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    I’M NOT YEARNING FOR ANYTHING

    2558. day
    2nd January 2012

    pussy and character are the most important for a woman

    said a friend to me on the last day of the old year

     

    pussy is a character

    I said to a friend on the first day of the New Year

     

    first this year’s walking for God You and all beings

     

    I’m walking with Mirjana from Ban’s Hill to Karaburma

     

    I hope that Mirjana will help me this year to walk with many other people

     

    with Goddess

     

    that she will help me so that everybody has enough money

     

    I’m not yearning for anything just for what God wants from me

     

    everything is wonderful

     

    everyone is wonderful

     

    John Hurt Mississippi

     

    bamboos on the table

     

    words of mine I beg you to get out of my mouth only as a truth

     

    I’m scratching myself above the right hand joint

     

    I’m looking at the letter i tattooed on a woman’s neck

     

    simplicity is so simple

     

    just like that

     

    just like that and no other way

     

    I love You because You are ready to take what I don’t even know if I can take

     

    I often had it hard

     

    but I came to love the often

     

    near each tree I love to think of who I am

     

    next to each foot I love to love-kiss unconditionally

     

    sometimes I’m nothing else but lover of tenderness

     

    I shouldn’t exert myself at all I just had this thought

     

    especially not when it comes to this writing

     

    You are writing it

     

    I am reading You

     

    I’m singing

     

    beginning of the eight book

     

    hey this is a book

     

    only book

     

    bud book

     


     

    THE PROFESSIONAL OF USELESS

    2559. day
    3rd January 2012

    the bells of midday love are ringing

     

    I am professional revolutionary of love

     

    volunteer of uncreated

     

    activist of non-undertaking

     

    hero of thoughtfulness

     

    inexhaustible source for the other

     

    I’m crossing the new bridge on Ada for the first time

    I crossed it in two thousand two hundred steps

     

    I’m enjoying the river Sava

     

    the wind over the river

     

    this tugboat excites me

     

    it sails slowly

     

    it’s coming from God knows where

     

    down the river

     

    down the rose of a river

     

    down freedom

     

    down the water way

     

    I love You tugboat

     

    I love You river

     

    travel and travel my metaphors

     

    rose is for me a symbol of all goals

     

    path is for me a symbol of all paths and ways

     

    I love you symbols

     

    neither rose nor path are of any good for me at this

    moment when I need to carry on creating blessings from nothing

     

    with music I’ll do it with music

     

    with pleasure in my stomach

     

    God

    Gog with God

    God

     

    write about river says a woman to a man in passing

     

    I’m writing about river as if it was a woman

     

    about a woman as if it was a letter a

     

    about a letter a as if it was a letter a

     

    fuck off

    knowledge

     

    fuck off

    self-pity

     

    tugboat is sailing

     


     

    IT’S REALLY GOOD THAT COMMON SENSIBILITY WHICH EVERYTHING BEGAN WITH

    2560. day
    4th January 2012

    intensive socialising yesterday and day before yesterday

     

    they have worn me out

     

    just right

     

    all I’m left with is to write

     

    through rags of rhythms

     

    through pulsating

     

    through easiness that renews me

     

    frequent writing is nothing else but

    everything of what can’t make it into the writing

     

    beauty which has left in thoughts and feelings

     

    in spoken words

     

    many good deeds I’ve done are left unrecorded

     

    they live in the others

     

    in all beings

     

    in miracles that are happening

     

    transforming into myth

     

    conjoining with good deeds of good people

     

    flowing with rivers and falling with rains

     

    like Gertrude Stein’s last words which Vera Varady will send me

     

    ask me a question

     

    ask me about oo

     

    ask me about wonderful idea that I had two

    days ago. I hope it will help me as well as many others

     

    ask me about wonderful idea for V. that I had today

     

    ask me about Borka

     

    ask me about Milomir who just called me

     

    as a boy I used to carry him on my back

     

    I loved that child which called me a moment ago as a fifty two old man

     

    I used to leave him high on the staircases

    he would then with confidence jump into my arms

     

    bodies are arising out of bodies and they are going back to bodies

     

    body of text makes soul that is singing it

     

    with one body all bodies are close

     

    with one word all words are one body

     

    body of this peach

     

    father in my arms

     


     

    MOHAMED BOUAZIZI

    2561. day
    5th January 2012

     Mohamed Bouazizi

     

    Jan Palach

     

    flowers

     

    Mohamed’s fire in awaken people burns forever

     

    Mohamed Bouazizi is the most important human deed in last year

     

    a mine of awaken consciousness

     

    for last ten or so days it was crossing my mind that

    I should write about the young man who initiated everything

     

