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    59TH TIME 33 DAYS

    1947. day
    1st May 2010

    I hope I don’t get ill

     

    last night it started with the nose and tonight it carried on with sweating

     

    it’s easier now that I wrote it

     

    beloved Elder Porphyrios never prayed for his health because he was ashamed

     

    it’s Saturday. it’s fifteen degrees outside. it will be up to thirty

     

    it’s first of May. Labour Day. I don’t know if the shops are opened

     

    I’m walking in my Crocs shoes through my garden – Universe

     

    the swallows are high. I don’t know if I manage to take a photo of them

     

    I hear them shrieking in their fast flight

     

    I always feel good with swallows

     

    everybody feels good with swallows

     

    I’m enjoying the smell of cut grass. I regret that I haven’t

    lay in the grass and watched the sky more in my life

     

    I believe that the same tone can be heard in every blessing of Miroslav Mandic

     

    music of one tone

     

    she gently caressed his bare shoulder and then even more gently kissed him

     

    I just remembered that I forgot to soak the lettuce

     

    these kind of things also happen to me – I take the calculator and pedometer

    and unconsciously swop their places so in the morning I can’t find the pedometer

     

    but enjoying while waiting for the lights to turn green

    leaning on the metal post is what I do the best

     

    or in this awareness about the uniqueness of every step that I make

     

    uniqueness of this inhale

     

    uniqueness of this exhale

     

    since every inhale is already unique with every breath I take

    I inhale the Universe and all beings

     

    since every exhale is already unique with every exhale

    I exhale the Love for the Universe and all beings

     

    I’m walking peacefully after previous two blessings

     

    I’m sorry that I didn’t take a photo of the woman who

    gently touched and kissed her man’s shoulder

     

    it’s natural to love technology – it’s written on a billboard

    that advertises Technology Fair. what is repulsive in marketing

    and advertising is that they are abusing all centuries old knowledge

     

    advertising billboards are the anthology of stolen human spirit

     

    I hope that lemon and propolis with Echinacea will help me

     

    I’m watching Your terrace but You are not there

     

    when in ecstasy I’m God

     

    in tranquillity all beings

     

    between ecstasy and tranquillity I’m You

     

    hallo love – said the fruit selling woman who already addressed

    me in such a way when she saw word love on my temple

     

    DEAR

    1949. day
    3rd May 2010

    I live for You

     

    I am Your Miroslav Mandic take away

     

    God I feel You within me – it’s me – a poem of all beings

     

    beggars love in divine way

     

    people are stealing each other’s energies in all kinds of ways

     

    through knowledge. violence. ideologies. through playing up to somebody. getting ill

    through lies. charming through sorrow. through anger. intimidation. through seduction

    through promises. betrayals. through ridiculing. through motherhood. through fatherhood

     

    most of the people are stealing energy

     

    rare people are creating energy. even more rare are those who are giving it away

    but only one is creating enough energy for everybody

     

    all beings are in one

     

    through all beings horror transforms into the goodness

     

    every word is gratitude for the grace with which I say every word

     

    through every word I shelter myself within the heart of all beings

     

    through every word I shelter the heart of every being

     

    harmony of contradictions

     

    contradiction of harmony

     

    if a poet is the shepherd of the words then a poem is his donkey

     

    every word within his poem is his shepherd’s stick

     

    I am a stick of writing

     

    parks are spreading large amounts of gentleness

     

    every time is the best time for real time

     

    I love to take it from one spot and then circle circle circle around it

    until the moment in which thinking becomes poetry

     

    I miss you sea

     

    I love to start from the circle and to circle circle into the

    one spot until my thinking becomes poetry

     

    an old man is pulling heavy cart up the hill

     

    heart to heart

     

    a dog is watching towards the open window and the man

    who is coming towards him is greeting him with lifted eyebrows

     

    wind is swinging tree branches – beings love to caress other beings

     

    either you caress or you steel

     

    caress me God is constantly saying to the mankind

     

    caress me – a man is sometimes saying to God

     

    lift me up – a white round pebble told me

     

    take me as well – said the other round pebble

     

    WALKING FOR GAZMEN DJOGANI

    1950. day
    4th May 2010

    God’s beauty created with goodness

    http://antwrp.gsfc.nasa.gov/apod/ap100503.html

     

