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    SIMPLE MIRACLE

    2292. day
    11th April 2011

    it will be the a of the book on Friday

     

    should I celebrate it and how

     

    alone or with somebody

     

    loyal to loyalty

     

    an ode to the loyal loyalty

    (in Serbian it’s as follows: “oda odanoj odanosti” and so are the following blessings) 

     

    a loyal ode to loyalty

     

    loyalty to the loyal ode

     

    My dear Miroslav, here’s what happened to me yesterday:

    I was on my estate standing next to just planted plants… A cousin

    whose name is Rose told me: “I’m following it for years now

    swallows always come on 9th April.” Hug! Petar. 

    Petar Miloradovic sent me this e-mail yesterday

     

    Petar. Kiss my Rose Swallow 

    I sent a text message to Petar

     

    Fuck And Fuck Yourself Miroslav Is My Name

     

    I Would Love If You Would Believe Me More Than Yourself Is The Name Of My Life

     

    I Would Love If You Would Love-Kiss Me More Than Yourself Is The Name Of My Art

     

    don’t worry – I love-kiss You

     

    I’ve changed the decision that pictures Numbers – Tree of Life should be

    in colours of chakras. all sixty six pictures will be multicolours

     

    the meadow of flowers

     

    everything is so simple

     

    one and simple

    (in Serbian: “jedno i jednostavno”)

     

    cosmically simple

     

    blessings are love that is inhaled

     

    while reading blessings You are exhaling and inhaling love

     

    the blessing of a blessing is within the fact that You don’t feel the blessing

    but You are consisted of it

     

    I don’t know who You are but I love-kiss You

     

    I love-kiss You my enemy because You are my greatest benefit

     

    I love-kiss You as well even though You are angry and opposing

     

    I found a pebble the size of a pee – it makes me want to cry from its beauty

     

    small pieces of glass are shimmering next to the tram tracks

     

    nothing is remote even if it is remote

     

    the smell of malt is spreading around the sugar refinery

     

    horse paths around the hippodrome are white

     

    I’m lifting my hand letting the tram drivers know they shouldn’t worry about me

     

    I’m lifting my hand and I’m waving to the screen on which is written

    I’m lifting my hand and I’m waving to the screen on which is written

     

    my Achilles’ tendons and heels got tired

     

    I still haven’t seen the first swallow

     

     

    OUTPOURING OF GOODNESS AND BEAUTY

    2293. day
    12th April 2011

    here comes the morning

    immortality is god-human work, a work of freedom and a work of boon,

    a work that is accomplished from underneath and from above – Berdyaev

     

     

    p

    u

     

     

    d

    o

    w

    n

     

     

    to make god-like being god-like

     

    the body of immortality lives within the immortality of a body

     

     

    d

    e

    e

    s

     

     

    f

    r

    u

    i

    t

     

     

    muscle fibres of immaterial

     

    nerves of spirit

     

     

    p

        p o e m

    m

     

     

    f

    r

    e

    f  r  e  e d o m

    d

    o

    m

     

     

    I’m caressing the void in front of me

     

    it’s wonderful how my words are left after me

     

    words are taking me towards immortality they sing my immortality

     

    my immortality is immortality of all beings

     

    cape

     

    one is the love

     

    I still want… I will take a bit… a bit of coffee

     

    soft-talk is one of the little paths of immortality

     

    when a gazelle leaps

     

    a magnolia blooms

     

    a soul prays

     

    give me your nobleness

     

    the sun in heels

     

    elasticity in tendons

     

    give just give

     

    I’m receiving

     

    I’m giving You through receiving

     

    I’m giving You receiving

     

    a moment ago I also obeyed the dice

    I’m thinking of how to throw a ball so that it tells me what to do

     

    I love to obey

     

    obeying turns me into a child

     

    free and immortal

     

    THERE IS THE FIRST SWALLOW OVER THE WATER OF THE LAKE

    2294. day
    13th April 2011

    in the beginning God created the heavens and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    before that beginning there was a beginning

    in which God created the heaven and the earth

     

    in the beginning I created the heavens and the earth

     

