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GOODBYE EUROPE
well done departing from America
disclosure of American crimes leads to the cleaning the Europe’s crimes even though I think that Europe would be better off starting first, since it was the one to start the first an e-mail from a friend awaited for me this morning goodbye Europe all Your values are nothing until You redeem for Your conquests colonising and edifications all Your churches universities parks music museums are nothing until You go down on Your knees with all those things before those who You have destroyed and conquered with Your churches parks music and museums Europe You are nothingness until You give back all of what You seized rejoice Europe. rejoice America. the time of Asia is coming of Africa Oceania Planet Universe joy all-joy through hiding the guilt and violence everything became pornography especially all of that and all of those who are fighting the pornography there is the least amount of pornography in actual pornography I love the beauty and goodness of all people on porn sites pornographic is sometimes the only esthetical glory-hole. bukake. sharing. deep throat. threesome. blow job young. old. ugly. fat. amateurs. orgasms. kisses leaves are trembling to the whole world sky is constantly giving itself away to everybody sun is in constant erection plums are melting in the mouth water flows throughout the body air never rejected anybody day never betrayed anybody each dawn gives itself away to everybody shoes are just so supple towels pillows abstractions seasons orgasms words buds
MIROSLAVE
if You have ever seen a stone and immediately said stone
if You have ever been writing poems if and
called all of them if only you would read this poem
if there You go even after so many years I’m again writing those if poems
if is as exciting as when
if You come
if You want
if until then the night already falls down
if You feel me in Your veins
if You have ever wished to be exactly what You are it will be the night
if You have ever lifted Your hand like me now it will be the same hand
if You have ever licked the salt of my tears
if You have ever by licking clitoris regenerated the sea life
if You have ever by kissing the penis head created the sea itself
if You love hoar frosting
if You are nesting birds eggs in Your heart
if You are a student of high and ebb tide
if You stroll through the Universe every day at list once
if agreement and loyalty are the same for You
as they are for me that makes path and for rose happy
if You are radiant also in plainest joy You mean a lot to every joy
if You have ever caressed the whole landscape
You are the whiteness of the invisible circulations
if You are a husband of existence it’s good for the existence
if You are a wife to all beings it’s good for all beings
if You are delighted with beautiful and good like me at this moment
if sometimes You don’t know what to say right now
and You say I don’t know what to say right now
if sometimes gentle humour of life in Your bones takes You before the very God
wow
if You have ever hugged any youngling like God
wow wow
if You have ever kissed God like any youngling
wow wow wow
if You have ever said to somebody
your name is I Don’t Know Who You Are But You Are Everything To Me
if You love-kiss hundred nuns in the hearts of hundred
monks who are praying for better yesterday today and tomorrow
hey if You have ever stopped the orgasm
so that instead of You all beings also feel the pleasure
even if You have done only that it was enough for life to keep on living
if You have ever recognised Yourself within You You will feel you and I and I are one I
if You are all of this then we should be and let us be
You and I and I and I and I and I and I and I and I
if sometimes You wouldn’t know how to finish
something beautiful this is an opportunity to do so
I AM I OF ALL I
I am joy of the great ones in the hearts of small ones
I am joy of the healthy ones in the hearts of the sick ones
I
am
all
our
conversations
in
this
poem
of
ours
I am tattoos on Amy Winehouse’s skin
I am a nib and a feather and I’m waiting on
the desk before I dip myself in the ink of Your heart
I am a pillow for every I
I am fucking conscience and fuckable consciousness
I am water which trembles and soil that sighs
I am a tambour of the plain and I celebrate the mountains of honesty
I am every step that we are walked by Piece Pilgrim
I am the steps through which Miroslav Mandic walked
twenty three kilometres around the walls of Constantinople – Istanbul
we are the choice
only freedom
I am the choice
only God
I am the poem of all beings in my mind
I am all poems of all poets in my heart
