Bog Miroslav Mandić Bog

with this blessing my moving out has started

I’m inviting

I’m calling

writing actually is inviting and calling

it means I should tell you if I hear something

said Srdjan to me

it also crossed my mind to offer to be a cotenant

when I come back, in a bigger apartment, so we can share

the expenses… if I think of something else, I will be offering it…

wrote Ivana to me

wow how it got me excited. I want to talk to you about

the moving out so that I can help you in best possible way

said Mirjana to me

renting the apartment on Dorcol, 34m2

bright, warm, south side, a minute away from river

TA, AC, internet, renovated five years ago

price is 200 euros + one month rent upfront as a deposit

or 170 euros for a year ahead. free from 1^st February

Maja sent me one ad

I’m reading about the moving out – I had some ideas going

through my head – but let me first read what you have to say

wrote Branko to me

about the moving out and those kind of things I would be glad to come and

trawl those enormous amounts of art on my back, but certain ocean is preventing me

Djordje wrote to me

may Macura house be your home

wrote Macura

Sun just let me know that my beloved Slobodan Tisma won NIN’s Prise

198 this week’s blessings about poetical moving out will

help me because that’s what I know to do the best and to realistically

move out that I don’t know but I hope that I will find that out this week from blessings

this week’s blessings are a guide for moving out

moving out of transportation is transportation of moving out

metaphor of metaphor

moving out of the trauma of moving out into the joy of moving out

moving out of hopelessness onto the salvation road straight like an arrow

with permeating

Friday – a day when Lazar Risar comes to Belgrade

new whirlpool of one and only love

by moving out I remain loyal to what is left behind

a priori loyal to the unknown

I will ask my friends to read this week’s blessings and

in that way help me move out where I am needed for all beings

the most important thing is that it becomes Miroslav Mandic Moving Out

most helpful would be

close person

idea

apartment-present

money

there is no close person and that is why I’m writing to You

close person is always the most important

close person is the most important to everybody

close person I’m creating You

I’m creating You for yourself me and all beings

close person thinks the same

divine sameness

I can tell her everything because she can receive everything

only her receiving leads me ahead

I’m singing

with last night’s snow which was falling slowly

a hill is spreading and rain quietly soaks it

Pavese’s verse that got me excited last night a lot

when I was younger I gave up dwelling

with the Rose of Wandering my life on the roads of Universe has begun

poetic

with path and rose

publicly like public servant and female public workers

like a little chapel. like a moving temple. like an open monastery

like a working rook in which there is nothing else but two tables and seven computers

unnoticeably

protected with unprotectedness and complete openness

with open God. open sex. open money

without administration. according to the laws of all beings and not human laws

homelessly and without-property

confirming the sameness with

address IN YOUR HEART

nationality LIFE

state UNIVERSE

religion GOD

membership ALONE FOR EVERYBODY

feature GOD’S CHILD

profession POET ARTIST WALKER

meaning independent and illegally – lovably and only in benefit of all beings

the most important thing is that the place has internet and that I can listen music loudly

I would also love to dwell in some artistic work about dwelling

for example to move out every three days from apartment to apartment

to change the place of residence every two three months in larger places in Vojvodina

I would love to live with my Goddess

I would love to live with a person that will take over my work

I would love to live with several people

I would love to live in circular architecture with hundred and so people

anywhere in the world

in hotels

on the seaside

by the river

in the middle of the city

in all villages of Vojvodina

on the website

in Your heart

in and for God

in the ideals of my youth loyal to the ideals of all younglings

anywhere but always like a guest

like I am a man stranger

no matter how but always as a host to all beings

as a being I am one and only host to all beings

anywhere and anyhow it is it will be good because it already is good

God

I’m beginning the third day of moving out with

admiration

Branka sent me this morning news about this beautiful Hooligan Sparrow

horror

beauty migrates

I wanted to show You the cranes migrating but this that will open up for You is beautiful

galaxies are moving

all of the thirteen huge plates of the planet Earth are moving

as well as are soil and water and air and light moving

plants and animals are moving

poor and hungry ones are moving

expelled ones

minorities exposed to violence

beloved nomads

moving out helps getting to know the world and realising that everywhere is the same

anywhere I am everything else is there

basic moving in life is moving from birth towards death

even though I would love to live and work for

a long time this moving also means coming closer to death

loneliness

God

when I was young I wanted and I decided to live

in such way so that everything I have could fit in two bags

to exist but only in such way that I bother anybody as little as possible

not even to exist but just to be

wonderful difference between existing and being I heard today from Episcope Danilo