    WINNOWING OF GOODNESS AND BEAUTY

    2295. day
    14th April 2011

    not only that I love-kiss my enemies but the thing is that

    they should love-kiss me and have greatest benefit out of it

     

    believe

     

    believe and

     

    believe and go

     

    believe and go and

     

    believe and go and you’ll

     

    believe and go and you’ll see

     

    believe and go and you’ll see that

     

    believe and go and you’ll see that it

     

    believe and go and you’ll see that it happens

     

    believe and go and you’ll see that it happens on

     

    believe and go and you’ll see that it happens on its

     

    believe and go and you’ll see that it happens on its own

     

    believe and go and you’ll see that it happens on its own and

     

    believe and go and you’ll see that it happens on its own and that

     

    believe and go and you’ll see that it happens on its own and that it

     

    believe and go and you’ll see that it happens on its own and that it is

     

    believe and go and you’ll see that it happens on its own and that it is your

     

    believe and go and you’ll see that it happens on its own and that it is your path

     

    my rose

     

    path and rose

     

    dancing and singing

     

    please and thank you

     

    goodness and beauty

     

    You and I

     

    couples of one

    one and only I

     

    another 33 blessings to the middle of the book

     

    dew

     

    my humble joy

     

    sparkles

     

    girls

     

    believe and go and you’ll see that it happens on its own and that it is Your path

    believe and go and you’ll see that it happens on its own and that it is Your

    believe and go and you’ll see that it happens on its own and that it is

    believe and go and you’ll see that it happens on its own and that it

    believe and go and you’ll see that it happens on its own and that

    believe and go and you’ll see that it happens on its own and

    believe and go and you’ll see that it happens on its own

    believe and go and you’ll see that it happens on its

    believe and go and you’ll see that it happens on

    believe and go and you’ll see that it happens

    believe and go and you’ll see that it

    believe and go and you’ll see that

    believe and go and you’ll see

    believe and go and you’ll

    believe and go and

    believe and go

    believe and

    believe

     

    your

    bud

     

    THE HALF OF THE BOOK CELEBRATES THE HALF OF THE BOOK

    2296. day
    15th April 2011

    today is Robert Walser’s birthday

     

    I love-kiss you Robert Walser

     

    let’s go together towards the middle of the book

     

    silent happiness powers all books that have ever been written and that will be written

     

    my internet is switching off

     

    I’m celebrating the loneliness that love-kisses all beings

    husband

     

    love for all beings emerges from me

    wife

     

    this is my world

    child

     

    the child of yearning love-kisses the yearning of each child

     

    every blessing I write down is gratitude to the blessed ones

     

    I’m writing these words with a gentle heart

     

    blessing by blessing

     

    constant vibrating

     

    orgasm of the beginning is orgasming every moment

     

    it was miraculous writing each of 64788 blessings until now

     

    counting this 64789th one the most miraculous blessing

     

    I’m calling You miracle if You exist – if You don’t exist – here You are blessed

     

    love

    me

    I

    am

    your

    and

    my

    I

    that

    love-kisses

    all

    beings

     

    whenever I’m delighted I should bow to the delight

     

    I lived every blessing bowing to singing

     

    these blessed blessings have never until now been flowing towards me so slowly

     

    God’s slowness

     

    we are looking at each other’s eyes within the heart of one and only looking

     

    I’m reaching out to You

     

    You are caressing my hand with Yours

     

    in-step

    we

    are

    stepping

    into

    the

     

    64800th – last blessing of the first half of the book

    the physics of God

     

    64801st – first blessing of the second half of the book

    God of physics

     

    t

    t   o  p

    o

     

    Who Ever Loves Is My Name

     

    Who Ever Loves All Beings Is My Surname

     

    Who Ever Loves God Is My Name And Surname

     

    Who Ever Is Any One Of 64794 Blessings Till The End Of The Book Is My Nickname

    God

     

    I

    2297. day
    16th April 2011

    if the scientists would expose their heads to collide with

    each other and smash while propelled to the highest speeds

    as they collide smallest particles in accelerators with no compassion

    they would come to the discoveries they yearn for so much

     

    they would discover that I is the smallest particle

     

    a light of grass

     

    transformation through the first kiss

     

    constant boogie-woogie

     

    enchanting helplessness

     

    the dawn of hope

     

    b

    o

    g

    i

    b  o  g  i  ć  i  g  o  b

    i

    g

    o

    b

    (meaning: little God)