I am the most delicate delicacy and my nationality is one and only people of all beings
I am poem of good people
I am Your miraculous ass my beloved world
I am a dusk of these words in front of Your eyes
I am one on both sides
I am one and only orgasm of opposites
I am sublime plainness
I am I that owes everything to the other
I am I of the other that owes everything to the other
I am the I am in Miroslav Mandic’s poems
Miroslav Mandic I Am
I am the language of mathematics that surrenders to the singing of music
I am the mathematics of language and language of mathematics
and we are both surrendering and giving ourselves away
I am the most fuckable joy and I live in all beings
I wanted to write and thing too but I reminded myself that things are also beings. as well as ideas. that’s even more incomprehensible
I am Miroslav Mandic’s decision and I am going to help him to write I Am
poems to the end of his life and then continue writing them in the eternity of every being
I am the beginning
eternal beginning in the beginning of eternity
FIRST BIRTHDAY CAKE OF ALL BEINGS FIRST BIRTHDAY CAKE OF ALL BEINGS
tomorrow is my 62nd birthday
22644th day of my life I’d love to spend it in the circle of one and only family of all beings at the round table of Solemn Sunday Lunch of All Beings alone alone in order to be with everybody alone so that I wouldn’t hurt anybody alone I am in Your arms alone I am in Your pussy alone I am in Your loyalty alone I am in Your writing alone I am in Your struggle with Yourself woman alone I am in Your struggle with Yourself man alone I am in Your oath alone I am in Your transformation alone I am in Your decision alone to the lonely ones I’d love if all beings would make a cake of all-love for me tomorrow I want cake an I can cake an I am you are I cake a cake of greatest disgust over my own I a cake of all our future conversations agreements and fuckings a cake of Miroslav Mandic Success through which each being succeeds through all beings I would love if the first birthday cake of all beings would consist of biscuits of permeation fruits of compassion nuts of redemption chocolate of waiver cream of obedience vanilla of free-of-charge syrup of immortality rum of sharing I would love if the cake is in the shape of a ball and that each being gets a piece bud cake I would love if my birthday is a birthday of resurrection of all beings God just God Nikolai Fyodorov I’m first getting on my knees… …gratitude of gratitude of gratitude o h j o h j o y o h y o h d a d a n c e c e .
FROM NOWHERE AND NON – CELEBRATION OF THESE MOMENTS
these days from monastery Vracesnica into the monastery Kovilje also went
Rafaila to the prioress Agripina, Hristina, Magdalina, Marta, Tekla, Haritina
Petar’s e-mail from yesterday
I’m rejoicing You
Rafaila
Agripina
Hristina
Magdalina
Marta
Tekla
Haritina
greatest immodesty is not being God
they have a trash can and they are throwing
things around – says an older woman to her husband in the park
a young man with cigarette leaned on a fence
can’t take his eyes off of girl which is passing by him
keep up poem
poem
help
me
bare
up
No poetry concerning the people is authentic if fatigue does
not figure in it, and the hunger and thirst which come from fatigue
Simone Weil
I’m going on the eight therapy of my left heel. I’m ashamed because the pain didn’t stop
yesterday I wrote with enthusiasm a lot of blessings for this week but I put all of them
this morning into the spare blessings so that I start the sixty third year from the beginning
alone granny sitting on the bench is seriously talking with somebody
here comes the drizzle
drizzling is always good
one man is calmly watching the ground while waiting the tram
a woman patted her hair and pursed her lips
I love how beavers are swimming
when a moment ago I stood up from the computer I could hardly lean on one leg
sometimes only joy remains
falling of the dusk
the smell of coming snow
something that somebody once pinned up somewhere
and it’s still hanging there
and it will be hanging God knows how long
somebody who feels good while calmly standing next to the wooden post
somebody who feels joy in this blessing
or in this mare-like blessing in which a horse starts nickering
I’m enjoying writing blessings and if You also enjoy
while reading it then we are both permeated by the same joy
tranquillity of the hand in hand
I really rejoiced when it started to rain
one of the best ways for somebody to feel the sense is that there is no sense
just drizzling
just singing
I love the most the singers who are talking
JOHNNY CASH
I wouldn’t even know about Johnny Cash if you didn’t keep on mentioning him, that’s
why I wonder and I’m asking you: why is he so important to you or why do you love him?
