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    TRANSFORMA INTO DIFFERENT SAMENESSES

    2691. day
    14th May 2012

     

    Transforma into different samenesses

    love for Djordje Markovic Koder

     

    only ten days till the beginning of writing the new 144 Definitions of Art

     

    all 144 definitions will be about freedom

     

    first I’ll write Art is freedom – then hit it

     

    rain in the landscape

     

     

    poem

    of

    the

    rain

    in

    the

    landscape

     

     

    I don’t know what’s more beautiful

    rain in the landscape

    or

    poem of the rain in the landscape

     

    beauty of the difference of the same

     

    it’s raining

     

    I can’t go outside because I have only one pair of walking shoes and

    they are water permeable so if I get really wet they won’t dry till tomorrow

     

    I’m waiting for rain to stop

     

    I washed the floors

     

    cleaned the keyboard with alcohol

     

    I hope that the weather will clear up in the afternoon and that it will stop raining

     

    waiting for the rain to stop is a great event

     

    I’m imagining people who were waiting under some eaves for the rain to stop

     

    who were enjoying in watching or going through their memories

     

    after the rain snails and earthworms fill the paths and roads

     

    plants start growing

     

    waters raise a river level

     

    nostalgia gets bigger

     

    rain raining rain

     

    get really rainy

     

    rain

     

    get my collar up

     

    open me up to the surge

     

    set me free for young water

     

    wash birds’ wings

     

    refresh snakes’ skin

     

    fill the caravans

     

    make red roses red

     

    rain girl of mine

     

     

    rainy

    poem

    of

    mine


     

    FLY THROUGH THE FLYING THROUGH

    2692. day
    15th May 2012

     

    it’s raining today as well

     

    existence is raining

     

    hey rain is existing

     

    and here is love between nouns and verbs in this rain

     

    naming by noun

     

    verbalising by verb

     

    guarding a guard

     

    loving a lover

     

    philosophising philosopher

     

    believing believer

     

    traveling travel

     

    rosing a rose

     

    stepping a step

     

    discovering discovery

     

    gracing the grace

     

    alling all

     

    oneing one

     

    braving bravery

     

    thinking a thought

     

    existing existence

     

    raining rain

     

    bowing down to bow down

     

    kissing a kiss

     

    I just thought of stopping this sequence but

    a new pair of verbs and nouns have opened up for me

     

    lettering a letter

     

    conscienceing conscience

     

    consciousnessing consciousness

     

    to open opening

     

    to surrender to surrendering

     

    to rejoice to rejoicing

     

    healing the health

     

    freeing the freedom

     

    budding a bud


     

    IN THE HEART OF MIROSLAV MANDIC ALL BEINGS

    2693. day
    16th May 2012


     

     today it stopped raining

     

    asphalt became white

     

    it’s cloudy but it’s not raining

     

    I enjoy more and more the beauty of snails

     

    they move slowly like big space ships

     

    I feel they radiate great wisdom

     

    economy

     

    arch-language

     

    the grammar of primeval language is love

     

    grammar without love is nothingness

     

    grammar of snail language is my grammar

     

    grammar of vulnerability

     

    grammar within language not the grammar about language

     

    knowledge within snail not the knowledge about snail

     

    ascent

     

    with the wings of all-love

     

    Universe in the palm of a hand

     

    snail sees everything

     

    snail snail put out your horns

     

    gramma of love is cooing through love

     

    the art of tenderness

     

    life of life

     

    alive alive

     

     

    a

    l

    i

    v

    a  l  i  v  e  v  i  l  a

    v

    i

    l

    a

     

     

    conversations between Mo and a robin

     

    word worm

     

    words tweets

     

    in the heart of a snail the heart of a robin

     

    in the heart of a robin Universe

     

    in the heart of the Universe the heart of primeval language

     

    in the heart of the primeval language the heart of grammar

     

    in the heart of the grammar the heart of love

     

    in the heart of love heart of Miroslav Mandic


     