not to make houses on this soil since there is too many of them

I live like that but for six years now I live

work and dwell with my work as its guardian

since I don’t have a publisher or gallerist I have to move out together with all of my work

are we going to move out together or we will separate I don’t know

it depends on that if I will be dwelling in order to create Miroslav Mandic Museum

or I will be creating Miroslav Mandic Museum and then I will dwell in it

since I’m already moving out I would like to leave all the surpluses

above all worries fears pains gluttony expectations envy and vanity

I would love to take with me all my failures so that I can turn them into success

all my believes and youth ideals

new beginning

innocence

Goddess

Hooligan Sparrow You are guarding me – I love-kiss You God’s Sparrow

when on 1^st March I rewrite from Red Notebook the Letter to Friends

which I wrote forty years ago and which contains first big breakup with

friends will I still be in the Nest or I will already move out on some other place

in Miroslav Mandic Museum

in Hotel of Life

in Atelier of Art

in God’s Homelessness

for free in somebody’s apartment

with several people in rented apartment

on my own in some cheaper from the Nest apartment

for five and a half years I was living and working in two rented

apartments. I don’t have any more money to pay for them

I don’t believe in working and earning

I believe in creating and giving

I love to work money

art of money

sanctity of poorness

art with money

mystic of money

people work and worry for their children I care and create for all beings

God’s enjoyment

sometimes I’m too anxious because of my vulnerability and not having

money which is not good nor beautiful and that’s why I am ashamed

I’m looking forward to even greater vulnerability and exposedness

oh peacefulness

I never owed anybody anything

I don’t believe in debt

I believe that creating new money will also bring me a bit more money

I love when people are giving me money

the art of receiving precedes the art of giving

those who give me money will have more money

average salary in Serbia is around 380 euros lowest salary is around 180 euros

I would love to find out how much average and lowest salary on the planet Earth is

I love guideposts like these

I love warmth and basic power that comes from a little bit of money

everything that is being done and created with big money

is evil and it destroys everything around including itself

help me make a list of all people that were giving me money throughout my life

wreath of glory

of course I don’t believe in authors rights nor in intellectual property

of course that I love-kiss the gratitude for every moment I live

through gratitude I love-kiss each among 86400 of

my works that are becoming in 86400 seconds every day

on my knees I’m writing this blessing about all-gratitude

no

matter

the

years

illnesses

pain in my heel

economic crisis

great loneliness

failures

life with no chances

death

I believe I will survive

money of all beings is mine

I’m the author of the idea money of all beings is mine but all the royalties belong to all beings

Yours

I just got this e-mail thank you for the hymn of love, thank you for the support in my

struggle with, I see now, my greatest enemy, myself. it’s hard but it will I believe become dearest

a moment ago I spoke to Lazar Risar. we will meet up at eleven

I walked with Mirjana and Lazar – grace – and Lazar also often says grace

Miroslav Mandic Museum

museum of grace

Miroslav Mandic Museum – museum of Miroslav Mandic Poem

Miroslav Mandic Museum – museum of Miroslav Mandic Art

Miroslav Mandic Museum – museum of Miroslav Mandic Walking

Miroslav Mandic Museum – museum of Miroslav Mandic Name

Miroslav Mandic Museum – museum of the Bud of All Beings

Miroslav Mandic Museum – museum of the Eternal Art

Miroslav Mandic Museum – museum of the one and only poet of all beings

Miroslav Mandic Museum – museum of the one and only artist of all beings

Miroslav Mandic Museum – museum of the one and only walker of all beings

Miroslav Mandic Museum – museum of Eternity of one and only time

Miroslav Mandic Museum – museum of the Universe of one and only space

Miroslav Mandic Museum – dedicated to God You and all beings

the name of the Miroslav Mandic Museum could be This to You

Miroslav Mandic Museum can be anywhere on the planet Earth

where human laws won’t be ruling but all beings’ love

or it will be somewhere illegal and unlawful until all beings’ love doesn’t set it free