    I didn’t even know his name

     

    street vegetable salesman

     

    twenty six years old

     

    the sparkle of the Jasmine Revolution

     

    the embers of the Arab Spring

     

    eternal fire of conscience of all beings

     

    Bouazizi’s mother Manoubia called on new leaders to help

    poor people like her son was and who gave his life for others

     

    Mohamed Bouazizi You are food

     

    free vegetables

     

    Mohamed Bouazizi You make me

     

    free light

     

    Mohamed Bouazizi You are the one and only

     

    scent of the brave ones

     

    Mohamed Bouazizi You are great art

     

    sex of the determined ones

     

    Mohamed Bouazizi You are the bread of oneness

     

    poem of identification

     

    Mohamed Bouazizi You are one and only temple

     

    God of grace

     

    Mohamed Bouazizi You are red beetroot

     

    sisterhood and brotherhood of fruit and vegetables

     

    Mohamed Bouazizi You are the meaning of life itself

     

    sacrifice through the fire of love

     

    Mohamed Bouazizi You are the love itself

     

    I love-kiss You Mohamed

     

    Mohamed Bouazizi You are Mohamed Bouazizi Bud

    name of the one of 64 Buds which are singing to the Bud of All Beings

     


    I ONLY KNOW THAT I LOVE-KISS YOU

    2562. day
    6th January 2012

    with maelstrom

     

    river maelstrom is sometimes on the left

    sometimes on the right side and sometimes in the middle

     

    only the analogies are the guaranty

     

    today is for me Valentina’s day of Christmas Eve

    Valentina Nikolic made me a lunch

     

    girls are bringing food to workers

     

    I crossed the bridge with Mirjana so that broken arms

    of Andja and Borka would heal up as soon as possible

     

    constantly sadness and joy

     

    the list of Petar’s women is getting bigger

     

    Svetislav Stefanović. Pavle Stefanović. Ivana Stefanovic

     

    eighteen year old Stanislav Drča yesterday

    walked for the first time from Novi Sad to Celarevo

    may yesterday’s thirty kilometres of walking guard You for the whole life my Stanislav

     

    constant sorrow and joy means one and only joy

     

    fuck off everything – it’s music

     

    I love wind over the river

     

    I love the story that that Mirjana told me on the bridge about the wheat that

    twenty eight years ago Beba Vuckovic’s father sowed in Nadalj. missis Beba now eighty

    years old sawed last autumn that seed in Herceg Novi and that wheat seed has sprouted

     

    the way to Nadalj takes over Srbobran and Turija

     

    you can also go over Backo Gradiste or from my beloved Curug or from famous Temerin

     

    all New York next to New York

     

    Beijing – present navels of the world

     

    every place in the world is the centre of the world

     

    everyone who is from Konjarnik as if they are from Hampstead

     

    people from Podbara Dorcol Brooklyn same cock

     

    only cock

     

    Lazarov Miodrag Pashu personally

     

    Little-God’s light

     

    everything that is Little-God is

     

    everyone who love-kisses Little-Goddess is

     

    everything that flies through light flies

     

    fuckable is fucking

     

    overlapping

     

    tenderness of the tip of a finger next to the eye

     

    swaying of the pubic hair

     

    notions daily bread

     

    m-you-e

     


    CHRISTMAS ON THE ROAD

    2563. day
    7th January 2012

    I’m in Obrenovac. empty streets. it’s Christmas. a man here and

    there. a car here and there. street dogs are celebrating Christmas in the street

     

    to the left is picnic area Zabran. to the right is road to Valjevo. straight to Belgrade

     

    I’m crossing the river Kolubara

     

    I’m taking the photo of Kolubara while a dog is barking on me

     

    I’m on the road. sun is shining. it’s cold. I’m happy

     

    with my feet on the ground and rooted in heavens

     

    God on the road

     

    I’m entering Baric

     

    here is Baric river island in Sava

     

    I’m getting out of Baric

     

    I’ve heard that Maljen is covered with snow and that

    low clouds and cold air are going towards Belgrade from it

     

    I’m lordship on the road

     

    opened monastery

     

    I’m entering Umka

     

    I’m singing along

     

    I’ve always been singing along on the road

     

    I’m in front of the computer

     

    it was great on the road

     

    I was really cold

     

    I’m radiant

     

    poet of walking

     

    artist of walking

     

    walker of walking

     

    I’m disgusted with irony

     

    I’m love for Micko Jovanovic

     

    And, what is the answer? asks Gertrude Stein herself on her death bed

    and after a short break she answers with question But what was the question?