    NOUN THROUGH A NOUN

    2694. day
    17th May 2012

       

    this morning something plunked heavily in the apartment. I jumped out of the bed

     

    shelves in the cupboard fell down from the heaviness of

    the works and collapsed together with everything underneath them

     

    just calmly

     

    through the very language

     

    through myself

     

    through the noun name

     

    through the verb verb

     

    through the guard of a guard

     

    through the lover of a lover

     

    through the philosopher of a philosopher

     

    through the believer of a believer

     

    path through a path

     

    rose through a rose

     

    step through a step

     

    discovery through a discovery

     

    grace through grace

     

    everything through everything

     

    one through one

     

    bravery through bravery

     

    thought through a thought

     

    existence through existence

     

    rain through rain

     

    bow-down through a bow-down

     

    kiss through a kiss

     

    letter through a letter

     

    conscience through conscience

     

    consciousness through consciousness

     

    opening through an opening

     

    surrendering through surrendering

     

    joy through joy

     

    health through health

     

    freedom through freedom

     

    bud through a bud

     


     

    MONEY-LOVE

    2695. day
    18th May 2012

     

    money is love

     

    love is money

     

    money-love

    as Tibika Varady my Mibi would say

     

    money-love is poem

     

    Poems I’m writing – mainly short, which require endless

    polishing – often remind me of chess games. Their success depends

    on that whether words and images will be properly deployed, and their end

    must have inevitability and surprise of an elegantly given checkmate.

    Charles Simic

     

    beauty of the beginning is the same to the beauty of the end

     

    beauty of the beginning is the same in each

    particle and moment from the beginning to the end

     

    Parmenides

     

    for me poem is constant singing and dancing

     

    path

     

    rose

     

    opening through each word

     

    opening of each word

     

    it’s nice that chess is called chess and not mate

     

    three brooms and a ball leaned on the wall

     

    poem ripens in old age

     

    old poets are faith hope and love

     

    I love the centre of the city because of the beggars

     

     

    i

    love

    you

    unrecognisable

    poem

     

     

    i

    kiss

    your

    hands

    it’s

    a

    poem

     

     

    i’m

    telling

    you

    to

    come

    it’s

    a

    poem

     

     

    hostel

    in

    an

    old

    building

    it’s

    a

    poem

     

     

    a

    book

    by

    teréz müller

    true story

    it’s

    a

    poem

     

     

    reading

    biography

    of

    steve jobs

    by

    walter isaacson

    that

    is

    waiting

    for

    me

    it’s

    a

    poem

     

     

    i’m

    crossing

    the

    street

    with

    other

    people

    it’s

    a

    poem

     

     

    in

    few

    days

    linden

    will

    start

    scenting

    it

    will

    be

    a

    poem

     

     

    patiently

    and

    slowly

    it’s

    a

    poem

     

     

    you

    start

    holding

    your

    pussy

    and

    you

    say

    it’s

    a

    poem

     

     

    cooked

    buckwheat

    is

    waiting

    for

    me

    it’s

    a

    poem

     

     

    from

    my

    heart

    in

    your

    heart

    is

    a

    poem

     

     

    the

    moment

    in

    which

    you

    called

    me

    is

    a

    poem

     

     

    don’t

    think

    you’re

    a

    poem

     

     

    I would love if Arti would bring flowers to lovely Mo every month


    MY BELOVED PETROVIC FAMILY FROM BESKA

    2696. day
    19th May 2012


    I really love the first coming into the air of the day

     

    I feel the wind over my face and body

     

    grass is here

     

    path is in my feet

     

    I belong to everything and everything is within me

     

    deflated green ball for children

     

    woman in the window is watching her flowers

     

    with the smile on my face I intake the sense of the life itself

     

    I just remembered Petrovic family from Beska. I watched them last night on TV

    http://media.rtv.rs/sr_ci/5kazanje/2598

    program about Petrovic family begins after the twenty first minute and in the end of the program they sing one more song

