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    MARIO BALOTELLI

    2737. day
    29th June 2012


    a moment ago I took a photo on the YouTube of

    Mario Balotelli’s celebration of scoring the second goal

     

    a master piece of art

     

    an icon of the 21st century

     

    a monument to freedom

     

    Balotelli is only twenty two years old

     

    an adopted child

     

    sickly child

     

    I never saw something like that in sport

     

    I’m thinking of Jessie Owens in 1936 on the Olympic Games in Berlin

     

    such power and such tranquillity after a huge explosion

     

    a bomb with which he scored the second goal

     

    revenge transformed into a reminder

     

    a primer of misery of racism

     

    remembrance of all crimes which were made and are still done by white people

     

    strength which bares all violence and transforms it into nonviolence

     

    a millionth split of a second in which the director of the transmission caught all of that

     

    how sad are Robert Mapplethorpe’s

    photos now in comparison with this Balotelli’s act

     

    a photo just an evidence of this

    tremendously important moment that happened last night

     

    all of a sudden

     

    unexpectedly

     

    a master piece of art created where nobody expects

     

    in sports and football which I find more and more disgusting because of wealth

     

    but Balotelli’s halted strength took my breath away

     

    I felt huge excitement

     

    admiration for every child which moves the Cosmos

     

    for all younglings that are making the world more beautiful

     

    for taming which transforms freedom into the very grace

     

    now I’m lying on the warm pebbles and watching the sky

     

    I’m calm

     

    happy

     

    a millionth split of a second is so eternal

     

    speed is that indescribable slowness

     

    only fathomlessness is ascertainable

     


     

    SUMMER BLESSINGS

    2738. day
    30th June 2012


    summer relish

     

    of figs

     

    peaches

     

    bodies while sweating and surrendering

     

    relish of the exposed ones

     

    relish of the loners

     

    this world is ruled by militarism and motherhood

     

    few days ago I saw inauspicious scene of the state violence

     

    I’d rather go on about relish

     

    about beloved Robert Walser

     

    splendour of admiration

     

    exhaustion after swimming

     

    thirst

     

    hunger

     

    deep-space unreasonableness

     

    cosmic insouciance

     

    long days

     

    warm nights

     

    laundry that gets immediately dry

     

    grapevine which absorbs sunlight

     

    goodness which spills all over all beings

     

    tender typing on the keyboard

     

    constant hymn of non-violence

     

    endless oath through love

     

    Godly sex

     

    flowers and fruits

     

    flowers and vegetables

     

    flowers of harmlessness

     

    whenever I say flower I said everything

     

    You are my flower

     

    You are my flowers

     

    You are my rose

     

    You are my path

    June is gone again

     


     

    HOW SYNTHETIC STATEMENTS ARE A PRIORI POSSIBLE

    2740. day
    2nd July 2012

     

    even though You are not around You are everything to me

     

    even though I’m alone I’m everything

     

    poplar leaves on the lake are rustling and my voice can be heard in it

     

    if I wasn’t a fool I’d go mad

     

    if I wasn’t lying on the warm pebbles I wouldn’t be writing right now

     

    the greater similarity on the outside the smaller sameness on the inside

     

    more vanity less sameness

     

    I thought I mean much more to You but You are not You

     

    five little Gypsy girls and one Gypsy boy are standing

    above me and watching people swimming with pleasure

     

    they are beautiful

     

    like pebbles are

     

    they are observing delightfully

     

    only agreement only agreement only agreement

     

    disagreement makes one sick

     

    agreement is the best remedy

     

    little Gypsies are healing me

     

    I’m agreeing with them

     

    each moment spent with me in disagreement is lost

     

    I’m only playing agreement. all other games I find boring

     

    I’m thinking about marriage with a tree

     

    love between species is the future of love

     

    little Gypsies wind and blessings gave me back my strength

     

    even though I have only experienced that I didn’t mean to anybody as much

    as I thought I still believe that I mean a lot to You even though You are not around

     

    all five of little Gypsies went into the water

     

    they can’t swim but they are keeping their hands on

    the bottom and that’s how they are moving through the water

     

    a husband and wife with their two children have

    moved away so that little Gypsies wouldn’t bother them

     

    get the fuck out of here little bastards 

     

    a young man yelled at too-good and too-beautiful little Gypsies

     

    world is loved only by those who are rejected

     