     

    grass always meant a lot in my life

     

    grass means to me even more now

     

    grass – now

    the same

     

    my heart in Your hand

     

    red heart of the green grass

     

    blue helplessness of statements

     

    purple unprotectedness You are my loyal wife

     

    purple unprotectedness You are my colourful protection

     

    rose swallow

     

    a house at the end of the village

     

    a path under the feet

     

    a prison bed

     

    a-woman-with-big-goose-bumps

     

    a home in a throat

     

    I’m so happy now that I gave up on the alpha male thing when I was fifteen

     

    I’m smiling a my love failures

     

    I hug

     

    I kiss

     

    I’m hugged

     

    I’m kissed

     

    hope is dawning

     

    the crack of

     

    flowery formulae

     

    husband

    wife

     

    child

    to myself

    to you

     

    RUNNER AROUND

    2299. day
    18th April 2011

    I am god

    my

    immorality

    depends

    on

    your

    mortal

    life

     

    talented people are not genial

     

    I wanted to run around and write about running around

    but during the walking I forgot to run around

     

    I wanted to write about spitting over

    Miroslav Mandic but I have no strength for that

     

    I have no strength to write about the misery I felt

    when I saw some mistakes in the archive of the link Bud

     

    once I’ve heard Sam Peckinpah saying after the screening

    of his Wild Bunch that if you have heard during the film some screams

    in the theatre it was me since I was screaming because of the mistakes I saw in the film

     

    I was working in the morning on This to You with Sun

    mister Sun thank You very much

     

    afterwards I was walking ten kilometres and now I’m tired and hungry and I should write

     

    blessings

     

    poems

    of-poem-like

     

    I believe I will write them because I’m surrendering to them

     

    I’m

    a

    poem

    I’m

    becoming

    a

    poem

     

    I wanted to write about how easier and easier I’m getting excited during the conversation

     

    how being breathless in front of the beauty is transformation

     

    in front of the goodness – resurrection

     

    in front of the beauty and goodness – becoming-god-like

    You

     

    I am god

    excited with god

    excited

    god

     

    I really am really

     

    a bank of love

    all the money of the world is in many banks. and all the love of the world is within me

    in one and only bank which has all the money of this world

     

    tenderness that I feel towards the letters on the screen

    Poems Ezra Pound

     

    I remember how I was hanging out with some girls as if we were two boys

     

    with some girls as if we were two girls

     

    with some women as if we were woman and man

    multitude of combinations just confirm one and only love

     

    my female friend where are you

     

    my male friend

     

    my only woman

     

    only God

     

    I didn’t mean to write about your orgasms from which

    I received most of the love but every blessing that I wrote

    and that I will write is anyways towards the glory of Your orgasms

     

    mother of orgasms

     

    virgin of loyalty

     

    friend of the sameness

     

    genial people are not talented

     

    I am god

    my

    mortality

    confirms

    your

    immortality

    oh

    god

    STRINGS OF EVERYTHING

    2300. day
    19th April 2011

    when you passed by me a moment ago I felt how since childhood

    my glass of death was overfilled and the glass of Eros not filled enough

     

    in some moments everything I see and everyone I see

    I experience as if it was me from some other parts of my life

     

    this car that rushed up the street is me

     

    this young man who is pulling up his pants because they are falling down is me

     

    clothes pegs in different colours that are hanging on the string is me

     

    kind neighbour motorbike rider from whose apartment

    I get waken up and filled with joy of the sounds of cradle

     

    I should be writing blessings in the evening and during the night as well

     

    I bought fine corduroy with floral motifs and violet lining today

    to sew something by hand for the first time in my life

     

    a vest

     

    a poet’s vest

     

    if I manage to do it I’ll also make one artist’s vest and walker’s vest

     

    I have no idea how is it done but I’ll do it

     

    vests are important to me because of the pockets

     

    pockets are important because of the work I’m doing outside

     

    I’m having a bit of troubles now since all that sawing is too fine for my eyes

     

    but if I’m patient it will happen somehow

     

    sewing for poetry

     

