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21ST BOWING TO THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC. YOU IN THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC
You God You You You everyone You beloved You everyone I admired and still admire You the light with which You are bathing in light You a trace and tracing You a call and calling You orgasm and agreement You are whole my life throughout whole my life You – the smallest which the wholeness is missing are You You – one is the body that’s why body never dies You – second name for You and all beings is the life itself You – with You and all beings hostility disappears You – with You all beings are with each moment more and more all beings You – only thing that can give me a rest from singing is the singing itself You – the only thing that can separate me from You are You You – feel my typing over the keyboard You – hear the sound of my steps You – I’m saying You to You You – You’re saying You to me You – I poem is good You – You poem is beautiful You – through You I’m transforming myself into You You – by You I’m transforming You into I You – my name is I Am You Are I Am God You – I’m calling You I Am You Are I Am God You – I’m calling all beings I Am You Are I Am God i a m y o u a iamyouareiamgod e i a m g o d I am every I You are every You you pa path you ro rose you po poem
22ND BOWING TO THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC. GOD IN THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC
I God I God I am God I am in everyone God everyone is through me God God is God and that’s why I’m God every word of mine is God every grass blade of mine is God every cloud which is becoming and disappearing is God everyone who believes in me is God everyone who doesn’t believe in me is God everyone who experienced me is God everything that people thought an wrote about me is God I exist in such way that I don’t exist only You know that I am only through singing and creating everyone who thinks through heart will recognise me everyone who feels me through thoughts will experience me everyone who surrenders is my exhale goodness of my body everyone who accepts me is my inhale beauty of my body first fallen leaves on the water of the lake what waves are telling me while I’m swimming when a child gets pensive when a horse suddenly start running when winds start flying towards each other when courage sprouts in the heart when Pussy Riot start singing everyone who enjoys in the life itself is my beloved everyone who lives the moment and who finds moment good enough is my beloved I am freedom and I’m setting free everything and everyone of the slavery sometimes I’m so alone that Miroslav Mandic feels that he then shyly starts talking or singing to me I’ve noticed Miroslav Mandic when he started addressing me while working the piece Man Who’s Writing in the Museum of Modern Art and started to write about who am I he’s the who is he i am god i’m happy for your joy my god today’s poem i am god
23RD BOWING TO THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC. MOMENTS OF WRITING IN THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC
goodness is flowing into the hand through moving the hand I’m learning to write writing is giving birth to the self-consciousness I am the one who’s writing it’s written writing liberates from slavery through not doing what You should do You are becoming a slave of Your flaws singing is writing freedom through not doing what You want You are becoming an addict of Your slavery first poem in my life I started to write while going through the yard towards the outhouse. I was thinking it in the outhouse. I finished it again in the yard I was writing in the summer heath. while sitting in the army trench. in the jail toilet in Sremska Mitrovica. walking through the fields next to the canals we were digging. I was writing in the landscapes. under the sky. by the window. at the table. with music on. dictating. with the help of voice recorder I was writing identifying with the experience of all those who were writing before me ocean of writing I was writing just enough so it is but so that I don’t write a thing. just a bit. just as much so in case I don’t survive what I’m writing does survive writing is a brother to drawing writing is a sister to walking writing are moments of joy writing doesn’t let down only I can let down writing I’m writing today on the eleventh kilometre I will make 11000 kilometres of the Bud of Walking writing separates me from birth writing is creating this sentence which I’m writing right now never existed before writing is love-kissing this sentence which I’m writing right now also never existed before writing is budding this sentence which is actually taking off never existed before it already flying by eternity writing is a plight to the innocent ones and innocence writing is courage to enjoy writing writing is unselfishness which surrenders to all beings moments of writing in the book Miroslav Mandic are moments of Your orgasms the very moment pure writing a wedding of the moment and writing curving through curves of one and only brain of all beings happiness which is spreading over the daily and supernatural bread I’m writing over Your body hair which are reading me I’m writing I’m writing over Your tongue which is love-kissing me it’s writing
85TH TIME 33 DAYS AND 24TH BOWING TO THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC. WRITING INTO SINGING IN THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC
only through you constant writing becomes incandescent to the point of transformation trance writing transforms into singing I of singing singing of I poem of writing in the very writing of a poem what you are feeling right now is your poem David’s singing only through you god the only way for Goliath to survive is to bow to David America to Julian Assange. Putin to Nadezhda Tolokonnikova writing to singing the only way of David is innocence innocence of all beings innocence is courage courage of singing the punk cosmic tenderness clearness of incomprehensible simplicity of inexplicable juicy peach only through you god vanity disappears straight path without stopping everything on the path everyone in the rose self-observation runaway child is a poem horse in the hand is a poem mare in a poem is singing only through singing writing is writing only through singing writing sings poem and love-kisses i’m singing you and love-kissing my singing only through you god vanity disappears and into your poem transforms
25TH BOWING TO THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC. WITHOUT PUNCTUATION. REDUCTION IN THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC
in writing I’m using only letters full stop line line as path full stop as rose letters as Cosmic and all beings’ vibrations other punctuation marks I’m not using in order to see each word as much as possible and so as words would shine and radiate visual basis of the book Miroslav Mandic is path whiteness symmetry reduction . . . . . .
