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    DEFINITIONS OF ART FROM NUMBER 901 TO NUMBER 912

    2338. day
    27th May 2011

    art is jail decisions that became my work. poems within stories of freedom

    through which I was surrendering to the freedom of freedom

     

    art is admiration. a pussy in soul of every being

     

    art is trees. open sexuality of trees opened my mind

     

    art is uprooting. I returned to the tacit history of the beginning

     

    art is suggestive speech. innocence which I was dazzled with in the other

     

    art is mystical speech. energetic transformation of energy into God

     

    art is surrendering-lectures. through surrendering to You

    I was surrendering myself to the lecture that dwells only within You

     

    art is conscience. art is this poem which I’m writing with this moment

     

    art is consciousness. bowings through which I’m bowing

    to the bowings of the most loyal ones

     

    art is not to wait for a woman any more. I’m running towards a girl that

    is giving birth to me within her through God poet artist and walker

     

    art is oaths. all spaces and all times within

    one and only oath of Miroslav Mandic Wedding

     

    art is carefulness. I’ve discovered it on the Second Walking for Poetry

    and from then on carefulness lives within me and in moments of my greatest roughness

     

    sing yourself within me

    hoy

     

    always and forever love-kiss yourself within me

    ouch

     

    previous three days Definitions of Art have been elevating me

     

    I am a child in front of the child of abyss

     

    danger

     

    more flowery Chilean Sauvignon Blanc from 2010 with 12,5% alcohol I find

    more pleasant then Montenegrian Chardonnay from 2009 with 13%

     

    little flower in the meadow

     

    undecipherable play within a particle

     

    a little bit

     

    I am god

    testimony

    about

    goodness of every boy

    and

    innocence of every girl

    today’s poem from the book I am You are I

     

    while I’m writing today’s blessings and drinking Chilean Sauvignon Blanc

    I’m getting ready for today’s meeting around five with young mister

    Djordje Lukic who will be eighteen on 17th July 2011

     

    fuckable is fucking fuckable

     

    path loyal to rose

     

    rose to path

     

    Your yearning gurgles within me through Your immortality

     

    dice just told me not to ask You about Zajecar and not to send an e-mail

    of love to Your wife while You are absent from home my friend even though

    I’ve told You I will do it because I love her with same love for You and all beings

     

    I just wrote You a message because the dice told me that

    I can do it but I gave up on letting You know about my present

    excitements so that I wouldn’t upset affirmations of carefulness towards

    all beings to which I’m loyal and through which all beings live from each other

     

    find

    yourself

    within

    me

     

    flourish

    within

    me

    through

    god

     

    down the road

     

    by the bud

     

    DEFINITIONS OF ART FROM NUMBER 913 TO NUMBER 924

    2339. day
    28th May 2011

    art is prayer. disappearing in surrendering to the arch-confidence

     

    art is not giving birth biologically – it’s giving birth spiritually. I was thirty

    eight. since then for twenty four years now I’m constantly giving birth to You

     

    art is loneliness. same thing You are feeling now

     

    art is tenderness. revolution through adhesion

     

    art is unprotectedness. a girl of bravery in my veins

     

    art is non-knowledge. tranquillity of knowledge in fool’s smile and poet’s words

     

    art is goodness. speed of light with which horse barges into the mare

     

    art is beauty. light speed with which mare accepts the barging of the horse

     

    art is a person. God’s face of some Slavica somewhere

     

    art is patience. supressed sexuality of fears releases itself

    through patience in which there are no more fears even in the fear itself

     

    art is invisible. fairy-tale in all stories. story in each poem

     

    art is what’s unimportant. pulsating of one and only in the chests of every being

     

    art in my Definitions of Art awakens immortality within all beings

     

    art in my Definitions of Art awakens what’s expected for every being

     

    art in my Definitions of Art awakens love in every being

     

    I miss my walking and I’m not sure if my heels and Achilles’ tendons are better

     

    I hoovered my apartment in order to get a bit sweaty

     

    I’m a bit tired of everything

     

    sad

     

    being sad I’m love-kissing sorrow

     

    sadness – joy me

     

    sadness – let’s joy

     

    we will

    sadness screamed

     

    I find flowery Chilean Sauvignon Blanc from 2010 with 12.5% alcohol

    nicer from today’s own picking Thalia from 2009 with 11.5% alcohol

     

    as if I’m eating flowers

     

    mountain

     

    sunny

     

    bathed with smells of ocean that warm air carries towards cold tops

     

    when I will be eating grapes in the autumn I will remember these wines

     

    when I will be swimming this late afternoon I will remember Your sexiest body

     

    with my head bent I’m bowing to the wine of Your unselfishness

     

    with baby potatoes that are cooling down

     

    sex of all beings is guarding every being with love

     

    DEFINITIONS OF ART FROM NUMBER 937 TO NUMBER 948

    2341. day
    30th May 2011


    art is me without progeny and without property

    invisible thread of Your life in every life

     

    art is me without health insurance and without being employed

    faith hope and love for Your health and creation of all beings

     

    art is me without bank account and without attorney

    faith hope and love so that Your money will flow to me without banks and administration