Miroslav Mandic Museum could remain packed and be at somebody’s place

Miroslav Mandic Museum could be packed

in a public place like some sort of add through which would be

searched for the person interested in making Miroslav Mandic Museum

Miroslav Mandic Museum – credit with which an apartment for MMM could be bought

Miroslav Mandic Museum – circular

architecture in which MMM would be lived and worked

Miroslav Mandic Museum – a quest for somebody who will take over and set up MMM

Miroslav Mandic Museum – Monograph of Miroslav Mandic Museum

Little Apartment was my first apartment and I was fifty seven

I was paying for it thanks to several people who were giving me ten euros a month

thank You

Little Apartment has transformed into the Nest. I was paying for it through people’s

donations for 64 ten year old pictures 64 Buds are Singing to the Bud of All Beings

thank You thank You

next is the museum of grace

thank You thank You thank You

I wish You the money which has all beings embedded in itself

my theorising about moving out is coming to an end

t

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s

t

o

y

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u

sixteen year old Vesna Kuvara and eighteen year old Lazar Risar

that’s that

miracle of love sings creates and walks through the love of miracle

that’s how feels thinks and believes one boy

Miroslav Mandic Eternal Boy

Miroslav Mandic Eternal Girl

in the end of this week’s poetical moving out the miracle of priorities is in front of me

let’s go

with the priorities of miracle

the most important is that everything I am and I do is dear to God

God has it dearest if I am the one and only God

the most important is the close person. someone who thinks the same. divine sameness

Goddess

Monograph of Miroslav Mandic Museum

not to betray either nine year old nor seventeen year

nor twenty three year nor sixty three year nor hundred year

not thousand year nor million year old but always and forever today’s Miroslav Mandic

poetically

with path and rose on the paths of the Universe

the most important is that the place has internet and that I can listen music loudly

publicly like male and female public servant

like a little chapel. like a moving temple. like an open monastery

like a working room in which there is nothing else but two tables and seven computers

open through God. open through sex. open through money

without administration. according to the laws of all beings and not human laws

unnoticeably. homelessly and without property. confirming the sameness with

address IN YOUR HEART

nationality LIFE

state UNIVERSE

religion GOD

membership ALONE FOR EVERYBODY

feature GOD’S CHILD

profession POET ARTIST WALKER

being independent and illegal – lovable in benefit of all beings

where human laws won’t be ruling but all beings’ love

or it will be somewhere illegal and unlawful until all beings’ love doesn’t set it free

anywhere but always as a guest

anyhow but always as a host to all beings

in somebody’s free apartment

in a rented apartment with several people

in a cheaper than the Nest apartment

in the museum of grace Miroslav Mandic Museum

the name of Miroslav Mandic Museum could be

This to You or Museum of Grace or Grace of Museum

Miroslav Mandic Museum can be anywhere on the planet Earth

since the cosmic museum is in the middle of the Universe and the universe of Your heart

Miroslav Mandic Museum is a quest for somebody

who will take over and set up the Miroslav Mandic Museum

I believe that creating new money will also bring me a bit more money

those who give me money will have more money

hey do You know somebody who...

at this moment and with this the poetical part of moving out is over

I hope that You have felt – experienced – that I have all the time been thinking of You

I expect everything from You

braver. more insouciant. more reasonless

now is the most important that I calmly work every day

to write and sing beautifully

to walk and create well

to think well

to be love

miracle

God

bud

I love analogies because they are pliable

and they are opening the world with their innocence

the most tender thing with analogies is that analogies with God don’t exist

I came back from walking

I’m tenderly feeling the painful heel

I’m tenderly thinking of Judita Salgo

my feet and knees are cold

body

soul

spirit

fifty six more poems till the end of the book I am You are I

they are all written on the table

on some places they are worn around the hands

which I’m holding on them while typing on the keyboard

I thought of Charles Bukowski’s daughter who bought him first computer

one potato. one carrot. one leek

two hundred and fifty grams of mushrooms. oil. bread

I am every dot on the ball

presenter of words

the very word

I am word

my wordful path

sensual word of mine

the notion of blessing

everything within everything

Your hand on my shoulder

art lean your face on my chest

I’m smiling at how You see me and how I see myself

earth and sky

I am a poem of all beings

when I felt Your painful bitterness I disgusted mine

when I saw Your crazy need for affirmation my need disappeared

whenever I write ugly things about You that is never about You

only nice things are about You

a necklace of light is shining around Your neck

budding is vibrating through shimmering

my dear

my Branka

I like a lot the ideas for the Museum

she also thinks of six photos that Ana Djordjevic sent me for Miroslav Mandic Museum

and Solemn Sunday Lunch is fantastic!!!!