    God’s goodness kissed by beauty

    http://www.flickr.com/photos/sueskeepsakes/4577717382/

     

    I don’t know how to connect this page with internet

    so as these addresses from previous two blessings become blue

     

    nobody and nothing save love

     

    somebody and something kills love

     

    sometimes one can love only if they are nobody and nothing

     

    sometimes loneliness is the only way of kissing all beings

     

    nobody salt – nothing bread

     

    constantly loving love of unloved

     

    when I see that somebody’s joy makes others unhappy I’m ashamed to rejoice

     

    happiness you are happy only through happiness of all beings

     

    making an effort – kissing everything

     

    only a couple that loves each other in such way that they love everything is – love

     

    I’m ashamed because I think badly about some people

     

    I’m ashamed that I think about them at all instead of loving them

     

    only wining myself

     

    I would love to see rattans somewhere

     

    sometimes joy isn’t anything else but being worthy of somebody’s suffering

     

    I admire sufferers who are transforming their suffering into joy for others

     

    I really want success and love only within all beings

     

    for a moment I feel really ashamed from some thoughts of mine

     

    sometimes I feel life inside of me unbearable because it annuls somebody else’s life

     

    life wants to live. some beings cannot survive that

    and that’s why they cut their lives short

     

    this camomile helped me... here are first poppies of this year

     

    poppies are the testimony of my great love and great love suffering. I was

    twenty four. I watched them alongside the roads on my way to Germany

     

    beauty often lies behind the ugliness

     

    goodness often revives in a sinner

     

    sinner atones for the sins all of those that are not aware of their sins

     

    power kills the energy of other beings – helplessness steals the energy of other beings

     

    I’m thinking You like-mindedness

     

    Your suffering refined me

    dedicated to Gazmen Djogani and his last night’s sufferings

     

    I wish that after love suffering You love with all-love

     

    BUD OF ALL BEINGS

    1951. day
    5th May 2010

    don’t worry

     

    I am the soles of all beings

     

    I am the feet of all beings

     

    I am the heels of all beings

     

    I am knees of all beings

     

    I am the bones of all beings

     

    I am the spine of all beings

     

    I am the pussy of all beings

     

    I am the dick of all beings

     

    I am the anus of all beings

     

    I am the belly of all beings

     

    I am the tits of all beings

     

    I am the arms of all beings

     

    I am the hands of all beings

     

    I am the fingers of all beings

     

    I am the neck of all beings

     

    I am the face of all beings

     

    I am the eyes of all beings

     

    I am the lips of all beings

     

    I am the nose of all beings

     

    I am ears of all beings

     

    I am the skin of all beings

     

    I am the blood of all beings

     

    I am the juices of all beings

     

    I am the heart of all beings

     

    I am the brain of all beings

     

    I am the soul of all beings

     

    I am the spirit of all beings

     

    I am the unknown of all beings

     

    I am the uncreated of all beings

     

    I am the name of all beings

     

    I am the humour of all beings

     

    don’t be afraid

     

    ISN'T IT SO

    1952. day
    6th May 2010

    God is God in the heart of every word

     

    God is God — I'd love to get a tattoo on my left temple picture of the Universe soon

     

    God is God — I'd love to get a tattoo a word Bud on the left side of my neck

     

    God is God — I'm making a step

     

    God is God — I'm making a step — I'm supporting Your decision

     

    God is God — I'm making a step — I wish Your luck

     

    God is God because he's alone the most

     

    God is God because a lot of beings live for God and give their lives for Him

     

    God is God because of the swallow's wings

     

    God is God because of the clear water

     

    God is God because sea loves trees

     

    God is God because clear and good thoughts

     

    God is God because I love God

     

    God is God because through God everything is God

     

    God is God because through God everybody is God

     

    God is God because through God I am also God

     

    God

     

    God is God because nobody pays Him for being God

     

    God is God because it doesn't pay off to anybody to be God

     

    God is God because with everybody's birth God is even more God

     

    God is God because with everybody's death God is even more God

     

    God is God because with every poem God is even more God

     

    God is God — it got cloudy

     

    God is God — wind is starting to blow stronger

     

    God is God — thunders

     

    God is God — first drops of rain

     

    God is God — a drop of rain on my temple

     

    God is God — wind is carrying the dust

     

    God is God because water is water

     

