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    GOODBYE EUROPE

    2525. day
    30th November 2011

    well done departing from America

    disclosure of American crimes leads to the cleaning the Europe’s crimes

    even though I think that Europe would be better off

    starting first, since it was the one to start the first

    an e-mail from a friend awaited for me this morning

     

    goodbye Europe

     

    all Your values are nothing until You

    redeem for Your conquests colonising and edifications

     

    all Your churches universities parks music museums are nothing

    until You go down on Your knees with all those things before those who

    You have destroyed and conquered with Your churches parks music and museums

     

    Europe You are nothingness until You give back all of what You seized

     

    rejoice Europe. rejoice America. the time of Asia is coming

     

    of Africa

     

    Oceania

     

    Planet

     

    Universe

     

    joy all-joy

     

    through hiding the guilt and violence everything became pornography

     

    especially all of that and all of those who are fighting the pornography

     

    there is the least amount of pornography in actual pornography

     

    I love the beauty and goodness of all people on porn sites

     

    pornographic is sometimes the only esthetical

     

    glory-hole. bukake. sharing. deep throat. threesome. blow job

    young. old. ugly. fat. amateurs. orgasms. kisses

     

    leaves are trembling to the whole world

     

    sky is constantly giving itself away to everybody

     

    sun is in constant erection

     

    plums are melting in the mouth

     

    water flows throughout the body

     

    air never rejected anybody

     

    day never betrayed anybody

     

    each dawn gives itself away to everybody

     

    shoes are just so supple

     

    towels

     

    pillows

     

    abstractions

     

    seasons

     

    orgasms

     

    words

     

    buds

     


     

    MIROSLAVE

    2526. day
    1st December 2011

    if You have ever seen a stone and immediately said stone

     

    if You have ever been writing poems if and

    called all of them if only you would read this poem

     

    if there You go even after so many years I’m again writing those if poems

     

    if is as exciting as when

     

    if You come

     

    if You want

     

    if until then the night already falls down

     

    if You feel me in Your veins

     

    if You have ever wished to be exactly what You are it will be the night

     

    if You have ever lifted Your hand like me now it will be the same hand

     

    if You have ever licked the salt of my tears

     

    if You have ever by licking clitoris regenerated the sea life

     

    if You have ever by kissing the penis head created the sea itself

     

    if You love hoar frosting

     

    if You are nesting birds eggs in Your heart

     

    if You are a student of high and ebb tide

     

    if You stroll through the Universe every day at list once

     

    if agreement and loyalty are the same for You

    as they are for me that makes path and for rose happy

     

    if You are radiant also in plainest joy You mean a lot to every joy

     

    if You have ever caressed the whole landscape

    You are the whiteness of the invisible circulations

     

    if You are a husband of existence it’s good for the existence

     

    if You are a wife to all beings it’s good for all beings

     

    if You are delighted with beautiful and good like me at this moment

     

    if sometimes You don’t know what to say right now

    and You say I don’t know what to say right now

     

    if sometimes gentle humour of life in Your bones takes You before the very God

    wow

     

    if You have ever hugged any youngling like God

    wow wow

     

    if You have ever kissed God like any youngling

    wow wow wow

     

    if You have ever said to somebody

    your name is I Don’t Know Who You Are But You Are Everything To Me

     

    if You love-kiss hundred nuns in the hearts of hundred

    monks who are praying for better yesterday today and tomorrow

     

    hey if You have ever stopped the orgasm

    so that instead of You all beings also feel the pleasure

    even if You have done only that it was enough for life to keep on living

     

    if You have ever recognised Yourself within You You will feel you and I and I are one I

     

    if You are all of this then we should be and let us be

    You and I and I and I and I and I and I and I and I 

     

    if sometimes You wouldn’t know how to finish

    something beautiful this is an opportunity to do so

     


     

     

    I AM I OF ALL I

    2527. day
    2nd December 2011

    I am joy

     

    I am joy of the great ones in the hearts of small ones

     

    I am joy of the healthy ones in the hearts of the sick ones

     

    I

    am

    all

    our

    conversations

    in

    this

    poem

    of

    ours

     

    I am tattoos on Amy Winehouse’s skin

     

    I am a nib and a feather and I’m waiting on

    the desk before I dip myself in the ink of Your heart

     

    I am a pillow for every I

     

    I am fucking conscience and fuckable consciousness

     

    I am water which trembles and soil that sighs

     

    I am a tambour of the plain and I celebrate the mountains of honesty

     

    I am every step that we are walked by Piece Pilgrim

     

    I am the steps through which Miroslav Mandic walked

    twenty three kilometres around the walls of Constantinople – Istanbul

     

    we are the choice

    only freedom

     

    I am the choice

    only God

     

    I am the poem of all beings in my mind

     