    I should by more thread

     

    I might need an iron but I don’t have an iron

     

    from everything I need it’s always most important that I don’t need anything

     

    thre

    ads

     

    just

    love

     

    god

    only

     

    petty

    poems

     

    I’ll buy thread during this evening’s walking but I won’t start tonight

     

    I want to draw the Numbers

     

    and I should also cool down a bit in terms of that floral vest

     

    knitting wool-work weaving sewing patchwork it’s all writing

     

    joy of being itself

     

    I rejoice evening shadows

     

    to myself who I will recognise in somebody

     

    to the loneliness

    by love-kissing

     

    God

     

    UNNAMED

    2301. day
    20th April 2011


    the future of present humanity doesn’t exist any more

     

    present humanity has evolved on crime

     

    present humanity cannot set itself free from crime and there is no future with crime

     

    human schools and institutions are criminal

     

    their civilisation is criminal

     

    I am a man – I am a criminal

     

    as a man I’m not only the oldest human being but I’m also the greatest criminal

     

    the most horrific crimes are being covered up and kept secret

     

    they are stored in secret archives

     

    brains are screaming

     

    greatest crimes are discovered after fifty years

     

    winners are the greatest criminals

     

    wow what a sudden pain in the left heel

     

    last night I saw on television a programme about the crimes that were

    done over the innocent people sixty-seventy years ago

     

    whenever I write about horrible things I don’t mention names

    so that horrors wouldn’t be spread

     

    this morning I felt guilty and dead for hundreds of thousands of years

     

    I tried to find the way to write about all of that during the walking

     

    nothing was opening until I wrote today’s poem in the book I am You are I

     

    I am god

    I carry

    the crimes

    of humanity

    all beings

    help

    me

     

    future of humanity is in the hearts of innocent victims

    that have forgiven to their executors

     

    future of humanity is within individuals who have detached

    from humanity and transformed into yet unnamed being

     

    future of humanity is always and forever God

     

    being and just being is beautiful and most important being

     

    being is hard because one has to live

     

    living is hard because a man and its lives are crimes

     

    life is constant scream that we don’t hear so that we could live

     

    sometimes in life there nothing else exists but that scream

    of the innocent who are always subject to crimes

     

    terrible crimes that are done and which we are just now finding put are nothing

    compared to the ones that are done now and which we are

    going to find out after fifty years

     

    the hierarchy of love is within the crucial importance of every being

     

    pain in my left foot

     

    these days as if the pain was leaving my heels and Achilles’ tendons but then during

    today’s walking it suddenly appeared. I stopped so that the pain would get out. I

    carried on with slow walking, it never appeared again. but now when the legs

    cooled down the pain has returned

    thank You God

     

    I rejoice You future

     

    I love-kiss You unnamed one

     

     

    THIS IS THE DAY IN WHICH THE IDEA OF EVERYDAY WRITING UNTILL THE END OF MY LIFE GOT BORN

    2302. day
    21st April 2011

    today around 11:30 I got wonderful idea for writing

     

    honey honey

    I say to the little sparrow on the branch

     

    I’m enjoying the frogs croak

     

    it reminds me of spring waters

     

    smells of greenery

     

    flourishing of boyhood in child’s muscles

     

    approaching the water – provoking the danger

     

    swiftness of the body on which I was relying more and more

     

    I’m sitting at the desk again. that’s where five hours ago

    the idea about writing till the end of this life was born

     

    what a joy

     

    constant budding

     

    after the great excitement about lifetime writing I’m in the need of peace

     

    peace for each day

     

    during the walk I was walking slowly in glory of everyday writing until the end of my life

     

    I also enjoyed resting my heel

     

    frogs were croaking from both sides of the lake

     

    at this moment I felt within me Nina Tarbuk that is gone for twenty or so years already

     

    frogs reminded me of water plants and flooding of subterranean waters

     

    barefootedness

     

    I miss more and more to be barefooted

     

    whole my life I felt that rarely anybody can accept me

     

    that’s why with each friendship and each love affair

    I was hugely excited and suffered a lot

     

    nothing has remained from that

     