    I couldn’t live if I didn’t adore the rejected ones

     

    as well as this heat

     

    and following days that will bring more and more heat

     

    synthetic statements are only a priori possible

    to my little Gypsy girls 

     

     

    USE THE SUMMER MY FRIEND

    2741. day
    3rd July 2012


    when we are not better we are worse 

    Jewish proverb

     

    my friend a woman is so wonderful that when she isn’t wonderful she is horrible

     

    my friend when a man is not God he’s devil

     

    my friend it’s summer

    from today I will be putting blessings and photos on the site around nine thirty in the evening

     

    last night around midnight I was walking with Ivana around the Padina

    at one moment a big grin grasshopper jumped on my naked chest

     

    with my naked torso I was bathing in the wind

     

    use me 

    summer is saying

     

    I’m tenderly thinking of Carl Seelig who was writing down

    the conversations with Robert Walser during their walks

     

    two years ago I wrote this poem

     

    Walser in Satie’s room nobody entered for 27 years

    1898-1925

    Walser You spent 27 years in sanatorium

    1929-1956

    Walser Mandela spent 27 years in prison

    1962-1989

    Walser 27 years ago I decided to get into the art of walking

    1983-2010

    Walser 27 years are 36 births

    36 times 9 months

     

    world is loved only by those who are rejected

     

    summer fruits are ripe

     

    bodies without limits

     

    the summer of a gigolo and the gigolo summer

     

    gigolo’s price list

     

    caressing with tears

     

    rains of tears

     

    rains create grate nations says Bunuel

     

    through swinging of plants God calms down the minds

    i am god

    through swinging of plants

    i’m calming down the minds

     

    from this word I’m moving onto the each

    following word and that’s how it goes to the last word

     

    oh boy how exciting it is

     

    I’m off into the hot day

     

    white dog is lying on the hot asphalt

     

    my name is Screamer Of The World’s Pain

     

    my name is My Heart Is Breaking From The Intransient Transiency Of Beauty

     

    my name is It’s Summer I’m Your Love My Friend

     

    my name is I’m The Wind In The Name Of The Wind

     

    I will spend this summer with Pessoa and Tolstoy

    my friend Pessoa is in town this summer

     

    my friend sameness is God

     

    a passer-by who just passed by me is both You and me my friend

     

    I’m lying on the warm pebbles

     

    my body hair is blazing in the wind

     

    summer use me

     


     

     

    I LOVE TO LOVE

    2742. day
    4th July 2012


    I’m entering the woods

     

    I’m walking slowly after a long bathing

     

    through walking I’m wedded with earth

     

    through bathing I’m wedded with water

     

    through breathing I’m wedded with air

     

    through surrendering I’m wedded with light

     

    the day is hot

     

    days are hot exactly as they said that days will be hot

     

    I really enjoyed learning how to read when I was a kid

     

    a primer is a miracle

     

    all heroes in it are miracle

     

    their names were exciting

     

    not even to mention what they were doing

     

    they were running

     

    shouting

     

    jumping

     

    singing

     

    throwing a ball

     

    sun was shining

     

    it was raining

     

    wind was blowing

     

    it’s the same now

     

    in a primer of the very life that’s where I am

     

    I’m walking

     

    loving

     

    going through the woods

     

    birds are singing

     

    I’m loving and walking

     

    I always loved somebody

     

    I always loved to love

     

    I love to love deeply now even more so

     

    nobody is around but everything is here and I love everybody

     

    I’m getting out of the woods


     

    REMEMBER THIS BENCH

    2743. day
    5th July 2012

     

    for few evenings now I’m noticing that days are shorter and shorter

     

    winter is coming

     

    I’m lying on a wooden bench in the shade on the Danube wharf

     

    heavenly silence

     

    a dog is barking on the other bank

     

    I love lying on the wooden benches

     

    I lifted one leg and put it over the backrest

     

    I’m a praise of life and praising to the life itself

     

    I went to eat an ice-cream with Vladimir Macura

     

    I bought a book by Fernando Pessoa

     

