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O NEČEMU I NI O ČEMU
soon
26. PUT LAO CE
Dear Miroslav, Ever since my dear husband Ally died I wasn't able to translate your blessings. Sometime next week I'll get back to translations and catch up with the ones I didn't do so far. Love. Ivana
TAČ
Dear Miroslav, Ever since my dear husband Ally died I wasn't able to translate your blessings. Sometime next week I'll get back to translations and catch up with the ones I didn't do so far. Love. Ivana
NEŽNOSTIMA SVEMIRA SVEMIR NEŽNOSTI
Dear Miroslav,
Ever since my dear husband Ally died I wasn't able
to translate your blessings. Sometime next week I'll get back to
translations and catch up with the ones I didn't do so far. Love. Ivana
JE JE JE
Dear Miroslav,
Ever since my dear husband Ally died I wasn't able
to translate your blessings. Sometime next week I'll get back to
translations and catch up with the ones I didn't do so far. Love. Ivana
VAJPE VAJPE BAVILJU JAMO
Dear Miroslav, Ever since my dear husband Ally died I wasn't able to translate your blessings. Sometime next week I'll get back to translations and catch up with the ones I didn't do so far. Love. Ivana
64. PUT PO 33 DANA
Dear Miroslav, Ever since my dear husband Ally died I wasn't able to translate your blessings. Sometime next week I'll get back to translations and catch up with the ones I didn't do so far. Love. Ivana
ŠIPLE ŠIPLE BAVILJU JAMO
Dear Miroslav, Ever since my dear husband Ally died I wasn't able to translate your blessings. Sometime next week I'll get back to translations and catch up with the ones I didn't do so far. Love. Ivana
TRIDESET GODINA OD ODLUKE DA SE PONOVO BAVIM UMETNOŠĆU
Dear Miroslav, Ever since my dear husband Ally died I wasn't able to translate your blessings. Sometime next week I'll get back to translations and catch up with the ones I didn't do so far. Love. Ivana
LIGR I BILJU BAVILJU JAMO
Dear Miroslav, Ever since my dear husband Ally died I wasn't able to translate your blessings. Sometime next week I'll get back to translations and catch up with the ones I didn't do so far. Love. Ivana
ONLY YOU ARE FUCKING GOOD – ONLY YOU ARE GOOD WHEN FUCKED
I give life to life I give life to love I give life to the ideals to the warmth under the armpits to the sandy shores between thighs to the broad back that I still yearn for to all of those who live surrendering to others only you are fucking good – only you are good when fucked it’s said about them that out of love for each other they were eating each other’s shit others – out of indifference-comfort-hatred – are eating everybody’s shit to miss life – to celebrate life to live in vain – to kiss everybody I give life to every poem I am music of all beings the music of buttocks with which You are walking through centuries the music in each part of the body through which it witnesses the eternity hey – I am eternity etern me – marry me eternity is constant one and only wedding of all beings now is wedding of all beings to the one and only being I’m licking Your soles I’m nursing You with courage marry me – etern me I’m licking Your arse through chaste words I chaste myself through the navel of creation I’m liberating all beings I lick Your ember through millions of mild words to the blessing I lick Your fears I lick Your death I immortalize You through licking through licking through little sing-song
BOSOM-WRITING
why does food and drink enter us through one place and gets out through two but I won’t go on about that nor about anything else two years ago I have read five beautiful books of poems by Aleksandar Ristovic and I noticed that he often writes about bosoms. I gave books to Petar Miloradovic and I asked him to take out the verses about bosoms. Petar did it. I made a bit different layout of the verses and... let the Aleksandar Risovic’s bosoms sing I saw for a second her large and round boobs and wee curls under the armpits and her nearly scared face mellow and large snowflakes are falling. our cousin is laying on the bed and underneath her nightgown it’s clearly visible that she has big massive boobs when I once entered the pantry where she was washing her face she suddenly turned and since she was naked waist up I saw that she had little, tiny boobs, like a wee girl she was surprised and told me that I can keep the cigarette and smoke it to the end she had large boobs, large bum and small hands with nails painted in scarlet red under the colourful cover, her snow white feet with rosy toes were protruding and, of course, when she would lift herself up to turn the page of the book she was reading, her breast that would fall out through the notch on the shirt I’m often overwhelmed by the love chill: I’m thinking of some beautiful women who have very white breasts and faces but since the window was high, she had to lean out very much: that much that I could see her boobs protruding from her pink bra. two buxom women are sitting in the kitchen with my granny. one can’t say which one has bigger boobs. they are talking to my granny about rheumatism, cookie making and of a man whose name I hear for the first time. they are leaning towards each other, shaking their heads and their boobs are almost