Sydney Lumet. Sharon Stone. John Cassavetes. Gena Rowlands

Cesaria Evora. Rachael. Bridget. Gretchen Molannen

Jorge Luis Borges. Dule Pejin. Enes.  Ferdi. Ljilji

 

I wanted to tell you that reading 8^th Miroslav Mandic book I’ve noticed

that dates in the archive are disagreeing with the date when certain

blessings disappeared. for example, I know that you sung and walked

the Hymn of Freedom of All Beings on the October 15^th but they are

archived under the October 14^th. it would be nice for the sake of your

hard work on preciseness and carefulness towards certain dates and

people those kind of mistakes are corrected

an e-mail waited for me this morning

 

I know about that but I cannot correct that or some other things

 

I’m at peace because I came to the decisions about things that are bothering me

 

just patiently

 

I’m walking slowly

 

cold air feels nice

 

I’m alone for everybody

 

alone everything

 

God

son

 

husband of love

 

a

child

of

poem

 

I’ll be drinking a bit of wine at the table

 

I’ll celebrate God You and all beings

 

drinking in the name of health of each being

 

drinking so that everything that hurts me doesn’t hurt me

 

drinking in order to thank to the miracle through which I’m singing the book Miroslav Mandic

 

I’m watching you grass I’m watching you

 

I’m here

I am here

 

I’m now

I am now

 

here is dick

 

now is pussy

 

orgasms are significance

 

orgasm is driving brain more than any other human activity

 

and

then one of the most disturbing things that happened in my life

 

today my father killed himself

said a ten year old boy Ljilji to me. one of my pals from Padina. that’s what happy New Year is

 

I have nobody

 

I don’t even know where am I going to sleep

 

God’s glory is Ljilji’s glory and Ljijli’s father’s glory as well

 

I’m listening to blues to save the happiness and joy in Ljilji’s heart

 

to sing and sing

 

to orgasm through all-love

 

through one and only love

 

through immortality