    I love Danube a lot

     

    time is passing – moment never does

     

    lying on the bench is an art of perfectness

     

    I’m watching the tree top behind me

     

    branches are not moving but leaves are trembling

     

    yesterday the Higgs boson was discovered

     

    sweat on my forehead has dried out and turned into salt

     

    I’m enjoying the tall poplars in front of me

     

    I’m in the Universe

    I’m thinking of tomorrow’s letter that I will write to You my friend

     

    one is our body

     

    the body of goodness is in the beauty of body

     

    a seagull is flying by

     

    swallows are flying

     

    a crow is landing on the poplar

     

    nothing is easier and more beautiful than singing

    but how hard is getting to that

     

    nothing is easier than being everything

    but before that one should disappear

     

    nothing is more simple and more modest than being the best

    but just how wonderful is living it

     

    Danube is the bloodstream of my life

    Danube is colder than the lake water and that made me feel a lot nicer in this heat

     

    beauty is modest goodness is humble

    I experienced it again by the Danube

     

    I’m walking in the shades of Dorcol streets

     

    before it was discovered Higgs boson has already lived in me

     

    the more discoveries the less revelations

     

     

    the

    less

    words

    the

    more

    poem

     


     

    COME MY FRIEND I’M IN THE COSMOS

    2744. day
    6th July 2012

     

    we are in ns whole July we would love to see you we would love if you would come to visit us come into our apartment…

    a friend wrote to me

     

    I’m not coming to Novi Sad any more

    I replied

     

    miroslav well you don’t need to come to novi sad, come to our place – I pick you up from

    the bus station and bring you to the entrance – you don’t have to make a step in novi

    sad (I can buy big rubber boots which you can put on your feet while going from the bus

    to the car and from the car to the apartment – so that isolation is complete both

    effectively and symbolically)! I would really love if you would come to the apartment and

    sleep over but… (and of course the travel expenses are included into the arrangement) 

    the friend replied to me

     

    I was rejoiced by the friend’s wish and good will but I felt I don’t have

    the strength and after that I felt that I cannot come because I’m in the Cosmos

     

    I don’t have the strength because every day I spend all my energy

    in 86400 seconds of each day which I transform into 86400 moments of art

     

    because I work on twenty or so works every days

     

    because I’m constantly with all beings

     

    because there are so many failures behind me

     

    because there is so much misunderstanding and hurting with close and loved ones

     

    because I feel for Julian Assange and all the innocent ones in jails

     

    because I don’t agree to war and

    anthropocentrism which is destroying everything in front of it

    I am a poet and a poem

     

    I don’t have strength because of the failure of those who I adore and love

    Van Gogh. Friedrich Helderlin. Robert Walser. Fernando Pessoa…

     

    because only a mediocre genius achieves fame: great genius remains unknown,

    even greater genius is condemned on hopelessness, and God is being crucified

    Fernando Pessoa 

     

    because nobody is around to take over my works

     

    because I’m getting old and I have no more time besides the sex of eternity

     

    because I’m loyal to the philosophy of the one

    the best

     

    because I’m too alone

    just with all beings

     

    and not only that I don’t have the strength my friend but I’m in the Cosmos my friend

     

    ever since I walked around the Planet and

    stepped into the Cosmos I live and work in the Cosmos

    fairy-tale-like poem

     

    in the Cosmos of the Cosmos. in the Cosmos of singing.

    Cosmos of all beings. Your Cosmos

    poem-like fairy-tale

     

    I live in the Cosmos of endlessness and eternity

    and not in the geography of the Earth and people’s states

     

    I’m in the Cosmos of the same struggle that I began when

    I was twenty one. in the struggle which makes happy and saves everybody

    Miroslav Mandic Fucks Everybody’s Mother into the Miroslav Mandic Is Everybody’s Mother

     

    I live and work in the Cosmos – in the tranquillity of cosmic sameness

     

    I live and work in the Cosmos – in the Cosmos of the agreeing of all people

     

    I live and work in the Cosmos – in the Cosmos of the one and only I

     

    with existing money my coming from the Cosmos cannot be paid for

     

    with these blessings my beloved friend I’m beginning dedication to my very self

    to the Miroslav Mandic and Miroslav Mandic

     

    affirmation of Miroslav Mandic is affirmation

    of all beings and each being – of all-love and all-poem

     