    I am all poems of all poets in my heart

     

    I am the most delicate delicacy and my nationality is one and only people of all beings

     

    I am poem of good people

     

    I am Your miraculous ass my beloved world

     

    I am a dusk of these words in front of Your eyes

     

    I am one on both sides

     

    I am one and only orgasm of opposites

     

    I am sublime plainness

     

    I am I that owes everything to the other

     

    I am I of the other that owes everything to the other

     

    I am the I am in Miroslav Mandic’s poems

    Miroslav Mandic I Am

     

    I am the language of mathematics that surrenders to the singing of music

     

    I am the mathematics of language and language of mathematics

    and we are both surrendering and giving ourselves away

     

    I am the most fuckable joy and I live in all beings

    I wanted to write and thing too but I reminded myself that things are also beings. as well as ideas. that’s even more incomprehensible

     

    I am Miroslav Mandic’s decision and I am going to help him to write I Am

    poems to the end of his life and then continue writing them in the eternity of every being

     

    I am the beginning

    eternal beginning in the beginning of eternity

     


     

     

     

    FIRST BIRTHDAY CAKE OF ALL BEINGS FIRST BIRTHDAY CAKE OF ALL BEINGS

    2528. day
    3rd December 2011

    tomorrow is my 62nd birthday

     

    22644th day of my life

     

    I’d love to spend it in the circle of one and only family of all beings

    at the round table of Solemn Sunday Lunch of All Beings

     

    alone

     

    alone in order to be with everybody

     

    alone so that I wouldn’t hurt anybody

     

    alone I am in Your arms

     

    alone I am in Your pussy

     

    alone I am in Your loyalty

     

    alone I am in Your writing

     

    alone I am in Your struggle with Yourself woman

     

    alone I am in Your struggle with Yourself man

     

    alone I am in Your oath

     

    alone I am in Your transformation

     

    alone I am in Your decision

     

    alone

    to

    the

    lonely

    ones

     

    I’d love if all beings would make a cake of all-love for me tomorrow

     

    I want cake

     

    an I can cake

     

    an I am you are I cake

     

    a cake of greatest disgust over my own I

     

    a cake of all our future conversations agreements and fuckings

     

    a cake of Miroslav Mandic Success through

    which each being succeeds through all beings

     

    I would love if the first birthday cake of all beings would consist of

    biscuits of permeation

    fruits of compassion

    nuts of redemption

    chocolate of waiver

    cream of obedience

    vanilla of free-of-charge

    syrup of immortality

    rum of sharing

     

    I would love if the cake is in the shape of a ball and that each being gets a piece

     

    bud cake

     

    I would love if my birthday is a birthday of resurrection of all beings

    God just God

     

    Nikolai Fyodorov

     

    I’m first getting on my knees…

     

    …gratitude of gratitude of gratitude

     

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    FROM NOWHERE AND NON – CELEBRATION OF THESE MOMENTS

    2530. day
    5th December 2011

    these days from monastery Vracesnica into the monastery Kovilje also went

    Rafaila to the prioress Agripina, Hristina, Magdalina, Marta, Tekla, Haritina

    Petar’s e-mail from yesterday

     

    I’m rejoicing You

    Rafaila

    Agripina

    Hristina

    Magdalina

    Marta

    Tekla

    Haritina

     

    greatest immodesty is not being God

     

    they have a trash can and they are throwing

    things around – says an older woman to her husband in the park

     

    a young man with cigarette leaned on a fence

    can’t take his eyes off of girl which is passing by him

     

    keep up poem

     

    poem

    help

    me

    bare

    up

     

    No poetry concerning the people is authentic if fatigue does

    not figure in it, and the hunger and thirst which come from fatigue

    Simone Weil

     

    I’m going on the eight therapy of my left heel. I’m ashamed because the pain didn’t stop

     

    yesterday I wrote with enthusiasm a lot of blessings for this week but I put all of them

    this morning into the spare blessings so that I start the sixty third year from the beginning

     

    alone granny sitting on the bench is seriously talking with somebody

     

    here comes the drizzle

     

    drizzling is always good

     

    one man is calmly watching the ground while waiting the tram

     

    a woman patted her hair and pursed her lips

     

    I love how beavers are swimming

     

    when a moment ago I stood up from the computer I could hardly lean on one leg

     

    sometimes only joy remains

     

    falling of the dusk

     

    the smell of coming snow

     

    something that somebody once pinned up somewhere

     

    and it’s still hanging there

     

    and it will be hanging God knows how long

     

    somebody who feels good while calmly standing next to the wooden post

     

    somebody who feels joy in this blessing

     

    or in this mare-like blessing in which a horse starts nickering

     