she asked me yesterday in e-mail
I didn’t answer because I don’t like to explain
I’m really interested to hear why do you appreciate
Johnny Cash so much? few words, like in a poem…
she repeated today as well
since I immediately had a lot of thoughts and reasons
swarming I felt that it’s the best if I sing it through blessings
I love trees
I was first drawing them. afterwards I was thinking
them through. and a bit before I was thirty I discovered them
through the picture of a tree I’ve learned to think when I was
twenty from Oswald Spengler and his book The Decline of the West
I love music a lot
I remember Nietzsche’s disagreement with Socrates’
thinking because he wasn’t listening to music
music is a lover of thinking
thinking is music
when thinking is not music for me it’s not even thinking
agreeing
transforming
dancing and singing
roots of music is ethnic music
trunk of music is popular music
treetop of music is creative music
fruits are the best
authors and singers
ego vanity and evil are the best overcome with music
I love author singer the most
the one who sings his or her song
the song which is everything
the one who really sings his or her song sings God
who really comes disappears in love of all beings
the best one is the most rare one
I listen only to him
I’m looking for him
who knows me knows how much he means to me
he is always she as well – she is always he as well
Billie Holiday – Johnny Cash
singing love
I will be singing why I love Johnny Cash tomorrow the day two or three days after tomorrow
JOHNNY CASH
I find it harder and harder to speak about anybody
or anything outside of blessings that I sing every day
everything is in them
everything I do feel think believe create sing love-kiss
I do feel think believe create sing and love-kiss in front of all beings and for all beings
so is the answer why I love Johnny Cash
I am public and open for all beings. no secret whatsoever. I don’t believe in no secrets and nobody’s secrets
because of Ulrike Meinhof. because of
Jean Jacques Rousseau. because of Andre Williams
I only believe in the secret of God – I love It and It makes me
because of the dance of life that lives for the light of all-dancing
I am the singing of my words
goodness of kissing
beauty of surrendering
runaway child
Miroslav Mandic Johnny Cash
every word of mine affirms Johnny Cash
Johnny Cash affirms every word of mine
my word is everyone’s word
a word of fresh morning air
a word of Your sweat under the armpits
a word of loyal ideas to the disloyal senses
all beings
one and only loyalty
liking of all things
one and only love
harmony of Universe
one and only fucking
I love Novalis who didn’t even know of Gertrude Stein
I love Gertrude Stein who didn’t even know of Johnny Cash
I love a lot of things even though these things represent 1% of
all things but they affirm all things unlike 99% of things that deny all things
99% are assumevities and I don’t like them because they are selfish and dead thinking
it’s hard for me to live in the world in which what
is important to me and what makes me is not known of
I find that especially hard with those who are close to me
and who think that I am I and I am not I but I am I of all beings
voice of Johnny Cash
I love Johnny Cash because I am Johnny Cash
I love Johnny Cash because You are Johnny Cash
I love Johnny Cash because everything is Johnny Cash
when love is assumed love is dead
when injustice is assumed injustice rules
when one lives in ego everything that exists is meaningless
from a high flying I’m pouncing with tenderness onto Your bosoms
singing is the only answer
surrender to my trembling
I AM JOHNNY CASH
I am Johnny Cash
I love Johnny Cash because in the beginning of singing he says I am Johnny Cash I love Johnny Cash for the same reason I also love Claude Monnet Claude Monnet for the same reason as Plotinus Plotinus for the same reason as Cassius Clay Cassius Clay for the same reason as Simone Weil circling dancing of singing I love blues a lot and I love a lot that James Brown doesn’t love blues shame of a body body of a tear deep voice a poem of the jailed ones singing till the end of life freedom for which one lives I am forever pledged to the shine in their eyes singer walker singer leader when life isn’t surrendering it’s roughness when life isn’t acquiescence it’s immoral when in a singer’s voice don’t sing all singers of all beings that is not Miroslav Mandic Singer I love-kiss You love-kissing big particles are guarding small universes one and only being is Universe one and only love is love wind carries leaves. I’m deeply inhaling. a girl with the violin box is throwing a ball while climbing up the street jugular vein is straining while she is nervously telling something to her friend sometimes loving Johnny Cash is the only way of loving You I always love everyone who is Johnny Cash – I always and forever think that everybody is Johnny Cash bread and margarine. bread and margarine.