     

    art is me without scholarships and without membership

    faith hope and love for You because You and You and You… and membership never

     

    art is me without awards and without funds

    faith hope and love is changing of Your mind through which vibrations are even better

     

    art is me without police and army

    faith hope and love for Your innocence through which only an atom itself exists

     

    art is me without public and without market

    faith hope and love of my I for Your I and every I every day

     

    art is me without reviews and without critics

    faith hope and love of Your beginning of every moment in surrendering to my eternity

     

    art is me without gallerist and without publisher

    faith hope and love for Your who live from me for God and all beings

     

    art is me without mainstream and without salary

    faith hope and love of Your money which I conjure as a salary of immortality

     

    art is me without secrets and without lies

    faith hope and love for Your harmlessness and innocence my only girl

     

    art is me without arms and without tools

    faith hope and love for Your nakedness with whose beauty all beings are bathing

     

    Definitions of Art are Billie Holiday’s voice in every word of mine

     

    Definitions of Art are my caregivers through which I care for all particles

     

    Definitions of Art are caring through which I care for all caregivers

     

    Definitions of Art are Tomislava Sekulic

     

    today I saw You for the first time within Your Self

     

    Tomislava Sekulic

     

    I’m sending You gentle greetings my Tomislava

     

    I am a path within Your being

     

    You are the rose within mine

     

    spirals are circling

    throat is hugging a throat with hugging

    (in Serbian hugging and throat sound the same: grlo grljenjem grli grlo)

     

    today I’m drinking strongest and oldest wine. Hungarian

    Balatoni from 2003 with 13.5% alcohol which is after Chilean

    Sauvignon Blanc nicest even though I don’t feel flowers in it

     

    after pouring new glass of wine chair touched me and I thought Your hand

     

    don’t give up not-giving-up

     

    join me joining

     

    nestle nestling

     

    female-identical to male-identical

     

    to the only one

     

    Miroslav Mandic

     

    sunny glades

     

    oath within an oath

    first letters written by Miroslav Mandic that certain just born children got

     

    all women of my life are all women of one and only life

    one and only girl within each woman – to my girl – one and only woman of all beings

    DEFINITIONS OF ART FROM NUMBER 949 TO NUMBER 960

    2342. day
    31st May 2011

    art is grass. magnificent neglected ordinariness

     

    art are sparrows. healing presence

     

    art are poppies. just as much as my fields start getting red in Your soul

     

    art are swallows. placidity by blueness – smouldering by air-writing of all beings

     

    art is a robin. chirping through which I’m inviting robins to chirp in the Chirping One

     

    art is a horse. thuds of loyalty

     

    art is repetition. concatenation of a body on bodies

     

    art are moments. wink of winking

    constant winking of love that those who are in love don’t notice and those who use banality of evil eliminate

     

    art is first of June. hey tomorrow’s 1st June 2011 that will come and go

     

    art is resurrection. gardening through Your orgasms

     

    art are rejections. all my rejections are art works

    and I join them to the wholeness of my work

     

    art is blue money. art of money within blue buds

    loathing the violence of civilisation

     

    Definitions of Art are expansions of analogies in one and only art

     

    Definitions of Art are when yearning flies towards yearning

     

    Definitions of Art are when a scream screams to the scream

     

    Definitions of Art are non-differentiations that admonish sameness

     

    hey one is our mother – the fuckable one. hey one is our father – the fuckable one

     

    I’ve listened enough stories about not fucked enough mothers

     

    I’ve listened enough stories about cocky fathers

     

    today Spanish wine Finza Alta with 12% alcohol

     

    red rose on the table

     

    sensuality is most abstract

     

    the most sensual abstraction

     

    smell of baby potatoes

     

    vegetable poisoning that is spreading through Europe

     

    vegetable selling woman who sold me young lettuce told me

    where are you I haven’t seen you for a while

     

    I’m drinking wine – I’m suckling You

     

    love is a being

     

    a being loves to love-kiss

     

    when a being doesn’t love-kiss a being kills beings

     

    I adore Your body and that’s why don’t prevent me with Your body to get to my spirit

     

    I adore Your life and that’s why don’t prevent me

    with Your life to get to the life of all beings

     

    sex is milk through which God nurses his beings

     

    71ST TIME 33 DAYS AND DEFINITIONS OF ART FROM NUMBER 961 TO NUMBER 972

    2343. day
    1st June 2011

    art is you. stimulation of hope

     

    art is myth. hand raised in the air

     

    art is a fairy tale. plainest plainness

     

    art is danger. save me today as well my danger

     

    art is 100 steps. Your hundred kisses feet that walked hundred steps

     

    art is that the most beautiful thing is to be with Miroslav Mandic 

    love is courage and courage is love and sms that I’ve sent to one mother and her son