    I’m enjoying writing blessings and if You also enjoy

    while reading it then we are both permeated by the same joy

     

    tranquillity of the hand in hand

     

    I really rejoiced when it started to rain

     

    one of the best ways for somebody to feel the sense is that there is no sense

     

    just drizzling

     

    just singing

     

    I love the most the singers who are talking

     


     

    JOHNNY CASH

    2531. day
    6th December 2011

    I wouldn’t even know about Johnny Cash if you didn’t keep on mentioning him, that’s

    why I wonder and I’m asking you: why is he so important to you or why do you love him?

    she asked me yesterday in e-mail

     

    I didn’t answer because I don’t like to explain

     

    I’m really interested to hear why do you appreciate

    Johnny Cash so much? few words, like in a poem…

    she repeated today as well

     

    since I immediately had a lot of thoughts and reasons

    swarming I felt that it’s the best if I sing it through blessings

     

    I love trees

     

    I was first drawing them. afterwards I was thinking

    them through. and a bit before I was thirty I discovered them

     

    through the picture of a tree I’ve learned to think when I was

    twenty from Oswald Spengler and his book The Decline of the West

     

    I love music a lot

     

    I remember Nietzsche’s disagreement with Socrates’

    thinking because he wasn’t listening to music

     

    music is a lover of thinking

     

    thinking is music

     

    when thinking is not music for me it’s not even thinking

     

    agreeing

     

    transforming

     

    dancing and singing

     

    roots of music is ethnic music

     

    trunk of music is popular music

     

    treetop of music is creative music

     

    fruits are the best

     

    authors and singers

     

    ego vanity and evil are the best overcome with music

     

    I love author singer the most

     

    the one who sings his or her song

     

    the song which is everything

     

    the one who really sings his or her song sings God

     

    who really comes disappears in love of all beings

     

    the best one is the most rare one

     

    I listen only to him

     

    I’m looking for him

     

    who knows me knows how much he means to me

     

    he is always she as well – she is always he as well

     

    Billie Holiday – Johnny Cash

     

    singing love

    I will be singing why I love Johnny Cash tomorrow the day two or three days after tomorrow

     


     

    JOHNNY CASH

    2532. day
    7th December 2011

    I find it harder and harder to speak about anybody

    or anything outside of blessings that I sing every day

     

    everything is in them

    everything I do feel think believe create sing love-kiss

    I do feel think believe create sing and love-kiss in front of all beings and for all beings

     

    so is the answer why I love Johnny Cash

    I am public and open for all beings. no secret whatsoever. I don’t believe in no secrets and nobody’s secrets

     

    because of Ulrike Meinhof. because of

    Jean Jacques Rousseau. because of Andre Williams

    I only believe in the secret of God – I love It and It makes me

     

    because of the dance of life that lives for the light of all-dancing

     

    I am the singing of my words

     

    goodness of kissing

     

    beauty of surrendering

     

    runaway child

    Miroslav Mandic Johnny Cash

     

    every word of mine affirms Johnny Cash

     

    Johnny Cash affirms every word of mine

     

    my word is everyone’s word

     

    a word of fresh morning air

     

    a word of Your sweat under the armpits

     

    a word of loyal ideas to the disloyal senses

     

    all beings

    one and only loyalty

     

    liking of all things

    one and only love

     

    harmony of Universe

    one and only fucking

     

    I love Novalis who didn’t even know of Gertrude Stein

    I love Gertrude Stein who didn’t even know of Johnny Cash

     

    I love a lot of things even though these things represent 1% of

    all things but they affirm all things unlike 99% of things that deny all things

     

    99% are assumevities and I don’t like them because they are selfish and dead thinking

     

    it’s hard for me to live in the world in which what

    is important to me and what makes me is not known of

     

    I find that especially hard with those who are close to me

    and who think that I am I and I am not I but I am I of all beings

     

    voice of Johnny Cash

     

    I love Johnny Cash because I am Johnny Cash

     

    I love Johnny Cash because You are Johnny Cash

     

    I love Johnny Cash because everything is Johnny Cash

     

    when love is assumed love is dead

     

    when injustice is assumed injustice rules

     

    when one lives in ego everything that exists is meaningless

     

    from a high flying I’m pouncing with tenderness onto Your bosoms

     

    singing is the only answer

     

    surrender to my trembling

     


     

     

    I AM JOHNNY CASH

    2533. day
    8th December 2011

    I am Johnny Cash

    I love Johnny Cash because in the beginning of singing he says I am Johnny Cash

     

    I love Johnny Cash for the same reason I also love Claude Monnet

     

    Claude Monnet for the same reason as Plotinus

     

    Plotinus for the same reason as Cassius Clay

     

    Cassius Clay for the same reason as Simone Weil

     

    circling

     

    dancing of singing

     