    Miroslav Mandic is God and affirmation of God and Godly in every being

     

    Miroslav Mandic the poet and the poem – freedom of the unknowable and plainest

     

    Miroslav Mandic life that constantly sings and creates

    the life of all beings and the life which is governed by people

     

     

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    c  o  s  m  o  s  o  m  s  o  c

    o

    m

    s

    o

    c

     

     

    my

    friend

    only

    god

    one

    and

    only

    poem

     


     

     

    THE COSMOS OF LOVE-KISSING-IMMORTALITY

    2745. day
    7th July 2012


    Cosmos of repetition is in the repetition of Cosmos

     

    both sides of a coin are the same

     

    Cosmos of repetition

    wow

     

    repetition of Cosmos

    wow wow

     

    I love that I started to love repetition

     

    I’m repeating in order to love even more both repetition and loving

     

    each blessing of mine is confession

     

    repetition of confession and confession through repetition

     

    while softly walking towards the water I’m in the Cosmos my friend

     

    while warm sun is warming me up through cooled air

    after yesterday’s rain I’m in the Cosmos my friend

     

    all of those I adore are the Cosmos

     

    one and only Cosmos is the best

     

    I love the Cosmos for the all peace as well

    (Serbian word “Cosmos” consists of two words “all” & “peace”, T.N.)

     

    I love repetition because you are constantly repeating to me that I’m constantly repeating

     

    writing is repetition

     

    through repetition of writing becomes writing

     

    singing is repetition of singing

     

    thinking is sensual

     

    sensuality is thinkable

     

    body is immortal

     

    immortality is corporal

     

    I don’t know anything about immortality and that why I sing it

     

    I don’t have any proofs of immortality and that’s why I love-kiss it

     

    everything that has been created was created through love-kissing

     

    who love-kisses is immortal

    everybody are love-kissed

     

    who is love-kissed is immortal

    everything love-kisses

     

    I hop and that’s immortality

     

    I constantly write about the same

     

    I constantly write about yes

     

     

    that

    is

    me

     

     

    little sparrow

     

    yes me

     

     

    me

    yes

     


     

    CARESSING CARESSING WORDS

    2747. day
    9th July 2012

     

    Saturday and Sunday I spent in silence

     

    alone in the end of infinity

     

    infinity begins in the end of infinity

     

    eternal beginning

     

    God

     

    word God

     

    it’s the same

     

    word is GodGod is word

     

    I love each word more and more

     

    dried fallen down leaves on the warm pebbles

     

    blue sky without clouds

     

    green leaves are protecting me from the sun while

    I’m lying in the shade and slowly pronouncing these words

     

    I’m caressing You with words

    caressing words are caressing

     

     

    god

    word

    god

    is

     

     

     

    god

    word

    poem

    is

     

     

    I’m watching the pebbles – pebbles are singing me

     

    I’m watching and thinking of watching

     

    pass me my glasses

    Fernando Pessoa’s last words

     

    just think about the drifting away

     

    open up to the oncoming

     

    I love when a word perceives itself

     

    self-observation observes itself

     

    in the beginning there was a word good

     

    good is everything that is

     

    good word is good

     

    soon I will get into the water

     

    goodness is beautiful

     

    while I was silent on Saturday I felt that I don’t have strength to pronounce a single word

     

    for pronouncing any word great strength is needed

     

    just imagine how much strength is needed to pronounce a word bread

     

    just imagine how old is the word bread

     

    today as well I wouldn’t be able to write a single blessing

    if I wasn’t pronouncing them with my closed eyes and caressing them

     

     

    all

    strength

    is

    in

    poem

     


     

    WISHED-FOR AND MARRIED

    2748. day
    10th July 2012


    while I was looking for a grave of the famous actress

    Zanka Stokic on Topcider graveyard a rose has scratched my leg a lot

     

    down the steep shortcut I’m taking a short path

     

    I love stones polished with steps

     

    loneliness singles out

    closes. deadens

     

    solitude unites

    opens. revives

     

    through solitude I a happiness to everyone

     