    I’m lonelier than I’ve ever been

     

    more peaceful

     

    happier

     

    now more than ever I don’t feel that somebody can accept me as a whole

    except You

     

    that’s why I’m more and more ashamed

     

    without wholeness I’m nothing and shame

     

    shy child and even more shy boy

     

    that’s how I felt and that’s what I was thinking while I was climbing up on Ban’s Hill

     

    barefootedness I coming to You

     

    we’ll go together

     

    ON YOUR BREASTS

    2303. day
    22nd April 2011

    blessing is a wholeness

     

    wholeness of all beings

    I

     

    I needed some good words from You and You’re fucking with me big time 

    said a girl to somebody over the phone

     

    ten years ago I couldn’t bare this solitude

     

    twenty years ago I couldn’t bare the solitude from ten years ago

     

    thirty years ago that one from twenty years ago

     

    forty years ago that one from thirty years ago…

    life’s novel

     

    since I am alone I should use all the goodness that solitude gives

     

    solitude – a matter of love

    poem of love

     

    solitude helps me not to feel lonely

     

    I love-kiss everything through solitude

     

    I’m cheering the lonely ones

     

    I accept love of the lonely ones

     

    I’m drinking wine for the health of every being

     

    I’m turning every moment into immortality

     

    solitude is our fellowship

     

    constant wedding

     

    creation is wedding the creation

     

    Universe wriggles into loyalty

     

    spirals surrender to circling

     

    all colours of light penetrate the light of each colour

     

    beetroot

     

    cyclamen

     

    rose-like road

     

    road-like rose

     

    same-like of the all-like

     

    all-like of the same-like

     

    isn’t it so my isn’t it so

     

    I love-kiss You featureless woman

     

    You are the only wife to the only husband

     

    mother of all features

     

    mountain grass is breastfeeding the grass in the valleys

     

    new bodies are setting free old spirits

     

    my

    love

    I

    love

    -

    kiss

    you

     

     

    DONOTSEPARATEMEFROMYOURSELFEVENINWORDS

    2304. day
    23rd April 2011


     

     the wind has again overthrown the towel over the shirt that are hanged on the balcony

     

    great events are happening on small balconies

     

    has there ever been a book written with the title History of Towels in Historical Events

     

    a story Flattering of Drying Laundry

     

    a poem Tears of Humour are Bowing to the Tears of Horror

     

    I love You very much my path

     

    my music and my nest

     

    the rose of grass

     

    midnight joy

     

    bite of the starved

     

    womb of love

     

    festivity of double-meaning

     

    palace-like resurrection

     

    Romania

     

    breads that are let down the river

     

    elixir of love

     

    I would love if somebody would make an elixir of immortality

     

    if nobody makes it then I’ll make it myself even though I know nothing about it

     

    simple elixir of immortality

     

    elixir of bowing to the love of all beings

     

    elixir of particles

     

    drunkenness of all-being

     

    brain of life

     

    the science has proven that human brain works only ten percent and few

    days ago I’ve heard how scientists are proving that brain works hundred percent

     

    it’sallthesame

     

    donotseparatemefromyourselfeveninwords

     

    beauty is truth

     

    elixir of love will be called It’sallthesame

     

    elixir of immortality Donotseparatemefromyourselfeveninwords

     

    goodness of sunlight

     

    icon-walking

     

    icon-writing

     

    icon-love-kissing

     

    NICE NO-TIMING

    2306. day
    25th April 2011

    I’m going to the four hundred eleventh walking of the Bud of Walking

     

    I’m going to meet up with Mirhana

     

    I spent five and a half hours with Mirhana

     

    five and a half hours of agreement

    God

     

    I’m sharing joy

     

    duck down bird

     

    raise above fish

     

    sometimes I’m that man

    just sometimes but enough both for always and forever

     

    just Your embrace

     

    sometimes I go through blessings in no time

     

    no-time writing

     

    my joy love-kisses fears so that fears could have a bit of joy as well

     

    a moment ago I’ve heard the voice of the man for whom it’s been said is dead

    he’s alive in the same way he was alive and You have been a witness of that mystery truth my beloved