    I love blues a lot and I love a lot that James Brown doesn’t love blues

     

    anyway

     

    don’t

     

    explain

     

    anything

     

    shame of a body

     

    body of a tear

     

    deep voice

     

    a poem of the jailed ones

     

    singing till the end of life

     

    freedom for which one lives

    I am forever pledged to the shine in their eyes

     

    singer walker

    singer leader

     

    when life isn’t surrendering it’s roughness

     

    when life isn’t acquiescence it’s immoral

     

    when in a singer’s voice don’t sing all singers

    of all beings that is not Miroslav Mandic Singer

     

    I love-kiss You Johnny Cash

     

    I love-kiss You love-kissing

     

    big particles are guarding small universes

     

    one and only being is Universe

     

    one and only love is love

     

    wind carries leaves. I’m deeply inhaling. a girl with

    the violin box is throwing a ball while climbing up the street

     

    jugular vein is straining while she is nervously telling something to her friend

     

    sometimes loving Johnny Cash is the only way of loving You

     

    I always love everyone  who is Johnny Cash – I always and forever think that everybody is Johnny Cash

     

    bread and margarine. bread and margarine.

     

    it’s been said that tomorrow is a new day as well

     


     

    EVERY DAY YESTERDAY’S TOMORROW BECOMES TODAY AND YESTERDAY’S TODAY IS YESTERDAY TODAY

    2534. day
    9th December 2011

      in order to better manage this unstable situation, every one of us

    will need, especially to those who rule the world, five main personal attributes

    competence to understand

    empathy to feel

    courage to dare

    will to resist discouragement

    altruism to share

    Jacques Attali

     

    divide and rule is one of the cleverest ways of ruling. the only

    problem is that the ruling itself is one of the stupidest ways of existing

     

    conversation companionship sex are sanctities for me unlike dialog tolerance and need

     

    with bread and margarine always also goes this blessing about bread and margarine

     

    plain says I am the plain

     

    competence says I am competence to understand

     

    enjoyment says I am enjoyment to feel

     

    courage says I am courage to dare

     

    will says I am a will to resist discouragement

     

    unselfishness says I am unselfishness to share

     

    I love polyphony of one and only way

     

    walking walking

     

    sip of water

     

    unselfish tranquillity

     

    if You know where I misplaced the scotch tape tell me

     

    I’m thinking of children who are playing on their own

     

    I’m thinking of a woman who constantly has smile on her face

     

    I’m thinking of a doorpost on which those who are standing at the door love to lean on

     

    it’s clear from this blessing how one should think

     

    it’s clear from this blessing what one should do

     

    it’s clear from this blessing who one should love-kiss

     

    few months ago I saw this girl three times in a day

     

    street cleaner dropped his glove but he noticed that and came back for it

     

    I love theory

     

    life of theory

     

    art of theory

     

    theory of theory

     

    I don’t like workshops where new theories are invented

     

    Mirjana thank You for the calcaneus treatment. I’m returning with whole-healing of Your

    health and this book while I’m going up Kneza Milosa street to the tenth and last therapy

    inscription in the book The Anarchist Banker by Fernando Pessoa

     

    a woman is getting out of a tram and she sweet talks

    to the black dog I took a photo of few days ago

     

    a sip of brandy

     

    yesterday cooked beetroot on the balcony

     

    it been said to this day tomorrow is a new day

     


     

    CIRA ACANSKI

    2535. day
    10th December 2011

    love me like a deer

     

     

    like a cliff

     

    contradiction

     

    by Djordje Markovic Koder

     

    only agreeing everything else is unacceptable

     

    only all beings everything else is death

     

    each blessing that I write is not according to me but it’s according to what is

     

    not that this is a bitch but these are three bitches in the landscape

    and not only that these are three bitches in the landscape but all three of them

    are dear and gentle and not only that they are dear and gentle but these are three

    bitches dear and gentle towards each other

     

    I love-kiss you landscapes

     

    tails of constant joy

     

    all hymns of love are celebrating love of one and only hymn of love

     

    hymn of love in the eyes of a blind young man on the bus stop

     

    hymn of an aged beauty who is smoking on the bench alone with her beauty

     

    hymn of water drops with which public transportation bus is sprays citizens

     

    hymn me with love

     

    love-kiss me with hymn of loneliness which is

    the only one that sings through all-love and to the lonely ones

     

    I am constantly alone with everybody

     

    husband to everyone

     

    father to all

     

    only mother

     

    sister to all brothers. brother to all sisters

     

    daughter and son of all beings

     

    poem

    to

    a

    poem

     

    I’m enjoying the orgasms of all women and men

     