     

    art is my ID. sanctity of sameness in every particle and in any kiss

     

    art are couples. I of public and I of market. you and I. rose and path

    pussy and cock. poet and artist. dancing and singing. please and thank you

    insouciance and unreasonableness. patience and suffering. carefullness and care

     

    art is Fourth Art. it saved both me and Rose of Wandering during the Rose of Wandering

     

    art is Fifth Art. into which I casted off infront of

    the few of my young frineds on 8th December 2001

     

    art is the System of Seven Arts. constant overlapping and vibrating

    of everything within everything

     

    art is Miroslav Mandic Art. one and only love

    and one and only singing of each being to all beings

     

    first June again

     

    Definitons of Art is art of defining

     

    Definitons of Art are love whispering – of the alone ones to the lonely ones

     

    Definitons of Art are corridors that are not leading me anywhere but that are singing me

     

    Definitons of Art are boyish joy whith which I can hardly wait

    the next day so that I could sing new Definitons of Art

     

    today as well as yesterday patience fucked the unbearable

     

    everything that I can’t bare about You I actually love-kiss from all my heart

     

    God as well as me and You and love is only what is now and here

     

    God as well as me and You and love is only what is eternal and infinit

     

    God as well as me and You and love is only fuckable immortality

     

    with stomach

     

    with throaght use me

     

    I love You because You are never here when I need You

     

    You weaned me from Yourslef

     

    delivered me to the one who is always here

    Little Goddess

     

    on first of June I broke up with Kaja Cirilovic

     

    five years of solitude

     

    five years of flowers

     

    five years of deification

     

    five years in glory of five years

     

    first of June is over again 

     

     

    DEFINITIONS OF ART FROM NUMBER 973 TO NUMBER 984

    2344. day
    2nd June 2011

    art is invention of names. my name is I Am A Husband And Love To Every Whore

     

    art is that I’m not a member of any professional or any

    other association. I kiss all kisses through which all beings kiss themselves

    I pulsate through orgasms through which beings are cominggggg kissing each other

     

    art is love-kissing passers-by and celebrating their Godly faces

    sublimity of unnamed and unnoticed plays which I’m creating every day

     

    art are all beings. I repeat art are all beings

     

    art is Miroslav Mandic wants greatest success. success after the success of all beings

    I am a success in everyone’s success. and in the end of time all successes will

    celebrate all failures and will rejoice one and only Miroslav Mandic Success

     

    art is Miroslav Mandic is singing creating and walking

    every moment everywhere and to everything love – eternal art in a poem of all beings

     

    art is Bud of All Beings. one and only one to the one and only one

     

    art is immortality. You make me immortal – that’s so simple

     

    art are 86400 moments of Miroslav Mandic’s life in every day. rain that

    just started to pour so I immediately turned off the music

    in order to listen the music of thunder and rain

     

    art are 86400 Miroslav Mandic’s works of art every day. only thing we want

    is to fuck my mother – my father – my sister – my brother – my daughter – my son

     

    art is Virgin Kaja girl Virgin Mary. it was beautiful to be born from Kaja’s vagina

    and to realise in my sixtieth that Virgin Mary gave birth to me

     

    art is just born God’s child. I’m being born

    every moment to God’s to Yours and all beings’ joy

     

    wow how defining liberates me and surrenders to Your surrendering

     

    wow

    I

    am

    just

    a

    poem

    wow

     

    Definitions of Art are unknown to me Tomislava Sekulic in all beings

     

    Definitions of Art are Tomislava Sekulic and love of all beings for Tomislava Sekulic

     

    Definitions of Art are Your love for Tomislava Sekulic

     

    Definitions of Art are Tomislava Sekulic who love-kisses You

     

    everything that I am is Tomislava Sekulic

    nobody should ever renounce Tomislava Sekulic

    nobody should start a day without love-kissing Tomislava Sekulic

    everything that I sing is because of Tomislava Sekulic only You know that

     

    innocence-ing

    (in Serbian: čednijanje)

     

    to the children

    (čedima)

     

    to the innocent ones

    (čednima)

     

    through you-I-ing

     

    You

     

    I-ing

     

    I adore You adored woman

     

    You and me love each other for love’s sake not for life’s sake

     

    cry through love-kissing me – through love-kissing me transform yourself

    one are the tears-the only tears – sms that I sent to You at 14:17

    sing through love-kissing and love-kiss Miroslav – sms that I sent to myself at 14:18

     

    it pours again

     

    p

    o

    e

    m

    p

    o

    u

    r

    s

     

    clitoris pours

     

    first orgasm pours

     

    we are pouring

     

    DEFINITIONS OF ART FROM NUMBER 985 TO NUMBER 996

    2345. day
    3rd June 2011

    art is God. Miroslav Mandic God

     

    art is Goddess. Miroslav Mandic Goddess

     

    art is God-life-art

    Miroslav Mandic-Miroslav Mandic-Miroslav Mandic 

     

    art is God-sex-money

    Miroslav Mandic-Miroslav Mandic-Miroslav Mandic 

     

    art is oldest human being. Miroslav Mandic in flash and blood

     

    art is I and you. Miroslav Mandic and Miroslav Mandic

     

    art is I and you – one and only Miroslav Mandic I

     

    art is face. Miroslav Mandic face

     

    art is walking. Miroslav Mandic walking

     

    art is path. Miroslav Mandic path

     

    art is rose. Miroslav Mandic rose

     

    art is wandering. Miroslav Mandic wandering

     