     

    I always have a good time with Gertrude Stein

     

    I’m gently thinking of a kind young man who

    I exchanged few words with in the centre of Umka

     

    road is my home

     

    rose garden

     

    whole world in-laws

     

    the word word is an incredible word

     

    w

    o

    r

    d

    r

    o

    a

    d

     


     

    D

    2565. day
    9th January 2012

    showered after the walking

     

    whiteness on the screen is whitening

     

    I’m writing as if on the snow

     

    mottling

     

    I’m looking forward to writing

     

    eighth year it leads me

     

    sings

     

    returns me to the whiteness

     

    holiness of holiness

     

    touching a fence every day

     

    love-kissing nuns and monks

     

    I expected You to give me a call

     

    You didn’t

     

    I took photo of sparrows bathing

     

    it’s hard to take photos of them since they quickly fly away

     

    they disappear like snowflakes

     

    whiteness is pliable

     

    vast

     

    open

     

    innocent

     

    writing makes me innocent

     

    words are gentle

    gentle gold

    (in Serbian it’s the same word: blago blago)

     

    unrepeatable ones are repeating

     

    I’m loyal to you words

     

    immortal

     

    my little sisters

     

    days are longer and longer

     

    summer is here – within the light

     

    look me in the eyes and You’ll see that I cherish light

     

    I cherish it like all those who were doing it for millennia

     

    world of light

     

    everybody and everything

     

    Go

     


     

    CIRCLE OF TABLE

    2566. day
    10th January 2012

    first I spread my arms

     

    then I start typing with my fingers over the keys of heart

     

    quieting with words

     

    down the neck and flank

     

    to the heels

     

    exactly a year ago my heels started to be painful

     

    a circle of pain

     

    I close my eyes

     

    open my mouth

     

    stretching Achilles’ tendons

     

    I’ll put the water for tea

     

    fragrance of washed hair is spreading around

     

    I’m gently rubbing the edge of the table with my thumb

     

    I’m thinking about table

     

    table is good

     

    it’s steady

     

    it’s a beautiful word table

     

    it’s strong

     

    I had a lot of wonderful moments at the table

     

    table and chair

     

    I could write a lot about table

     

    this one that I’m writing on is Ivana Djokic-Saunderson’s

     

    I love table in a landscape

     

    I love everything in a landscape

     

    nobody around

     

    rain which is falling

     

    merging

     

    invisible goodness is visibly overflowing from beings to beings

     

    visible beauty invisibly trembles in all beings

     

    I’m daydreaming

     

    dusk is setting in at the table

     

    I’m calling all the landscapes

     

    the table is a good host to the dusk and every landscape

     

     

    SCENT OF APPLES

    2567. day
    11th January 2012

    I put my hand on my bare chests

     

    that’s where the heart of the world beats

     

    an oath of goodness

     

    where are the lizards now

     

    withstand my male-friend

     

    don’t give up my female-friend

     

    something indescribably beautiful makes the world

     

    something is someone

     

    someone who is everything to everybody

     

    I’m entering the blessing

     

    through the oath to goodness one discovers that the goodness itself is already pledged

     

    everything that can be measured doesn’t even come close to immeasurable

     

    to the measurable is only to love-kiss immeasurably

     

    meandering love-kisses wriggle

     

    when a moment ago I took an apple from plastic bag

    in which I’m keeping them a scent of apples reached me

     

    head bent to the knees

     

    taken off soul

     

    bread feeds bread

     

    water soaks water

     

    there go these words down the road

     

    d i  s  a   p   p   e   a   r    i    n    g     i     n      t     h     e    d     i     s     t     a     n     c     e

     

    permeate me permeation

     

    love-kiss me love

     

    with warm soup of kindness feed me

     

    with warm nest of harmonising wake me up

     

    with warm word of comfort unite me unique one

     

    I’m uniting myself my unification

     

    I love-kiss You beautiful patch of mine

     

    the patch has reminded me of broken pots and pans in my

    childhood that were waiting for the street repairman to patch them

     

    broken pots and pans are reminding me that in

    hundred and so years all present IT trades and masteries

    will disappear and they will be replaced with some new patch makers

     

    heart’s tear love-kisses the face’s smile

     

    a heart of the heart is a smile of the smile

     

    calmness and tranquillity

    newest couple

     


     

    TINYING

    2568. day
    12th January 2012

    I’m waiting

     

    repeating

     

    I’m waiting for repetition

     