     

    nobody has ever died

    and everybody is always alive

     

    that’s something that know those who are constantly dying while love-kissing

     

    I love-kiss Your grass how beautiful are You and grass and no-timing

    holy trinity love-kisses Arianism – Arianism hugs holy trinity

     

    young gentlemen I give You gentlemeness

     

    yearning of the other

     

    I am god

    our

    encounter

    is

    fulfilment

    of

    your

    yearning

     

    I

    am

    your

    I

     

    I am your I is the most beautiful singing

     

    with wing-like hands – with wing-like feet

     

    join in with my joining

     

    merge with my merging

     

    bound with my bounding

     

    dribbling-like

     

    l

    i

    k

    e

    y

    l  i  k  e  y  o  u  l  i  k  e

    u

    l

    i

    k

    e

     

    You are not here but Your presence writes this blessing as well

     

    together with You we are enjoying these words

     

    o

    ouch

    h

     

    You inspired me in such a way that it’s now easy

    for me to leave every being breathless with beauty

     

    if it seems to You that You feel love it is these eighteen words that love-kiss You

     

    when I was little I also was these sixty two years in which I love-kiss all beings

    dedicated to early deceased children and all mothers and fathers of earliest resurrected children

     

    UNFORGETTABLE OBLIVION

    2307. day
    26th April 2011

    yesterday Mirhana told me that today is her birthday and in my planner

    I saw this morning that today is beloved Ludwig Wittgenstein’s birthday as well

     

    mildness is crossing my face

     

    midday love bells are ringing

     

    I will go on walking in hour and half. I’ll go to Zemun to see Nhandan and Branko

     

    I miss them

     

    I’ll be walking slowly in the sun

     

    when I come back it will already be night

     

    I’ll put all three things on the site

     

    I’ll watch football on television and I’ll draw Numbers

     

    while I was moving poem by poem this morning from the

    file I am You are I into the file in which are all three previous

    books I am You are Him Kaja and Milomir all of a sudden Word

    disappeared. when I turned it on again it happened again. I was upset

     

    my nerves became tensed

     

    I adore You Bud

     

    I love-kiss You artificial intelligence

     

    rose of all flowers

     

    brains are yearning for each other

     

    brains are missing tenderness

     

    after football I’ll draw some more Numbers then I’ll go to bed

     

    I’ll read about Newton

     

    my knees and lower legs are cold

     

    I’ll enjoy the sun

     

    and if I manage to shave before the walking

     

    if I get going in a right rhythm

     

    if I begin love-kissing everything I see

     

    if I cross river Sava

     

    if I see Danube

     

    enjoy the wind

     

    think of etymology

     

    if I start singing

     

    running slowly

     

    draw Good Walker

     

    it will be another intransiently transient day

     

    glands filled with love

     

    art of identical stopping

     

    BANK OF WATER – I LOVE YOU

    2308. day
    27th April 2011

    squeal joy

     

    peep future

     

    don’t give up immortality

     

    little bugs are singing

     

    sand is dancing

     

    swallows are scurrying in circles

     

    street dog is stretching

     

    squirrel is running over the grass from on tree to the other

     

    partially deaf old man with partially deaf wife is buying medications in the pharmacy

     

    white waves are foaming the dark waters of Danube

     

    a woman is reading a book in front of the window

     

    You are tiny my Universe

     

    I’m plucking through Your galaxies

     

    orgasm

    is

    the

    experience

    of

    god

     

    freedom is born from love

     

    everyone who love-kisses is free

     

    I’m a happy donkey

     

    tomorrow is Yves Klein’s birthday

     

    a cow grazes on fresh grass

     

    goats are browsing on bushes in the woods

     

    poor people are plunking through the garbage together with birds of pray

     

    rich men kill

     

    chamomile blooms

     

    cherry is going towards its fruit

     

    morning is gentile

     

    hypersensitive ones are guarding sensitive and insensitive ones

     

    a poem twists into a poem

     

    a runaway child is saving the world

     

    I have you in my step now

    she told him

     

    at this moment I’m founding a Bank of Water

    10:27 am 27th April 2011

     

    Bank of Water is the first bank that is starting gathering

    water in order to give it away to those who don’t have it

     

    Bank of Water can be founded in anybody’s heart and anybody’s mind

     

    Bank of Water apart from gathering water also

    creates new water. water of compassion and immortality

    be its first director

     

    KALOKAGATHIA

    2309. day
    28th April 2011

    kalokagathia is the word that I couldn’t remember the other day

     

    kalokagathia (Greek: beautiful and good) – philosophical: joining of what

    is beautiful with what is good, moral beauty and goodness, moral and

    at the same time nice way of life (ethical ideal of ancient Greeks).