    Definitions of Art are one and only name of all names and each Miroslav Mandic name

    trembling

     

    Definitions of Art is Miroslav Mandic sexuality

    and asexuality of Your oppositions to Your one and only I

     

    joy of a fucked heart heals all fucked up hearts

     

    Simone Boué

    Emil Cioran’s companion and my admiration for her suicide

     

    sameness is achieved through constant transformation

     

    difference is consequence of not changing

     

    sameness is truth – difference is illusion

     

    I love You a lot all these years

     

    I’m creating You – You are singing me

    and if I don’t understand You and if You don’t hear me it’s a sin vanity and stupidity

     

    I’m leaving in order to transform sin vanity and stupidity within every being

     

    enlightened boy doesn’t let down a girl

     

    loving girl doesn’t betray a boy

     

    disbelief and rivalry are surrounding me

     

    I’m going towards deification and companionship

     

    path is a path

     

    rose is a rose

     

    walking is singing

     

    Miroslav Mandic of Miroslav Mandic Miroslav Mandic

    Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic Miroslav Mandic

    Miroslav Mandic with Miroslav Mandic Miroslav Mandic

    Miroslav Mandic hey Miroslav Mandic Miroslav Mandic

     

    Miroslav Mandic all words which are flowing towards their source

     

    Miroslav Mandic word which is flying towards its source

     

    c

    i

    d

    n

    a

    m

     

    v

    a

    l

    s

    o

    r

    i

    m

     

     

    DEFINITIONS OF ART FROM NUMBER 997 TO NUMBER 1008

    2346. day
    4th June 2011

    art is bud. same budding in everything

     

    art is a circle. incomprehensible beauty of comprehensible goodness

     

    art is circling. sometimes I call You dancing

    sometimes walking – sometimes shake it baby shake it

     

    art is a poem. my life is more important to me than Yours

    dedicated to Mirjana Lukic

     

    art is I-am-You-are-I

    I

    a

    m

    Y

    o

    u

    a

    r

    e

    I

     

    art is Bud of All Beings – God’s rose

    calm sunny afternoon soaked with smells of light in anybody’s heart

     

    art is the best one. balls of courage of most gentle lips

    while writing this definition I’m hearing the thunder in the distance. airplane and child’s voice

     

    art is Miroslav Mandic is Everybody’s Mother in eternity

    as is Miroslav Mandic Fucks Everybody’s Mother in youth

     

    art is one and only artist. the name of the first

    the one and only artist is Miroslav Mandic

     

    art is a poet of all beings. the name of the first poet of all beings is Miroslav Mandic

     

    art is the walker of the one and only one. the name of the

    first walker of the one and only one is Miroslav Mandic

     

    art is Miroslav Mandic. creating singing and love-kissing

    through one and only name of Yours – Miroslav Mandic name

     

    Kaja happy eighty fifth birthday to You

    my little girl – mother of all mothers – little girl in every little girl

     

    woman of all women

    girls give birth to women

     

    woman of all men

    love creates woman

     

    Kaja my dandelion

    God love-kisses woman-dandelion

     

    splash of resurrection

     

    happy birthday also to all mothers that didn’t give birth or

    if they did but if in both cases they are mothers to all beings

     

    happy birthday also to all mothers that have renounced

    their motherhood in glory of one and only mother of all beings

     

    if at some point somewhere in Your heart you meet Kaja

    drink a glass of brandy and cup of coffee with her

     

    I’ve finished writing of this year’s Definitions of Art from number

    865 to number 1008. Definitions are flowers of innocence in torn flowers

    through the tunnel of light

     

    let’s go I – says I. let’s go – says I to me

     

    I

    my lamb

     

    let’s wake

     

    wake through Cosmos

     

    wake through Outer Space

     

    wake through Universe

     

    wake through Planet which guards each being from horrible globalisation of the selfish

    we are free of charge but with greatest prise – blue money – money of resurrection and immortality

     

    let’s wake

     

    let’s drink

    through rebellion

    power is dead

     

    with conscience

     

    through one and only love – not through relationships and businesses

     

    with womb of each word I refine each word of heart

    with heart of each word I impregnate each word of mind

    with mind of each word I fuck with each word of love

    through whirlwinds of tranquillity and through tranquillity of whirlwinds female and male fucker are one

     

     

    DAYS THAT FOLLOW

    2348. day
    6th June 2011

    Milomir happy ninety fifth birthday to You

     

    let’s get going through the days that follow

     

    forty years old ones from the beginning of being engaged in art

     

    twenty years old ones from the beginning of Rose of Wandering

     

    after twelve days of writing Definitions of Art I’m even more so

    the art itself and much more remote from the existing art

     

    it was very exciting and hard

     