    God is God because Miroslav Mandic is Miroslav Mandic

     

    God is God because Miroslav Mandic is God

     

    God is God because You are God

     

    God

     

    DEDICATED TO THE TESTAMENT OF FRIENDSHIP

    1953. day
    7th May 2010

    Bogdanka Poznanovic

    dedicated to Bogdanka and Dejan Poznanovic

     

    always

    dedicated to forever

     

    forever

    dedicated to always

     

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zsiYfk5RV_Q&feature=related

    dedicated to the freedom of all beings

     

    early morning

    dedicated to the early morning

     

    dew on the grass

    dedicated to the dew on the grass

     

    young nettle

    dedicated to the young nettle

     

    she bowed her head – a has a sore belly

    dedicated to the girl with a sore belly

     

    flute of air

    dedicated to the music of air

     

    goodness of the unexpected

    dedicated to the goodness of the unexpected

     

    soul of the machine

    dedicated to the soul of the machine

     

    forehead of the soles

    dedicated to the prayer-walking

     

    heal of the fingers

    dedicated to the prayer-writing

     

    belly-button of the bud

    dedicated to the prayer-creation

     

    silk of the mind

    dedicated to the cotton of nonviolence

     

    from the cup

    dedicated to the old times

     

    tears

    dedicated to the tears

     

    sparkles

    dedicated to the sparkles

     

    http://translate.google.com/?tab=yT - sr|en|како да напишем оно што не знамevo

    dedicated to the Google Translate

     

    now I can write in English

    dedicated to the one and only – God’s – language

     

    to be compassionate for the lack of freedom of the powerful ones

    dedicated to the roses

     

    to be compassionate for the narrow-mindedness of the clever ones

    dedicated to the path

     

    to be compassionate for those who are mocking

    dedicated to the sincere ones

     

    to be compassionate for the brown-noses

    dedicated to the children’s effulgence

     

    to be compassionate for the hoity-toities

    dedicated to the innocent ones

     

    spilled tea

    dedicated to the common experiences

     

    experience of language

    dedicated to the lovers of language

     

    a kiss

    dedicated to the love workers

     

    transiency

    dedicated to the eternal transiency and eternal newness

     

    alone

    dedicated to the alone one

     

    Miroslav Mandic

    dedicated to Your Miroslav Mandic

     

    observation

    dedicated to the well-intentioned

     

    dedication

    dedicated to the oblates

     

    TEAR OF THE BUD OF ALL BEINGS

    1954. day
    8th May 2010

    tears

     

    tear

     

    tears are tearing

     

    tears of tears

     

    road of tear

     

    tear of rose

     

    face of tear

     

    tear of soul

     

    tear of mind

     

    tears are pouring

     

    bathe me with you tears

     

    tear and dew

     

    eye

     

    tear is dewing

     

    lip

     

    dew is tearing

     

    love – tell me

     

    tear – love-kiss me

     

    yearning for a touch

     

    yearning for water

     

    yearning for air

     

    yearning for light

     

    tear of yearning

     

    tear

    tear

    tear

    tear

    tear

     

    transform me with tears of orgasm

     

    tear

     

    I gave an oath to life with the orgasm of tears

     

    healing through tears

     

    richness through tears

     

    joy through tears

     

    tearGod

     

    God’stear

     

    love – God’stear

     

    LOVE LOVE LOVES-KISSES

    1956. day
    10th May 2010

    tear tears tear

     

    I’m walking over the grass of the football stadium in Zvezdara forest

     

    it’s soft

     

    the smell of grass relaxes me

     

    one fly is buzzing over my head

     

    there is nobody around

     

    glory glorifies glory

     

    acacia is blooming

     

    forest and me

     

    love and love forever

     

    I don’t know how to get out of here

     

    lizard run away behind concrete staircases

     

    I picked the acacia and I’m chewing it. it’s sweet

    reminds me of first summer swims in my youth

     

    idlers are guarding the memories of heavens

     

    forest path is still damp from yesterday’s rain

     

    I’m climbing slowly not to slip

     

    I love when the earth path winds

     

    there are cherries – they look red

     

    greenery has grown rapidly

     

    green greenery greens

     

    rooster is crowing while I’m taking a photo of the path

     

    path regenerates me – takes me into the centre

     

    earth path soft like grass

     

    path is filling me with joy

     

