Bog Miroslav Mandić Bog

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the

book

Rose of Wandering

was

a

poem

text

fairy-tale

diary

novel

 

an I poem

 

a mystical text

 

a fairy-tale of freedom

 

a diary of creation

 

a novel of love

 

Rose of Wandering

I love-kiss You creating You through freedom

 

poem

is

shining

 

mysticism

is

reducing

 

fairy-tale

is

persuasion

 

diary

is

confession

 

novel

is

spreading

 

rain is raining

 

Vera Varady just sent me a photo Every Day is a Good Day

front page of the catalogue The Visual Art of John Cage

 

 

every

day

god’s

day

 

 

here is another e-mail

 

Cage

Method

Structure

Intention

Discipline

Noting

Ambiguity

Interpretation

Imitation

Dedication

Circumstances

 

 

rain is raining

 

rain feels like kissing

 

rain feels like raining

 

rain feels like getting wet in the rain

 

rain feels like being somebody’s getting wet in the rain

 

rain feels like getting wet in the rain with somebody

 

rain feels like getting somebody wet in the rain

 

 

rai

rai

rain

is

raining

 

 

rai a mouse got wet in the rain

 

rai a drop is trembling

 

rai a blade is being young

 

rai road is shining

 

 

rain

is

making

a

poem

wet

 

 

rain

is

writing

a

poem

 

 

rain

a

bud

is

budding

 

 

raining

rain

is

raining

 

 

 

 

to live – swimming across the Danube until I’m eighty. Just remember Leni Riefenstahl

I decided on this day ten years ago

 

White Rose

seventy years ago Sophie and Hans Scholl were killed

 

brave individuals are the honour of mankind

 

in praise of the White Rose contemporary fascism

embodied in neoliberalism from now on I’m calling democracy

 

contemporary tyrants have chosen democracy to hide their greatest crimes behind it

 

democracy is the biggest crime to day

 

biggest crime to day in the history of mankind

 

communism fascism democracy holy trinity of evil

 

communism tyranny of body

 

fascism tyranny of soul

 

democracy tyranny of spirit

 

it’s hard to survive in communism fascism and democracy

 

all the more so one should live in the glory of life

 

frailly

 

Sophie and Hans are more and more alive

 

they live the life of glory in the glory of life

 

 

you’re

beautiful

white

rose

 

 

I’m tenderly thinking of Magdalene and Robert

 

mother and father of Sophie and Hans

 

mother and father of the very life

 

Magdalene and Robert were living life for life

 

Magdalene and Robert are mother and father to all beings

 

freedom – mother and father

 

love – wife and husband

 

loyalty – daughter and son

 

one is the child

 

child – younglings of all beings

 

child of goodness

 

child of beauty

 

child of freedom

 

child of fairy-tale

 

child run away from human society

 

 

child

bud

on

the

road

naked child dressed in the God’s light

 

 

this is how I went through the February

 

I got from

Mirjana Lukic 106 euros

Ivana Djokic-Saunderson 100 euros

Branka Zgonjanin 100 euros

Vera Varady 60 euros

Sun Mandic 18 euros

Violeta Jovanovic 15 euros

Petar Miloradovic 10 euros

 

I’ve spent

flips 74 dinars

pastries 120 dinars

two pies 230 dinars

two bannocks 90 dinars

two zwiebacks 90 dinars

two bread rolls 55 dinars

two flat breads 70 dinars

bread 4.15kg 814 dinars

bags of peanut sticks 82 dinars

 

rice 0.3kg 55 dinars

millet 0.3kg 51 dinars

oats flakes 0.3kg 45 dinars

dried vegetables 380 dinars

buckwheat 0.5kg 137 dinars

soy flakes 0.55kg 135 dinars

 

oil 1l 162 dinars

coca cola 0.5l 57 dinars

mineral water 20.5l 616 dinars

two bags of powdered juice 52 dinars

 

mustard 27 dinars

margarine 78 dinars

olive spread 131 dinars

mayonnaise 2.15kg 652 dinars

herbal cheese 1.374kg 574 dinars

 

dill 40 dinars

olives 0.3kg 170 dinars

carrot 1.31kg 72 dinars

potatoes 1.5kg 106 dinars

beetroot 4.14kg 196 dinars

red cabbage 0.99kg 55 dinars

bunch of parsley leaves 20 dinars

frozen vegetables 0.45kg 87 dinars

four instant cream soups 100 dinars

 

fruit 1.2 kg 53 dinars

lemon 0.36kg 31 dinars

apples 5.5kg 238 dinars

oranges 4.2kg 289 dinars

bananas 4.72kg 513 dinars

 

tart 100 dinars

cream 293 dinars

biscuits 485 dinars

cream pie 160 dinars

sponge fingers 125 dinars

 

hot chocolate in a café 125 dinars

six bags of hot chocolate 196 dinars

 

valerian tincture 251 dinars

hawthorn tincture 190 dinars

five packets of tea 281 dinars

St. John’s Worth tincture 507 dinars

one packet of prostate tea 363 dinars

 

haircut 200 dinars

four soaps 182 dinars

3 sponges 101 dinars

toilet paper 100 dinars

fabric softener 156 dinars

three toothpastes 315 dinars

axsal solution against lime scale 100 dinars

 

sticky tape 85 dinars

two tapes for the Blue Film 600 dinars

paper for the Coffees of Courage 350 dinars

seven boxes of blue crayons for drawing the Blue Film 11100 dinars

 

altogether I got 409 euros

 

spent 484 euros

for the rent and living expenses 275 euros

for the working material 109 euros

for food 90 euros

for hygiene and medications 10 euros

 

I gave to others 54 euros

 

minus of 129 euros I took from the money I have left from the last year

 

it’s wondrous this every day noting

 

it’s a poem

 

it’s a fairy-tale

 

neuronal constellation

 

each thing is a neuronal flower

 

shimmering of grams and dinars

 

dripping

 

life is a dripping of life

 

patient waiting

 

drop by drop

 

step by step

 

 

word

by

word

poem

 

 

haircut 200 dinars hey

millet 0.3kg 51 dinars hey

toilet paper 100 dinars hey

apples 5.5kg 238 dinars hey

two zwiebacks 90 dinars hey

sponge fingers 125 dinars hey

beetroot 4.14kg 196 dinars hey

St. John’s Worth tincture 507 hey

mineral water 20.5l 616 dinars hey

mayonnaise 2.15kg 652 dinars hey

six bags of hot chocolate 196 dinars hey

seven boxes of blue crayons for drawing the Blue Film 11100 dinars hey

 

Mirjana Lukic 106 euros hey hey hey

Vera Varady 60 euros hey hey hey

Sun Mandic 18 euros hey hey hey

Ivana Djokic-Saunderson 100 euros hey hey hey

Violeta Jovanovic 15 euros hey hey hey

Petar Miloradovic 10 euros hey hey hey

Branka Zgonjanin 100 euros hey hey hey

 

a brook of fairy-tale is flowing

 

towards the river fairy-tale it’s flowing