Bog Miroslav Mandić Bog
You
are
421799
bud
TRANSFORMA INTO DIFFERENT SAMENESSES
Transforma into different samenesses love for Djordje Markovic Koder only ten days till the beginning of writing the new 144 Definitions of Art all 144 definitions will be about freedom first I’ll write Art is freedom – then hit it rain in the landscape poem of the rain in the landscape I don’t know what’s more beautiful rain in the landscape or poem of the rain in the landscape beauty of the difference of the same it’s raining I can’t go outside because I have only one pair of walking shoes and they are water permeable so if I get really wet they won’t dry till tomorrow I’m waiting for rain to stop I washed the floors cleaned the keyboard with alcohol I hope that the weather will clear up in the afternoon and that it will stop raining waiting for the rain to stop is a great event I’m imagining people who were waiting under some eaves for the rain to stop who were enjoying in watching or going through their memories after the rain snails and earthworms fill the paths and roads plants start growing waters raise a river level nostalgia gets bigger rain raining rain get really rainy rain get my collar up open me up to the surge set me free for young water wash birds’ wings refresh snakes’ skin fill the caravans make red roses red rain girl of mine rainy poem of mine
FLY THROUGH THE FLYING THROUGH
it’s raining today as well existence is raining hey rain is existing and here is love between nouns and verbs in this rain naming by noun verbalising by verb guarding a guard loving a lover philosophising philosopher believing believer traveling travel rosing a rose stepping a step discovering discovery gracing the grace alling all oneing one braving bravery thinking a thought existing existence raining rain bowing down to bow down kissing a kiss I just thought of stopping this sequence but a new pair of verbs and nouns have opened up for me lettering a letter conscienceing conscience consciousnessing consciousness to open opening to surrender to surrendering to rejoice to rejoicing healing the health freeing the freedom budding a bud
IN THE HEART OF MIROSLAV MANDIC ALL BEINGS
today it stopped raining
asphalt became white
it’s cloudy but it’s not raining
I enjoy more and more the beauty of snails
they move slowly like big space ships
I feel they radiate great wisdom
economy
arch-language
the grammar of primeval language is love
grammar without love is nothingness
grammar of snail language is my grammar
grammar of vulnerability
grammar within language not the grammar about language
knowledge within snail not the knowledge about snail
ascent
with the wings of all-love
Universe in the palm of a hand
snail sees everything
snail snail put out your horns
gramma of love is cooing through love
the art of tenderness
life of life
alive alive
a
l
i
v
a l i v e v i l a
v
i
l
a
conversations between Mo and a robin
word worm
words tweets
in the heart of a snail the heart of a robin
in the heart of a robin Universe
in the heart of the Universe the heart of primeval language
in the heart of the primeval language the heart of grammar
in the heart of the grammar the heart of love
in the heart of love heart of Miroslav Mandic
NOUN THROUGH A NOUN
this morning something plunked heavily in the apartment. I jumped out of the bed shelves in the cupboard fell down from the heaviness of the works and collapsed together with everything underneath them just calmly through the very language through myself through the noun name through the verb verb through the guard of a guard through the lover of a lover through the philosopher of a philosopher through the believer of a believer path through a path rose through a rose step through a step discovery through a discovery grace through grace everything through everything one through one bravery through bravery thought through a thought existence through existence rain through rain bow-down through a bow-down kiss through a kiss letter through a letter conscience through conscience consciousness through consciousness opening through an opening surrendering through surrendering joy through joy health through health freedom through freedom bud through a bud
MONEY-LOVE
money is love
love is money
money-love
as Tibika Varady my Mibi would say
money-love is poem
Poems I’m writing – mainly short, which require endless
polishing – often remind me of chess games. Their success depends
on that whether words and images will be properly deployed, and their end
must have inevitability and surprise of an elegantly given checkmate.