26TH BOWING TO THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC. THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC AND OTHER BOOKS BY MIROSLAV MANDIC
my first book is
I am You are Him Kaja Milomir I am You are I four books which I wrote for a year each every ten years from spring to spring 1981-1982 1991-1992 2001-2002 2011-2012 thirty years of singing singing of I and I of singing my second book is Warsaw written during one night 28-29th December 1983 the book and the night of salvation my third book is No, I don’t Believe this Sentence cannot be Heard the book about jail and thirteen years after the jail my fourth book is Walking for Poetry Boy Child Innocent Path the book path and the book of path and four walkings 1984 1987 1988 1990 my fifth book is All Villages walking through five hundred villages of Vojvodina 1995 my sixth book is the Rose of Wandering the book of ten year walking 1991-2001 the book Miroslav Mandic is my seventh book Ludwig Wittgenstein has published only one book while he was alive a story doesn’t begin with work: work begins with a story Julian Assange the story about my books transformed into the poem about my book one and only poem about all my books one and only poem about all books one and only book of all my books one and only book of all books one and only poem of all my poems one and only poem of all poems interweaving of all hearts into the one and only heart curving of all brains through the curves of one and only brain of all beings bowing to every word pilgrimage through singing and poem isn’t it so
27TH BOWING TO THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC. THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC AND OTHER WORKS BY MIROSLAV MANDIC
isn’t it so
isn’t
it
so
that
isn’t
it
so
is
beautiful
isn’t it so that isn’t it so in the beginning is even more wonderful
like this morning’s sun
goodness of a moment in the moment of goodness
Miroslav Mandic Fucks Everybody’s Mother
beauty of a moment in all moments of beauty
Miroslav Mandic is Everybody’s Mother
forty one year of taking photos of my face once a month
One Man
drawing of leaves every day for ten years
Leaves – Tree of Life
drawing of grass every day for ten years
Grass
drawing of blue roses every day for seven years now
Blue Roses
recording of Blue Roses every day for seven years now
Blue Film
miracle of carefulness in the carefulness of walking
Four Walkings for Poetry
miracle of innocence in the innocence of walking
Rose of Wandering
obedience through rewriting
Twelve Rewrote Novels
very slow walking and resurrection of killed nations
Road to America or the New Life of Indians
one year circle through singing to great poets
Monastery of Time
three years of watching the sunsets
On the Bridge in the Dusk
system of seven arts
Poem about Eternal Art
tattoos on my skin
My Body is Body of All Bodies
house of all beings
web-site miroslavmandic.name
first time second ten year walking
Bud of Walking
beauty to goodness
goodness to beauty
days to days
through days and nights
I sympathize with all imprisoned ones
one is the book one is the work of art
word image music dance idea
starry sky
cosmic silence
beat of Your heart within mine
isn’t it so that isn’t it so is a work of art by itself
I proclaim it as a small and tender tautological work
isn’t it so
28TH BOWING TO THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC. THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC AND THE WALKING OF MIROSLAV MANDIC
walking is a poem of motion step by step earth earth steps are singing sky poem of walking is in the walking of poem poem walks in order to celebrate the walking walking sings in order to revives the poem walking is an airy bread walking is heavenly vastness we are walking isn’t it so golden canes are swaying swallows are flying away in the end of summer autumn is already here when I think of coming days I immediately go towards them I’m walking even when it’s raining even when it’s freezing even when it’s blowing we will be walking poem and I love and poem and I You and love and poem and I walking is a poem of love immortal walking poem of love for a female walker everything is singing for a male walker everything is poem female walker is walking towards a singer – the singer sings to the female walker the book Miroslav Mandic is Miroslav Mandic’s walking on water walking is a light house for both Miroslav Mandic and Miroslav Mandic Miroslav Mandic one leg Miroslav Mandic other leg one is Miroslav Mandic one is the walking one and only walking Miroslav Mandic walking we are walking
29TH BOWING TO THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC. THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC AND NONMATERIAL ART OF MIROSLAV MANDIC