    I’m walking slowly so as to remain longer happy

     

    knees like soft paths. golden bug is crossing my path

     

    silk is silking the silk

     

    idlers are making world beautiful with their idling

     

    idler is idling an idler

     

    I’m thinking of house without the walls – house of infinity

     

    flies are flying around the dead bird that fell out of the nest

     

    I’m standing and watching the snail crossing over one little branch. I enjoy it’s

    speed. it doesn’t move but it progresses. it’s trace is gleaming. I love snails – they are

    teaching me to love. I will get off the grass path onto the asphalt in order not to step on

    a snail

     

    I started to translate Angelus Silesius’ The Cherub Wanderer

    this morning with Google-translate

     

    WALKING – HOUSE OF STEPS. I’M WALKING – I DWELL IN ROSES

    1957. day
    11th May 2010

    this is a picture

     

    this is music 

     

    this is a word 

     

    my steps are soft and quite 

     

    few drops of rain are joining me 

     

    sometimes is hard to write even a simplest blessing 

     

    the moment when it starts to rain. I don’t know if 

    it is just drops of rain or colder air or joy itself 

     

    I’m walking through walk – ohm 

    (in Serbian “through walk” or “with walk” is written “hodom” and “ohm” is written “om”,

    so “ohm” is actually a suffix “om”, and Miroslav wrote it with small hyphen: “hod-om”.

    same goes for all other cases)

     

    alone

     

    through God – ohm

     

    through woman – ohm

     

    loyal to the same – ohm

     

    the same is constantly changing and that’s how it is the same

     

    it delights me that with God is always ohm

     

    it delights me that with woman is always ohm

     

    it delights me that with a poem is always ohm

     

    with pepper – ohm. with lettuce – ohm. with bread – ohm

     

    with ball – ohm

     

    with abstraction – ohm

    I love You abstraction

     

    with information – ohm

     

    with an apple – ohm in the grass

     

    with grass – ohm

     

    with Miroslav – ohm and with You – ohm

    I exist because You exist

     

    with a rose – ohm and a bud – ohm

     

    from the large rosebush on the factory fence strong scent of big roses

    is spreading. through the scent of roses I am married with London roses

     

    London roses before I went on the Rose of Wandering hey

     

    with crown of the head – ohm

    a man

    with the sole – ohm

     

    with spirit – ohm

    with soul – ohm

    with body – ohm

     

    with rhythm-ohm – with rhyme-ohm

     

    with step-ohm – with house-ohm

     

    everything is the same to the loyal – ohm

     

    everything is loyal to the same – ohm

     

    every day is loyal

     

     

     

     

    I LOVE YOU BOY IN WHITE SHIRT

    1958. day
    12th May 2010

    lady-bird in front of my feet

     

    I exist so as everything else would exist

     

    by crossing on the other side of the street when I

    saw him in the distance I just acknowledged love for him

     

    I’m sorry that he won’t read today’s blessings

     

    those who I respect but I defer from them I don’t want to hurt with that difference

     

    I also don’t want to hurt anybody with my shyness

     

    nor with God

     

    nor with Universe in which I am

     

    nor with art that I create

     

    nor with Bud of All Beings

     

    nor with Miroslav Mandic

     

    nor with Miroslav Mandic

     

    he was in white shirt

     

    a boy

     

    I love him even more

     

    I meander through the streets

     

    invisible

     

    old houses of poor people are being knocked down

     

    cheep radishes in cardboard boxes

     

    from this morning lettuce is cheaper

     

    four young hairdressers are sitting on the steps of the shop and smoking

     

    a boy in the white shirt is older than me

     

    he was walking youthfully and vigorously

     

    I wish You health and love my Young and Vigorous

     

    without confession there is no salvation – I read today in the

    book The Road into the Heavens of another boy Elder Cleopa

     

    all hands on her

    I took a photo of a doorknob on the old courtyard doors and imagined all hands that were on it

     

    I’m walking over the edge of the stone blocks

     

    hey

     

    a stone of beginning

     

    with every stone I’m on the very beginning

     

    every stone remembers everything

     

    universe

    of

    beginning

    within

    the

    beginning

    of

    the

    universe

     

    you are on my tongue

     

    CHAIR

    1959. day
    13th May 2010

    what knees are to legs elbows are to arms

     