    I hope I won’t get sick after that great exhaustion

    this morning I got a herpes on my lip

     

    my heels didn’t stop hurting even though I walked just a little bit

     

    average daily walking dropped from 13,029 kilometres to 12,792 kilometres

     

    daily average walking of the First Time Second Ten Year Walking should be

    12,796 kilometres. I’m hence four metres under the daily average

     

    I don’t know how and will at all the pain in my heels go away but I need to walk

     

    I’d like to swim

     

    to take two days rest and then begin with preparations for

    the first day of summer and 33 years from the Fictional Economy or

    Economy of Conscience or Thirty Three Years of Admiration for Beggars

     

    first smell of linden this year

     

    after twelve days I’m again on the lake

     

    lake turned into a beach

     

    I was sad. I didn’t swim

     

    it wasn’t hard for me to walk even though I felt pain in my heels

     

    I walked in sandals

     

    I was thinking about Edgar Allan Poe’s text about his poem Raven

     

    I was thinking about Novalis’ love for Sophie von Kühn

     

    they both speak of beauty and death

     

    old ice-cream selling woman lifted her legs on the chair in order to rest them

     

    old limping man and young paraplegic man were talking about tennis

     

    at one moment I heard humming of the leaves on the

    branches and felt how sadness is leaving me

     

    I bought big iceberg lettuce

     

    herbal chees and mayonnaise

     

    things started to fit into their places

     

    I picked up two cherries from the asphalt

     

    I stared at the young vine

     

    I anticipated two three ideas that would help me survive and work

     

    I thought I’ll open a new e-mail address

     

    You are not connected to the Internet.

    I just got informed from the computer

     

    29TH TIME LAO TZU

    2349. day
    7th June 2011

    Therefore the wise say:

    Do not interfere, and people transform themselves.

    Love peace, and people do what is right.

    Do not intervene, and people prosper.

    Have no desires, and people live simply. 

    Lao Tzu in fifty seventh chapter

     

    Therefore the wise are square but not cornered,

    sharp but not cutting, straight but not strained,

    brilliant but not dazzling. 

    Lao Tzu in fifty eighth chapter

     

    all-permeating

     

    I drank a coffee but I didn’t manage to write nothing more than all-permeating

     

    enough

     

    everything that is pleasant to us is meditation 

    said Goran Roglic last night on TV

     

    good vibe

     

    same trembling in the ground in the water in the air within light

     

    bliss of the intertwining

     

    five words on one page five words on the other page

     

    ground ground

     

    water water water water water water

     

    air

    air

    air

    air

    air

    air

    air

     

    light

     

    everything enters me everything gets out of me

     

    I’m healing you heels

     

    I’m wording you words

     

    gentle vibe

     

    face-kissing

     

    light within light

     

    all words interflow into the first word

     

    eight

    words

    for

    the

    first

    word

    of

    poem

     

    I feel good with words

     

    I feel good within words

     

    words are dyeing words

     

    everything

    that

    feels

    good

    is

    a

    poem

     

    my step your step my step your step my step your step

     

    wake through a poem

     

    wake through the absence of wake

     

    through a poem within young grass

     

    through a poem in golden wheat fields

     

    through a poem within love spasms

     

    love child in my womb

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    ALWAYS

    2350. day
    8th June 2011

    Swimming across the ocean, I beginning to get on in the work that I’m already creating.

    it’s written in the seventh blessing of this book

     

    now I’m in the ocean of 66293rd blessing

     

    God only knows which ocean that is

     

    vastness surrounds me

     

    it’s within me

     

    the smaller I am the vaster it is

     

    the smaller I am it’s more and more within me

     

    it’s nearly eleven and I haven’t even drew either 64 Buds nor Blue Rose

     

    I’ll get going at noon in the strongest sun

     

    I was working all the time on the begging that is waiting for me in the day of summer

     

    I would like to write today’s blessings before the walk and to send them to Violeta and

    Ivana so that I don’t have to sit at the desk nor turn on the computer when I come back

     

    I’m upset

     

    I also have to shave

     

    I’ll do it right away

     

    I’m shaved

     

    yesterday I had a short conversation with Ice-Cream Selling

    Woman Lifted Her Legs On The Chair In Order To Rest Them and

    in the end I told her when I pass through here in future can I say hallo to You

     

    always

    she answered

     

    grapes have begun to develop

     

    levees next to the river are meandering

     

    every day I’m reading texts about poetry

     

    yesterday I enjoyed in titles of certain poems

     

    I wished to write just titles

     

    hunches

     

    hints

     

    recognitions

     

    hastenings

     

    corner on which we were kissing every night of that autumn

     

    you left the lavender in my table

     

    Pannonian sand is brought by eastern wind

     

    while waiting for you to speak out

     

    I’m

    walking

    through

    a

    poem

     

    noon is close. I’m going over to the other desk to draw 64 Buds and Blue Roses

     

    then after short exercise in the middle of the room getting out into the hot day as well

     

    A SACK

    2351. day
    9th June 2011

    I’m ploughing through reading texts about poetry

     

    I’m refreshing the soil of poetry

     