     

    father Dragan with his three sons

     

    Radovan eleven year old accordion player

     

    Dejan twelve year old bass guitar player

     

    Dragan seven year old guitar and future violin player

     

    father plays double bass

     

    they all sing

     

    mother left them

     

    I was crying God’s tears all the time while watching and listening to them

     

    they filled my heart with love

     

    I’m starting to cry now as well

     

    I love-kiss You God I love-kiss You

     

    I haven’t felt such amount of love for a long time

     

    with their love Petrovic family are feeding the world with love

     

    here comes the first smell of the linden tree of this year

     

    everything is only now

     

    everything is for the first time

     

    their eyes are black like coal

     

    they are in striped suits

     

    in white shirts with ties

     

    little big people

     

    elite and commercial music are kitsch and

    bulshit compared to the music of Petrovic family

     

    rejoice world Petrovic’s are alive and they sing

     

    I am the happiest man in the world

    said the father because his wish to have children came true

     

    I haven’t seen enough of you

    I haven’t kissed enough of you

    so quickly everything passed

    I have lost you now

    it was touching how in the end of the song youngest son turned towards his father


     

    SMILE WITH PLEASURE

    2698. day
    21st May 2012


    when I felt wind from the balcony and when I saw it carrying branches

    and trembling in leaves I felt tenderness to the point of complete identification

     

    I am everything

     

    my mind is bathing in greenery of the horizon

     

    open grey-blue sky is coming down into my heart

     

    one girl is petting a white street dog

     

    enjoying the life itself is revolution

     

    achieved paradise

     

    girl is trying to tie the left back leg of the dog

     

    linden tree underneath my balcony is swaying like a ballet dancer

     

    young leaves on a big birch is shimmering

     

    I don’t see the wind but I feel it in my smile

     

    wind is fluttering through my hair and the dress of the girl who’s helping the white dog

     

    girl is carefully looking at his paw which he is licking

     

    she is asking him to come with her

     

    she runs her fingers through her hair and goes on her own down the street

     

    the dog was laying there for a bit and then ran in the opposite direction

     

    the landscape in the end of the city is green made out of light green in the front

    to the dark green in the horizon which touching the sky is turning into the blue

     

    Van Gogh was wonderfully painting with words as well

     

    half empty yellow bus is going up towards Pozeska Street

     

    after the yellow bus an orange one full of soil

     

    the pleasure that warm wind gives is indescribable

     

    I’m off to shave myself for the wind

     

    I came back shaved to the balcony

     

    the wind is even more exciting

     

    trees are enjoying immensely in the wind

     

    they are playing – they feel good

     

    enjoying each other

     

    like I in You and You in I

     

    like You-I in I-You and I-You in You-I

     

    the wind in the blessings is turning the blessings into the wind

     

    pigeon is pecking in the grass

     

    paper collector is pushing the cart

     

    a crow is flying down to the electricity pole

     


     

    RAINS ARE BLOSSOMING IN THE SPRING

    2699. day
    22nd May 2012


    I am tired after twelve kilometres of walking

     

    my Achilles’ tendons are sore so is my left heel

     

    I also feel tiredness in my thighs in my back and neck

     

    I’m happy

     

    I’m carrying on with blessings

     

    music is caressing me

     

    I’m hungry

     

    boiled rice two tomatoes mayonnaise and Smoki (peanut flips) are waiting for me

     

    a month ago I started loving Smoki when I realised it’s with peanuts

     

    I’m sleepy

     

    I’m struggling for each blessing

     

    I’m yawning but writing

     

    from time to time I’m stretching my Achilles’ tendons

     

    bending my neck

     

    I’m yawning like a lion

     

    I’m thinking of white rocks on mountain tops

     

    of transformation of sex into love and love into the art of sex

     

    valleys into tops

     

    tops into valleys

     

    eye to eye

     

     

    eye

    to

    eye

     

     

    e

    y

    e

    e  y  e  to  e  y  e

    e

    y

    e

     