    I’m repeating the waiting

     

    there is no road

     

    just a path

     

    not even a path

     

    just writing

     

    being

     

    overflowing

     

    breathe me

     

    wrap me

     

    unwrap

     

    tiny me

     

    wave me

     

    encourage

     

    unite

     

    with seagull’s screeches

     

    with pathways of vastness

     

    with beauty of a back

     

    with miracle of a prayer

     

    with sexuality loyal to all beings

     

    with little chapel which moves through good deeds

     

    I am a takeaway blessing

     

    along the way

     

    I love to have a lunch on the road while walking

     

    I’m a lunch on the road

     

    eat me

     

    I would like to tell You something about silk but I’m telling You about walnut

     

    whiz

     

    crack

     

    of a whip

     

    in the landscape

     


     

    I’M SHEPHERDING WRITING

    2569. day
    13th January 2012

    whiz of a whip in the landscape is the picture of the sound in the landscape

     

    like other things as well I love to repeat in my books

     

    with the whiz of a whip beings whiz

     

    landscape is trembling with beauty

     

    beauty is consisted of all beings

     

    horses are grazing

     

    they are waging their tails

     

    their hoofs are hitting the ground

     

    they are shaking their skin

     

    they are sniffing the air

     

    the slope of the hill is calming them

     

    eyes are enjoying watching

     

    trough is full of water

     

    I enjoy watching cows drinking water

     

    everybody loves water

     

    horses are so beautifully gulping a lot of water

     

    I enjoy their gulping

     

    everything is thirsty of water and love

     

    bees are flying around the well

     

    I’m excited by the wells in the landscape

    dug out so that animals would have their water trough

     

    whiz of a whip in the landscape is writing over the landscape

     

    a hymn of omnipresence

     

    whipology through air

     

    soil drinks water

     

    water drinks air

     

    air drinks light

     

    I’m standing amazed

     

    I’m shepherding

     

    amazed by writing

     

    drink my writing

     

    drink bees and cows

     

    breathe the whiz of freedom

     

    shepherdess


     

    HEY DO YOU KNOW SOMEBODY WHO…

    2570. day
    14th January 2012

    I took a piece of paper and wrote on it moving out

     

    Vesna told me yesterday that she needs the

    apartment and that I should move out in two months

     

    I partitioned the paper on six parts and I named them

     

    close person

     

    how and where I would love to live

     

    who moves from place to place

     

    money

     

    little flat-nest-museum

     

    miracle

     

    that’s what I am going to write about on

    Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday Friday and Saturday

     

    on the link Bud I will be putting the photos of what I should move out of the Nest

     

    anxiety

     

    joy

     

    the most important is that everything is dear to God

     

    that I feel think create and make everything through calmness and tranquillity

     

    that I don’t betray nine year old Miroslav Mandic

     

    that I believe even more in path that

    seventeen year old Miroslav Mandic has chosen

     

    not to make a slightest compromise with the decision

    that was made by twenty three years old Miroslav Mandic

     

    that my conscience consciousness and love are even more honourable for all beings

     

    that I rely on God’s-mine poem

     

    that I make decisions with God’s-mine creativity

     

    that I am more courageous

     

    more insouciant

     

    more reasonless

     

    I was anyways preparing myself to take some action

    with Your help because I don’t have any more money to pay for the Nest

     

    I’m losing and gaining strength

     

    I’m drinking weak Saturday wine in God’s glory

     

    I cut twenty or so papers on which I will make models of what I am doing every day

     

    I will watch them – I will focus myself – I will surrender to them

     

    my Milionia will be with me

     

    one is wealth – wealth of all beings – wealth for each being

     

    I hope that the idea from few days ago and the one I had

    yesterday not only help me but that they will also help You All Beings

     

    your

    lips

    are

    kissing

    word

    kissing

    my

    lips

    are

    kissing

    word

    budding

    one

    are

    the

    lips

    of

    kissing

    and

    budding

     


     

    CLOSE PERSON

    2572. day
    16th January 2012

    with this blessing my moving out has started

     

    I’m inviting

     

    I’m calling

     

    writing actually is inviting and calling

     

    it means I should tell you if I hear something

    said Srdjan to me

     

    it also crossed my mind to offer to be a cotenant

    when I come back, in a bigger apartment, so we can share

    the expenses… if I think of something else, I will be offering it…

    wrote Ivana to me

     

    wow how it got me excited. I want to talk to you about

    the moving out so that I can help you in best possible way

    said Mirjana to me

     

    renting the apartment on Dorcol, 34m2

    bright, warm, south side, a minute away from river

    TA, AC, internet, renovated five years ago

    price is 200 euros + one month rent upfront as a deposit

    or 170 euros for a year ahead. free from 1st February

    Maja sent me one ad

     