isn’t the change of the name Miroslav Mandic into Miroslav Mandic nonmaterial creativity my ID address IN YOUR HEART nationality LIFE state UNIVERSE marital status HUSBAND TO ALL BEINGS children ALL YOUNGLINGS religion GOD membership ALONE FOR ALL attribute GOD’S CHILD profession POET ARTIST WALKER isn’t my ID as well nonmaterial creativity sometimes nonmaterial creativity precedes material one sometimes nonmaterial creativity is a result of material one I love to create nonmaterial work with my body Blue Rose in the Universe with emotions identifications mentally principals spiritually God maybe everything started with brake up with male society and military then it continued with brake up with social status and through dedication to art through non-betrayal through last Wittgenstein’s sentence Tell them I’ve had a wonderful life through decisions I made in jail through tattoos through enduring and withstanding admirations trees through uprooting mystical talk through decision to transform biological births into spiritual births through solitude unprotectedness failures through awareness that in this world it’s the most beautiful to be with Miroslav Mandic through goodness and beauty of all beings through immortality through 86400 moments of art in each day through support for imprisoned ones all around the world through support for Julian Assange and Pussy Riot then through grass. poppies. trees. swallows robin. horse and mare. repetition. first of June through these words about the one to whom it’s all the same is it all or same t h r o u g h t h i s b u d p o e m
30TH BOWING TO THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC. PRINTED EDITIONS
Miroslav Mandic is a lot more than writing receiving and giving passing the ball of singing until now three books have been printed they have white covers white books about the light of writing they are not in bookstores nobody wrote about them nobody cares for them that’s also one of their poems none of my other books are in bookstores that’s also another poem the very singing I would love to write all fourteen of planed books and for them to be printed whitening through all colours whitening to all colours so that somebody would read holding them in their hands holding my singing singing my poem Miroslav Mandic is holding all beings in his hands golden fish guts of a run over dog which I saw yesterday sides of a ship which is sailing through the sea of immortality sexual smell of algae and sea weeds in my bones sex of writing is in the yearning for saving every being through sexiness hooves of sexy horses are singing sexiness of the path is loyal to the sexy rose indescribable vastness of each word is spreading through vastness childhood of writing last swims of this year fourteen white books fourteen years of trance like circling in the heart of Universe God fourteen white books printed also like fifty six books You fifty six seasons of constant singing in Your heart Bud
31ST BOWING TO THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC. ELECTRONIC EDITIONS
through the book of horses and languages hooves of language horses are galloping language gallops through the heart of all horses all horses neigh in all beings all beings gallop for every being every being in every word every word is horse every sentence is mare every word in a sentence is a horse in a mare in the galloping electronic book of Miroslav Mandic the book that encircles You with love love which You can spread over bread I love more and more to read one book for a long time there is not a lot of such books 33 blessings can be read in three minutes one week blessings in eighteen minutes one month blessings in eighty minutes one season blessings in two hundred forty minutes one year blessings in nine hundred sixty minutes fourteen year blessings in thirteen thousand four hundred forty minutes two hundred twenty four hours ten days of constant twenty four hour long reading with reading it half an hour every day it would be one year of reading Miroslav Mandic is one year companionship with fourteen years of singing of one poem fourteen one year books fifty six books of fifty six seasons one electronic book a book for walker’s pocket pleasure in reading while walking on the road walking alliance god to god by god light speeds in the slowness of each moment an oath of love to all beings god through poem to goddess
32ND BOWING TO THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC. MUSEUM EDITION
