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26TH BOWING TO THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC. THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC AND OTHER BOOKS BY MIROSLAV MANDIC
my first book is
I am You are Him Kaja Milomir I am You are I four books which I wrote for a year each every ten years from spring to spring 1981-1982 1991-1992 2001-2002 2011-2012 thirty years of singing singing of I and I of singing my second book is Warsaw written during one night 28-29th December 1983 the book and the night of salvation my third book is No, I don’t Believe this Sentence cannot be Heard the book about jail and thirteen years after the jail my fourth book is Walking for Poetry Boy Child Innocent Path the book path and the book of path and four walkings 1984 1987 1988 1990 my fifth book is All Villages walking through five hundred villages of Vojvodina 1995 my sixth book is the Rose of Wandering the book of ten year walking 1991-2001 the book Miroslav Mandic is my seventh book Ludwig Wittgenstein has published only one book while he was alive a story doesn’t begin with work: work begins with a story Julian Assange the story about my books transformed into the poem about my book one and only poem about all my books one and only poem about all books one and only book of all my books one and only book of all books one and only poem of all my poems one and only poem of all poems interweaving of all hearts into the one and only heart curving of all brains through the curves of one and only brain of all beings bowing to every word pilgrimage through singing and poem isn’t it so
27TH BOWING TO THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC. THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC AND OTHER WORKS BY MIROSLAV MANDIC
isn’t it so
isn’t
it
so
that
isn’t
it
so
is
beautiful
isn’t it so that isn’t it so in the beginning is even more wonderful
like this morning’s sun
goodness of a moment in the moment of goodness
Miroslav Mandic Fucks Everybody’s Mother
beauty of a moment in all moments of beauty
Miroslav Mandic is Everybody’s Mother
forty one year of taking photos of my face once a month
One Man
drawing of leaves every day for ten years
Leaves – Tree of Life
drawing of grass every day for ten years
Grass
drawing of blue roses every day for seven years now
Blue Roses
recording of Blue Roses every day for seven years now
Blue Film
miracle of carefulness in the carefulness of walking
Four Walkings for Poetry
miracle of innocence in the innocence of walking
Rose of Wandering
obedience through rewriting
Twelve Rewrote Novels
very slow walking and resurrection of killed nations
Road to America or the New Life of Indians
one year circle through singing to great poets
Monastery of Time
three years of watching the sunsets
On the Bridge in the Dusk
system of seven arts
Poem about Eternal Art
tattoos on my skin
My Body is Body of All Bodies
house of all beings
web-site miroslavmandic.name
first time second ten year walking
Bud of Walking
beauty to goodness
goodness to beauty
days to days
through days and nights
I sympathize with all imprisoned ones
one is the book one is the work of art
word image music dance idea
starry sky
cosmic silence
beat of Your heart within mine
isn’t it so that isn’t it so is a work of art by itself
I proclaim it as a small and tender tautological work
isn’t it so
28TH BOWING TO THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC. THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC AND THE WALKING OF MIROSLAV MANDIC
walking is a poem of motion step by step earth earth steps are singing sky poem of walking is in the walking of poem poem walks in order to celebrate the walking walking sings in order to revives the poem walking is an airy bread walking is heavenly vastness we are walking isn’t it so golden canes are swaying swallows are flying away in the end of summer autumn is already here when I think of coming days I immediately go towards them I’m walking even when it’s raining even when it’s freezing even when it’s blowing we will be walking poem and I love and poem and I You and love and poem and I walking is a poem of love immortal walking poem of love for a female walker everything is singing for a male walker everything is poem female walker is walking towards a singer – the singer sings to the female walker the book Miroslav Mandic is Miroslav Mandic’s walking on water walking is a light house for both Miroslav Mandic and Miroslav Mandic Miroslav Mandic one leg Miroslav Mandic other leg one is Miroslav Mandic one is the walking one and only walking Miroslav Mandic walking we are walking
29TH BOWING TO THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC. THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC AND NONMATERIAL ART OF MIROSLAV MANDIC