Charles Simic
beauty of the beginning is the same to the beauty of the end
beauty of the beginning is the same in each
particle and moment from the beginning to the end
Parmenides
for me poem is constant singing and dancing
path
rose
opening through each word
opening of each word
it’s nice that chess is called chess and not mate
three brooms and a ball leaned on the wall
poem ripens in old age
old poets are faith hope and love
I love the centre of the city because of the beggars
i
love
you
unrecognisable
poem
i
kiss
your
hands
it’s
a
poem
i’m
telling
you
to
come
it’s
a
poem
hostel
in
an
old
building
it’s
a
poem
a
book
by
teréz müller
true story
it’s
a
poem
reading
biography
of
steve jobs
by
walter isaacson
that
is
waiting
for
me
it’s
a
poem
i’m
crossing
the
street
with
other
people
it’s
a
poem
in
few
days
linden
will
start
scenting
it
will
be
a
poem
patiently
and
slowly
it’s
a
poem
you
start
holding
your
pussy
and
you
say
it’s
a
poem
cooked
buckwheat
is
waiting
for
me
it’s
a
poem
from
my
heart
in
your
heart
is
a
poem
the
moment
in
which
you
called
me
is
a
poem
don’t
think
you’re
a
poem
I would love if Arti would bring flowers to lovely Mo every month
MY BELOVED PETROVIC FAMILY FROM BESKA
I really love the first coming into the air of the day
I feel the wind over my face and body
grass is here
path is in my feet
I belong to everything and everything is within me
deflated green ball for children
woman in the window is watching her flowers
with the smile on my face I intake the sense of the life itself
I just remembered Petrovic family from Beska. I watched them last night on TV
http://media.rtv.rs/sr_ci/5kazanje/2598
program about Petrovic family begins after the twenty first minute and in the end of the program they sing one more song
father Dragan with his three sons
Radovan eleven year old accordion player
Dejan twelve year old bass guitar player
Dragan seven year old guitar and future violin player
father plays double bass
they all sing
mother left them
I was crying God’s tears all the time while watching and listening to them
they filled my heart with love
I’m starting to cry now as well
I love-kiss You God I love-kiss You
I haven’t felt such amount of love for a long time
with their love Petrovic family are feeding the world with love
here comes the first smell of the linden tree of this year
everything is only now
everything is for the first time
their eyes are black like coal
they are in striped suits
in white shirts with ties
little big people
elite and commercial music are kitsch and
bulshit compared to the music of Petrovic family
rejoice world Petrovic’s are alive and they sing
I am the happiest man in the world
said the father because his wish to have children came true
I haven’t seen enough of you
I haven’t kissed enough of you
so quickly everything passed
I have lost you now
it was touching how in the end of the song youngest son turned towards his father
SMILE WITH PLEASURE
when I felt wind from the balcony and when I saw it carrying branches and trembling in leaves I felt tenderness to the point of complete identification I am everything my mind is bathing in greenery of the horizon open grey-blue sky is coming down into my heart one girl is petting a white street dog enjoying the life itself is revolution achieved paradise girl is trying to tie the left back leg of the dog linden tree underneath my balcony is swaying like a ballet dancer young leaves on a big birch is shimmering I don’t see the wind but I feel it in my smile wind is fluttering through my hair and the dress of the girl who’s helping the white dog girl is carefully looking at his paw which he is licking she is asking him to come with her she runs her fingers through her hair and goes on her own down the street the dog was laying there for a bit and then ran in the opposite direction the landscape in the end of the city is green made out of light green in the front to the dark green in the horizon which touching the sky is turning into the blue Van Gogh was wonderfully painting with words as well half empty yellow bus is going up towards Pozeska Street after the yellow bus an orange one full of soil the pleasure that warm wind gives is indescribable I’m off to shave myself for the wind I came back shaved to the balcony the wind is even more exciting trees are enjoying immensely in the wind they are playing – they feel good enjoying each other like I in You and You in I like You-I in I-You and I-You in You-I the wind in the blessings is turning the blessings into the wind pigeon is pecking in the grass paper collector is pushing the cart a crow is flying down to the electricity pole
RAINS ARE BLOSSOMING IN THE SPRING
I am tired after twelve kilometres of walking
my Achilles’ tendons are sore so is my left heel
I also feel tiredness in my thighs in my back and neck
I’m happy
I’m carrying on with blessings
music is caressing me
I’m hungry
boiled rice two tomatoes mayonnaise and Smoki (peanut flips) are waiting for me
a month ago I started loving Smoki when I realised it’s with peanuts
I’m sleepy
I’m struggling for each blessing
I’m yawning but writing
from time to time I’m stretching my Achilles’ tendons
bending my neck
I’m yawning like a lion
I’m thinking of white rocks on mountain tops
of transformation of sex into love and love into the art of sex
valleys into tops
tops into valleys
eye to eye
eye
to
eye
e
y
e
e y e to e y e
e
y
e
blessing into blessing
previous blessing excited me a lot
same into same
wow
it’s slightly raining
slight rain is blossoming of the rain
source of joy
rains are blossoming in the spring
spring of blossoming is in not-giving-up
in that divine at once
at
once
that
one
goes
into
the
at
once
that
TODAY I BOUGHT NEW WALKING SHOES
at once that: how would it be to go to Baikal Lake
Vera wrote to me yesterday
at
once
that
to
go
into
at
once
that
I answered her immediately
at
once
that
to
go
into
that
at
once