    I’m preparing second 33 days bowing – writing the Poem about Poem

     

    I love to prepare myself from the distance so that I would be

    as free as possible when the time comes

     

    many things that I’m reading is long time within me

     

    I was most rejoiced by Ezra Pound from

    whose words I will actually make a poem

     

    my poems are pointless

    a lot of repetitions

    when I was seventy

    I realised

    that I’m not a loony

    but an idiot

    my works

    are

    stupid and ignorant

    from the beginning till the end

    stupid and ignorant

    a mess

    everything good that I did

    I spoiled

    with bad intentions

    I was too obsessed

    with unimportant and foolish things

    sloppiness

    I didn’t know enough

    of a lot of things

    I was reading too little and too slow

    I was taking

    a bit of this

    a bit of that

    that would make me interested

    and put that in a sack

    and

    that’s not the way

    art work is created

     

    that is actually that work of art

     

    Ezra I love-kiss every word of yours

     

    Your words have reminded me of old Indians

     

    old fisherman

     

    old men that are pleating baskets from thin rods

     

    old women and their herbal elixirs

     

    Eros of a hand

     

    all those poems that have been written by a hand

     

    a poem is constantly here like a love

     

    in the crack of down

     

    in the movement of the Universe in every particle

     

    in the honourable life without money

     

    in enough

     

    in sympathies

     

    in tattooed nerves in all beings

     

    Ezra Your poem is beautiful

     

    the crack of arch-poetry

     

    singing through the dawn of poetry

     

    somewhere somebody

     

    while the rain is pouring

     

    a whole day by a whole day

     

    heavy bags on the shoulders

     

    huger that is coming over humanity

     

    Ulrike Meinchof

     

    without coming back to the eternal coming back

     

    bread

    bud

     

    EVERY DAY IS REVOLUTION

    2352. day
    10th June 2011

    Ulrike Meinchof. Andreas Baader. Gudrun Ensslin

     

    rose-volution

     

    last night a friend sent me an e-mail with what she likes and what she doesn’t like in sex

     

    I like tenderly and decisively

    that he hit the right spots

    to know where he’s going

    not to get lost when he’s touching

    to touch even before he’s touching

    to differentiate giving and receiving and to know how to balance them out

    to know how to stop

    suddenly

    like a rest in music

    it excites me the most

    when he is very excited and yet calm

    to lead me on with that calmness

    to hold me where I love to be held and to hold his hand there

    and then to listen to my breathing and voices

    to show his enjoyment when I’m caressing him

    to smile. to be serious

    to be present

    to watch me and to look at me watching him

    to see that I see him

    to see god in each other

    to see ourselves in god. to see god in ourselves

    to love in those moments everything that exists the way I love as well

    to love my orgasms the same way I love his

    I don’t like when he undresses himself right away

    and to undress me the same quick and unimportant way

    when he’s not connected. when he loses connection

    when he gets lost

    when he can’t enjoy

    but he goes all at once

    as if he’s overeating

    when he’s pleasing only himself

    that he’s pleasing only me

    when he’s not kissing. not looking. not caressing

    when he doesn’t know and doesn’t know how to find out

    when he rides on his own and he doesn’t even know he’s doing it

    to be pushy. to be scared

     

    stopping

     

    I wrote the poem about Ulrike Meinchof forty years ago in the Red Notebook

     

    every day is a revolution

     

    loyalty to all beings

     

    I’m sitting at the computer and waiting for blessings

     

    they are not coming. I’m going to draw Blue Rose and 64 Buds

     

    I drew them. now it’s a bit easier

     

    I’m too tired. I dehydrated yesterday. I walked nineteen kilometres

     

    yesterday I saw one inscription of mine I am thirty years old

     

    it was good to see that

     

    it was nice to write that

     

    she blinked – I felt her – joy in my soul

     

    while I was whisking the coffee on the balcony I was gently thinking of You

     

    have me constantly within You

     

    through my writing I’m loyal to Your reading

     

    I’m writing even when I don’t feel like writing so that I don’t ever let You down

     

    bread with margarine spread

     

    young peas

     

    Saturday prayer

     

    it’s nice to write. to get back and correct the written. to carry on caressing

     

    c

    a

    r

    e

    c  a  r  e  s  s  i  n  g

    s

    i

    n

    g

     

    when I write something beautiful I less worry about

    money since I created money through beauty

     

    I never liked to earn money I rather like to create it

     

    even though I don’t have money I believe that I created

    a lot of money and I believe that somebody feels and knows that

     

    I wish that many people live out of my money

     

    I love those who believe when nobody believes

     

    I love the chirping of birds in these words

     

    I

    am

    a

    poem

    even

    when

    there

    is

    no

    poem

     

    bud-volution

     

    MY BELOVED HYDRANGEA

    2353. day
    11th June 2011

    I’m writing with my chest

     

    with milky grass

     

    after six days I’m again drinking wine

     

    weak Riesling

     

    whole week I was enjoying without wine now I’m enjoying in it

     

    in words even more so

     

    in next blessing forever

     

    then in each following blessing always

     

    in one and only duration

     

    in heavy breasts in which are all grass of this and other world

     

    a path in thighs

     

    in the spines of roses

     

    easiness is within God

     