it’s been said that tomorrow is a new day as well
EVERY DAY YESTERDAY’S TOMORROW BECOMES TODAY AND YESTERDAY’S TODAY IS YESTERDAY TODAY
in order to better manage this unstable situation, every one of us
will need, especially to those who rule the world, five main personal attributes competence to understand empathy to feel courage to dare will to resist discouragement altruism to share Jacques Attali divide and rule is one of the cleverest ways of ruling. the only problem is that the ruling itself is one of the stupidest ways of existing conversation companionship sex are sanctities for me unlike dialog tolerance and need with bread and margarine always also goes this blessing about bread and margarine plain says I am the plain competence says I am competence to understand enjoyment says I am enjoyment to feel courage says I am courage to dare will says I am a will to resist discouragement unselfishness says I am unselfishness to share I love polyphony of one and only way walking walking sip of water unselfish tranquillity if You know where I misplaced the scotch tape tell me I’m thinking of children who are playing on their own I’m thinking of a woman who constantly has smile on her face I’m thinking of a doorpost on which those who are standing at the door love to lean on it’s clear from this blessing how one should think it’s clear from this blessing what one should do it’s clear from this blessing who one should love-kiss few months ago I saw this girl three times in a day street cleaner dropped his glove but he noticed that and came back for it I love theory life of theory art of theory theory of theory I don’t like workshops where new theories are invented Mirjana thank You for the calcaneus treatment. I’m returning with whole-healing of Your health and this book while I’m going up Kneza Milosa street to the tenth and last therapy inscription in the book The Anarchist Banker by Fernando Pessoa a woman is getting out of a tram and she sweet talks to the black dog I took a photo of few days ago a sip of brandy yesterday cooked beetroot on the balcony it been said to this day tomorrow is a new day
CIRA ACANSKI
love me like a deer
like a cliff contradiction by Djordje Markovic Koder only agreeing everything else is unacceptable only all beings everything else is death each blessing that I write is not according to me but it’s according to what is not that this is a bitch but these are three bitches in the landscape and not only that these are three bitches in the landscape but all three of them are dear and gentle and not only that they are dear and gentle but these are three bitches dear and gentle towards each other I love-kiss you landscapes tails of constant joy all hymns of love are celebrating love of one and only hymn of love hymn of love in the eyes of a blind young man on the bus stop hymn of an aged beauty who is smoking on the bench alone with her beauty hymn of water drops with which public transportation bus is sprays citizens hymn me with love love-kiss me with hymn of loneliness which is the only one that sings through all-love and to the lonely ones I am constantly alone with everybody husband to everyone father to all only mother sister to all brothers. brother to all sisters daughter and son of all beings poem to a poem I’m enjoying the orgasms of all women and men I love-kiss eyes of all jennies and donkeys yesterday I made two wallets – says a young woman passing by if You experience in depth of this blessing monastery of all sacred and profane texts which fascinate me and with which I constantly live then You would be my friend like Cira Acanski called Osim my good a year older friend I was twice on the seaside in Mali Losinj with Cira while we were in primary school. afterwards Cira asked me to come and play football in Slavija junior team where he was already playing as a left beck. we were going together to dances. Cira was irresistible droll and seducer. I loved him a lot and I still love him even though I haven’t seen him for fifteen years. later we went few times with his little car to Trieste to smuggle clothes which Kaja would sell latter on. Cira was a mechanic expert for typing machines of all kinds even though he wasn’t writing himself nor he was into sacred texts except if a sacred text is the sanctity of life itself wow wow is the same as oh God of a woman before she comes wow wow wow wow wow they say tomorrow is Sunday – a new day. a day of God’s rest they say saying makes a poem of anything somebody says they say joy is salt of every saying
GENTLE DETERMINATION TOUCHING TENUITY AND INNOCENT OPENNESS
revolution of the heart
not revolution in the heart revolution of the mind not revolution in the mind revolution of the world not revolution in the world Lao Tzu runs towards Lao Tzu anyhow and somehow words I dreamt of with an apple Miroslav Mandic walking creating singing every moment everywhere love for everything eternal art in the poem of all beings 063 8591069 behind every step of mine there is buried treasure God I am accused of imposing and nobody felt that those were only cries of love only thing domination yearns for is to set itself free from itself calamity of domination is in absence of its struggle to beat itself approval agreement if You touch me You will hear the music of each heart practice of theory is theory of practice theory of practice is practice of theory approving agreeing is agreeing with approving agreeing with approving is approving agreeing I live in order to survive I survive in order to live god just you are these words and this poem Our Father who art in heaven when I go to bed when I go to sleep may I dream of no evil that’s how I was praying before going to sleep when I was little o p e n e d o p e n d o p e n e d p e n e d I am tiny and unnoticeable o one and only openness towards everybody and everyone openness of a tear openness of a smile opened innocence opened bud