immediately and at once
everything that is from one is accepted at once
I love everything that comes from the one
I love everything that goes once
tomorrow I’m starting to write new 144 Definitions of Art
from the number 1009 to the number 1152
I will be writing them all at once
they will be dedicated to Julian Assange and
all of those who are fighting for freedom of all people
to the Occupy movement and washing with freedom
to my beloved Wittgenstein and one of his beautiful thoughts
God save me from mental health
to my beloved Petrovic family for who Bra wrote to me yesterday in e-mail
I watched the segment about Petrovic family from Beska –
I wished to organise the wedding just to call them to play!
I love-kiss You my Bra
like every year I will be writing them from 24th May to 4th June
for twelve days twelve definitions of art each day
at once
rain is drizzling
I’m also drizzling
children who are coming back from the school
are watching me squatting and taking photos of grass
tomorrow I will take the last one out of the Thirty Three Photos of Grass
in my right hand is camera in left voice recorder
each blessing as well as all 76213 blessings
written so far are the reason I love Ludwig Wittgenstein
each blessing is unreasonableness through which I love-kiss everything
I’m walking – I’m unreasonably happy
I started the Rose of Wandering from the grave of William Blake
the next day I was on the grave of Ludwig Wittgenstein
that’s how the Rose of Wandering begun
there was seven white roses that day on Ludwig Wittgenstein’s grave
I was standing in front of his grave a lot longer than I thought
I was in deep trance of binding and identification
I experienced even deeper that
wonderful life Ludwig Wittgenstein says he lived
OCCUPY-WASH WITH FREEDOM
(Serbian word okupaj is pronounced the same as occupy, but it means wash. in Serbia
Occupy Movement is called the same, but due to the custom of transcribing names, it’s often written as Okupaj)
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is I’ve started – I’m freedom
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is I’m walking – I’m freedom
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is I’m love-kissing – I’m freedom
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is I am you
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is I am you are I
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is I am you are I am God
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is I am God
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is smell of wet trees
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are puddles of water I’m skipping over
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is at once
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is at once love
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is at once love once
first twelve definitions of freedom are behind me
I’m the freedom of this grass
I’m the freedom of the violet flowers in grass
I’m the freedom of young yellow dandelions
at once instead to Ada I went to Karaburma
I’m walking down the old Turkish cobbler through Zvezdara forest
I’m going down the muddy forest path
wet leaves of jasmine is wetting me
wow where this forest path had led me. here is only good
for plunging. just couple of steps and I would end up on a tree
mud is sticking more and more to my walking shoes
freedom is beautiful
the path is more narrow and hidden by branches
forest path has led me to the fence which I had to jump over
I’m cleaning the mud off of my walking shoes with an iron bar
in Nikola Doksat street I wiping my walking shoes of the grass
in Mirjevo Boulevard I’m sitting on warm asphalt and with warm water
from one remained puddle I’m washing my walking shoes from the forest mud
leaned on a traffic light post near London
I’m waiting to cross when green light comes on
I am a city hermit
everything is flat
everything is all the same to me
OCCUPY-WASH WITH FREEDOM 2
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is
Ludwig Wittgenstein’s statement Leave the bloody thing alone
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is alone for everybody
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is emptying oneself for freedom
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is
receiving freedom and surrendering to freedom
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is
liberation from doing and surrendering to freedom
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is getting to know yourself
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is revealing who you are
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is freedom in youth of self-regeneration
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is only me-only everything-only God
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is always only here and now
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is forever only here and now
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are temples of life
I’m getting wet in the rain of freedom
I’m walking through Terazije in the warm rain and enjoying
last night after several days my stomach was hurting again
it scared me so it was hurting even more
I’m saying that I was scared so that I wouldn’t be scared
for over ten days my back is hurting as well
prostate
I admit my stomach is hurting me a bit now as well but I’m also enjoying in slow walking
drizzling rain is remedy
everything is remedy
rain has stopped… it’s starting again
I’m coming back from walking
paper collectors are my neighbours who I rejoice to a lot
truck wind spreads my unbuttoned jacket
I love-kiss concrete steps that lead me to the First House of All Beings
everything I see on these four steps is indescribably beautiful
I think I could take photos of them every day
a pigeon has just landed on my window
to make a renowned sculpture of those plain and unnoticed steps