she thinks of two minute recording of Solemn Sunday Lunch of All Beings from two days ago that I sent her

thank you

I would love if one of those ideas gets accomplished

I would really love if you would open I-Publics in

a way that the Art of Miroslav Mandic deserves and that

it’s at the same time available to everybody. that is to say to come to

everybody as it was for a short while with I Name. all those people every day. at least

fifty people have heard about Miroslav Mandic. about I Name. I’m sorry I’m lacking

Serbian words. I want to say that the idea about being in public space, but in a way

of Miroslav Mandic is really strong and somehow truthful, according to

what I know about your work

ah what to say. the most important is to continue doing what I am already doing. and that

requires everyday dedication and tranquillity. I’m working on almost twenty things a day

the most important are the blessings and I should be writing them almost for next

seven years. there is no close person for a long time who would be doing it because

it’s not my job. then there is a problem of administration and money

I totally understand. but there are friends

thank you for understanding

and if every friend gives a bit, in the solemnity of a round table, maybe I can/we can

make something decent, worthy of Miroslav Mandic. in any case, what you are doing

within now is important and there is a lot of it. even if the Museum is tip-top put in order

and open this now would again be important to you. in that way, if there was a mobile

house for Art of Miroslav Mandic, you could live and work in it and be open for visits

at certain time, maybe not every day. and when you are showing your work you could

show only a part and the rest of the work should be on the safe place, not in the moving

house. so that mobility is connected with your present work. that is Museum your

present. I don’t know if I’m clear enough?

for me it is already happening through my web site – all beings

yes. but I also know that you also love the holly unpredictability. that

somebody pops in like on the Rose. that’s so good! I know that you are missing

that. and that exposedness, which is most importantly framed after all, would enable it

for now I don’t even have enough to survive

and the experiences with people are horrible

I understand you

when the wind goes over Branka’s hair and she immediately follows it with her eyes

this blessing that will be in the book is the most important

:)

and if you would move out in Zagreb? Sarajevo? some other city

in any case thank You for love

where the same language is spoken. just not Belgrade

difficult because of the administration

Belgrade takes away a lot and somehow prevents things from happening

no. everywhere is the same

it seems to me that things are easier when you are

a foreigner. there is less subaudition from the surrounding

essences are important to me. and that is DIVINE. not human. I live in

the Universe. not in the administration in states and geographies. but I live in a poem

I know what is important to you, I’m just thinking how would it be possible that

what you are doing shine over here also. and… uh I’m missing the words. I’m

sorry. here’s what I’m thinking. your work and the essence that you are creating

and that is important to you is one. another thing is the world we are living. how

to show your work in this world in your way, so that it doesn’t lose it’s essence