isn’t the change of the name Miroslav Mandic into Miroslav Mandic nonmaterial creativity my ID address IN YOUR HEART nationality LIFE state UNIVERSE marital status HUSBAND TO ALL BEINGS children ALL YOUNGLINGS religion GOD membership ALONE FOR ALL attribute GOD’S CHILD profession POET ARTIST WALKER isn’t my ID as well nonmaterial creativity sometimes nonmaterial creativity precedes material one sometimes nonmaterial creativity is a result of material one I love to create nonmaterial work with my body Blue Rose in the Universe with emotions identifications mentally principals spiritually God maybe everything started with brake up with male society and military then it continued with brake up with social status and through dedication to art through non-betrayal through last Wittgenstein’s sentence Tell them I’ve had a wonderful life through decisions I made in jail through tattoos through enduring and withstanding admirations trees through uprooting mystical talk through decision to transform biological births into spiritual births through solitude unprotectedness failures through awareness that in this world it’s the most beautiful to be with Miroslav Mandic through goodness and beauty of all beings through immortality through 86400 moments of art in each day through support for imprisoned ones all around the world through support for Julian Assange and Pussy Riot then through grass. poppies. trees. swallows robin. horse and mare. repetition. first of June through these words about the one to whom it’s all the same is it all or same t h r o u g h t h i s b u d p o e m
30TH BOWING TO THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC. PRINTED EDITIONS
Miroslav Mandic is a lot more than writing receiving and giving passing the ball of singing until now three books have been printed they have white covers white books about the light of writing they are not in bookstores nobody wrote about them nobody cares for them that’s also one of their poems none of my other books are in bookstores that’s also another poem the very singing I would love to write all fourteen of planed books and for them to be printed whitening through all colours whitening to all colours so that somebody would read holding them in their hands holding my singing singing my poem Miroslav Mandic is holding all beings in his hands golden fish guts of a run over dog which I saw yesterday sides of a ship which is sailing through the sea of immortality sexual smell of algae and sea weeds in my bones sex of writing is in the yearning for saving every being through sexiness hooves of sexy horses are singing sexiness of the path is loyal to the sexy rose indescribable vastness of each word is spreading through vastness childhood of writing last swims of this year fourteen white books fourteen years of trance like circling in the heart of Universe God fourteen white books printed also like fifty six books You fifty six seasons of constant singing in Your heart Bud
31ST BOWING TO THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC. ELECTRONIC EDITIONS
through the book of horses and languages hooves of language horses are galloping language gallops through the heart of all horses all horses neigh in all beings all beings gallop for every being every being in every word every word is horse every sentence is mare every word in a sentence is a horse in a mare in the galloping electronic book of Miroslav Mandic the book that encircles You with love love which You can spread over bread I love more and more to read one book for a long time there is not a lot of such books 33 blessings can be read in three minutes one week blessings in eighteen minutes one month blessings in eighty minutes one season blessings in two hundred forty minutes one year blessings in nine hundred sixty minutes fourteen year blessings in thirteen thousand four hundred forty minutes two hundred twenty four hours ten days of constant twenty four hour long reading with reading it half an hour every day it would be one year of reading Miroslav Mandic is one year companionship with fourteen years of singing of one poem fourteen one year books fifty six books of fifty six seasons one electronic book a book for walker’s pocket pleasure in reading while walking on the road walking alliance god to god by god light speeds in the slowness of each moment an oath of love to all beings god through poem to goddess
32ND BOWING TO THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC. MUSEUM EDITION
first fog after the summer sometimes I imagine how blessings are flowing down the big screens electronic image of a wonderful book light speeds in slowness of each moment an oath of love to all beings god through poem to goddess first fog after the summer text is flowing down the screen through the temple of words on the road on the first screen blessing of that day on the second screen blessings of that week on the third screen blessings of that month on the fourth screen blessings of that season on the fifth screen blessings of that year on the sixth screen blessings of fourteen years poem of light within the light of a screen redemption through sameness through one and only love in each love I would also love if Miroslav Mandic would be printed like a big book one metre by seventeen metres for example on big posters four thousand three hundred forty posters on which are printed four thousand three hundred forty days of writing fog is not retreating I’m looking forward to going into the fog as soon as possible today is the thirty second next to the last bowing to the book Miroslav Mandic bowings have helped me to put myself together to carry on with love wondering to the wonder of writing rejoicing the joy of writing with all my being to all beings with God to God through each blessing through beauty and goodness of 33 blessings every day through singing wonderful poems of the immortality of poem and singing