    I’m going to look for a computer chair

     

    I have to choose between two of them. and I don’t know how

    to transport it. I’m thinking of taking it on my back

     

    it would probably be too difficult to carry it but if I

    carry it because of the blessings it would probably be easier

     

    carrying of the chair – it would be a really nice title

     

    hallo red roses – I say to the red roses on the fence

     

    every day is one work of art

     

    last night Srdjan told me that he carried his chair on his head

    from the shop to his apartment. but later on his head was hurting

     

    feat liberates but it also kills

     

    feat cleanses but it can also make you arrogant

     

    thin line is dividing good from bad

     

    even thinner line joins good with good

     

    I saw first chair on the Boulevard. now I’m going to the other one in Sindjeliceva street

     

    I bought the second one. paid. they will bring it to me till five

     

    no carrying. no feat

     

    feat without feat

     

    it’s Kaca Celan’s feat with whose money I bought the chair

     

    every day I sit on the chair I will think of Kaca Celan

     

    it’s nice that Srdjan for carrying the chair remains bigger hero

     

    I love chairs and I love the art of chair

     

    Kosuth’s chairs are for me one of the nicest art works

    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joseph_Kosuth

     

    few days ago I asked Srdjan to take a look at chairs in the shops

    since he needs it as well so he could buy them for the both of us

     

    now I’ll suggest Srdjan to buy the first one

    so that after some time we could swop

     

    carrying of the chair made me feel excited

    since I have foggy remembrance that I already did it

     

    to carry a chair

     

    to think the sneakers

     

    to believe in jauntiness

     

    I think I was carrying it through the town and taking photos of it but I remember

    even more that for some time I was absorbed in thought of doing it all over the world

     

    I’m

    laying

    sitting

    walking

     

    I saw Srdjan off. he went to buy a chair for himself

    I’m waiting in front of the building for mine

     

    I’m sitting on the new blue chair. I adjusted it. everything else is friendship

     

    chair I enjoy in You – enjoy in me chair

     

    EXACTLY LIKE THAT

    1960. day
    14th May 2010

    without stimulus I typed these seven words

     

    seven words are good and nice measure

     

    you’ve just started and it’s already finished

     

    horses at run

     

    sex of thoughts

     

    thoughts are kissing each other – you don’t think through thoughts

     

    horse’s strength – strength of trees

     

    ships from trees. houses from trees. tables from trees. beds from trees

     

    jam from plums from trees

     

    books from trees

     

    fire from trees

     

    everything is live

     

    iron breathes

     

    gravity is awake

     

    salt an sugar are making things salty and sweet

     

    letters in books are waiting to be read

     

    if I was smoking I would be writing about cigarettes

     

    I’m wearing glasses – glasses are watching

     

    I’m walking first time second ten year walking

     

    I’m walking around the Planet circling through the Universe

     

    I’m sitting at the desk on the new chair

     

    my armpits are sweating

     

    what is the role of an armpit

     

    the news is only what the powerful are hiding – I heard yesterday on television

     

    conversation reveals us – I heard day before yesterday on television

     

    I closed my eyes and I’m dosing off on the chair

     

    I’m off to the bed for a little bit

     

    I enjoyed it. I covered myself with the blanket. I relaxed. surrendered...

     

    telephone woke me up – Jelena Besir

     

    resting is very important thing – everything that exists revives me

     

    for all His rest is work and all His work is rest – Angleus Silesius

    I decided today that on question how are you from now on I will answer Thanks God

     

    it’s warm. it will be colder for the weekend

     

    I’ll shave myself and go on walking

     

    MANKIND IS SECTARIAN

    1961. day
    15th May 2010

    it’s raining. wind is blowing. it’s Saturday

     

    earthly paths are becoming muddy in the rain

     

    above highways and rivers wind is stronger

     

    I was going down Grcica Milenka street. through Vojvode Djurovica

    I’m going up. afterwards I will go up again and down again and once more

    down and once more up and through the forest I will get to Ban’s Hill

     

    rain sweat and wind – I hope they don’t make me ill

     

    wind is blowing harder through wide streets

     

    I’m passing under the eaves of the Red Star football stadium

     

    sweating make me healthy

     

    I prefer to walk through the plains

     