    I’m alone so that the lonely ones would transform loneliness into the solitude

     

    I’m alone so that everyone who is alone is happy

     

    I’m alone so that everyone who is alone would feel that they are within the one

     

     

    poem

    is

    solitude

    which

    love-kisses

    everyone

     

     

    I inhale everything

     

     

    poem

    is

    the

    source

    of

    love

     

     

    I exhale love to everyone

     

    alone-woman within alone-man

     

    two are the one

     

    God

     

    again God

     

    always God

     

    only God

     

    how old is the word air

     

    nobody is ever alone

     

    air is always there

     

    poem is always in the cock and that’s called the work of loyalty

     

    poem is always in the pussy and that’s called the work of love

     

    poem is always in the heart and that’s called heart beat

     

    poem is always in the mind and that’s called singing of God

     

    turtledove walks through the grass

     

    heath is not giving up

     

    I’m wet from sweating

     

    I’m going around the roundabout on the top of the Topcider Hill

     

    when I would marry a shark we would have a lot of little female and male sharks

     

    I’m married to love and we have a lot of female and male lovers

     

    married to love I’m married to everything and

    we have a lot of little female and male everythings

     

    IN THE HEAT

    2749. day
    11th July 2012


    I’m alive and they say God is dead

     

    I’m going down the concrete steps

     

    fallen down and stepped over wild plums

     

    ants and butterflies in front of my feet

     

    I’m slowing down and relaxing

     

    I’m shuddering

     

    whenever I shudder the Cosmos smiles

     

    God loves to be God within me

     

    God is God within me

     

    I’m God to God

     

    tenderness is so forceful

     

    hi

    three year old Gypsy girl says waving to me

     

    I’m coming back in the hot sun

     

    I was walking a lot in the heat while on the Rose of Wandering

     

    grass became yellow

     

    everything is drying out

     

    everything is thirsty for rain

     

    when I get into the First House of All Beings I will be exhausted

     

    I’m writing fresh blessings form tiredness

     

    they say that the state of emergency will be introduced because of the big heat waves

     

    I think of the big and heavy turtles

     

    slow and powerful

     

    light in the water

     

    I am now a big turtle

     

    I begun reading Leo Tolstoy’s biography

     

    he is on the Caucasus. he is starting to read

     

    he is fighting with himself and his rules which

    he’s imposing on himself and which he doesn’t abide to

     

    Tolstoy meant a lot to me in my life

     

    I was reading him in jail

     

    I will mention him from time to time

     

    I’m grateful to everybody who lived for me

     

    they were struggling and giving their lives for my freedom

     

    I never deceived them

    I constantly love-kissed them and I still love-kiss them

     


     

    CURLED UP

    2750. day
    12th July 2012


    everything is good

     

    sun is shining

     

    wind is blowing

     

    lizards are alive

     

    good ones don’t give up

     

    spite blossoms

     

    but it’s also horrible

     

    people are killing people

     

    people are closing up people

     

    people are killing animals

     

    people are killing plants

     

    people are killing minerals

     

    people are poisoning everything

     

    people are robbing people

     

    people are enslaving kids through schools

     

    I said to my co-workers not to count on you

    said to me few years ago a director of one Museum

     

    it’s hard to be unaccepted and rejected but that’s also a great chance and freedom

     

    to live up to the freedom

     

    to live the freedom

     

    to withstand the misery

    I feel like a most miserable being at the moment

     

    to sing

     

    singing saves from lies

     

    going towards the new blessing

     

    thanking to each blessing

     

    just going

     

    not stopping

     

    withstanding

     

    not turning back

     

    love-kissing everything

     

    carry on

     

    gong

     

    crooning

     

    love-kissing

     


     

    I’M GOING JUST GOING

    2751. day
    13th July 2012


    I’m going

     

    I was bathing

     

    for a long time

     

    I was soaking myself

     

    I was diving

     

    watching water weeds under the water

     

    now I’m just gong

     

    for now that’s enough

     

    the best way to protect myself from other ways

     

    just that

     

    nothing more

     

    rhythm

     

    voice

     

    creating of singing

     

    singing of creating

     

    long shoelaces are waving around my new sneakers which are already falling apart

     