I’m in the elevator
I’m opening the First House of All Beings
the end
enough for a blessing
OCCUPY-WASH WITH FREEDOM 3
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is I start dancing to feed the freedom Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is I start singing to water the freedom Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is death that stets us free from the fear of death Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is death which transforms life into life Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is bravery to say that I’m afraid Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is tenderness with which I say that I’m not afraid Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are brave works which liberate all people Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are tender works that liberate all beings Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is going-coming to God Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is all beings are one through freedom Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is art washing with freedom Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is freedom in art which makes art from freedom and poem from art I’m taking photo of yesterday’s steps it’s five of them today they are dry yesterday they shimmering in the rain sometimes a big snail is on them today they are even more plain and unnoticeable great art on its own I will be taking photo of them following days each moment without fear is treasure both means and objective pain in my stomach please stop hurting me each blessing is helping me a lot I’m crying from bliss in this blessing yellow melilot that surrounds nudist beach on the lake smells good catkins are flying they say that there will be heavy rains following days it’s Saturday – I’m done I yearn to curl up to get some sleep to renew myself in an embrace I am
OCCUPY-WASH WITH FREEDOM 4
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is ohm with God Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is freedom from fighting for freedom Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is freedom of fucking with freedom Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are cocks of all beings in one and only pussy of freedom Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are pussies of all beings on the one and only cock of freedom Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is freedom is not asking to fight for it but to live it Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is Nadezda Milenkovic Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is art of defining freedom regenerates freedom Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are lips on lips Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are feet of thoughtfulness Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are hands of tenderness Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is modesty which excites landscapes I’m watching the roses on the fence it’s always important to watch the roses so that they fill me and overwhelm me with their beauty there are the yellow ones there are the pink ones sparrows and grass swallows and roses path and road I’m watching them roses are entering my heart there is no poem without a rose there is no rose without singing there is no either rose or poem without love there is also no love without you there is also no you without god it’s gonna rain – says a grandpa to his grandson. so what – answers the grandson I’m walking slowly absorbing the sun I’m walking slowly through my body while crossing the asphalt road I feel as if a herd of elephants are crossing over I’m rejoicing the fact that I’m entering the woods a squirrel is climbing up the tree with grate ease speed elegancy and charm I’m getting out of the woods. birds are singing. I’m imagining them singing in my spine
82ND TIME 33 DAYS. OCCUPY-WASH WITH FREEDOM 5
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of the Occupy movement
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of freedom
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of goodness
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of beauty
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of love
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of bravery
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of innocence
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of rejected ones
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of a runaway child
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of a victim
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of a bud
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of fist kiss
all of a sudden blessing
sixteen year old girl is standing next to the water and watching the pebbles and waves
grass is growing
purple colour of lavender has spread over the greenery
drizzling rain is wetting my face
frogs are croaking
this woman always walks alone around the lake
a lot of people are walking alone
there they are red roses
a white dog has spread across the asphalt
under the big tree tops I feel as if I’m in the temple
I’m sneezing – they say that from tomorrow it will be sunny
they are complaining for some reason – says
a man to me for the crows which are cawing on the tree
sun started to shine – savannahs in my body are green
I lift my head up and absorb the greenery of leaves
the art of walking transforms everything into art
walking of art transforms everything into walking
the smell of yellow sweet clover has struck me – where are You now
You are not around and You are my everything
loving You is immortality
stepping out
OCCUPY-WASH WITH FREEDOM 6
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is not 1% nor 99% but just 100%
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is without terminology and authority