     

    blessing into blessing

     

    previous blessing excited me a lot

     

    same into same

     

    wow

     

    it’s slightly raining

     

    slight rain is blossoming of the rain

     

    source of joy

     

    rains are blossoming in the spring

     

    spring of blossoming is in not-giving-up

     

    in that divine at once

     

    at

    once

    that

    one

    goes

    into

    the

    at

    once

    that


     

    TODAY I BOUGHT NEW WALKING SHOES

    2700. day
    23rd May 2012


    at once that: how would it be to go to Baikal Lake

    Vera wrote to me yesterday

     

     

    at

    once

    that

    to

    go

    into

    at

    once

    that

    I answered her immediately

     

     

    at

    once

    that

    to

    go

    into

    that

    at

    once

     

     

    immediately and at once

     

    everything that is from one is accepted at once

     

    I love everything that comes from the one

     

    I love everything that goes once

     

    tomorrow I’m starting to write new 144 Definitions of Art

     

    from the number 1009 to the number 1152

     

    I will be writing them all at once

     

    they will be dedicated to Julian Assange and

    all of those who are fighting for freedom of all people

     

    to the Occupy movement and washing with freedom

     

    to my beloved Wittgenstein and one of his beautiful thoughts

     

    God save me from mental health

     

    to my beloved Petrovic family for who Bra wrote to me yesterday in e-mail

    I watched the segment about Petrovic family from Beska –

    I wished to organise the wedding just to call them to play!

    I love-kiss You my Bra

     

    like every year I will be writing them from 24th May to 4th June

     

    for twelve days twelve definitions of art each day

     

    at once

     

    rain is drizzling

     

    I’m also drizzling

     

    children who are coming back from the school

    are watching me squatting and taking photos of grass

     

    tomorrow I will take the last one out of the Thirty Three Photos of Grass

     

    in my right hand is camera in left voice recorder

     

    each blessing as well as all 76213 blessings

    written so far are the reason I love Ludwig Wittgenstein

     

    each blessing is unreasonableness through which I love-kiss everything

     

    I’m walking – I’m unreasonably happy

     

    I started the Rose of Wandering from the grave of William Blake

     

    the next day I was on the grave of Ludwig Wittgenstein

     

    that’s how the Rose of Wandering begun

     

    there was seven white roses that day on Ludwig Wittgenstein’s grave

     

    I was standing in front of his grave a lot longer than I thought

     

    I was in deep trance of binding and identification

     

    I experienced even deeper that

    wonderful life Ludwig Wittgenstein says he lived


     

    OCCUPY-WASH WITH FREEDOM

    2701. day
    24th May 2012

     

    (Serbian word okupaj is pronounced the same as occupy, but it means wash. in Serbia

    Occupy Movement is called the same, but due to the custom of transcribing names, it’s often written as Okupaj)

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is I’ve started – I’m freedom

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is I’m walking – I’m freedom

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is I’m love-kissing – I’m freedom

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is I am you

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is I am you are I

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is I am you are I am God

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is I am God

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is smell of wet trees

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are puddles of water I’m skipping over

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is at once

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is at once love

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is at once love once

     

    first twelve definitions of freedom are behind me

     

    I’m the freedom of this grass

     

    I’m the freedom of the violet flowers in grass

     

    I’m the freedom of young yellow dandelions

     

    at once instead to Ada I went to Karaburma

     

    I’m walking down the old Turkish cobbler through Zvezdara forest

     

    I’m going down the muddy forest path

     

    wet leaves of jasmine is wetting me

     

    wow where this forest path had led me. here is only good

    for plunging. just couple of steps and I would end up on a tree

     

    mud is sticking more and more to my walking shoes

     

    freedom is beautiful

     

    the path is more narrow and hidden by branches

     

    forest path has led me to the fence which I had to jump over

     