or do you think that the world we are living is the same essence

everything is one. everything that we are talking is one and everything

is in this conversation and that is already live Miroslav Mandic Museum

yes that’s what I thought while I was writing one-other

legacy

endowment

museum

library

monastery

temple

chapel

centre

shelter

corner

house

home

nest

castle between heaven and earth

I am

a glimpse

a moment

face

path and rose

miroslav mandic

…

love

love. one and only love

God

God

yesterday I got completely wet in the rain

walking is a good animal of life

air saturated with water

dusk over the Topcider Cemetery

midday bells of love that are ringing just now

money

is

poem

I’m warming up my feet and knees with two blankets

when it gets hard Djuka is there. when you are fucking you’re not calling Djuka 

one Djuka was saying hundred years ago

2:14 pm

I should get outside as soon as possible

another twenty four blessings are in front of me

writing them is all I’m left with

random

like wind carrying sleet

everything

is

poem

it’s a great poem everything is poem

a scarf across the face as well – poem

love  — poem

if I think of anybody – poem

if I think of anything – poem

iron rope for a raft – poem

four drops of water on the branch in the dusk

muddy shoes

drowse that catches a frostbitten one next to the hot furnace

foam on the tree from the water that is dripping down

snuggling up of particles

face of the wind love-kisses a face in the wind

huddle yourself in the warmth and fragrance of this blessing

in the warmth of my shoulder and neck

smell of my skin

inhale

take a brake

reborn Yourself

reborn everything around You

I’m

budding

you

poem

morning beauty

in this world where bread is always scarce

is still available in greater abundance than gratitude

something like this wrote Kolakowski interpreting The Book of Ruth

Daniela Trbovic

light snow is falling

surface of the lake is waving

from the other lakeshore voices can be heard

I’m thinking of the word thing

a lot of things can be expressed with the word thing

thing is a short saying

that thing in that thing really gives me strength

the thing is that things shouldn’t be made simpler but they should be simple

snowflakes are bouncing of the sleeve of my jacket while I’m writing about them

I would love to talk for a long time about the word thing

I would love to talk for a long time about every word

I’m really missing the voice recorder

it’s a good thing that missing

it’s a good thing that voice recording

a

poem

of

life

celebrates

life

of

a

poem

poem is a struggle for compassion

only

godly

only

divine

only

god’s

I make a great snowball and afterwards my hands are warm

only

poem

helps

me

to

write

a

poem

yellow-golden leaves of plane tree are white with snow

a woman is throwing bread do the birds while walking

I especially love when a word thing points on something unreal

soil and sky –between the words about which we are talking

we are mentioning gutters

we are enthusiastic about dust

we are vowing to the dew and frosting

every

word

is

one

poem

dew

frosting

God

 7:40pm

I’m rarely writing blessings this late

here’s the chance

the light of the computer and desk lamp

it’s dark outside

it’s warm in the room

paradise

Miroslav Mandic book is Miroslav Mandic Museum

it’s joy being in warm

I’m hungry

bread margarine olives tomato juice and kiwi are waiting for me

peacefulness after done day

it’s a Friday evening. I’m looking forward to Saturday

and Sunday

days are wonderful thing

Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday

I’m touched by days

through circling

days are constantly coming and going away

they are love-kissing and they love-kiss each other

they

say

that

edgar

allan

poe

also

alive

I froze while walking. after taking a shower warm grace is radiating from me

I am an igloo to all beings

forest

a friend says that he’s licking clean snow

everyone who lost self-confidence should get invigorated in this blessing

get invigorated decisively with tameness

I just remembered that night

the courtyard covered with snow

the outhouse in which I was thinking

my first poem about black and white snow

hey snow covers our villages and roads

hey rivers flood our fields and cities

my day started with tears which were pouring while I was

reading how one woman was apologising for the violence that the

members of her nation have carried out against members of other nation

wow how I find it delightful when a cat raises puppies

when somebody stops eating meat

when somebody sets themselves free of fears and prejudices

when a runaway child survives

when somebody changes their opinion with

which they were defended from freedom and love

freedom is love

love is truth

truth is goodness

goodness is a bud of beauty

good morning my love

that’s how it all begun

that’s how this day begun as well

they say love is a fairy-tale

they say a fairy-tale always talks only about love

they say a fairy-tale is the only reality

they say that living your own fairy-tale is the best

fairy-tale of love

fairy-tale of love – only love constantly love-kisses

love-kiss love-kiss love-kiss – I’m bringing You a good news

I am a good news

I am the bosom to all beings and in Your bosom I pour gas of love for all beings

limousine

ask me once why is Vladimir Macura the best museum

automobile of one and only movement

I love a lot word auto

auto-(Greek) – prefix in a complex word that means: self, sole, alone

Robert Bresson

ask me ask

everything is auto

auto-humour

I’m slowly moving my hand through the air – hey man what fairy-tale is that

sea depth

heavenly height

I am a worm’s husband

dedicated to the girl Ana Mihnik

I’m spineing You my incomprehensible

a bird has flown into my heart

it’s picking Your love within me

grace permeates the bird You me and the very grace

today Zorana Mihajlov bought me 24 fat crayons

there will be money there will be plenty of money for all beings

don’t give up of That thing

don’t give up on Yourself even more so

and don’t You dare giving up on me either

dedicated to all my failures

I am realization of all Your wishes my camera woman

inexpressible

bud of immortality of all beings

I find it so beautiful that I wouldn’t change anything

fairy-tale is fairy-tale

fairy-tale is a priori

fairy-tale is both when it happens and when it doesn’t

smoothly runs the river of words

the river is polished

even rams are blooming from fondling

roads are missing me

lips of rose are rousing me

I love poetry of emphasizing and even more so non-emphasizing

I find quiet emphasizing more beautiful than loud emphasizing

I love emphasizing only when it turns into singing

creation excites me

singing makes me enthusiastic

I’m flying through walking

I called energy goodness

I just called on music as sameness

the music of path and walking

sexy feet are love-kissing sexiness of path

Miroslav Mandic Roughness is the greatest tenderness

I am a servant

I love-kiss You Robert Walser

wherever I move out I’m rejoicing the most

the little things that will even more so make me a Universe

just imagine a place on which I will be holding books for reading before I fall asleep

just imagine all those wonderful books that I will be reading

imagine stronger speakers for music

imagine working clothes that I will be wearing

imagine the name that I will give to the place I move to

imagine the altar that I will make

imagine the bed that is waiting for You over there

just imagine the sublimity of everyday which the eternity of that place is rejoicing