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is without borders and administration
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is without university and divisions
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is without family and affiliation
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is without team and pooling
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is without property and inheritance
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom
is without spectacle and bread and games
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is without seduction and ruling
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is without rivalry and superiority
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom
is without humanism and anthropocentrism
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is without arming and war
freedom of the morning
I looked at the flowers on the table
in that 1984 when Macintosh was promoted I did the First Walking for Poetry
overlapping
steps beats
I’m actually listening to Elvis Presley singing Hound Dog on July 1st 1956
I’m reading Jobs’ biography with great pleasure
insanely great
Jobs’ favourite expression of delight
to put a dent into universe
Jobs’ expression for leaving his creative trace
my stomach is bothering and scaring me
i’m
powerless
like
god
I hope that sun dries my linen that I just washed
I love Apple and electronic culture
simplicity is the ultimate sophistication
Jobs’ philosophy of design
high end technological products belong to everybody
they are God’s
not owing allows using the most sophisticated products
iMac which I’m using only confirms my not owing
language
through
which
i’m
singing
is
god’s
love
through
which
i
love-kiss
is
your
love
bud
through
which
i’m
budding
is
the
bud
of
all
beings
OCCUPY-WASH WITH FREEDOM 7
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is an ant that I just saw
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom
is resurrection of all beings which I just wanted
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom
is disappearing of the notion enemy for which I just jumped
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom
are flies that are flying onto the warm asphalt
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is chirping of just born swallows
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is spring in my belly
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is free inhale and complete exhale
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is moment of love
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is this pirouette in walking
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is
a child in the pram that is starting to drink water from the bottle
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is the health that shares and spreads
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is like-fuckability
Like-mindedness and Like-fuckability are the latest couple
here’s a bit of glorious wind for You
a young man is carrying slippers in his hands and walking barefoot over the pebbles
the young man that was walking over the pebbles is now reading a book
a man reading a book is one of the most exciting images for me
a couple but one
a man who wrote a book and a man who’s reading it
a man is sometimes female
a man is sometimes male
a man is sometimes just a man
beautiful and transient like a cloud
good-hearted towards every being
man is just one of the plenitude of beings
a being which love-kisses all beings
yesterday I saw that the pain in my stomach is located
in the circle where the name Miroslav Mandic is tattooed
Miroslav Mandic is painful for Miroslav Mandic
Miroslav Mandic please withstand Miroslav Mandic
Miroslav Mandic is the Bud of All Beings
Miroslav Mandic is the poem by Miroslav Mandic and the Miroslav Mandic Poem
Miroslav Mandic is this poppy that Miroslav Mandic is bowing down to
Miroslav Mandic is naked from the waist up
so that You would feel the warm sun on Your and his skin
little beggar who is begging on the crossroads is spitting on a man selling newspapers on the crossroads
AGAIN FIRST OF JUNE. OCCUPY-WASH WITH FREEDOM 8
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is again first of June
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is walking over the abyss of the first of June
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is youth of the first of June
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom
is walking naked in the rain of the first of June
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom
is celebrating everything that exists with the first of June
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom
are ecstatic definitions of art of the first of June
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are
fuckable definitions of the one and only sex – sex of God life and art
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is the story I’m walking
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is the fairy-tale I’ creating
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is the poem I’m singing
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is hey walking in the fairy-tale of freedom
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom hey fairy-tale in the freedom of singing
again first of June
miracle
a miracle of the first of June
every June
every month
every moment
cloudy and warm day
I’m under the impression of the abyss which
I experienced in the encounter with two close persons
I’m also under the impression of this morning’s encounter with torture
I asked myself should I base today’s definitions of art
on the abyss torture or again first of June
I’ve chosen again first of June
again first of June I created in glory of the beauty of repetition
world of transiency
I’m watching this grass and I feel again first of June