33RD BOWING TO THE BOOK MIROSLAV MANDIC. FIRST BOOK OF ALL BEINGS
every word is beautiful and every word is already a poem on its own and that is the poetics of the book Miroslav Mandic which is on its own one poem one and only poem of all beings one and only poem of all poems
LEISURELY I CREATE LEISERLY
I’m walking slowly leisurely softly a brother to a snail already sat on a bench on the really good bench nobody and nothing I’m everything to everything I’m watching trees I’m thinking about how a big tree would feel if I could give it a massage I’m already enjoying with it I’m watching a bee flying over small pebbles every being knows what it needs I’ll lie on the bench I took all things from my pockets and now I’m lying on the bench I feel divine whoever feels divine shares that feeling with everybody my left foot is bent in my knee and the right one is placed over the back rest through enjoying I’m setting all people free from pain every being has indescribable amounts of goodness how just good is this good bench how just Your eyes are absorbing me how the buzzing of this blue bottle fly reminds me of all blue bottle flies that have been buzzing around my head breeze has joined as well one man made bread for me that everything is unimportant unimportant knows the best one woman made chutney for me but also that nothing is unimportant unimportant knows the best the nature of enjoyment is in easily bearing also unbearable amounts of enjoyment constant love-kissing all beings actually comes from enjoyment only through love-kissing all events in the Universe can be understood enjoyment is gratitude for God’s miracle through which each being is created now I lifted my left leg as well on the back rest and put my right leg on top of it all movements are driven by pleasure movement is created with pleasure
ONLY GOD
it’s beautiful nothing more beautiful than beauty nothing more truthful than truth nothing more free than freedom only God beautiful god is sometimes whole life is only a struggle to be worthy of our childhood a genius childhood is lips of God just before the coming-out God kisses every youngling in the womb nobody is more a mist than the very mist nobody is more rhythmical than rhythm nobody is more dribbling than the very dribbling a jiff only God god good is simplicity of simplicity a boy from a girl a girl from God is bitter millet bitter oats nothing is more everything than everything nothing is more one than one nothing is more I than the very I only God also when it’s raining also when grass is growing and language bewitches language and volley flashes and flesh starts singing and singing caresses beautiful good is God only
HOURS AND HOURS WITH SOMEBODY
I would love if I had spent ten hours in my life so far talking to somebody about John Coltrane ten hours about Ives Klein… twenty hours about Nikolai Fyodorov… thirty hours about Meister Eckhart… forty hours about Robert Walser… fifty hours about Ad Reinhardt… sixty hours about Gertrude Stein… seventy hours about Ludwig Wittgenstein… eighty hours about Billie Holiday… hours and hours about beloved whores grass trees sparrows swallows roses paths nothing is more boring than wasting words nothing is more sad than when rowdies are giving lectures nothing is more stupid than when a teacher behaves like a rowdy nothing is uglier than when singing turns into charming the beauty starts hurting me when I think about somebody Charles Mingus Robert Johnson Ljubomir Micic Djordje Markovic Koder a boy Vidan somebody somebody is always goodness the very goodness blue in purple purple in the arrow of beauty an archer is practicing archery through the landscapes of his or hers soul my beloved I am a gigolo to all beings
NEW DIOPTRES
I’m squinting and writing to my words – God’s words I don’t have my glasses they will be finished by noon new glasses with new dioptres +4 for reading +3,25 for computer +2 for outside after four years everything went up for a half dioptre I’m going outside it got really cold temperature dropped for fifteen degrees Celsius the beauty of coldness it’s raining I’m walking yesterday I was swimming. today I’m in a winter coat I took my glasses I’m walking with new dioptre I see clearer world is brighter I’m going to take my mobile phone which I drowned along with voice recorder and camera while swimming across the Danube repair of the voice recorder was one thousand two hundred dinars mobile phone two thousand dinars camera couldn’t be fixed so I bought new one from a trouble worth three hundred euros I manage to fix it for a hundred I’m going to visit a friend and give him the Coffees of Courage for him and his friends I’m taking photos of street streams of rain invisible beauty is flowing into the sewerage I’m sitting in front of the computer with my new glasses with them too everything is clearer and brighter I was wet from rain. I’m tired. I’m hungry last night I couldn’t read because I didn’t have my glasses I’m missing the reading