    I’m reading about the moving out – I had some ideas going

    through my head – but let me first read what you have to say

    wrote Branko to me

     

    about the moving out and those kind of things I would be glad to come and

    trawl those enormous amounts of art on my back, but certain ocean is preventing me

    Djordje wrote to me

     

    may Macura house be your home

    wrote Macura

     

    Sun just let me know that my beloved Slobodan Tisma won NIN’s Prise

     

    198 this week’s blessings about poetical moving out will

    help me because that’s what I know to do the best and to realistically

    move out that I don’t know but I hope that I will find that out this week from blessings

     

    this week’s blessings are a guide for moving out

     

    moving out of transportation is transportation of moving out

    metaphor of metaphor

     

    moving out of the trauma of moving out into the joy of moving out

     

    moving out of hopelessness onto the salvation road straight like an arrow

     

    with permeating

    Friday – a day when Lazar Risar comes to Belgrade

     

    new whirlpool of one and only love

     

    by moving out I remain loyal to what is left behind

     

    a priori loyal to the unknown

     

    I will ask my friends to read this week’s blessings and

    in that way help me move out where I am needed for all beings

     

    the most important thing is that it becomes Miroslav Mandic Moving Out

     

    most helpful would be

    close person

    idea

    apartment-present

    money

     

    there is no close person and that is why I’m writing to You

     

    close person is always the most important

     

    close person is the most important to everybody

     

    close person I’m creating You

     

    I’m creating You for yourself me and all beings

     

    close person thinks the same

     

    divine sameness

     

    I can tell her everything because she can receive everything

     

    only her receiving leads me ahead

    I’m singing

     


     

    HOW AND WHERE WOULD I LOVE TO LIVE AND WORK

    2573. day
    17th January 2012

    with last night’s snow which was falling slowly

     

    a hill is spreading and rain quietly soaks it

    Pavese’s verse that got me excited last night a lot

     

    when I was younger I gave up dwelling

     

    with the Rose of Wandering my life on the roads of Universe has begun

     

    poetic

     

    with path and rose

     

    publicly like public servant and female public workers

     

    like a little chapel. like a moving temple. like an open monastery

     

    like a working rook in which there is nothing else but two tables and seven computers

     

    unnoticeably

     

    protected with unprotectedness and complete openness

     

    with open God. open sex. open money

     

    without administration. according to the laws of all beings and not human laws

     

    homelessly and without-property

     

    confirming the sameness with

    address IN YOUR HEART

    nationality LIFE

    state UNIVERSE

    religion GOD

    membership ALONE FOR EVERYBODY

    feature GOD’S CHILD

    profession POET ARTIST WALKER

     

    meaning independent and illegally – lovably and only in benefit of all beings

     

    the most important thing is that the place has internet and that I can listen music loudly

     

    I would also love to dwell in some artistic work about dwelling

    for example to move out every three days from apartment to apartment

    to change the place of residence every two three months in larger places in Vojvodina

     

    I would love to live with my Goddess

    I would love to live with a person that will take over my work

     

    I would love to live with several people

    I would love to live in circular architecture with hundred and so people

     

    anywhere in the world

     

    in hotels

     

    on the seaside

     

    by the river

     

    in the middle of the city

     

    in all villages of Vojvodina

     

    on the website

     

    in Your heart

     

    in and for God

     

    in the ideals of my youth loyal to the ideals of all younglings

     

    anywhere but always like a guest

    like I am a man stranger

     

    no matter how but always as a host to all beings

    as a being I am one and only host to all beings

     

    anywhere and anyhow it is it will be good because it already is good

    God

     

    78TH TIME 33 DAYS OR WHO IS MOVING

    2574. day
    18th January 2012

    I’m beginning the third day of moving out with

     

    admiration

    Branka sent me this morning news about this beautiful Hooligan Sparrow

     

    horror

     

    beauty migrates

    I wanted to show You the cranes migrating but this that will open up for You is beautiful

     

    galaxies are moving

     

    all of the thirteen huge plates of the planet Earth are moving

     

    as well as are soil and water and air and light moving

     

    plants and animals are moving

     

    poor and hungry ones are moving

     

    expelled ones

     

    minorities exposed to violence

     

    beloved nomads

     

    moving out helps getting to know the world and realising that everywhere is the same

     

    anywhere I am everything else is there

     

    basic moving in life is moving from birth towards death

     

    even though I would love to live and work for

    a long time this moving also means coming closer to death

     

    loneliness

    God

     

    when I was young I wanted and I decided to live

    in such way so that everything I have could fit in two bags

     

    to exist but only in such way that I bother anybody as little as possible

     

    not even to exist but just to be

    wonderful difference between existing and being I heard today from Episcope Danilo