    I’m cleaning the mud off of my walking shoes with an iron bar

     

    in Nikola Doksat street I wiping my walking shoes of the grass

     

    in Mirjevo Boulevard I’m sitting on warm asphalt and with warm water

    from one remained puddle I’m washing my walking shoes from the forest mud

     

    leaned on a traffic light post near London

    I’m waiting to cross when green light comes on

     

    I am a city hermit

     

    everything is flat

     

    everything is all the same to me

     


     

    OCCUPY-WASH WITH FREEDOM 2

    2702. day
    25th May 2012

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is 

    Ludwig Wittgenstein’s statement Leave the bloody thing alone

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is alone for everybody

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is emptying oneself for freedom

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is 

    receiving freedom and surrendering to freedom

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is 

    liberation from doing and surrendering to freedom

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is getting to know yourself

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is revealing who you are

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is freedom in youth of self-regeneration

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is only me-only everything-only God

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is always only here and now

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is forever only here and now

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are temples of life 

     

    I’m getting wet in the rain of freedom

     

    I’m walking through Terazije in the warm rain and enjoying

     

    last night after several days my stomach was hurting again

     

    it scared me so it was hurting even more

     

    I’m saying that I was scared so that I wouldn’t be scared

     

    for over ten days my back is hurting as well

     

    prostate

     

    I admit my stomach is hurting me a bit now as well but I’m also enjoying in slow walking

     

    drizzling rain is remedy

     

    everything is remedy

     

    rain has stopped… it’s starting again

     

    I’m coming back from walking

     

    paper collectors are my neighbours who I rejoice to a lot

     

    truck wind spreads my unbuttoned jacket

     

    I love-kiss concrete steps that lead me to the First House of All Beings

     

    everything I see on these four steps is indescribably beautiful

     

    I think I could take photos of them every day

    a pigeon has just landed on my window

     

    to make a renowned sculpture of those plain and unnoticed steps

     

    I’m in the elevator

     

    I’m opening the First House of All Beings

     

    the end

    enough for a blessing

     

     

     

    OCCUPY-WASH WITH FREEDOM 3

    2703. day
    26th May 2012

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is I start dancing to feed the freedom

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is I start singing to water the freedom

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is

    death that stets us free from the fear of death

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is death which transforms life into life

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is bravery to say that I’m afraid

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is

    tenderness with which I say that I’m not afraid

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are brave works which liberate all people

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are tender works that liberate all beings

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is going-coming to God

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is all beings are one through freedom

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is art washing with freedom

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is

    freedom in art which makes art from freedom and poem from art

     

    I’m taking photo of yesterday’s steps

     

    it’s five of them

     

    today they are dry

     

    yesterday they shimmering in the rain

     

    sometimes a big snail is on them

     

    today they are even more plain and unnoticeable

     

    great art on its own

     

    I will be taking photo of them following days

     

    each moment without fear is treasure

     

    both means and objective

     

    pain in my stomach please stop hurting me

     

    each blessing is helping me a lot

     

    I’m crying from bliss in this blessing

     

    yellow melilot that surrounds nudist beach on the lake smells good

     

    catkins are flying

     

    they say that there will be heavy rains following days

     

    it’s Saturday – I’m done

     

    I yearn to curl up

     

    to get some sleep

     

    to renew myself in an embrace

     

    I am

     

    OCCUPY-WASH WITH FREEDOM 4

    2705. day
    28th May 2012


    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is ohm with God

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is freedom from fighting for freedom

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is freedom of fucking with freedom

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are

    cocks of all beings in one and only pussy of freedom

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are

    pussies of all beings on the one and only cock of freedom

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is

    freedom is not asking to fight for it but to live it

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is Nadezda Milenkovic

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is

    art of defining freedom regenerates freedom

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are lips on lips

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are feet of thoughtfulness

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are hands of tenderness

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is modesty which excites landscapes

     

    I’m watching the roses on the fence

     

    it’s always important to watch the roses

     

    so that they fill me and overwhelm me with their beauty

     

    there are the yellow ones

     

    there are the pink ones

     

    sparrows and grass

     

    swallows and roses

     

    path and road

     