first fog after the summer sometimes I imagine how blessings are flowing down the big screens electronic image of a wonderful book light speeds in slowness of each moment an oath of love to all beings god through poem to goddess first fog after the summer text is flowing down the screen through the temple of words on the road on the first screen blessing of that day on the second screen blessings of that week on the third screen blessings of that month on the fourth screen blessings of that season on the fifth screen blessings of that year on the sixth screen blessings of fourteen years poem of light within the light of a screen redemption through sameness through one and only love in each love I would also love if Miroslav Mandic would be printed like a big book one metre by seventeen metres for example on big posters four thousand three hundred forty posters on which are printed four thousand three hundred forty days of writing fog is not retreating I’m looking forward to going into the fog as soon as possible today is the thirty second next to the last bowing to the book Miroslav Mandic bowings have helped me to put myself together to carry on with love wondering to the wonder of writing rejoicing the joy of writing with all my being to all beings with God to God through each blessing through beauty and goodness of 33 blessings every day through singing wonderful poems of the immortality of poem and singing
33RD BOWING TO THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC. FIRST BOOK OF ALL BEINGS
every word is beautiful and every word is already a poem on its own and that is the poetics of the book Miroslav Mandic which is on its own one poem one and only poem of all beings one and only poem of all poems
LEISURELY I CREATE LEISERLY
I’m walking slowly leisurely softly a brother to a snail already sat on a bench on the really good bench nobody and nothing I’m everything to everything I’m watching trees I’m thinking about how a big tree would feel if I could give it a massage I’m already enjoying with it I’m watching a bee flying over small pebbles every being knows what it needs I’ll lie on the bench I took all things from my pockets and now I’m lying on the bench I feel divine whoever feels divine shares that feeling with everybody my left foot is bent in my knee and the right one is placed over the back rest through enjoying I’m setting all people free from pain every being has indescribable amounts of goodness how just good is this good bench how just Your eyes are absorbing me how the buzzing of this blue bottle fly reminds me of all blue bottle flies that have been buzzing around my head breeze has joined as well one man made bread for me that everything is unimportant unimportant knows the best one woman made chutney for me but also that nothing is unimportant unimportant knows the best the nature of enjoyment is in easily bearing also unbearable amounts of enjoyment constant love-kissing all beings actually comes from enjoyment only through love-kissing all events in the Universe can be understood enjoyment is gratitude for God’s miracle through which each being is created now I lifted my left leg as well on the back rest and put my right leg on top of it all movements are driven by pleasure movement is created with pleasure
ONLY GOD
it’s beautiful nothing more beautiful than beauty nothing more truthful than truth nothing more free than freedom only God beautiful god is sometimes whole life is only a struggle to be worthy of our childhood a genius childhood is lips of God just before the coming-out God kisses every youngling in the womb nobody is more a mist than the very mist nobody is more rhythmical than rhythm nobody is more dribbling than the very dribbling a jiff only God god good is simplicity of simplicity a boy from a girl a girl from God is bitter millet bitter oats nothing is more everything than everything nothing is more one than one nothing is more I than the very I only God also when it’s raining also when grass is growing and language bewitches language and volley flashes and flesh starts singing and singing caresses beautiful good is God only
HOURS AND HOURS WITH SOMEBODY
I would love if I had spent ten hours in my life so far talking to somebody about John Coltrane ten hours about Ives Klein… twenty hours about Nikolai Fyodorov… thirty hours about Meister Eckhart… forty hours about Robert Walser… fifty hours about Ad Reinhardt… sixty hours about Gertrude Stein… seventy hours about Ludwig Wittgenstein… eighty hours about Billie Holiday… hours and hours about beloved whores grass trees sparrows swallows roses paths nothing is more boring than wasting words nothing is more sad than when rowdies are giving lectures nothing is more stupid than when a teacher behaves like a rowdy nothing is uglier than when singing turns into charming the beauty starts hurting me when I think about somebody Charles Mingus Robert Johnson Ljubomir Micic Djordje Markovic Koder a boy Vidan somebody somebody is always goodness the very goodness blue in purple purple in the arrow of beauty an archer is practicing archery through the landscapes of his or hers soul my beloved I am a gigolo to all beings