     

    it’s drizzling

     

    empty fields are getting wet

     

    tree bark is wet

     

    drops of rain in the grass

     

    goodness is falling

     

    a woman turned her head away

     

    a boy started to run

     

    a girl slipped her fingers to her hair

     

    and old lady is still of the same beauty

     

    she thanked even more

     

    his eyes are goodness and beauty together

     

    beauty is falling

     

    empty fields are singing

     

    tree barks are talking to each other

     

    drops of rain on the grass are kissing each other

     

    goodness and beauty are falling

     

    a melody of lowered glances flows through a woman

     

    a boy is hopping

     

    a girl looked at me

     

    an old lady looked at me again

     

    she is coming

     

    he is packing

     

    beauty and goodness are falling

     

    empty fields

     

    tree bark

     

    drops of rain on the grass

     

    a woman

     

    a boy

     

    a girl

     

    an old lady

     

    she his eyes

     

    33 DAYS FOR THE 70TH TIME

    2310. day
    29th April 2011

    dear Miroslav, I would like to be the first

    director of the Bank of Water. what are my chances? I hug you

    Art sent me an e-mail yesterday

     

    chances depend on Your will and Your dedication

     

    from the fact that right away can’t be lived but one can live right away

     

    water to water

     

    voda

    o

    da

    oda

    vodi

    (water

    oh

    yes

    an ode

    to water)

     

    water

    leads

    to life

    (“vodi” means both “to water” and “leads”)

     

    water

    leads

    to love

     

    water

    leads

    to immortality

     

    Bank of Water gathers water and gives it to the ones that don’t have it

     

    Bank of Water cleans polluted waters

     

    Bank of Water gathers everything that you wanted and

    expected from yourself and never got to achieve it

     

    Bank of New Water is a sister to the Bank of New Blue Money

     

    Bank of Water transforms all existing banks of money

     

    if they don’t change banks will give all their money for mere drops of water

     

    banks will dry up. they will die from thirst

     

    Bank of Water will save the bank itself

     

    I had a Bank of Steps on the Rose of Wandering and it helped me

     

    I’m off to shave myself

     

    three street dogs are running after a woman. she shakes out bones from the plastic bag

    two of them immediately start eating. third one can’t even approach

    I fuck you street dogs

     

    I’m not writing about anything because I am all of that

     

    a poet creates a poem but if he becomes too important in the society

    a poem cannot enter any more into him nor can he receive it any more

     

    an artist sings art but if an artist becomes too important in the society

    an art cannot enter any more into him nor can he receive it any more

     

    a believer believes in God but if a believer becomes too important in the society

    God cannot enter any more into him nor can he receive Him any more

     

    soft absorbs

     

    last night I felt and became aware how after so many years of solitude

    and especially after last five years I bare solitude easier and easier

     

    love of solitude

     

    I love-kiss all beings through solitude

     

    I’m less and less alone through solitude

     

    runaway children are with me

     

    everyone who went with me

     

    everyone who transformed

     

    s

    a

    s  a  m  a  s

    a

    s

    (“sam” meaning both “I am” and “alone” )

     

    we are dancing

     

    MIROSLAV MANDIC LOVE IS ONE AND ONLY LOVE

    2311. day
    30th April 2011

    Good Walker

     

    rose-walker

     

    art of immortality gives birth to life of immortality

     

    immortality of art creates immortal life

     

    my art lives through all beings

     

    my poem resurrects all beings

     

    my love is one and only love

     

    compatibility

     

    centuries in a moment

     

    stamping of a path

     