    I’m squeezing the water from my sleeve

     

    wet from inside and out I’m thinking of birds while they’re flying over the ocean

     

    I manage to get at half twelve to the petrol station

    in Pozeska street on meeting with Vesna Lopicic

     

    I might move to her empty apartment on Ban’s Hill

     

    Ban’s Hill is better for my walking. because of the forest. lake Ada. river Sava

     

    the most important is that I’m always poetically dwelling. in the house of infinity. in roses

     

    I made it on time. looked at the apartment. it’s nice. I will move there on 1st July

     

    I was completely wet. Ivana who lives close by brought me three dry t-shirts

     

    same way back. only now the sun is shining

     

    I should inform my landlady Slavica Generalovic that I will move out

    it’s unpleasant. I hope it doesn’t upset her too much

     

    I’m looking forward to the change. to the forests that are around

     

    the edge of the town is close and everything outside the city that I yearn for

     

    I’m sitting at my computer. the rain patters against the windowpanes

    I’m tired. I walked 21 kilometre

     

    mankind is closed within itself. separated from other beings

     

    it got dark

     

    I’m really tired. hungry. my legs are hurting. my back

    back of the head. shoulders. toes. jaws

     

    I’m enjoying the roses

     

    everything that exists is just one bud

     

    Bud of All Beings

     

    I kiss You – sing me

     

    there was a flash of lighting – lightings are blossoming

     

    Your sex is magnificent – it’s thundering – my sex is through magnificent

     

    thunder stuck close by

     

    where are the sparrows now

     

    LOVE SPEAKS

    1963. day
    17th May 2010

    I love to walk through London parks full of roses

     

    I love when everybody goes their own way

     

    I love if A would be what she already is now even though she doesn’t know it

    tell her that

     

    I love that waterfalls feel fine in my heart

     

    I love bread crumbs – sweetest food forever

     

    I love pussy that liberates people from taboos and language hypocrisy

     

    I love cock that freed itself from being cocky and waging wars

     

    I love to witness the birth of every word in past and in present

     

    I love to nurse constantly all beings with milk of love

     

    I love when frontiersmen of the world identify themselves

    with the middle-men of the world

     

    I love when natives identify themselves with the immigrants

     

    I love migratory birds who are arranging this world

     

    I love the voice of Ruth Brown

     

    I love everybody that sings

     

    I love everybody who surrenders to somebody else

     

    this

    poem

    caresses

    my

    lips

     

    I love thinking through caressing

     

    I love when it rains. rain is a good friend

     

    it’s nothing. it’s just a sorrow

     

    wind is turning the rain into the rainy dust

     

    worms are swimming in the puddles on the asphalt

     

    I love everything created

     

    everything created is created with my love

    everything created is love-kissed with my love

    everything created is immortal through my love

     

    I love fucking

     

    fucking liberates all beings from fears

     

    fucking – breathing through sense

    fucking – sensible breathing

    fucking – a grammar of being

     

    fucking loves prayer

     

    one and only skin of all beings

     

    this

    poem

    kisses

    my

    labia

     

    I love the tenderness of the sexes

     

    I love the courage of singing

     

    I love the beauty of transformation

     

    poem sung through bow-down

     

    HAPPY HUNDRED AND SIXTH BIRTHDAY

    1964. day
    18th May 2010

    empathy – understanding and entering into another's feelings

    putting oneself into the psychological frame of reference of another

     

    matching – rainy dust is pouring on my face

     

    accord – when thoughts words and deeds are one

     

    harmony – when You are listening to me – when I’m looking at You

     

    symphony – when You are kissing me – when I’m creating You

     

    agreement – everything that we wished for ourselves we already did for each other

     

    compassion – seeing in each being the moment of their birth and hour of their death

     

    responding – love-kissing the beggars – thanking the gratitude

     

    merging – hoof to the eye eye to the hoof

     

    unison – clearness of the uncreated

     

    unity – allforoneoneforall

     

    unanimity – orgasm-like

     

    peace – all beings on my shoulder

     

    girl in front of me has thrown the umbrella into the trash bin and

    girl from the other side of the river didn’t buy me an umbrella she promised

     

    I remember how excited I was in my youth by the word empathy

     