I LIVE FOR THAT AND I LIVE FROM THAT
Tender Determination
Touching Tenuity Innocent Openness three bitches in the landscape never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world. Indeed, it is the only thing that ever has Margaret Mead always believe that the one and only God has created world, world is changed only with one and only being Miroslav Mandic Velimir Khlebnikov Steven Wallace William Carlos Williams name is enough it sings on its own it sings me it makes me I care a lot about goodness because I live for goodness and I live from goodness I care a lot about beauty because I live for beauty and I live from beauty I care a lot about loyalty because I live for loyalty and I live from loyalty I care a lot about approving because I live for approving and I live from approving I care a lot about agreeing because I live for agreeing and I live from agreeing I care a lot about modesty because I live for modesty and I live from modesty I care a lot about dedication because I live for dedication and I live from dedication I care a lot about that so that everyone who meets me feels that they are loved forever I care a lot about that so that everyone feels it’s only worth working what you believe in I care a lot about that so that everyone feels my life as their life since one is the life I care a lot about that I have felt that Van Gogh is Christ I care a lot about that I have felt great tenderness in Nietzsche’s experience he is Christ I care a lot about that I have never been disappointed in those who I admired I care a lot about not betraying my childhood and youth I care a lot about not betraying myself I care a lot about not betraying havens I care a lot about not betraying rose I care a lot about not betraying bud I care a lot about everything I care a lot about because I live for that and I live from that I care a lot about everyone who cares a lot about something and lives for that and lives from that
WISH ME SUCCESS TOMORROW
whenever I don’t know what to write I can just start writing
I wander through writing I’m meandering through language globe on the language path nobody around only the presence of silence language landscapes speeds of God’s particles vibrating goodness flickering beauty horse lips joy joy joy joy joy joy joy joy joy joy joy while You are reading these words they are already here forever here but a moment ago they didn’t even exist they just were unspoken unwritten they were just love-kissing they were giving live to everybody now they are here just for You receive give-away receive give-away receive give-away receive give-away receive give-away receive give-away receive give-away receive give-away receive give-away receive give-away receive give-away writing is walking words are traces of walking steps of steps in this whisper You can hear the scream of all times in this babble You can see the flames of all spaces through this caressing You can be out of time and space we are I-am-he and I-am-she I was whispering babbling and caressing around the bridge Gazela walking and taking money for the Nest to Vesna a woman is washing the window of her little shop with crumpled newspapers tomorrow Miroslav Mandic approving and agreeing lecture-surrendering. art talk. art performance. confession 19:30h in the Nest invited are Violeta Ivana Mirjana You and all beings
APPROVING AND AGREEING
what I couldn’t precisely remember few nights ago goes like this:
man is a creature of fear and people in fear can be divided in three groups:
ones are running towards people
others are running away from people
third ones are running into the aggression and attacking people
Srdjan Valjarevic this morning in e-mail
everything I should do for tonight’s Approving and Agreeing is to celebrate God
You say potatoes
potatoes as well of course
distances
incomprehensible
recognition recognition only recognition my beloved A
refreshing the pelvic bones which are hurting me from sitting
I will wipe the dust in the Nest bowing to it as always
it’s really exciting loving particles
that’s I-Am-He love-kissing I-Am-She
night has fallen
it’s raining
I’m tenderly sad
I hope I will have strength tonight
even if I don’t have it it’s going to be good
if everything is good that will be God’s success and glory
if it’s unsuccessful I will be the guilty one
I really love to write
I really love to draw
I really love to walk
I really love to speak
I really love to listen
I really love to pray
I really love to read
I really love to love
really is so gentle
all beings of mine you are really gently in my embrace
I would really love if You would look at me for a long time while I’m listening music
I would really love if You would look at me for a long time while I’m fucking
I would really love if You would feel me while I’m identifying myself crying
I would really love to once again feel a beak of a small bird
I would really love if Violeta and Mirjana would strongly
testify tonight’s Approving and Agreeing to You and to all beings