    I love-kiss eyes of all jennies and donkeys

     

    yesterday I made two wallets – says a young woman passing by

     

    if You experience in depth of this blessing monastery of all sacred

    and profane texts which fascinate me and with which I constantly live then

    You would be my friend like Cira Acanski called Osim my good a year older friend

     

    I was twice on the seaside in Mali Losinj with Cira while we were in

    primary school. afterwards Cira asked me to come and play football in Slavija

    junior team where he was already playing as a left beck. we were going together to

    dances. Cira was irresistible droll and seducer. I loved him a lot and I still love him even

    though I haven’t seen him for fifteen years. later we went few times with his little car to

    Trieste to smuggle clothes which Kaja would sell latter on. Cira was a mechanic

    expert for typing machines of all kinds even though he wasn’t writing himself

    nor he was into sacred texts except if a sacred text is the sanctity of

    life itself

     

    wow

    wow is the same as oh God of a woman before she comes

     

    wow

    wow wow wow

    wow

     

    they say tomorrow is Sunday – a new day. a day of God’s rest

     

    they say saying makes a poem of anything somebody says

     

    they say joy is salt of every saying

     


     

    GENTLE DETERMINATION TOUCHING TENUITY AND INNOCENT OPENNESS

    2537. day
    12th December 2011

    revolution of the heart

    not revolution in the heart

     

    revolution of the mind

    not revolution in the mind

     

    revolution of the world

    not revolution in the world

     

    Lao Tzu runs towards Lao Tzu

     

    anyhow and somehow

    words I dreamt of

     

    with an apple

     

    Miroslav Mandic

     

    walking creating singing

     

    every moment everywhere love for everything

     

    eternal art in the poem of all beings

     

    www.miroslavmandic.name

     

    063 8591069

     

    behind every step of mine there is buried treasure

    God

     

    I am accused of imposing and nobody felt that those were only cries of love

     

    only thing domination yearns for is to set itself free from itself

     

    calamity of domination is in absence of its struggle to beat itself

     

    approval

     

    agreement

     

    if You touch me You will hear the music of each heart

     

    practice of theory is theory of practice

     

    theory of practice is practice of theory

     

    approving agreeing is agreeing with approving

     

    agreeing with approving is approving agreeing

     

    I live in order to survive

     

    I survive in order to live

     

    god

    just

    you

    are

    these

    words

    and

    this

    poem

     

    Our Father who art in heaven

    when I go to bed

    when I go to sleep

    may I dream of no evil

    that’s how I was praying before going to sleep when I was little

     

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    I am tiny and unnoticeable o

    one and only openness towards everybody and everyone

     

    openness of a tear

     

    openness of a smile

     

    opened innocence

     

    opened bud

     


    I LIVE FOR THAT AND I LIVE FROM THAT

    2538. day
    13th December 2011

    Tender Determination

     

    Touching Tenuity

     

    Innocent Openness

     

    three bitches in the landscape

     

    never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed

    citizens can change the world. Indeed, it is the only thing that ever has

    Margaret Mead

     

    always believe that the one and only God has

    created world, world is changed only with one and only being

    Miroslav Mandic

     

    Velimir Khlebnikov

     

    Steven Wallace

     

    William Carlos Williams

     

    name is enough

     

    it sings on its own

     

    it sings me

     

    it makes me

     

    I care a lot about goodness because I live for goodness and I live from goodness

     

    I care a lot about beauty because I live for beauty and I live from beauty

     

    I care a lot about loyalty because I live for loyalty and I live from loyalty

     

    I care a lot about approving because I live for approving and I live from approving

     

    I care a lot about agreeing because I live for agreeing and I live from agreeing

     

    I care a lot about modesty because I live for modesty and I live from modesty

     

    I care a lot about dedication because I live for dedication and I live from dedication

     

    I care a lot about that so that everyone who meets me feels that they are loved forever

     

    I care a lot about that so that everyone feels it’s only worth working what you believe in

     

    I care a lot about that so that everyone feels my life as their life since one is the life

     

    I care a lot about that I have felt that Van Gogh is Christ

     

    I care a lot about that I have felt great tenderness in Nietzsche’s experience he is Christ

     

    I care a lot about that I have never been disappointed in those who I admired

     

    I care a lot about not betraying my childhood and youth

     

    I care a lot about not betraying myself

     

    I care a lot about not betraying havens

     

    I care a lot about not betraying rose

     

    I care a lot about not betraying bud

     

    I care a lot about everything I care a lot about because I live for that and I live from that

     

    I care a lot about everyone who cares a lot

    about something and lives for that and lives from that

     


     

    WISH ME SUCCESS TOMORROW

    2539. day
    14th December 2011

    whenever I don’t know what to write I can just start writing

     

    I wander through writing

     