I’m inviting You to

Miroslav Mandic Servant – joyful servant of – Miroslav Mandic Museum

showing and digital archiving of all Miroslav Mandic work

from 1^st February to 29^th February 2012

every Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday and Friday

from 7:30 to 10 pm

in the Nest

ask for information from mister Miroslav Mandic via e-mail or mobile phone

313 coffees of courage for one better and braver world of all beings

313 coffees of courage is an art piece and it consists of

coffee of courage – that famous name

313 drawings of the coffee cup on the front page of a white envelope

photo of the coffee of courage

money for the coffee in the envelope

today’s 33 blessings

faith hope and love in the coffee of courage

photo of the coffee of courage on the web-site miroslavmandic.name

number of the coffee of courage on the back of the envelope

Miroslav Mandic Signature

coffee of courage is the coffee that You go to drink

and while drinking it You make a bold decision

bold decision for which You know is

important and will bring You courage and success

that will set You free from bottled down

energy-goodness through which You will live healthier

be better and richer

for Yourself and for others

I believe that 313 coffees of courage will help many people as well as me

and not only to survive this 2012 but to help so that everyone survives it

not only to survive but also to live it to the delight of all beings

each envelope will contain two or three hundred dinars for a coffee or two for coffee

in 313 envelope will altogether be 818 euros and

that’s how I will with my coffee of courage repay my debt

to the Republic of Serbia to which each citizen owes 818 euros

that will also be symbolical setting all people free of debt

we live and work without debts and excesses – we live through giving and receiving gifts

set ourselves free of debt we owe to courage because of our cowardice

set ourselves free of debt we owe to freedom because of our self-slavery

set ourselves free of debt we owe to conscience because of our bad conscience

I will be giving envelopes with money for the

coffee of courage to the known and unknown people

someone will get several envelopes to give

them to the ones who coffee of courage will help

I don’t trust economists nor any other experts

because experts selfishly know only the wholeness of

their field of expertise but not the wholeness of the very unselfish wholeness

people believe that they are safe from atomic power plants

and only fool can believe that they will not lead to a catastrophe

paraphrase of the thought of a great atomic physicist that I heard last night on TV

coffees of courage for 2012 are blue

coffees of courage for 2013 will be green

encourage me encourage

313 coffees of courage for 2013

313 coffees of courage for 2014

313 coffees of courage for 2015

313 coffees of courage for 2016

313 coffees of courage for 2017

313 coffees of courage for 2018

313 coffees of courage for 2019

313 coffees of courage for 2020

313 coffees of courage for 2021

313 coffees of courage for 2022

313 coffees of courage for 2023

313 coffees of courage for 2024

313 coffees of courage for 2025

313 coffees of courage for 2026

313 coffees of courage for 2027

313 coffees of courage for 2028

313 coffees of courage for 2029

313 coffees of courage for 2030

313 coffees of courage for 2031

313 coffees of courage for 2032

313 coffees of courage for 2033

313 coffees of courage for 2034

313 coffees of courage for 2035

313 coffees of courage for 2036

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fineness is in everything

roughness is here and there

serving is in everything

ruling here and there

yes to a servant

no to a master

yes to the serving

no to the ruling

one is the Lord and one is ruling

rejoicing of the very Lord

who wants to rule should serve the ruling

I love creating

I love thanking and serving the creation

a lot of it has accumulated

I know that it would be grace for You to take care of my Bud

the Bud of All Beings which I’m creating is different from the Bud which is the totality of my work

you

are

not

around

and

just

not

around

I was trying with several people

it started with Ksenija Bustrevic who enlarged the photos of the One Man for me

Vesna Milovic made the big crate for keeping my works. she bought

glass for the Leaves – Tree of Life. she packed all works before the Rose of Wandering