NEW DIOPTRES
I’m squinting and writing to my words – God’s words I don’t have my glasses they will be finished by noon new glasses with new dioptres +4 for reading +3,25 for computer +2 for outside after four years everything went up for a half dioptre I’m going outside it got really cold temperature dropped for fifteen degrees Celsius the beauty of coldness it’s raining I’m walking yesterday I was swimming. today I’m in a winter coat I took my glasses I’m walking with new dioptre I see clearer world is brighter I’m going to take my mobile phone which I drowned along with voice recorder and camera while swimming across the Danube repair of the voice recorder was one thousand two hundred dinars mobile phone two thousand dinars camera couldn’t be fixed so I bought new one from a trouble worth three hundred euros I manage to fix it for a hundred I’m going to visit a friend and give him the Coffees of Courage for him and his friends I’m taking photos of street streams of rain invisible beauty is flowing into the sewerage I’m sitting in front of the computer with my new glasses with them too everything is clearer and brighter I was wet from rain. I’m tired. I’m hungry last night I couldn’t read because I didn’t have my glasses I’m missing the reading
ENTERPRISES ARE INTERTWINING
yesterday I’ve been for too long in the rain so today in the sunny and windy day I’m cold I buttoned my shirt up to the neck I’m warming up myself with music and nice thoughts lakes and horses’ eyes with boy Muja boy Vidan boy Edi I’ll drink hot chocolate I also put the warm jacket on I’m imagining how animals are warming up their younglings with their bodies how earth warms up beings which are living in it how warm hands are calming light which is warming me up through the window – you are beautiful breast of light in this blessing are warming all beings lizards love light and warmth a lot few days ago they were running around so lively straightened spine is full of warmth and light modesty above all I closed my eyes I leaned over towards left shoulder I’m gently touching myself around my lips with my index finger over my nose with middle finger over my chin self-erotica when I send blessings to Violeta and Ivana for editing and translating I will get in bed I’ll curl up a brother to snakes a welcome to the autumn a fellow traveller to the falling leaves heart within heart warm breasts to words warmth is spreading enterprises are intertwining breasts of warm words are on Your breasts
SHYNESS
autumn starts today
sixty second autumn of my life
I’ll drink hot instant soup
look to Your left side while I’m writing on the right one I love You
tender dribbling
shyness
I’m shy since I was a boy
little raspberry
when I wrote a moment ago shyness in the middle of the path I felt
joy
it’s such a nice word shyness
oak nut
I’m swaying with my heart
nakedness is liberating shyness from fake shyness
nakedness is bowing to the innocent shyness
one is shyness
shyness
of
a
poem
writing is love
poem
love-kisses
shyness
of
a
poem
on
the
road
I’m walking
my name is Shyness
I’m sister and brother the names of Miroslav Mandic
welcome Shyness
all the names of Miroslav Mandic are saying out aloud
Shyness is enjoying its shyness for the first time
everybody is enjoying the shyness of Shyness
everyone enjoys their own shyness
everyone enjoys the shyness of the other
the poem shyness of poem also feels nice
path also feels nice
Miroslav Mandic also feels nice with Shyness
there she is as well
Shynessess
TEARS ARE TEARING
tears
tears are tearing
tears on the road
sky on the shoulders
love poem of my friend
friendship is constant circling of a friend around a friend
plain of life
wind of innocence
priesthood in decisions
sun is bathing in a tear
road is traveling
it’s endless
it comes and goes
road is traveling and each part of the road stands still
through the paths of my childhood tears are going down my face
my beloved words you are my horses in tears
words you are the music through which the world bows to the consciousness
consciousness are my this morning’s tears
morning dream about the first love of all beings
in certain moments life is unbearably alive
the hearing of God
the very beauty and goodness
wind is drying my tears
the salt has encrusted on the wanderer’s skin
do
it
life
do
it
new tears of new life are shedding like hinds
life
is
a
poem
of
life
miracle of living in live tears
words are tearing
path is tearing
rose is tearing
crying is caressing singing
life passes in order to celebrate life
I am a tear in Your eyes my friend
tears
are
screaming
this
poem
of
yours
as
well
my
friend