    I’m happy

     

    happy for no reason

     

    happy because of the singing

     

    singing is the most expensive

     

    sometimes it looks to me as if You Miroslav are the only You that exists

     

    I’m entering the woods

     

    I’m not lifting up my head

     

    I’m looking down so that singing could sing up

     

    I’m singing of nothing but everything enjoys it

     

    somewhere far away a woman was reading June blessings to a man she lives with

     

    I can’t explain why, but it’s so nice

    she told him in the end of the reading

     

    I would love if she finds these July ones nice in case she reads them

     

    little butterflies are still flying through the woods and through these blessings

     

    beautiful is just beautiful

     

    good is just good

     

    good is good to the beautiful. beautiful is beautiful to the good

     

    I’m going

     


     

    ME

    2752. day
    14th July 2012


    Saturday

     

    7,000,000,000 people lives on the planet Earth

     

    1% or 70,000,000 are rich

     

    99% or 6,930,000,000 are poor

     

    in such world 1% of the 99% or

    700,000 are struggling for 6,930,000,000 poor ones

     

    1% of the 1% of the 99% or 7000 people are struggling for all people

     

    1% of the 1% of the 1% of the 99% or 70 people are struggling for all beings

     

    1% of the 1% of the 1% of the 1% of the 99% or 0,1 of a man lives for God

     

    1% of…

     

    Godly reduction

     

    God himself

     

    poem of a fairy-tale

     

    fairy-tale-like singing

     

    singing through which everything transforms

     

    particles are singing

     

    however particles are called

     

    Miroslav Mandic only Miroslav Mandic

     

    modesty of modesty

     

    the best one is incomparable

     

    the best ones are the best ones

     

    the best ones are criticizing the best one that he is crazy and boastful

     

    the best one is the best exactly in what he is criticized by the best ones

     

    I enjoy the most in craziness and boastfulness of the best one

     

    I’m sorry he wasn’t even more crazy and boastful

     

    just like a child

     

    what child – like any youngling

     

    I bow down to You singing

     

    check to check of God

     

    sing sing

     

    sing the best one

     

    sing to the singing

     

    sing to a poem

     

    t

    o

    t

    h

    e

    o

    n

    l

    y

    g

    o

    d

     


     

    34TH TIME LAO TZU

    2754. day
    16th July 2012


    All the world says: my teaching (Tao) greatly resembles folly.

    Because it is great; therefore it resembles folly.

    If it did not resemble folly,

    It would have long ago become petty indeed!

    Lao Tzu in 67th Chapter

     

     

    The brave soldier is not violent;

    The good fighter does not lose his temper;

    The great conqueror does not fight (on small issues);

    The good user of men places himself below others.

    Lao Tzu in 68th Chapter

     

    blessings have saved me many times and

    that’s why it’s always important that I also save them

     

    I’m convinced that not only endless moral, but also physical strength are

    embedded in a man, but at the same time horrible obstacle has been put in

    that strength – love for oneself or rather taking care of oneself that produces

    weakness. But as soon as a man gets rid of this obstacle, he becomes omnipotent.

    Best way for a man to get rid of this – love for other people. Omnipotence is

    unconsciousness, weakness is caring for oneself. A man can save himself from

    taking care of himself only with the help of love for other people, through dream,

    drunkenness, work etc., whole human life goes by in search for this oblivion.

    Tolstoy

     

    everything comes out of love

     

    everything goes back to love

     

    everything comes out of the one

     

    everything goes back to the one

     

    love and the one are the same

     

    boogie-woogie

     

    rhythm and electricity

     

    I was walking through the water

     

    I was taking photos of the steps in the water

     

    it got colder so I’m lying in the sun

     

    I will be swimming

     

    the water is warmer than the air

     

    I put the socks on my eyes to protect them from the sun

     

    wind is the flame of the light

     

    I put the pebbles on the socks so that they don’t fly away

     

    I’m meandering with my thoughts

     

    form Montaigne to Rousseau. from Rousseau to Tolstoy

    from Tolstoy to Thoreau. from Thoreau to Gandhi

     

    from tomatoes to peaches. from peaches to

    apricots. from apricots to melons. from melons to grapes

     

    from contradictory to simple

     

    from the bicycle race through France to the walking through the water

     

    in the spring of 1981 I discovered I in each I

     

    in the spring of the 1983 I discovered one man who is more than all people together