ENTERPRISES ARE INTERTWINING
yesterday I’ve been for too long in the rain so today in the sunny and windy day I’m cold I buttoned my shirt up to the neck I’m warming up myself with music and nice thoughts lakes and horses’ eyes with boy Muja boy Vidan boy Edi I’ll drink hot chocolate I also put the warm jacket on I’m imagining how animals are warming up their younglings with their bodies how earth warms up beings which are living in it how warm hands are calming light which is warming me up through the window – you are beautiful breast of light in this blessing are warming all beings lizards love light and warmth a lot few days ago they were running around so lively straightened spine is full of warmth and light modesty above all I closed my eyes I leaned over towards left shoulder I’m gently touching myself around my lips with my index finger over my nose with middle finger over my chin self-erotica when I send blessings to Violeta and Ivana for editing and translating I will get in bed I’ll curl up a brother to snakes a welcome to the autumn a fellow traveller to the falling leaves heart within heart warm breasts to words warmth is spreading enterprises are intertwining breasts of warm words are on Your breasts
SHYNESS
autumn starts today
sixty second autumn of my life
I’ll drink hot instant soup
look to Your left side while I’m writing on the right one I love You
tender dribbling
shyness
I’m shy since I was a boy
little raspberry
when I wrote a moment ago shyness in the middle of the path I felt
joy
it’s such a nice word shyness
oak nut
I’m swaying with my heart
nakedness is liberating shyness from fake shyness
nakedness is bowing to the innocent shyness
one is shyness
shyness
of
a
poem
writing is love
poem
love-kisses
shyness
of
a
poem
on
the
road
I’m walking
my name is Shyness
I’m sister and brother the names of Miroslav Mandic
welcome Shyness
all the names of Miroslav Mandic are saying out aloud
Shyness is enjoying its shyness for the first time
everybody is enjoying the shyness of Shyness
everyone enjoys their own shyness
everyone enjoys the shyness of the other
the poem shyness of poem also feels nice
path also feels nice
Miroslav Mandic also feels nice with Shyness
there she is as well
Shynessess
TEARS ARE TEARING
tears
tears are tearing
tears on the road
sky on the shoulders
love poem of my friend
friendship is constant circling of a friend around a friend
plain of life
wind of innocence
priesthood in decisions
sun is bathing in a tear
road is traveling
it’s endless
it comes and goes
road is traveling and each part of the road stands still
through the paths of my childhood tears are going down my face
my beloved words you are my horses in tears
words you are the music through which the world bows to the consciousness
consciousness are my this morning’s tears
morning dream about the first love of all beings
in certain moments life is unbearably alive
the hearing of God
the very beauty and goodness
wind is drying my tears
the salt has encrusted on the wanderer’s skin
do
it
life
do
it
new tears of new life are shedding like hinds
life
is
a
poem
of
life
miracle of living in live tears
words are tearing
path is tearing
rose is tearing
crying is caressing singing
life passes in order to celebrate life
I am a tear in Your eyes my friend
tears
are
screaming
this
poem
of
yours
as
well
my
friend
HEART OF FREEDOM
here
heroic time is always only the present
heroes of the past live only in the heroes of present
one is the hero
heart of freedom
I always loved to join in
through dancing
and
lead
in singing
alone
alone everybody
alone everything
with the song of a fourteen year old
going through every year of life with a song
with the animal of life
with the basses of one and only heart
with the heart of freedom
freedom of all living creatures
freedom which throughout different times lives only in one and only being
being which was the only one to dare and sing the song of freedom
how just after one day of rain dried up grass from the drought gets green again
freedom sprouts like grass
punk grass
tears of my childhood
tears of my youth
tears in running
tears in swallows
tears are rolling through the freedom of all beings which love
tears of freedom in the tears of swallows
THROUGH THE PATHS OF BEAUTY
dancing is joining
singing is leading
dancing is dialogue
singing is monologue
I would love to eat only raw food from today
without frying and cooking
it makes me joyful when I see people who are sun-gazing in the evening
they are standing still in the landscape