since then I know less and less about them

they have been moving around

Nebojsa Covic took photos of them and moved them

Zorica Kovacic was starting something

Violeta Jovanovic was there

Dragana Varadinac was a hope

Petar Miloradovic took care of and catalogued them

Kaja Cirilovic and Rore Popovic started the way it should be

Sun Mandic and Ivana Djokic scanned for printing the draft version of monograph

Ivana Zivkovic served a bit

Branka Zgonjanin has really done her best

all of that has stopped and buried me in the Little-Flat and Nest

today being sixty three years old I’m beginning

to perceive and digitally archive it for the first time

to peek a little bit into that great goodness every evening

I’m repacking them

wipe them

mark them in a new way

I’ll take a photo of them and explain them to myself

from all of that I will make a draft for digitalisation of the Bud

it will help me for writing the autobiography

wow how I yearn for it

I’ll be using them for working copies of monographs

for ideas that are waiting for me to open up to them

as I always do with everything this will be done for God You and all beings

as I always do with everything this will be done in front of God You and all beings

I will begin with my first published text Three Festivals

today is 33^rd day of the year

seconds are serving minutes

minutes are serving hours

hours days

days years

years millennia

millennia eternity

eternity moments

everything serves everything

everything serves circling

circling serves everyone

fish sea

blood remembering

face blush kiss

big water serves water in Your glass with which You are drinking the water of the world

serving is grace and insouciance

ruling is worry and atrocity

last night’s encounter with myself being nineteen years old was exciting for me

with the source that makes me keep on flying

if it wasn’t for that there wouldn’t be me now

I recalled the youth of writing and the writing in youth

wow how I care for the youth of these words

that’s not far at all

it’s timeless and limitless

weightless condition of watching each other in the eyes

I’m rejoicing You like soil rejoices rain

I’m waiting for You sun bud

I’m waiting for Your servicing

from today I will be putting on the link Bud

a photo of one of the works that I’m digitally archiving

everything was photographed under ordinary room light and is therefore warmer

Violeta and Mirjana were helping me

I hope You will also be here during twenty one day of archiving

tonight I’m beginning with the Marvellous Work from 1971

yesterday at 6pm died our nun Fevronija

wrote Petar to me last night

Fevronija

Fevronija

Fevronija

Fevronija

Fevronija

Fevronija

Fevronija

Fevronija

Fevronija

Fevronija

Fevronija

Fevronija

Fevronija

Fevronija

Fevronija

Fevronija

Fevronija

Fevronija

Fevronija

Fevronija

Fevronija

Fevronija

Fevronija

enlargement of love for Fervonija

these days I’ve read that the relative pronoun who, whom, whose

should be written right after the noun to which it relates to. I’m sorry, I don’t

know these rules, and I’m learning on the go and that’s how I apply them too

Violeta Jovanovic

more important than linguistic literacy is the love for writing

life for words

clearness of thought

innocence of heart

suppleness of body

literacy is love for all beings

literacy is understanding the other

media literacy

information processing

virtual

literacy is faith in resurrection

literacy are beauty and goodness together

literacy is salubrity of sea salt with lavender scent in warm water

with which I’m helping every evening my painful Achilles’ tendons and heels

literacy of each woman is knowledge that everything in the world is cock of worshiping

literacy of each man is knowledge that everything in the world is pussy of worshiping

simplicity of writing

lead me God’s joy

I wrote on Sunday in the Red Notebook

I rejoice a lot when I write something down in the Red Notebook

with that joy I’m reminding You of Your joys

I am a fairy-tale to all beings and that’s why I’m rejoicing the fairy-tale within me

Jung is not important for me but I find very important the fact that

he was careful and was talking to the things he lived with when he was old

I love everything that is cheap and minimal but also something that is top-notch

Mont Blanc pen that I was writing with for years

my Bud

warm room and warm water

fuck what a joy

these days all across the Europe people are dying from coldness

how horrible it is to die of hunger and freezing

snow really mizzles

I didn’t manage to write about what always troubles me and it did today as well

it mizzles

I’ll try tomorrow at least in one blessing

it’s warm in the nest and I’m on top of it I’m writing

yesterday morning an offer to retrieve a new version of Word popped out of my screen

if that’s how it’s said

they are asking me whether I want it or not. I say I don’t but then I cannot use Word