ABOUT THOUGHTS THAT RUN AWAY FROM THOUGHTS IN ORDER TO BECOME POEMS
last night towards the end of the Approving and Agreeing while everything was burning
like a candle and in the midst of failure which was enveloping me I felt it succeeded it was like another unopened book like horses which are riding people like a river that has never been swum across and that keeps on peacefully flowing list night I woke up several times and I felt that burnt down candle. that unopened book which somebody else will read. those people who are ridden by horses because it’s time for things to change. that river made of air which I’m inhaling right now moment particle beginning it’s all the same I was rejoicing to get up and start writing blessings right away blessings about blessed sayings blessings about circles teams and betrayals about thoughts which run away from thoughts in order to become poems here comes Count Basie with Good Morning Blues sun is also shining I Fall in Love Too Easily sings Chet Baker I’m thanking Jasuka and Zeljko for walking three hours by the ocean few days ago for me I am the ocean of goodness changes in language are rolling over ocean waves there are many things that are leading towards the change in language in this blessing about which I was thinking before I started writing this blessing they say that winds from north bring coldness and those from south bring gale they say that on the highest mountain tops even today flowers that nobody ever saw can be found they say that one can learn the best about remembrance from old trees and stones they say that the one who carefully listens speaks most beautifully they say that for years there was no such a drought like this year at this time of year they say that if You nestle up with Your whole body to tree trunk You can feel love You are yearning for they say that it’s very good walking barefooted and touching the ground with bare hands they say that the greatest sayings are those sayings that are being said now they say that all sayings have become from now and that they are later on transmitted through time onto each now they say that some sayings are the very poems and some poems are saying themselves God knows what are they as well as those that man never even says moment particle beginning poem it’s beautiful You say strawberry strawberry as well of course our ear is the same Godstrawberry
GOLA BOGOJAGODA
it will rain they say it will rain they say that Lee Po is alive it’s raining a moment when everything identifies with each other is a poem changes in language are rolling over ocean waves I wrote yesterday transformed language is trembling through my being I wrote just now language of innocence have you ever read Lazarov Miodrag Pashu first language yesterday was 2541st day in Miroslav Mandic Book or 77th time 33 days but I forgot to put that in a title as I do it every 33 days thoughts run away from thoughts in order to become poems I wrote yesterday runaway children are already a poem the moment they run away I wrote if You find out what goes on in the heart and mind of a runaway child You will discover what everybody is in search of ever since the beginning of time and space they say that before new year’s eve will snow for the first time they say that people are full of and wrapped around with happiness when snows for the first time they say that the one who stops betraying once they will never betray again few-hours-long nocturnal mobile-phone conversations with srdjan from this moment on I call poems of godly permeation one of the reasons why is a good man silent lies in the fact that rarely do people are capable of hearing goodness when they can’t do something people later on proclaim that they don’t even want it nothing is more stupid than later wisdom I adore breasts of geese while flying with great pleasure I’m writing the letter to eight of them Meister Eckhart I imagine how all sayings are flowing into this saying they say that outbursts are male and flowing female they say that the one who wants to love-kiss flows everything up the river they say that the richest one is the one who doesn’t need anything they say that sayings are wet nurses of one and only heeling milk for all they say that the one who doesn’t think evil already sings and that he or she is on their own already the most beautiful poem they say goodness is a belly to the world naked God I naked yes Bo go Bo go ja go da go da Meaning: Godstrawberry as well as God-I-Strawberry
THEY SAY NEVER SKIP THE TITL
art is always art
art is the only thing better than art kitsch is the only thing better than kitsch love for art. love for kitsch. love for kitschy Only the publishers and some journalists believe that people want simple things. But people are, actually, tired from simple things. They want challenges. Umberto Eco Only Umberto Eco and some Umberto Ecos believe that Umberto Ecos want simple things. But Umberto Ecos are, actually, tired from simple things. Umberto Ecos want challenges. simplicity is the only challenge the challenge of simplicity is in the simplicity of challenge they say that every saying is a challenge for the saying itself they say that in every saying there is a challenge if it will manage to say anything at all they say that the moon has drowned in Li Po they say that all people are singing one song they say that every sip of wine is for the health of all beings they say that something