    God – easiness in everything

     

    if you receive my word you will feel grace and easiness

     

    if you don’t receive it you will feel heaviness and painfulness

     

    I lean my head on my shoulders

     

    I’m a bit ashamed of myself

     

    one breast is insouciance. the other one is unreasonableness

     

    nurse me – insouciance. nurse me – unreasonableness

     

    I’m not ashamed any more

     

    I am

     

    I sing

     

    I don’t wonder

     

    love is being in form for love

     

    form (lat. conditio) condition; circumstance; position

    fixing; a place achieved under certain circumstances;

    private teaching of students, private lessons given to

    students: to be in form – to be in good state (as of a wrestler,

    boxer, tennis player, footballer, athlete, racing horse etc.)

    to young mister Djordje

     

    I’m loyal to You

     

    it’s not more present than the Universe

     

    constant Walt Whitman

     

    constantness innocence blooms within You

     

    I’m nothing – I’m everything

     

    a sweater dressed up in blue hydrangea

     

    you’re still writing

    last blessing is for You

     

    AN OATH WITH NEWS – THE ONLY JOY

    2355. day
    13th June 2011

     


    I’m walking by the lake. when I come back I’ll be writing blessings


     

     

    I should prepare myself for tomorrow’s business lunch with Mrs Mirhana

     

    I should be writing from afar I Vow

     

    I should come closer to the blessings that I will write on the day of this year’s summer

     

    when I admit my mistakes and flaws I’m becoming better

     

    when I don’t return the injury rather rejoice it I’m becoming even better

     

    when I admit my wishes and love I’m the best

     

    when I live my wishes and love I’m good

     

    when I surrender to You and I receive everything from You I’m beautiful

     

    when I sing like this I’m innocent

     

    when I am – I am God

     

    I am a god

    of modesty

    modesty

    my modesty

    I love-kiss

    you

    today’s poem from the book I am You are I

     

    I ask for something only when I’m happy

     

    I give always because giving will always rejoice me

     

    14:28

    joined for the love of God

     

    16:11

    I’m at the table

     

    smell of the cooked vegetables

     

    I’m drinking the leftovers from yesterday’s wine

     

    these days I’m enjoying reading avant-garde poetry

     

    I enjoy in Your sexual fantasies

     

    I enjoy Your virtues and talents that You don’t even know of

     

    I enjoy Your unselfishness

     

    I enjoy Your courage to decide and choose Your path

     

    your

    path

    as

    well

    as

    anybody

    else’s

    path

    can

    only

    be

    either

    god’s

    path

    or

    my

    path

    or

    your

    path

     

    freedom

     

    one is the path

     

    one is the rose

     

    bud

     

    mothers girls

     

    fathers boys

     

    workers of goodness and beauty

     

    nobleman of sameness

     

    beauty of identification

     

     

     

     

     

    PARKOUR OF THE EVERYDAY

    2356. day
    14th June 2011

    last night on Ban’s Hill I saw two young men practicing parkour

    I approached them so they were telling me about it and showing me their skills

    those were fifteen year old Bozidat Surla and Milorad Stegnjaic

    parkour is connecting and flow – they said

     

    I love when a word sings within me

     

    I love even more when You dance with my words

     

    I love the best when God sings within me through all beings

     

    the way I write today nobody else writes because this is how eternal now is writing

     

    I don’t have too much time to write today’s blessings

     

    that’s why I should slow down even more so

     

    slowly and most simple

     

    in the same rhythm

     

    blessings will be coming on their own

     

    I should just surrender to the slowness of simplicity and same rhythm

     

    to the monotony

     

    that is spreading

     

    with no significance or wishes as long as it only is

     

    taking the shortest route from point a to point b

     

    each point is closest to each point

     

    science lives in improvability

     

    that’s how each point lives within each point

     

    thought within each though

     

    tree in each tree

     

    immortality on the palm

     

    I haven’t prepared myself the best for the business lunch

    with Mrs Mirhana but I hope that it will be an occasion in which

    this business lunch will bring me even more than I expect from it

     

    I live for the joy of life

     

    I survive in glory of creation

     

    I’m rich for immortality of poetry

     

    I love the richness of the poor ones

     

    I love the richness of those who renounce it

     

    I love the richness of the noble ones

     

    Chet Baker is singing

     

    I’m leaving soon

     

    today I should make 479th photo of One Man

     

    on 14th July will be forty years of One Man

     

    gratitude to You too 66489th blessing

     

    A TEAR IS SLIPPING DOWN

    2357. day
    15th June 2011

    I need few easily conquered blessings

     

    good beginning and immediate realisation

     

    past is dissatisfaction – future fear

     

    now smile

     

    fireflies are flying through the woods in late afternoon

     

    they start shining suddenly and in unexpected places

     

    little-beings

     

    philosophers of light

     

    I love to drink goodness

     