    I’m meandering through language globe

     

    on the language path

     

    nobody around

     

    only the presence of silence

     

    language landscapes

     

    speeds of God’s particles

     

    vibrating goodness

     

    flickering beauty

     

    horse lips

     

    joy joy joy joy joy joy joy joy joy joy joy

     

    while You are reading these words they are already here

     

    forever here

     

    but a moment ago they didn’t even exist

     

    they just were

     

    unspoken

     

    unwritten

     

    they were just love-kissing

     

    they were giving live to everybody

     

    now they are here just for You

     

    receive give-away

    receive give-away

    receive give-away

    receive give-away

    receive give-away

    receive give-away

    receive give-away

    receive give-away

    receive give-away

    receive give-away

    receive give-away

     

    writing is walking

     

    words are traces of walking

     

    steps of steps

     

    in this whisper You can hear the scream of all times

     

    in this babble You can see the flames of all spaces

     

    through this caressing You can be out of time and space

     

    we are

     

    I-am-he and I-am-she

     

    I was whispering babbling and caressing around the

    bridge Gazela walking and taking money for the Nest to Vesna

     

    a woman is washing the window of her little shop with crumpled newspapers

     

    tomorrow

    Miroslav Mandic

    approving and agreeing

    lecture-surrendering. art talk. art performance. confession

    19:30h

    in the Nest

    invited are Violeta Ivana Mirjana You and all beings


     

    APPROVING AND AGREEING

    2540. day
    15th December 2011

    what I couldn’t precisely remember few nights ago goes like this:

    man is a creature of fear and people in fear can be divided in three groups:

    ones are running towards people

    others are running away from people

    third ones are running into the aggression and attacking people

    Srdjan Valjarevic this morning in e-mail

     

    everything I should do for tonight’s Approving and Agreeing is to celebrate God

     

    You say potatoes

     

    potatoes as well of course

     

    distances

     

    incomprehensible

     

    recognition recognition only recognition my beloved A

     

    refreshing the pelvic bones which are hurting me from sitting

     

    I will wipe the dust in the Nest bowing to it as always

     

    it’s really exciting loving particles

     

    that’s I-Am-He love-kissing I-Am-She

     

    night has fallen

     

    it’s raining

     

    I’m tenderly sad

     

    I hope I will have strength tonight

     

    even if I don’t have it it’s going to be good

     

    if everything is good that will be God’s success and glory

     

    if it’s unsuccessful I will be the guilty one

     

    I really love to write

     

    I really love to draw

     

    I really love to walk

     

    I really love to speak

     

    I really love to listen

     

    I really love to pray

     

    I really love to read

     

    I really love to love

     

    really is so gentle

     

    all beings of mine you are really gently in my embrace

     

    I would really love if You would look at me for a long time while I’m listening music

     

    I would really love if You would look at me for a long time while I’m fucking

     

    I would really love if You would feel me while I’m identifying myself crying

     

    I would really love to once again feel a beak of a small bird

     

    I would really love if Violeta and Mirjana would strongly

    testify tonight’s Approving and Agreeing to You and to all beings

     


     

    ABOUT THOUGHTS THAT RUN AWAY FROM THOUGHTS IN ORDER TO BECOME POEMS

    2541. day
    16th December 2011

    last night towards the end of the Approving and Agreeing while everything was burning

    like a candle and in the midst of failure which was enveloping me I felt it succeeded

     

    it was like another unopened book

     

    like horses which are riding people

     

    like a river that has never been swum across and that keeps on peacefully flowing

     

    list night I woke up several times and I felt that burnt down candle. that

    unopened book which somebody else will read. those people who are ridden by horses

    because it’s time for things to change. that river made of air which I’m inhaling right now

     

    moment

    particle

    beginning

    it’s

    all

    the

    same

     

    I was rejoicing to get up and start writing blessings right away

     

    blessings about blessed sayings

     

    blessings about circles teams and betrayals

     

    about thoughts which run away from thoughts in order to become poems

     

    here comes Count Basie with Good Morning Blues

     

    sun is also shining

     

    I Fall in Love Too Easily sings Chet Baker

     

    I’m thanking Jasuka and Zeljko for walking

    three hours by the ocean few days ago for me

     

    I am the ocean of goodness

     

    changes in language are rolling over ocean waves

     

    there are many things that are leading towards the change in language

    in this blessing about which I was thinking before I started writing this blessing

     

    they say that winds from north bring coldness and those from south bring gale

     

    they say that on the highest mountain tops

    even today flowers that nobody ever saw can be found

     

    they say that one can learn the best about remembrance from old trees and stones

     

    they say that the one who carefully listens speaks most beautifully

     

    they say that for years there was no such a drought like this year at this time of year

     

    they say that if You nestle up with Your whole body

    to  tree trunk You can feel love You are yearning for

     

    they say that it’s very good walking barefooted and touching the ground with bare hands