    I’m polishing stone streets with my steps

     

    holy ordinariness is a mother of all holiness

     

    synchronicity is Godly dialogue

     

    all past and all future days get summed up every day

     

    conflicts arise because of unfulfilled love or resistance to love

     

    simultaneous meaningfulness my love

     

    wine smells more and more of flowers

     

    goodness of immortality

     

    Hank Williams III of Johnny Cash Johnny Cash of Hank Williams

     

    yesterday of Zuzinka – Czech girl

     

    today of Andrej Pejic

     

    in my youth in poems written on silver cigarette papers I was calling

    Czech girl a being that was with love leading me towards love

     

    yesterday I saw her porn site

     

    admiration

     

    recognition

     

    a poem sucks a dick of a tale

     

    a tale licks a pussy of a poem

     

    today I will make three hour long play

    entitled God Love Poem – Hundred Percent

     

    the end of the play will be the title of today’s blessings

     

    Miroslav Mandic Love is One and Only Love

     

    here are the titles in previous books

    players are getting out on the 2nd pitch

    30th April 2005

    Miroslav Mandic are moments of vanity. moments of loathing myself

    30th April 2006

    my religion is God

    30th April 2007

    fooling around in glory of art

    30th April 2008

    if all the handicaps of my art…

    30th April 2009

    I’m nobody until I write all blessings. when I write them down I’m becoming You

    30th April 2010

     

    fucked is fucked

     

    Godly

     

    MIROSLAV MANDIC INCEST IS ONE AND ONLY INCEST

    2313. day
    2nd May 2011

    I love-kiss You acceleration

     

    You will burn out through love-kissing

     

    Universe is love

     

    particles are love

     

    peach is love

     

    sacrifice is love

     

    tears are love

     

    orgasm love-kisses love

     

    orgasm me Goddess

    God

     

    achieve orgasm Sudden Woman

     

    I’m streaming

     

    I’m squeezing my thighs

     

    I’m dancing with my lungs for air

     

    I serve tears

     

    Bank of Water establishes Bank of Love

     

    Bank of Love establishes Bank of Tears

     

    masterpiece of energy

     

    aggression of innocence

     

    Miroslav Mandic Incest is one and only incest

     

    minerals love-kiss minerals

     

    thirteen year old girls are the best lovers and everybody knows that

     

    boys transform boundaries into boundlessness

     

    dimensionality into countless immortality

     

    immortality cannot be proven it’s lived and love-kissed

    dedicated to my grandpa Milos Oprin who resurrected in mass firing squad execution

     

    pussy-loving life-loving

     

    Miroslav Mandic pussy is one and only pussy

     

    Miroslav Mandic dick is on and only dick

     

    fresh croissants with hot chocolate

     

    unconditional love for the hungry ones

     

    Bud of All Beings are all defeats in one and only victory of love

     

    lightning of yearning

     

    thunder of salvation

     

    h

    e

    a

    r

    t

    h  e  a  r   t  to  h  e  a  r  t

    h

    e

    a

    r

    t

     

    IRRITATION LOYAL TO INNOCENCE

    2314. day
    3rd May 2011

    there is no end to my beginning

     

    donkey again believes mare

     

    horse cannot cope without innocence

     

    I’m watching a valley

     

    little birds

     

    pussy

     

    I will never hurt hope

     

    I will never ironize faith

     

    I will never deceive love

     

    I won’t make her nature-like

     

    to kill with life

     

    wedded I’m wedding

     

    through jaws of nonviolence

     

    pursy lips

     

    with spread nostrils

     

    with closed eyelids

     

    with rose redness

     

    I’m walking in the indivisible

     

    life is a constant oath to love

     

    love is a constant fucking with the oath

     

    everything comes down to everything

     

    everything

    love-kisses

    with

    everybody

     

    stimulate me innocence

     

    prick me fragility

     

    fool me foolish love of God

     

    touch my penis

     

    caress my mind

     

    give birth

     

    be relived

     

    who hits the target misses everything else and that’s why target is nothingness

     

    who hits God misses everything else and that’s why everything else is nothingness

     

    rejoice

    rejoice rejoice

    rejoice

     

    God

    God

    God

    God

    God

    God

    God

    God

    God

    God

    God God God God God God God God God God God God God God God God God God God God God

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    God

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    God

     

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