     

    I’m

    watching

    them

    roses

    are

    entering

    my

    heart

     

     

    there

    is

    no

    poem

    without

    a

    rose

     

     

    there

    is

    no

    rose

    without

    singing

     

     

    there

    is

    no

    either

    rose

    or

    poem

    without

    love

     

     

    there

    is

    also

    no

    love

    without

    you

     

     

    there

    is

    also

    no

    you

    without

    god

     

     

    it’s gonna rain – says a grandpa to his grandson. so what – answers the grandson

     

    I’m walking slowly absorbing the sun

     

    I’m walking slowly through my body

     

    while crossing the asphalt road I feel as if a herd of elephants are crossing over

     

    I’m rejoicing the fact that I’m entering the woods

     

    a squirrel is climbing up the tree with grate ease speed elegancy and charm

     

    I’m getting out of the woods. birds are singing. I’m imagining them singing in my spine


     

    82ND TIME 33 DAYS. OCCUPY-WASH WITH FREEDOM 5

    2706. day
    29th May 2012


    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of the Occupy movement

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of freedom

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of goodness

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of beauty

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of love

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of bravery

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of innocence

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of rejected ones

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of a runaway child

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of a victim

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of a bud

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is loneliness of fist kiss

     

    all of a sudden blessing

     

    sixteen year old girl is standing next to the water and watching the pebbles and waves

     

    grass is growing

     

    purple colour of lavender has spread over the greenery

     

    drizzling rain is wetting my face

     

    frogs are croaking

     

    this woman always walks alone around the lake

     

    a lot of people are walking alone

     

    there they are red roses

     

    a white dog has spread across the asphalt

     

    under the big tree tops I feel as if I’m in the temple

     

    I’m sneezing – they say that from tomorrow it will be sunny

     

    they are complaining for some reason – says

    a man to me for the crows which are cawing on the tree

     

    sun started to shine – savannahs in my body are green

     

    I lift my head up and absorb the greenery of leaves

     

    the art of walking transforms everything into art

     

    walking of art transforms everything into walking

     

    the smell of yellow sweet clover has struck me – where are You now

     

    You are not around and You are my everything

     

    loving You is immortality

     

    stepping out

     


     

    OCCUPY-WASH WITH FREEDOM 6

    2707. day
    30th May 2012


    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is not 1% nor 99% but just 100%

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is without terminology and authority

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is without borders and administration

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is without university and divisions

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is without family and affiliation

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is without team and pooling

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is without property and inheritance

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom

    is without spectacle and bread and games

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is without seduction and ruling

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is without rivalry and superiority

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom

    is without humanism and anthropocentrism

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is without arming and war

     

    freedom of the morning

     

    I looked at the flowers on the table

     

    I watched

     

    in that 1984 when Macintosh was promoted I did the First Walking for Poetry

     

    overlapping

     

    steps beats

     

    I’m actually listening to Elvis Presley singing Hound Dog on July 1st 1956

     

    I’m reading Jobs’ biography with great pleasure

     

    insanely great

    Jobs’ favourite expression of delight

     

    to put a dent into universe

    Jobs’ expression for leaving his creative trace

     

    my stomach is bothering and scaring me

     

     

    i’m

    powerless

    like

    god

     

     

    I hope that sun dries my linen that I just washed

     

    I love Apple and electronic culture

     

    simplicity is the ultimate sophistication

    Jobs’ philosophy of design

     

    high end technological products belong to everybody

    they are God’s

     

    not owing allows using the most sophisticated products

     

    iMac which I’m using only confirms my not owing

     

     

    language

    through

    which

    i’m

    singing

    is

    god’s

     

     

    love

    through

    which

    i

    love-kiss

    is

    your

    love

     

     

    bud

    through

    which

    i’m

    budding

    is

    the

    bud

    of

    all

    beings

     


     