     

    they say that the greatest sayings are those sayings that are being said now

     

    they say that all sayings have become from now and that

    they are later on transmitted through time onto each now

     

    they say that some sayings are the very poems and some poems are saying themselves

     

    God knows what are they as well as those that man never even says

     

    moment

    particle

    beginning

    poem

    it’s

    beautiful

     

    You say strawberry

     

    strawberry as well of course

     

    our ear is the same

     

    Godstrawberry

     


    GOLA BOGOJAGODA

    2542. day
    17th December 2011

    NAKED GODSTRAWBERRY

     

     

    it will rain

     

    they say it will rain

     

    they say that Lee Po is alive

     

    it’s raining

     

    a

    moment

    when

    everything

    identifies

    with

    each

    other

    is

    a

    poem

     

    changes in language are rolling over ocean waves

    I wrote yesterday

     

    transformed language is trembling through my being

    I wrote just now

     

    language of innocence

    have you ever read Lazarov Miodrag Pashu

     

    first language

    yesterday was 2541st day in Miroslav Mandic Book or 77th time 33 days

    but I forgot to put that in a title as I do it every 33 days

     

    thoughts run away from thoughts in order to become poems

    I wrote yesterday

     

    runaway children are already a poem the moment they run away

    I wrote

     

    if You find out what goes on in the heart and mind of a runaway child You will

    discover what everybody is in search of ever since the beginning of time and space

     

    they say that before new year’s eve will snow for the first time

     

    they say that people are full of and wrapped

    around with happiness when snows for the first time

     

    they say that the one who stops betraying once they will never betray again

     

    few-hours-long

    nocturnal

    mobile-phone

    conversations

    with

    srdjan

    from

    this

    moment

    on

    I

    call

    poems

    of

    godly

    permeation

     

    one of the reasons why is a good man silent lies

    in the fact that rarely do people are capable of hearing goodness

     

    when they can’t do something people later on proclaim that they don’t even want it

     

    nothing is more stupid than later wisdom

     

    I adore breasts of geese while flying

     

    with great pleasure I’m writing the letter to eight of them

     

    Meister Eckhart

     

    I imagine how all sayings are flowing into this saying

     

    they say that outbursts are male and flowing female

     

    they say that the one who wants to love-kiss flows everything up the river

     

    they say that the richest one is the one who doesn’t need anything

     

    they

    say

    that

    sayings

    are

    wet

    nurses

    of

    one

    and

    only

    heeling

    milk

    for

    all

     

    they say that the one who doesn’t think evil already sings

    and that he or she is on their own already the most beautiful poem

     

    they say goodness is a belly to the world

     

    naked God

     

    I naked

     

    yes

     

    Bo

    go

    Bo go ja go da

    go

    da

     

    Meaning: Godstrawberry as well as God-I-Strawberry

     


     

    THEY SAY NEVER SKIP THE TITL

    2544. day
    19th December 2011

    art is always art

     

    kitsch is always kitschy

     

    art is the only thing better than art

     

    kitsch is the only thing better than kitsch

     

    love for art. love for kitsch. love for kitschy

     

    Only the publishers and some journalists believe that people want simple

    things. But people are, actually, tired from simple things. They want challenges.

    Umberto Eco

     

    Only Umberto Eco and some Umberto Ecos believe that

    Umberto Ecos want simple things. But Umberto Ecos are, actually,

    tired from simple things. Umberto Ecos want challenges.

     

    simplicity is the only challenge

     

    the challenge of simplicity is in the simplicity of challenge

     

    they say that every saying is a challenge for the saying itself

     

    they say that in every saying there is a challenge if it will manage to say anything at all

     

    they say that the moon has drowned in Li Po

     

    they say that all people are singing one song

     

    they say that every sip of wine is for the health of all beings

     

    they say that something is tender only if it is contradictory as well

     

    they say that in Hebrew language the root of

    the word playing means melting forces of evil

     

    they say that the root of the word sing means to cut the forces of evil

     

    they say that poem means to see

     

    they say that prophets were asking for music

    in moments of preparation for telling the prophecy

     

    they say that on this and on the other world there is nothing more exciting than repetition

     

    they say that every saying is whispering love me

     

    they say that a man has no future if it doesn’t stop killing

     

    they say that a man has no future if he was growing up on false human history

     

    they say that You can’t be a man if You don’t rebel against wars and their leaders

     

    they say that sayings are the best weapons against the mighty ones

     

    they say that nobody can resist the charm of any saying

     

    they say that the gates of heaven are the gates of anus

     

    they say that those who say don’t even exist but that are just sayings

     

    they say that not giving up is the same as carefulness

     

    they say that admiration is the same as to be

     

    they say that that God-love-kissing is the same as walking creating and singing

     

    they say that whoever says sorry for what

    he was writing he only says to always be forgiven

     

    they say that over the rough surface rain drains slowly



     