everything in this world is meaningless until
there are tortures but there is also again first of June
everything in this world is meaningless until there is
an abyss among close ones but there is also again first of June
when I just think of the horror that tortured people are going through…
when I just think of the horror that people who are torturing are going through…
nothing in this world is worth until the torture is protected by the state
abyss is love because it protects love and lovers from false love
abyss means that one day a day will dawn without
a day and that’s why again first of June is joy and salvation
OCCUPY-WASH WITH FREEDOM 9
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is this
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom
are 229,945 people who have seen this until now
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are beauty and goodness in this
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is the rhythm of freedom in this
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is the freedom itself in this
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are You
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are only You
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are my tears on Your face
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is every cell within You and within me
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is my freedom in Your freedom
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is every youngling within me
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is one is more than all people together
this continues
it will never stop
runaway child is good child
runaway child is eternal child
child of all beings
runaway child is a mother and a father to each cell in all beings
runaway child is a promised land
runaway child has ran away because it wants to save the world
grass is fragrant so are field flowers in the grass
camomile
milfoil
patient St. John’s Worth
bitter absinth
Miroslav Runaway Child Mandic
more and more so I see what I see
more and more so I love-kiss everybody I love-kiss
more and more so I am all beings that I am
let’s go once again
more and more so I see what I see
more and more so I love-kiss everybody I love-kiss
more and more so I am all beings that I am
OCCUPY-WASH WITH FREEDOM 10
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is identification with those I love
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is through mother’s body
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is through father’s cosmic soul
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is through the logos of a child
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom
is a sparrow which flattered in front of my face
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom
is a pigeon which is walking through the grass
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is everything that is
for the first time and everything is always-forever only for the first time
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is a spark
of freedom with which every struggle for freedom begins
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom
is smell of the mowed grass which is already drying
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is milk of all beings and it’s called freedom
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is freedom to freedom
freedom constantly radiates with freedom and is constantly moving towards freedom
Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is
today’s washing for the occupy-wash with freedom
another 144 definitions of art are behind me
I caress You with freedom
I sing You with freedom
i am god
warm morning
eighty sixth
kaja’s birthday
today’s i am god poem
eighty sixth birthday of the girl that gave birth to me
who became a mother of all beings
who created beauty of this day
who transformed in every word of mine
I through mother’s body
I through father’s cosmic soul
I through the logos of a child
hey paths
hey roses
dance-sing
we are one I
I’m walking over the pebbles
going down towards the water
that small big thing – getting into the water and surrendering to it
bathing in the sun and water is indescribably beautiful
exactly that
You feel
WE WON’T BE FUCKING AROUND
I
adore
this
song
I found out yesterday about Hasil Adkins
I was dancing on the song she said in 2003-2004 but I didn’t know he was singing it
packaging is bullshit
carriers are nothingness
families banal
states terror
hey
hey
poem
is
I tenderly banged into the air
I’m going down the five steps
I won’t be taking photos of them any more
every step is celebration of live
every blessing is celebration of writing
every writing celebration of singing
i’m
dancing
you
my
singing
through trembling of leaves whole world is healing and dancing
trembling does much more to the world than the world to trembling
trembling trembles
caressing caresses
I’m inhaling the air full of linden fragrance
dedicated to a friend about which another friend told me this morning that I made her sad
ever since I was twenty one when I broke away with
film with studies and art being disgusted with everything or
what they were leading to and boding and yearning for something much
higher and complete only sometimes for a moment somebody was close to me
for forty one year I’ve been alone on this path
path
rose
I rarely have relationships with people
relationships are not love – love is a state
a dog is eating grass
pain in my stomach almost completely stopped
whoever You are wherever You are whenever You are
I love-kiss You with this cold wind
may You be
it
drizzles
i’m walking
rainy curtain has
lifted up over the lake
tender lullaby that’s what i am
I’m standing wet under the eaves and waiting for the rain to stop
I’m really getting very wet in the rain
it’s God’s glory
the art of getting wet in the rain