     

     

    beauty

    is

    a

    poem

    through

    which

    goodness

    sings

     

     

    goodness

    is

    dancing

    through

    which

    beauty

    dances

     

     

    lips are beating – heart is kissing

     

    lips are dancing – heart is singing

     

    lips are kissing heart on the lips

     

     

    poem

    is

    love

    which

    sings

     

     

    love

    sings

    the

    very

    life

     



     

    NOTHING ELSE BUT GOODNESS IN THE GOOD TITLE

    2755. day
    17th July 2012


    I went on the walking later therefore I’m going to slow down even more

     

    to surrender to the warmth and the wind

     

    street cleaner is collecting fallen down wild apples with a broom

     

    I inhale deeply and throw back my head like a horse

     

    I shuddered all over from the deep breath

     

    shuddering is setting free

     

    shuddering sets me free of the aches and pains in my body

     

    body celebrates grace

     

    I pull the white cap on my head and I slow down even more

     

    I take a look to the side and then I look down again to the ground

     

    the earth I’m walking on is asphalt

     

    only when I cross the highway and enter the woods I’ll start eating the bagel

     

    first bite of the bagel is in my mouth

     

    the bagel is melting in me I am melting in the bagel

     

    yellow grass is starting to be white from the drought

     

    everything is visible when one looks

     

    everything can be heard when one is silent

     

    everything is love-kissed when there is no self

     

    a singer is alone

     

    he sings everything

     

    he sings to everything and everybody

     

    a singer is hurting no one and doesn’t have the power. that’s why he’s doesn’t team up

     

    a poem opens up only when you are alone for everybody

     

    teaming up makes you rough and decreases the spirit

     

    teaming up helps the best ones

     

    the best one is helped by solitude

     

    the best ones live in a marriage

     

    the best one is wedding

     

    teaming up helps religions science economy army criminal

     

    in the sun with the voice recorder on my chest I’m waiting to finish this blessing

     

     

    everything

    is

    fairy-tale

     

     

    everyone

    is

    poem

     

     

    a boy who smiled at me yesterday

     


    CALLIGRAPHY OF THE WIND

    2756. day
    18th July 2012


    I looked at the number 77776 from which today’s blessings are starting

     

    seventy seven thousand seven hundred seventy seventh blessing

    wow what a beauty

     

    brain gyri are blossoming in the heart

     

    they are pilgriming through steps

     

    creating through numbers

     

    singing through words

     

    warmth smells good

     

    the bells of the midday love are ringing

     

    I love-kiss with my whole body

     

    I love-kiss the body of love with the whole of my body

     

    with the body of the word word I love-kiss the very words

     

    life to the life

     

    slowness of grace is enchanting me

     

    I am the hymn of the slowness

     

    my heart is singing to the heart of grace

     

     

    the

    heart

    of

    life

    is

    love

     

     

    life of all beings is within each being

     

    all bodies are in every body

     

    all loves are in every love

     

    a bagel in the woods

     

    melting

     

    a lizard is running across the road

     

    people are eating minerals plants and

    animals – who and how is eating people

     

    harmony

     

    self-observing

     

    love

     

    man is the food for everything

    I’m smiling

     

    wind is hitting my skin like waves

     

    I’m blazing with the wind

     

    the water and the fire within me are blazing

     

    I am the windy calligraphy

     

    I’m writing the words over the words of the world which I’m singing

     

    in the water of the lake yesterday appeared white jellyfishes

    little ballerinas

     


     

    I’M ENJOYING YOU MY ENJOYMENT

    2757. day
    19th July 2012

     

    You’re enjoying

    You are my life animal

    (in Serbian life is “život” and animal is “životinja”)

     

    You’re enjoying

    enjoyment redeems

     

    You’re enjoying

    enjoyment is compassion with anybody’s enjoyment

     

    You’re enjoying

    enjoyment is living the life itself

     

    You’re enjoying

    through enjoyment You’re making living bigger

     

    You’re enjoying

    through enjoyment You’re refining life

     

    You’re enjoying

    enjoyment is caressing the grace

     