    HUMMING SLOWNESS SATURATED WITH SPEED OF LOVE

    2545. day
    20th December 2011

    one say keep on writing sayings

     

    others say stop writing them

     

    they say that one always say one and others something else

     

    they say that it’s not important what others are saying but who you are

     

    I’m saying that I will do how my soul wants

     

    I’m saying that I will dare how my spirit makes me

     

    I’m saying I love-kiss all domestic animals

     

    I’m saying I hug all wild animals

     

    I’m saying that venomous animals are lovers of poisonous plants

     

    poem

    is

    speed

     

    humming

    slowness

     

    sign

    of

    love

    for

    all-symbol

     

    all

    hearts

    within

    my

    heart

     

    linguistic

    horniness

     

    I’m saying Cesaria Evora

     

    I’m saying that wet rotten leaves are smelling nice

     

    You’re saying elastic in my briefs has ruptured

     

    he says that he would love not to lie any more

     

    we are saying that we cannot agree at all

     

    you are saying that you are not agreeing with us

    that we can’t agree because you think that you cannot agree

     

    they say that agreeing is a matter of eternity

     

    I’m saying here comes the first snow

     

    look how it’s snowing – says a mother to a child who just started to walk

     

    I’m saying that I should explain thing about blows

    tomorrow because right now I find it a bit complicated

     

    I’m saying that more and more so I cannot

    stop wondering about the wonder of what I’m writing

     

    I’m saying that I have always experienced otherworldly in the plain

     

    in rain pattering

     

    in the absence of any kind of effects

     

    in millennia time-frame that participates in everything

     

    in wine flies

     

    little white snails

     

    gentle granny who doesn’t have anybody and she gently rejoices everybody

     

    bread soaked in pussy love juices


     

    SNUGGLING AND NESTLING

    2546. day
    21st December 2011

    if I would receive blows like carpet receives blows with

    a carpet beater I would enjoy because the carpet would be cleaner

     

    whenever I look at the little globe on the desk I always rejoice

     

    I would love to be everywhere

     

    and while all those seas and oceans are

    permeating me I feel only with this here I can be everywhere

     

    even not being everywhere but just being that everywhere

     

    I am everywhere in the arms of snuggling

     

    snuggling and nestling

     

    from everywhere and here two new pairs were made in my collection of pairs

     

    I’m nestling with these words which are stretching and thinning me

     

    I’m nestling with childhood in which I was saying words for the first time

     

    word table for the table I was standing underneath

     

    word wall for the wall I was told don’t do it over the wall

     

    word cup for the cup which I was feeling both in my hands and on my lips

     

    table. wall. cup

     

    every word is a mystery of the beauty itself

     

    waking of all-soul in a soul

     

    everything can be done only with a little bit

     

    mote

    of

    a

    moment

     

    path

    rose

    bud

     

    I nestle the word nestling with misty memory of that I

    could put something like that to be nestled with something else

     

    nestle with my snuggling

     

    snuggle with my nestling

     

    writing is constant admiration and celebration of the very miracle of writing

     

    joy because of saying ground for a ground

     

    to fall on the ground

     

    to roll on the ground

     

    ground and ceiling

     

    watching the ceiling – hey – watching the ceiling

     

    word innocence yearns for the innocence of every word

     

    word loyalty yearns for the loyalty of every word

     

    word love yearns for the love of every word

     

    word snuggling yearns for the nestling of every word

     

    bud

    yearns

    for

    the

    bud

    of

    every

    word


     

    LANGUAGE WANDERER

    2547. day
    22nd December 2011

    I

    ran

    into

    today’s

    blessings

     

    language homeless

     

    language wanderer

     

    I wander from word to word

     

    I’m going through villages of words

     

    I’m roaming through cities of words

     

    I’m radiant in landscapes of words

     

    I huddle in someone

     

    I sleep over in someone

     

    I feed myself with someone

     

    I get drunk from someone

     

    I get sad from someone

     

    I’m rejoicing someone

     

    I make someone happy

     

    word picture

     

    word music

     

    rhythm

     

    touch

     

    essence

     

    ohm

     

    and

     

    languages are love-kissing each other with language of love-kissing

     

    they are darting

     

    trembling through skin of singing

     

    all my words are tattooed on the skin of all beings

     

    every word of mine is a queen of all-dancing and You know what that means

     

    every word of mine is a boy in a girl’s embrace

     

    every word of mine is a girl with a boy within herself

     

    a boy wanderer

     

    a wanderer language of wanderer

     

    a wanderer languages of language

     

    wandering language both wanderers and language

     

    wandering bud of language

     


     

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