I don’t understand technical instructions especially if they are in English

then I accept everything but I don’t even know what it is that I’m accepting

prison You are sometimes the only solution and freedom in the rotten world

that humiliates and disturbs me a lot because I don’t know anything about that

what is miserable in dominant media is their arrogance

my only loneliness

what is sad is when You see how dominant things are turning into out datedness

fool You are my only love

fool You are eternal and You are always so selflessly helping me

everything is good

my son You are my father I am Your son

walk the good path

good path is the only one

the path of goodness

beauty is on the good path

where goodness and beauty are united that’s where grace is

value is free of charge

you can always count on moving within me

a text message I only whished for

hey dwelling within one woman

to be her flying bird

big and burly man and small and petty woman

tall woman and short man

a field full of burdocks

today I saw how a seventy year old woman and a twenty year old man are beautifully kissing each other

not arguments but opening

not dialogue but confession

not understanding but agreement

I cooled down on the balcony vegetables for Russian salad

pigs are so beautiful

what You see over there is a path that leads in a valley

what You don’t see over there is a little path that leads to the top and bottom of God

I’m enjoying Meister Eckhart a lot

I’m shaking my hips for You

each mystic speaks god-mouth-ly

word

god

I

adore

you

you’re

my

god

suddenly drew line

light blue

tenderness of mine

it’s exactly 3pm on 5^th February 2012 and I am the loneliest creature

in the world. there is nobody who I could address to. I’m addressing the

Bud’s screen where I watch what the time is and what day is it. now it’s

already 3:02pm. the fact that I can see what is the time and especially that

somebody is telling me that makes me the happiest being in the world

yesterday’s Sunday experience

sameness is constantly changing and transforming into the sameness

art is uncompromising

poem is uncorrupted

walking is innocence

my chances are so low that I see everything as a chance

we have just started and there is less and less of us

this Vladimir Roksandic’s sentence from 1971 I proclaim as a work of art

I identify myself with the first one

I admire the second one

I respect the loyal ones

I’m on the side of the oppressed ones

but only to the moment of their victory

oppression is a kind of freedom

but after the victory their oppression turns into the revenge and desire for domination

tree of life yes

tree of knowledge no

do You remember how the tree of life grows from male penis and female head

after three days of working on the draft for digital archiving

work has turned into the cultivating and refining the Bud

nakedness of the Bud

1970-2012

from this moment I’m working on rejuvenation of all of my cells

with love for all cells that exist in every being

with tenderness for each cell in each being

let’s go

painful forgetting I transform into the grace of memory of God

whenever a man cannot bare a man says I don’t understand

whenever a man cannot love-kiss a man says I’m sick

finally I can say in front of all beings what I think of each of them

no matter that I will probably never going to do that

Siniša

Tucić

poem Siniša Tucić I’m dedicating to Siniša Tucić

a

form

of

a

poem

makes

poem

it

snows

singing

sings

the

form

of

a

poem

today’s walking on the white full of snow circle around Ada was gorgeous

tender is falling

slow snow falls through the soul of the world

world take care and save yourself

in the midst of yesterday’s today’s and tomorrow’s mining in the Nest here is

a little breather through Russell’s words that I read yesterday before we begun working

and today I transformed them into the blessings

a

poem

of

philosophical

contemplation

the value of philosophy is, in fact, to be sought largely in its very uncertainty

the man who has no tincture of philosophy goes through

life imprisoned in the prejudices derived from common sense

from convictions which have grown up in his mind 

without the co-operation or consent of his deliberate reason

to such a man the world tends to become definite

finite, obvious

common objects rouse no questions

and unfamiliar possibilities are contemptuously rejected

apart from its utility in showing unsuspected possibilities

philosophy has a value--perhaps its chief value--

through the greatness of the objects which it contemplates

and the freedom from narrow and personal aims

the life of the instinctive man is shut up within the circle of his private interests

family and friends may be included

but the outer world is not regarded except as it

may help or hinder what comes within the circle of instinctive wishes

in such a life there is something feverish and confined

in comparison with which the philosophic life is calm and free

the private world of instinctive interests is a small one

set in the midst of a great and powerful world

which must, sooner or later, lay our private world in ruins

In such a life there is no peace

but a constant strife between the insistence of desire and the powerlessness of will

if our life is to be great and free, we must escape this prison and this strife

one way of escape is by philosophic contemplation

philosophic contemplation does not,

in its widest survey, divide the universe into two hostile camps

friends and foes

helpful and hostile

good and bad

it views the whole impartially

philosophic contemplation, when it is unalloyed,

does not aim at proving that the rest of the universe is akin to man

all acquisition of knowledge is an enlargement of the Self

but this enlargement is best attained when it is not directly sought

but above all because, through the greatness of the universe which

philosophy contemplates, the mind also is rendered great, and becomes

capable of that union with the universe which constitutes its highest good

thank you Bertrand