    I felt it. I experienced it. it was directed at me. I directed myself at it

     

    when I heard it something occurred within me

     

    word occurrence

     

    something permeating. universal. non-human

     

    empathy draws me like mysticism

     

    it changed me. touched my being

     

    made me more the same

     

    my mysticism – that’s me like me

     

    my empathy – that’s me like You

     

    You and me are creating I

     

    at the same moment we looked at the same invisible point in which we became one

     

    paper napkins instead of toilet paper

     

    through the sensibility of planktons and through the cosmic dust

     

    through confession through humour

     

    through child-like bursts of existence

     

    pledged to the fragile ones – lit up with the humble ones

     

    Jelena the Woman of my Dream – I met Jelena by chance

    and took a photo of her face as mine

     

    it’s raining. our socks are wet. we understand each other

    we are kissing – word empathy was first used in 1904

     

    I WILL READ IT AGAIN AFTER FORTY YEARS

    1965. day
    19th May 2010

    now is ancient

     

    ancient instantaneous

     

    instantaneous immortal

     

    immortal now – joyful now

     

    Universe feels good within me

     

    I’m not only going. I’m also crying. as well as rhyming

     

    I’m approaching Danube – it’s colder and colder

     

    which name is the oldest in the world

     

    flavour and experience of the name

     

    I love free verse

     

    thinking through freedom

     

    acting through one and only truth

     

    seekers of excuses live digging through more and more excuses

     

    while I was taking photos of the roses and cherries over the fence old lady came out

    from the house and asked me what are you photographing. roses and cherries – I

    answered. just do it just take your photos – she smiled and got back in the house

     

    more than art I only love art itself

     

    more than many things I only love one thing

     

    more than seeing one thing many times I only love to see one thing for the first time

     

    more than creating I only love singing

     

    more than singing I only love creating

     

    creating and singing – screw it screw it – it’s a divine existence

     

    swallows are flying over Danube. that’s where their lunch is served today

     

    after three days of getting soaked with rain today I didn’t

     

    I live for You every day

     

    You are writing me within You every day

     

    You are reading Yourself in me every day

     

    I’m nothing – through blessing – I’m everything

     

    I’m nothing – through You – I’m everything

     

    nothing

    through poem

    everything

     

    my creating is gratitude to the art that saved and created me

     

    creation is affirmation of creation

     

    art – saving creation

    singing – creating salvation

     

    admiration  is the only education

     

    I was looking at the street book sellers for a year to

    find it and here it is in my arms Andre Gide’s Strait is the Gate

    HERSTORY

    1966. day
    20th May 2010

    as a first thing instead of history herstory. instead of his – her history of history

     

    only insight that I love is an insight into yet uncreated

     

    I love works of art created only through thinking

     

    I love works of art created only through will

     

    the one created through vanity falls apart on its own

     

    vanity doesn’t love – vanity kills the vain one

     

    when I am vanity is not

     

    allowed and respected drug addictions are more criminal

    and lethal than the forbidden and punished drug addictions

     

    entertainment drug addiction enslaves millions

     

    fashion drug addiction captivates millions

     

    medical drug addiction disables millions

     

    power drug addiction crazes millions

     

    maternity drug addiction is the most covered up drug addiction

     

    patriotism drug addiction kills millions

     

    vanity drug addiction is the most lethal drug addiction

     

    You are

     

    Djodje Stanojevic

     

    just now I got a phone call from unknown to me Djordje Stanojevic. it means a lot to me

    he invited me to take part in the exhibition he prepares. I rejected the proposal as I

    always do. but I told him that I would love if he could feel that I am in his heart

     

    Miroslav Mandic is Djordje Stanojevic

     

    he will visit me in the Nest with his friends – I’m looking forward. on

    certain Cosmic shore I will tell them about Miroslav Mandic

     

    I will ask them few things

     

    come

    dedicated to participants of the colony that Djordje Stanojevic will organise in time of the exhibition

     

    let’s walk over the slopes of all-soul

     

    sanctity of the unknown

     

    through myself I celebrate the other

     

    through myself I bringing up everybody

     

    through myself I kiss everything

     

    through myself modesty

     

    through myself through God

     

    through myself through You

     

    step by step

     

    let’s identify oursleves

     

    through colourful fields we are walking

     