is tender only if it is contradictory as well they say that in Hebrew language the root of the word playing means melting forces of evil they say that the root of the word sing means to cut the forces of evil they say that poem means to see they say that prophets were asking for music in moments of preparation for telling the prophecy they say that on this and on the other world there is nothing more exciting than repetition they say that every saying is whispering love me they say that a man has no future if it doesn’t stop killing they say that a man has no future if he was growing up on false human history they say that You can’t be a man if You don’t rebel against wars and their leaders they say that sayings are the best weapons against the mighty ones they say that nobody can resist the charm of any saying they say that the gates of heaven are the gates of anus they say that those who say don’t even exist but that are just sayings they say that not giving up is the same as carefulness they say that admiration is the same as to be they say that that God-love-kissing is the same as walking creating and singing they say that whoever says sorry for what he was writing he only says to always be forgiven they say that over the rough surface rain drains slowly
HUMMING SLOWNESS SATURATED WITH SPEED OF LOVE
one say keep on writing sayings
others say stop writing them they say that one always say one and others something else they say that it’s not important what others are saying but who you are I’m saying that I will do how my soul wants I’m saying that I will dare how my spirit makes me I’m saying I love-kiss all domestic animals I’m saying I hug all wild animals I’m saying that venomous animals are lovers of poisonous plants poem is speed humming slowness sign of love for all-symbol all hearts within my heart linguistic horniness I’m saying Cesaria Evora I’m saying that wet rotten leaves are smelling nice You’re saying elastic in my briefs has ruptured he says that he would love not to lie any more we are saying that we cannot agree at all you are saying that you are not agreeing with us that we can’t agree because you think that you cannot agree they say that agreeing is a matter of eternity I’m saying here comes the first snow look how it’s snowing – says a mother to a child who just started to walk I’m saying that I should explain thing about blows tomorrow because right now I find it a bit complicated I’m saying that more and more so I cannot stop wondering about the wonder of what I’m writing I’m saying that I have always experienced otherworldly in the plain in rain pattering in the absence of any kind of effects in millennia time-frame that participates in everything in wine flies little white snails gentle granny who doesn’t have anybody and she gently rejoices everybody bread soaked in pussy love juices
SNUGGLING AND NESTLING
if I would receive blows like carpet receives blows with
a carpet beater I would enjoy because the carpet would be cleaner whenever I look at the little globe on the desk I always rejoice I would love to be everywhere and while all those seas and oceans are permeating me I feel only with this here I can be everywhere even not being everywhere but just being that everywhere I am everywhere in the arms of snuggling snuggling and nestling from everywhere and here two new pairs were made in my collection of pairs I’m nestling with these words which are stretching and thinning me I’m nestling with childhood in which I was saying words for the first time word table for the table I was standing underneath word wall for the wall I was told don’t do it over the wall word cup for the cup which I was feeling both in my hands and on my lips table. wall. cup every word is a mystery of the beauty itself waking of all-soul in a soul everything can be done only with a little bit mote of a moment path rose bud I nestle the word nestling with misty memory of that I could put something like that to be nestled with something else nestle with my snuggling snuggle with my nestling writing is constant admiration and celebration of the very miracle of writing joy because of saying ground for a ground to fall on the ground to roll on the ground ground and ceiling watching the ceiling – hey – watching the ceiling word innocence yearns for the innocence of every word word loyalty yearns for the loyalty of every word word love yearns for the love of every word word snuggling yearns for the nestling of every word bud yearns for the bud of every word
LANGUAGE WANDERER
I
ran into today’s blessings language homeless language wanderer I wander from word to word I’m going through villages of words I’m roaming through cities of words I’m radiant in landscapes of words I huddle in someone I sleep over in someone I feed myself with someone I get drunk from someone I get sad from someone I’m rejoicing someone I make someone happy word picture word music rhythm touch essence ohm and languages are love-kissing each other with language of love-kissing they are darting trembling through skin of singing all my words are tattooed on the skin of all beings every word of mine is a queen of all-dancing and You know what that means every word of mine is a boy in a girl’s embrace every word of mine is a girl with a boy within herself a boy wanderer a wanderer language of wanderer a wanderer languages of language wandering language both wanderers and language wandering bud of language