    You’re enjoying

    enjoyment is the grace of slow walking

     

    You’re enjoying

    in orgasms of beauty You’re enjoying

     

    You’re enjoying

    in the earth that is carrying You You’re enjoying

     

    You’re enjoying

    in the water that is bathing You You’re enjoying

     

    You’re enjoying

    in the air that is feeding You You’re enjoying

     

    You’re enjoying

    in the light that is guiding You You’re enjoying

     

    You’re enjoying

    put Your hand on any part of Your body and enjoy

     

    You’re enjoying

    in nostalgias of other people You’re enjoying

     

    You’re enjoying

    You’re observing

     

    You’re enjoying

    You’re agreeing

     

    You’re enjoying

    You’re permeating

     

    You’re enjoying

    enjoyment is a sister to insouciance

     

    You’re enjoying

    enjoyment is a brother to clean consciousness

     

    You’re enjoying

    You’re vowing to freedom

     

    You’re enjoying

    You’re surrendering to the good thoughts

     

    You’re enjoying

    You’re giving Your life to immortality

     

    You’re enjoying

    You’re enjoying after the renunciation

     

    You’re enjoying

    so that You never hurt anybody

     

    You’re enjoying

    in taking off of my clothes on the lake

     

    You’re enjoying

    the voice recorder on my chest is recording the beating of my heart in Your words

     

    You’re enjoying

    You’re transforming through admiration

     

    You’re enjoying

    You’re supplying me with health

     

    You’re enjoying

    moments are so supple and they yearn for Your enjoyment

     

    You’re enjoying

    moments are transforming into the eternity through Your enjoyment

     

    You’re enjoying

    happiness is alone without Your enjoyment

     

    You’re enjoying

    i am god

    the youngling of your

    enjoyments 

     

     

    GOD’S DREAM

    2758. day
    20th July 2012


    there is a moment in a struggle when you are completely on your own

     

    alone against everyone

     

    both enemies and friends

     

    alone for everyone

     

    a moment of wholeness

     

    of one

     

    a moment in which peace happens

     

    a moment in which there is no more winners

     

    and all defeats turn into the one and only victory

     

    of overcoming the enemies

     

    oneself

     

    of the birth of God within oneself

     

    within everybody

     

    of the same

     

    God

     

    one

     

    and only

     

    everything

     

    becomes

     

    God

     

    everything transforms

     

    into the immortality

     

    moonlight

     

    is silvery

    on the clam water

     

    a boat is sailing

     

    it’s transporting the resurrection

     

    to the eighth morning

     

    everything dead resurrects

     

    a moment in which I’m waking up

     

    and getting up

     

    writing down

     

    these words which I was dreaming a moment ago

     



     

    GOD – SAYS GOD TO ME

    2759. day
    21st July 2012


    God

    You are happiness

     

    God

    sparrow

     

    God

    You are God

     

    God

    common sense – prejudices of their time

    Lenin’s formulation of Hegel’s thought which was quoted by Shklovsky in the book about Tolstoy

     

    God

    I had a bath – says her. I’m brushing my teeth – says him.

     

    God

    draft

     

    God

    wind in Your shirt

     

    God

    dill

     

    God

    You say to me

     

    God

    I say to You

     

    God

    says God to me

     

    God

    an old woman in black

     

    God

    beauty where You don’t expect it

     

    God

    goodness when You don’t hope for it

     

    God

    through Your ears I’m God

     

    God

    I am God because only You are God

     

    God

    without me You wouldn’t be God at all

     

    God

    You are God because of me

     

    God

    if You weren’t God You would be the same as me

     

    God

    honest particle

    (in Serbian it’s a wordplay, since both words are very similar “čestit” – honest & “čestica” – particle)

     

    God

    little path

     

    God

    hey little path

     

    God

    Your words on my tongue

     

    God

    tiny miracle

     

    God

    You are her words which she didn’t say out aloud

     

    God

    poetics create money. politics are spending it

     

    God

    now God now

     

    God

    baby’s black eyes are watching me

     

    God

    I’m walking You

     

    God

    I’m creating You

     

    God

    I’m singing You

     

    God

    tree bark

     

    God

    apricots

     


     

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