    BY YOUR WILL I’M FREE

    1967. day
    21st May 2010

    I saw three papers torn out of different books. I picked them up

    from the ground in order to write today’s blessings out of them

     

    what are these books. who are their authors. who torn them

     

    she waited for them to make love again

     

    nothing out of it

     

    it was as it usually is

     

    she felt used and humiliated

     

    he was razed to the ground

     

    he loved everything on her

     

    he knew that love would destroy their relationship

     

    such body nobody had

     

    he fucked her for seventeen minutes

     

    it wasn’t as it used to be

     

    cunt remains cunt

     

    shake out into somebody else

     

    his lips clenched

     

    she felt dirtier than if she lay with him hundred times

     

    I would love to hear something

     

    today is our day

     

    he was speechless

     

    he didn’t expect that

     

    she aroused him so immensely that it all finished before it begun

     

    in the other book on one page is a children’s drawing

    and in the back among other thing is written

     

    she was now sitting upright and thinking

     

    it seems to me as if the sun is always looking for me in the water

     

    it’s rude to cry

     

    two street boys

     

    looking for old nails

     

    but it gave them pleasure

     

    black clothes elongates and needle thought that it was even more elegant then before

     

    there is an egg shell floating

     

    said the darning needle

     

    pine needles are shimmering

     

    the one who surrenders to the other is saved

     

    SATURDAY MORNING PATH

    1968. day
    22nd May 2010

    I

     

    am

     

    a morning

     

    path

     

    for

     

    your

     

    soft

     

    feet

     

    through

     

    which

     

    I feel

     

    your

     

    warm

     

    goodness

     

    and

     

    beauty

     

    how

     

    they

     

    spread

     

    on

     

    all

     

    beings

     

    while

     

    birds

     

    are singing

     

    hymns

     

    of jauntiness

     

    and

     

    flowers

     

    are burgeoning

     

    through eternal

     

    harmonies

     

    of causelessness

     

    ART IS WALKING FOR IVAN IVANOVIC

    1970. day
    24th May 2010

    Art is walking for Ivan Ivanovic

     

    boy’s heart in every being

     

    Art is walking for Ivan Ivanovic 

    boyhood in every lost boy

     

    Art is walking for Ivan Ivanovic 

    boy-like in every lost girl 

     

    Art is walking for Ivan Ivanovic

    man-betrayal of God and boy’s oath never to betray anybody

     

    Art is walking for Ivan Ivanovic

    boy’s love for innocent victim and need to identify with it

     

    Art is walking for Ivan Ivanovic

    boy’s victim is often deceived by fake victim

     

    Art is walking for Ivan Ivanovic

    boy’s victim saves people from cowardice

     

    Art is walking for Ivan Ivanovic

    boy’s victim saves people from selfishness

     

    Art is walking for Ivan Ivanovic

    boy’s victim is a lamb in the heart of all beings

     

    Art is walking for Ivan Ivanovic

    girls and boys know that the best ones are dying in first years of their lives

     

    Art is walking for Ivan Ivanovic

    the first and the last boy is one and only boy

     

    Art is walking for Ivan Ivanovic

    Ivan Ivanovic – Juice I bought for You a book Prince of Numbers

    if somebody knows young mister Ivan Ivanovic tell him that

     

    from 24th May to 4th June I’m writing the definitions of art. in Miroslav Mandic 6

    new definitions are flowing from number 721 to 864 in that boy-like art of defining

     

    life is sometimes so insensitive that we should kill ourselves immediately

     

    don’t be afraid of dying since you already experienced it

    don’t be afraid of death You are already dead

    don’t be afraid of death – death wants to live

    don’t be afraid of death – death is dead

     

    evil is old

     

    everything that is is within me

     

    everything that is between others is already between You and me

     

    the one who is nothing for somebody is everything

     

    in Nada Pulic street I hear the voice from the radio... I’m taking

    the hat off to Haradinai and Taci. they are our enemies...

     

    enemy teaches me my weaknesses

     

    enemy shows me that I am my own enemy

     

    enemy is non-remorse

     

    enemy is non-redeeming

     

    enemy is non-transformation

     

    enemy is what I’m not and I think I am

     

    enemy loves me and revels to me that I don’t have no enemies

     

    first smell of linden this year

     

    first baby-potatoes

     

    poor man carries full bucket of collected snails for sale

     

    I’m very alone – that is so boy-like

     

    I’m very alone – You are so the same

     

    words are kissing words

     

     

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