     

    not to make houses on this soil since there is too many of them

     

    I live like that but for six years now I live

    work and dwell with my work as its guardian

     

    since I don’t have a publisher or gallerist I have to move out together with all of my work

     

    are we going to move out together or we will separate I don’t know

     

    it depends on that if I will be dwelling in order to create Miroslav Mandic Museum

     

    or I will be creating Miroslav Mandic Museum and then I will dwell in it

     

    since I’m already moving out I would like to leave all the surpluses

     

    above all worries fears pains gluttony expectations envy and vanity

     

    I would love to take with me all my failures so that I can turn them into success

     

    all my believes and youth ideals

     

    new beginning

     

    innocence

    Goddess

     

    Hooligan Sparrow You are guarding me – I love-kiss You God’s Sparrow

     


     

    MONEY

    2575. day
    19th January 2012

    when on 1st March I rewrite from Red Notebook the Letter to Friends

     

    which I wrote forty years ago and which contains first big breakup with

    friends will I still be in the Nest or I will already move out on some other place

     

    in Miroslav Mandic Museum

     

    in Hotel of Life

     

    in Atelier of Art

     

    in God’s Homelessness

     

    for free in somebody’s apartment

     

    with several people in rented apartment

     

    on my own in some cheaper from the Nest apartment

     

    for five and a half years I was living and working in two rented

    apartments. I don’t have any more money to pay for them

     

    I don’t believe in working and earning

     

    I believe in creating and giving

     

    I love to work money

     

    art of money

    sanctity of poorness

     

    art with money

    mystic of money

     

    people work and worry for their children I care and create for all beings

    God’s enjoyment

     

    sometimes I’m too anxious because of my vulnerability and not having

    money which is not good nor beautiful and that’s why I am ashamed

     

    I’m looking forward to even greater vulnerability and exposedness

    oh peacefulness

     

    I never owed anybody anything

     

    I don’t believe in debt

     

    I believe that creating new money will also bring me a bit more money

     

    I love when people are giving me money

    the art of receiving precedes the art of giving

     

    those who give me money will have more money

     

    average salary in Serbia is around 380 euros lowest salary is around 180 euros

    I would love to find out how much average and lowest salary on the planet Earth is

    I love guideposts like these

     

    I love warmth and basic power that comes from a little bit of money

     

    everything that is being done and created with big money

    is evil and it destroys everything around including itself

     

    help me make a list of all people that were giving me money throughout my life

    wreath of glory

     

    of course I don’t believe in authors rights nor in intellectual property

     

    of course that I love-kiss the gratitude for every moment I live

     

    through gratitude I love-kiss each among 86400 of

    my works that are becoming in 86400 seconds every day

     

    on my knees I’m writing this blessing about all-gratitude

     

    no

    matter

    the

    years

    illnesses

    pain in my heel

    economic crisis

    great loneliness

    failures

    life with no chances

    death

    I believe I will survive

     

    money of all beings is mine

    I’m the author of the idea money of all beings is mine but all the royalties belong to all beings

     

    Yours

    I just got this e-mail thank you for the hymn of love, thank you for the support in my

    struggle with, I see now, my greatest enemy, myself. it’s hard but it will I believe become dearest

     


    LITTLE-FLAT-NEST-MUSEUM

    2576. day
    20th January 2012

    a moment ago I spoke to Lazar Risar. we will meet up at eleven

     

    I walked with Mirjana and Lazar – grace – and Lazar also often says grace

     

    Miroslav Mandic Museum

     

    museum of grace

     

    Miroslav Mandic Museum – museum of Miroslav Mandic Poem

     

    Miroslav Mandic Museum – museum of Miroslav Mandic Art

     

    Miroslav Mandic Museum – museum of Miroslav Mandic Walking

     

    Miroslav Mandic Museum – museum of Miroslav Mandic Name

     

    Miroslav Mandic Museum – museum of the Bud of All Beings

     

    Miroslav Mandic Museum – museum of the Eternal Art

     

    Miroslav Mandic Museum – museum of the one and only poet of all beings

     

    Miroslav Mandic Museum – museum of the one and only artist of all beings

     

    Miroslav Mandic Museum – museum of the one and only walker of all beings

     

    Miroslav Mandic Museum – museum of Eternity of one and only time

     

    Miroslav Mandic Museum – museum of the Universe of one and only space

     

    Miroslav Mandic Museum – dedicated to God You and all beings

     

    the name of the Miroslav Mandic Museum could be This to You

     