    OCCUPY-WASH WITH FREEDOM 7

    2708. day
    31st May 2012


    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is an ant that I just saw

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom

    is resurrection of all beings which I just wanted

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom

    is disappearing of the notion enemy for which I just jumped

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom

    are flies that are flying onto the warm asphalt

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is chirping of just born swallows

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is spring in my belly

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is free inhale and complete exhale

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is moment of love

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is this pirouette in walking

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is

    a child in the pram that is starting to drink water from the bottle

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is the health that shares and spreads

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is like-fuckability

     

    Like-mindedness and Like-fuckability are the latest couple

     

    here’s a bit of glorious wind for You

     

    a young man is carrying slippers in his hands and walking barefoot over the pebbles

     

    the young man that was walking over the pebbles is now reading a book

     

    a man reading a book is one of the most exciting images for me

     

    a couple but one

     

    a man who wrote a book and a man who’s reading it

     

    a man is sometimes female

     

    a man is sometimes male

     

    a man is sometimes just a man

     

    beautiful and transient like a cloud

     

    good-hearted towards every being

     

    man is just one of the plenitude of beings

     

    a being which love-kisses all beings

     

    yesterday I saw that the pain in my stomach is located

    in the circle where the name Miroslav Mandic is tattooed

     

    Miroslav Mandic is painful for Miroslav Mandic

     

    Miroslav Mandic please withstand Miroslav Mandic

     

    Miroslav Mandic is the Bud of All Beings

     

    Miroslav Mandic is the poem by Miroslav Mandic and the Miroslav Mandic Poem

     

    Miroslav Mandic is this poppy that Miroslav Mandic is bowing down to

     

    Miroslav Mandic is naked from the waist up

    so that You would feel the warm sun on Your and his skin

    little beggar who is begging on the crossroads is spitting on a man selling newspapers on the crossroads

     


     

    AGAIN FIRST OF JUNE. OCCUPY-WASH WITH FREEDOM 8

    2709. day
    1st June 2012


    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is again first of June

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is walking over the abyss of the first of June

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is youth of the first of June

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom

    is walking naked in the rain of the first of June

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom

    is celebrating everything that exists with the first of June

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom

    are ecstatic definitions of art of the first of June

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are

    fuckable definitions of the one and only sex – sex of God life and art

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is the story I’m walking

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is the fairy-tale I’ creating

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is the poem I’m singing

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is hey walking in the fairy-tale of freedom

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom hey fairy-tale in the freedom of singing

     

    again first of June

     

    miracle

     

    a miracle of the first of June

     

    every June

     

    every month

     

    every moment

     

    cloudy and warm day

     

    I’m under the impression of the abyss which

    I experienced in the encounter with two close persons

     

    I’m also under the impression of this morning’s encounter with torture

     

    I asked myself should I base today’s definitions of art

    on the abyss torture or again first of June

     

    I’ve chosen again first of June

     

    again first of June I created in glory of the beauty of repetition

     

    world of transiency

     

    I’m watching this grass and I feel again first of June

     

    everything in this world is meaningless until

    there are tortures but there is also again first of June

     

    everything in this world is meaningless until there is

    an abyss among close ones but there is also again first of June

     

    when I just think of the horror that tortured people are going through…

     

    when I just think of the horror that people who are torturing are going through…

     

    nothing in this world is worth until the torture is protected by the state

     

    abyss is love because it protects love and lovers from false love

     

    abyss means that one day a day will dawn without

    a day and that’s why again first of June is joy and salvation


    OCCUPY-WASH WITH FREEDOM 9

    2710. day
    2nd June 2012

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is this

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom

    are 229,945 people who have seen this until now

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are beauty and goodness in this

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is the rhythm of freedom in this

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is the freedom itself in this

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are You

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are only You

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom are my tears on Your face

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is every cell within You and within me

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is my freedom in Your freedom

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is every youngling within me

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is one is more than all people together