    I love to walk with goodness

     

    I love to fuck with goodness

     

    fireflies are flying

     

    don’t be afraid

     

    it’s dawning

     

    just say that

     

    I’m dancing

     

    I’m run down

     

    reasonless sadness prepares reasonless joy

     

    I pat myself on the shoulder

     

    I love music a lot

     

    I love to dance a lot

     

    I hope that this summer I will play football

     

    I need that ball in my feet which I cannot control as I used to

    I played football last time in 1999 during the bombing

     

    my legs are getting weak

     

    it seems to me that I’ll refresh them with the ball in my head

     

    do You know that I died with many poems

     

    I’m dying

     

    I’m crying

     

    love-kissing

     

    eternal-making

     

    travel rose

     

    love-kiss love

     

    lick my tears

     

    WHAT IS I TO YOU IT IS GOD TO I

    2358. day
    16th June 2011

    what is Odyssey to Homer it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is Don Quixote to Cervantes it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what are Gragantua and Pantagruel to Rabelais it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is Hamlet to Shakespeare it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is Werther to Goethe it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is blue flower to Novalis it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is Arthur Gordon Pym to Poe it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is Zarathustra to Nietzsche it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what are leaves of grass to Walt Whitman it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what are flowers of evil to Baudelaire it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is Ana Karenina to Tolstoy it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is Raskolnikov to Dostoyevsky it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is Madame Bovary to Flaubert it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is common task to Nikolai Fyodorov it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is Melanctha to Gertrude Stein it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is freedom to Berdyaev it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is urinal to Duchamp it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is Charlot to Charlie Chaplin it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what are language games to Wittgenstein it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is nonviolence to Ghandi it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what are plums to William Carlos Williams it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is Svejk to Hasek it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is silence to John Cage it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is Godot to Beckett it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is Dean Moriarty to Kerouac it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is a brunette to Tisma it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is Pannonia to Zvonko Bogdan it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is international blue to Yves Klein it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is strange fruit to Billie Holiday it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is San Quentin prison to Johnny Cash it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is God to Christ it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is Miroslav Mandic to Djorde Stanojevic it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    what is van Gogh to van Gogh it is Miroslav Mandic to Miroslav Mandic

     

    THANK YOU – THAT’S ENOUGH

    2359. day
    17th June 2011

    through creation I’m in eternity – through life I’m in time

     

    let’s go eternity of this moment

     

    words are giving to the sight what sight expects from them

     

    dusk sunlight on the oak leaves

     

    a girl is practicing balance on the grass

     

    forest conversations

     

    happy together

     

    goodness and modesty

     

    eternity of the first encounter

     

    art of the first encounter

     

    poem of the first encounter

     

    let it always be the first time

     

    You are reading for the first time what I wrote for the first time

     

    with shapes of air

     

    summer is coming on Tuesday at 7.16pm

     

    that’s when I will send the first letter

     

    I’m calm – grass is growing

     

    I really love rose

     

    I have two dried roses on the table

     

    oh yes. I nearly forgot. when two nights ago

    I gave to the old homeless woman who asked me for money

    four five twenty dinars bills she shyly said thank you – that’s enough

    I love-kiss You my lady

     

    it was a great honour hearing those words

     

    I love to write with my ears

     

    there’s not a lot of joy in these words but it’s all meant for You

     

    in my thoughts I’m sitting next to the river

     

    I’m a river to a river

     

    I’m reaching out with my hand

     

    little

    poem

    sings

     

    when I was young I was imagining that I’m somebody somewhere

     

    now I am somebody somewhere

     

    somebody within this blessing

     

    somewhere with this blessing

     

    I identify myself with poem

     

    g

    o

    d

     

    MIROSLAV MANDIC IS ONE AND ONLY I

    2360. day
    18th June 2011

    I of light

     

    I of goodness

     

    I of every day

     

    I of sky

     

    I of soil

     

    I of ocean and seas

     

    I of grass and all seeds

     

    I of sun and stars

     

    I of fishes

     

    I of birds

     

    I of animals

     

    I of man

     

    I of each name

     

    I constant affirmation of anybody’s I

     

    I always and forever same I

     

    I of a beautiful girl who surrenders to the light of an ugly one

     

    I of innocence is dying for the innocence of all beings

     

    I

    I  I  I

    I

     

    Your I – though. my I – even more so. they are nothingness

     

    when you told me this morning that you picked St. John’s Worth for me I felt sadness

     

    I felt Your I that yearns to manifest itself and dominate

     

    I was immediately disgusted with my I

     

    I will be silent

     

    I will disappear

     

    I of the dusk is sinking into the deep blue of the daybreak

     

    I of a rose disappears in a bud

     

    I of heavy rain disappears in greenery of young corn

     

    I of Galaxy walks in peace

     

    I of Cosmos creates through order and harmony

     

    I of Universe sings in one

     

    my I disappears in Your I

     

    Your I disappears in I of Miroslav Mandic

     

    I of Miroslav Mandic disappears into Miroslav Mandic I

    God

     

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