    Miroslav Mandic Museum can be anywhere on the planet Earth

     

    where human laws won’t be ruling but all beings’ love

     

    or it will be somewhere illegal and unlawful until all beings’ love doesn’t set it free

     

    Miroslav Mandic Museum could remain packed and be at somebody’s place

     

    Miroslav Mandic Museum could be packed

    in a public place like some sort of add through which would be

    searched for the person interested in making Miroslav Mandic Museum

     

    Miroslav Mandic Museum – credit with which an apartment for MMM could be bought

     

    Miroslav Mandic Museum – circular

    architecture in which MMM would be lived and worked

     

    Miroslav Mandic Museum – a quest for somebody who will take over and set up MMM

     

    Miroslav Mandic MuseumMonograph of Miroslav Mandic Museum

     

    Little Apartment was my first apartment and I was fifty seven

    I was paying for it thanks to several people who were giving me ten euros a month

    thank You

     

    Little Apartment has transformed into the Nest. I was paying for it through people’s

    donations for 64 ten year old pictures 64 Buds are Singing to the Bud of All Beings

    thank You thank You

     

    next is the museum of grace

    thank You thank You thank You

     

    I wish You the money which has all beings embedded in itself

     

    my theorising about moving out is coming to an end

     

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    MIRACLE OF PRIORITY

    2577. day
    21st January 2012

    sixteen year old Vesna Kuvara and eighteen year old Lazar Risar

    that’s that

     

    miracle of love sings creates and walks through the love of miracle

     

    that’s how feels thinks and believes one boy

     

    Miroslav Mandic Eternal Boy

     

    Miroslav Mandic Eternal Girl

     

    in the end of this week’s poetical moving out the miracle of priorities is in front of me

     

    let’s go

    with the priorities of miracle

     

    the most important is that everything I am and I do is dear to God

    God has it dearest if I am the one and only God

     

    the most important is the close person. someone who thinks the same. divine sameness

    Goddess

     

    Monograph of Miroslav Mandic Museum

     

    not to betray either nine year old nor seventeen year

    nor twenty three year nor sixty three year nor hundred year

    not thousand year nor million year old but always and forever today’s Miroslav Mandic

     

    poetically

    with path and rose on the paths of the Universe

    the most important is that the place has internet and that I can listen music loudly

     

    publicly like male and female public servant

    like a little chapel. like a moving temple. like an open monastery

    like a working room in which there is nothing else but two tables and seven computers

     

    open through God. open through sex. open through money

    without administration. according to the laws of all beings and not human laws

     

    unnoticeably. homelessly and without property. confirming the sameness with

    address IN YOUR HEART

    nationality LIFE

    state UNIVERSE

    religion GOD

    membership ALONE FOR EVERYBODY

    feature GOD’S CHILD

    profession POET ARTIST WALKER

     

    being independent and illegal – lovable in benefit of all beings

    where human laws won’t be ruling but all beings’ love

    or it will be somewhere illegal and unlawful until all beings’ love doesn’t set it free

     

    anywhere but always as a guest

    anyhow but always as a host to all beings

     

    in somebody’s free apartment

    in a rented apartment with several people

    in a cheaper than the Nest apartment

     

    in the museum of grace Miroslav Mandic Museum

     

    the name of Miroslav Mandic Museum could be

    This to You or Museum of Grace or Grace of Museum

     

    Miroslav Mandic Museum can be anywhere on the planet Earth

    since the cosmic museum is in the middle of the Universe and the universe of Your heart

     

    Miroslav Mandic Museum is a quest for somebody

    who will take over and set up the Miroslav Mandic Museum

     

    I believe that creating new money will also bring me a bit more money

    those who give me money will have more money

     

    hey do You know somebody who...

     

    at this moment and with this the poetical part of moving out is over

    I hope that You have felt – experienced – that I have all the time been thinking of You

     

    I expect everything from You

     

    braver. more insouciant. more reasonless

     

    now is the most important that I calmly work every day

     

    to write and sing beautifully

     

    to walk and create well

     

    to think well

     

    to be love

     

    miracle

    God

    bud

     


     

    VIBRATING OF BUDDING

    2579. day
    23rd January 2012

    I love analogies because they are pliable

    and they are opening the world with their innocence

     

    the most tender thing with analogies is that analogies with God don’t exist

     

    I came back from walking

     

    I’m tenderly feeling the painful heel

     

    I’m tenderly thinking of Judita Salgo

     

    my feet and knees are cold

     

    body

     

    soul

     

    spirit

     

    fifty six more poems till the end of the book I am You are I

     

    they are all written on the table

     

    on some places they are worn around the hands

    which I’m holding on them while typing on the keyboard

     