little suns
bread and tea
a man who randomly kills tithe of people is a monster
a soldier who kills thousands of people is a national hero
a man who robs a bank is a criminal and gets jailed
a banker who robs whole nations is a
dignitary and gets awarded with large sum of money
horror of civilisation
respectable citizens calmly produce and sell arms that will kill millions of people
all those killings are supported and by churches and by governments and by universities
that’s not my world
I’m joining the air
I’m singing the sun
I protect the soul
one is the soul
I caress the body
one is the body
I love words
one is the word
path
we are
dancing
butterflies are flying
little birds are flying into the hearts
indescribable beauty of paths in each leaf
life reaches each particle
NEVERLAND OF THE UNIVERSE IN THE ALL PEACE OF NEVERLAND
come
come to me come
come to me come tenderness
come to me come pearly rain
come to me come violet greenery
come to me come my beloved Everland
come to me come I am a constant film of all-life
come to me come the same way Vuja was coming in a rain jacket
come to me come I am the one and only country
one and only nation one and only dance
come to me come to the daily bread of notions
come to me come to the tasty spreads of abstractions
come to me come to bathe in the waves of good vibrations
come to me come to Mosorin to walk across the Titel hill to Vilovo
hey fuck it to Vilovo next to the sand escarpment and swamps full of canes
then from little Vilovo to even smaller Lok
by that meadow and shadoof where I saw and
heard for the first time the whiz of a whip in the landscape
come to me come to watch how wolfs are mating
come to me come to see the boy Erstan
come to me come to walk for the freedom of Julian Assange and the Pussy Riot
come to me come to live for freedom of all imprisoned and oppressed in the world
world is again mercilessly sliding towards the great war catastrophe
people don’t want to renounce privileges and greed
people don’t want to be compassionate with those who differ
people don’t want to transform their selfish emotions
people can’t snap out of the numbness towards the beauty of the life itself
people can’t start believing in the light within themselves and surrender beloved to death
war is being overcome in ourselves
come to me come to overcome wars in ourselves
come to me come to be the backing for the harmony of all-being
come to me come so that the path wouldn’t be alone
come to me come so that nobody would be alone
come to me come so that the rose wouldn’t be alone
come to me come so that the bud of all beings grows in fragrances
PRESIDENT OF ALL PEOPLE
as the oldest man in the world I’m saying no to the mankind as just born God’s baby I’m saying yes to the God’s world of all beings I’m the oldest man in the world because I’m all people that have ever lived all people are alive in me all yearning to resurrect in one and only love love of just born God’s baby no matter if they loved or hated no matter that they were killing each other no matter that in the end they are trying to kill the mankind itself all of them will resurrect as just born God’s baby hey how beautiful it is when lilac blossoms hey how beautiful it is when linden starts smelling hey how rotten leaves are beautiful its sexuality confirms mine hey how beautiful it is not to surrender to nostalgias hey what a great wonder are big horse’s back horse sweat on the horse back hey how important it is to be ashamed for all my fake shyness hey when I just think of sexual organs of all beings hey when I recognize a beauty in the she-wolf hey long sandy beaches hey radiant Nietzsche’s words hey Julian Assange hey Pussy Riot Julian Assange is the conscience of dying mankind Julian Assange is the president of all people my only president hey ripe grapes hey fibres of consciousness hey thread of conscience hey orgasms through beauty core of walnut in the whirlpool of rose orgasms through beauty hey
I LOVE-KISS YOU MY SATURDAY AND EASY POEM
fuck – Saturday again
warm
sunny
autumnally
I can’t get enough of air
I can’t wonder enough to the beauty of hips
fuck I’m the very fabric of all tendernesses
fuck I’m the very tenderness of all fabrics
fuck – Saturday again
warm
sunny
autumnally
easy poem
fuck we understand each other generally and in details
fuck I am the truth of nettles
fuck I am the smell of pepper
fuck I am the mambo of rhythms
fuck my name is Fuck
Fuck your name is beautiful Miroslav
You’re saying
fuck how beautiful is the word fuck
I’m saying
lilac-like
fuck I would never like if my joys would hurt somebody
but I also don’t accept if somebody questions the joy of all beings in me
fuck I’m only the language of tenderness
fuck tenderness of language
fuck how I would fuck you my dust
fuck this is flying
fuck – the vastness of agreeing
fuck – the dazed great-trust
fuck – the plain
tamburitzas and dulcimers
grace is very slow
may all of You be alive and healthy
fuck this Saturday as well fuck
I just thought if somebody could say hello to Radovan Hirsl and all eagles for me