     

    this continues

     

    it will never stop

     

    runaway child is good child

     

    runaway child is eternal child

     

    child of all beings

     

    runaway child is a mother and a father to each cell in all beings

     

    runaway child is a promised land

     

    runaway child has ran away because it wants to save the world

     

    grass is fragrant so are field flowers in the grass

     

    camomile

     

    milfoil

     

    patient St. John’s Worth

     

    bitter absinth

     

    Miroslav Runaway Child Mandic

     

    more and more so I see what I see

     

    more and more so I love-kiss everybody I love-kiss

     

    more and more so I am all beings that I am

     

    let’s go once again

     

    more and more so I see what I see

     

    more and more so I love-kiss everybody I love-kiss

     

    more and more so I am all beings that I am


     

    OCCUPY-WASH WITH FREEDOM 10

    2712. day
    4th June 2012


    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is identification with those I love

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is through mother’s body

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is through father’s cosmic soul

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is through the logos of a child

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom

    is a sparrow which flattered in front of my face

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom

    is a pigeon which is walking through the grass

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is everything that is

    for the first time and everything is always-forever only for the first time

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is a spark

    of freedom with which every struggle for freedom begins

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom

    is smell of the mowed grass which is already drying

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is milk of all beings and it’s called freedom

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is freedom to freedom

    freedom constantly radiates with freedom and is constantly moving towards freedom

     

    Art is freedom – occupy-wash with freedom is

    today’s washing for the occupy-wash with freedom

     

    another 144 definitions of art are behind me

     

    I caress You with freedom

     

    I sing You with freedom

     

    i am god

    warm morning

    eighty sixth

    kaja’s birthday

    today’s i am god poem

     

    eighty sixth birthday of the girl that gave birth to me

     

    who became a mother of all beings

     

    who created beauty of this day

     

    who transformed in every word of mine

     

    I through mother’s body

     

    I through father’s cosmic soul

     

    I through the logos of a child

     

    hey paths

     

    hey roses

     

    dance-sing

     

    we are one I

     

    I’m walking over the pebbles

     

    going down towards the water

     

    that small big thing – getting into the water and surrendering to it

     

    bathing in the sun and water is indescribably beautiful

     

    exactly that

     

    You feel

     


     

    WE WON’T BE FUCKING AROUND

    2713. day
    5th June 2012


    we won’t be fucking around

     

     

    I

    adore

    this

    song

     

     

    I found out yesterday about Hasil Adkins

     

    I was dancing on the song she said in 2003-2004 but I didn’t know he was singing it

     

    packaging is bullshit

     

    carriers are nothingness

     

    families banal

     

    states terror

     

     

    hey

    hey

    poem

    is

     

     

    I tenderly banged into the air

     

    I’m going down the five steps

    I won’t be taking photos of them any more

     

    every step is celebration of live

     

    every blessing is celebration of writing

     

    every writing celebration of singing

     

     

    i’m

    dancing

    you

    my

    singing

     

     

    through trembling of leaves whole world is healing and dancing

     

    trembling does much more to the world than the world to trembling

     

    trembling trembles

     

    caressing caresses

     

    I’m inhaling the air full of linden fragrance

    dedicated to a friend about which another friend told me this morning that I made her sad

     

    ever since I was twenty one when I broke away with

    film with studies and art being disgusted with everything or

    what they were leading to and boding and yearning for something much

    higher and complete only sometimes for a moment somebody was close to me

     

    for forty one year I’ve been alone on this path

     

    path

    rose

     

    I rarely have relationships with people

    relationships are not love – love is a state

     

    a dog is eating grass

     

    pain in my stomach almost completely stopped

     

    whoever You are wherever You are whenever You are

    I love-kiss You with this cold wind

     

    may You be

     

     

    it

    drizzles

    i’m walking

    rainy curtain has

    lifted up over the lake

    tender lullaby that’s what i am

     

     

    I’m standing wet under the eaves and waiting for the rain to stop

     

    I’m really getting very wet in the rain

     

    it’s God’s glory

     

    the art of getting wet in the rain

     


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