    I thought of Charles Bukowski’s daughter who bought him first computer

     

    one potato. one carrot. one leek

    two hundred and fifty grams of mushrooms. oil. bread

     

    I am every dot on the ball

     

    presenter of words

     

    the very word

     

    I am word

     

    my wordful path

     

    sensual word of mine

     

    the notion of blessing

     

    everything within everything

     

    Your hand on my shoulder

     

    art lean your face on my chest

     

    I’m smiling at how You see me and how I see myself

     

    earth and sky

     

    I am a poem of all beings

     

    when I felt Your painful bitterness I disgusted mine

     

    when I saw Your crazy need for affirmation my need disappeared

     

    whenever I write ugly things about You that is never about You

     

    only nice things are about You

     

    a necklace of light is shining around Your neck

     

    budding is vibrating through shimmering

     


    9.06 – 9.34 AM CHAT WITH BRANKA ZGONJANIN

    2580. day
    24th January 2012

    my dear

     

    my Branka

     

    I like a lot the ideas for the Museum

    she also thinks of six photos that Ana Djordjevic sent me for Miroslav Mandic Museum

     

    and Solemn Sunday Lunch is fantastic!!!!

    she thinks of two minute recording of Solemn Sunday Lunch of All Beings from two days ago that I sent her

     

    thank you

     

    I would love if one of those ideas gets accomplished

     

    I would really love if you would open I-Publics in

    a way that the Art of Miroslav Mandic deserves and that

    it’s at the same time available to everybody. that is to say to come to

    everybody as it was for a short while with I Name. all those people every day. at least

    fifty people have heard about Miroslav Mandic. about I Name. I’m sorry I’m lacking

    Serbian words. I want to say that the idea about being in public space, but in a way

    of Miroslav Mandic is really strong and somehow truthful, according to

    what I know about your work

     

    ah what to say. the most important is to continue doing what I am already doing. and that

    requires everyday dedication and tranquillity. I’m working on almost twenty things a day

    the most important are the blessings and I should be writing them almost for next

    seven years. there is no close person for a long time who would be doing it because

    it’s not my job. then there is a problem of administration and money

     

    I totally understand. but there are friends

     

    thank you for understanding

     

    and if every friend gives a bit, in the solemnity of a round table, maybe I can/we can

    make something decent, worthy of Miroslav Mandic. in any case, what you are doing

    within now is important and there is a lot of it. even if the Museum is tip-top put in order

    and open this now would again be important to you. in that way, if there was a mobile

    house for Art of Miroslav Mandic, you could live and work in it and be open for visits

    at certain time, maybe not every day. and when you are showing your work you could

    show only a part and the rest of the work should be on the safe place, not in the moving

    house. so that mobility is connected with your present work. that is Museum your

    present. I don’t know if I’m clear enough?

     

    for me it is already happening through my web site – all beings

     

    yes. but I also know that you also love the holly unpredictability. that

    somebody pops in like on the Rose. that’s so good! I know that you are missing

    that. and that exposedness, which is most importantly framed after all, would enable it

     

    for now I don’t even have enough to survive

    and the experiences with people are horrible

     

    I understand you

     

    when the wind goes over Branka’s hair and she immediately follows it with her eyes

    this blessing that will be in the book is the most important

     

    :)

     

    and if you would move out in Zagreb? Sarajevo? some other city

     

    in any case thank You for love

     

    where the same language is spoken. just not Belgrade

     

    difficult because of the administration

     

    Belgrade takes away a lot and somehow prevents things from happening

     

    no. everywhere is the same

     

    it seems to me that things are easier when you are

    a foreigner. there is less subaudition from the surrounding

     

    essences are important to me. and that is DIVINE. not human. I live in

    the Universe. not in the administration in states and geographies. but I live in a poem

     

    I know what is important to you, I’m just thinking how would it be possible that

    what you are doing shine over here also. and… uh I’m missing the words. I’m

    sorry. here’s what I’m thinking. your work and the essence that you are creating

    and that is important to you is one. another thing is the world we are living. how

    to show your work in this world in your way, so that it doesn’t lose it’s essence

    or do you think that the world we are living is the same essence

     

    everything is one. everything that we are talking is one and everything

    is in this conversation and that is already live Miroslav Mandic Museum

     

    yes that’s what I thought while I was writing one-other

     

    legacy

    endowment

    museum

    library

    monastery

    temple

    chapel

    centre

    shelter

    corner

    house

    home

    nest

    castle between heaven and earth

    I am

    a glimpse

    a moment

    face

    path and rose

    miroslav mandic

     

    love

     

    love. one and only love

     

    God

     

    God

     


     

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