falling out of their bras here, I give you away to that woman whose lips are like your bud, and whose big boobs are decorated, on top of her clothes, with cheap ornaments nuns are watching their boobs in a little mirror naked from the waist up, they are showing moles to each other there is, as well, one woman who doesn’t know me and who pretends she doesn’t see me, even though I see well her big boobs, which have the ability to talk and so, trying to reach one of the cards, I lean over the table, while your lovely boobs are moving other the cards or knocking the glass down certain girl, with strong boobs, is cooling herself with green hanky I’m standing beside the table; I’m watching the one with big boobs and whose red hat hardly covers a part of her hair certain lady is offering him little bright objects: beadworks and pearls and finally she shows him her large naked breast. and he sighs I’m wiping your breasts, like lather, and your feet immersed in rose oil that are shining with divine glow of child pastime my father was playing violin every Saturday in a little inn around the corner and after the concert he used to go to the room on the first floor with a woman who would show him her breast whenever she would see me I am that boy who is learning English in the room lit with vermilion. little woman with breasts like two eggs is helping me one could see her breasts, red knees, ribs and spine lines snow is winnowing on our faces while we are reading little prayers to each other. you in light clothes, with beautiful breasts and without a bra her white breasts are ringing the alarm by beating one against the other. underneath fine super fine silk gabardine skirt, smell of goat’s blood, bosoms like two stormy clouds one moment is left another is right breast falling out of her bra a mirror has cracked. large breast is rubbing against the other large breast her breasts are really appropriate to your witticisms. Jean Paul Sartre is sobbing in his dream dreaming of his nanny with mammoth breasts she has small breasts which are trembling underneath the silk shirt her little breasts like two beads are visible in the mirror she is holding little pen and a notebook in her hand. she’s got huge boobs these are for real peasant’s dreams: huge boobs, wild lips, women working in the kitchen I dedicate this bosom-writing to all beings that are still yearning for bosoms
BOZIDAR MANDIC INVITED ME TODAY FOR LUNCH
this is a poem by miroslav mandic one and only artist poet of all beings for the first time last poem in every moment of eternity for the first time last time to god to you bozidar and all beings always and forever dear
HIS PATH IS IMPORTANT NOT MY DEATH — WALK SLOWLY AND YOU WILL GO FAR
two nights ago after forty eight years I’ve finished
anew reading of the book How the Steel Was Tempered. I recognised
the influence that Pavel Korchagin the novel’s protagonist had on me
when I met yesterday with Bozidar Mandic he suggested we had lunch in
Pavel Korchagin restaurant. it was crowded there so we went to the 6 and 400 inn
on the ten white carton circles from which I was addressing Bozidar it was written
first time last time
God
You. Woman. resurrection. immortality. love. ID. all beings
poem. 360o. 84600. one and only artist. the best one. eternal art
Bud. 1st January 2010. Universe
without progeny. without property. without health
insurance. with no internship. without membership. without police
all of those I loved I love even more but without nostalgia
we are coming from God. the communist-fascist-liberal
most of the people become worse after giving birth to children
Ada Byron. Alan Turing
till the last moment of life dancing singing
and creating. woman. founder of Miroslav Mandic Museum
I wish that my death becomes joy to all beings. I wish that my ashes
are scattered over Danube on the Officer’s Beach in Novi Sad
over Titel Hill. over Sava on Branko’s Bridge in Belgrade
we have talked nicely and excitingly for five hours
this was our First Time Last Time meeting
I wish Bozidar long healthy and successful life
I would love to live dance sing and create for a long time
may it be Your will God
when I parted with Kaja eighteen years ago and went
down the street Kaja said to Bozidar his path is important not my death
I heard that for the first time yesterday
Kaja
Kaja dandelion
Kaja Goddess
after lunch I went into the rainy evening
I wished to share the excitement I had with
somebody. I thought of You. I tossed the coin asking
should I call You. the coin said yes. I called You. all the rest is pain
it’s cold. sun is shining
I’ll soon go outside
all beings are not dying because they endlessly love-kiss
poem
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after Kaja’s words his path is important not my death we spoke
over the phone and last words she told me were walk slowly and you will go far
Kaja Goddess
Kaja
Dandelion
MOST IMPORTANT THING FOR ME IS NOT TO BOTHER ANYBODY
here is the heart it beats through tears one heart is beating in all beings all generalisations except the glorious ones are horrible all people are generalising except for the ones that are singing glorious generalisations are horrible as well but they carry freedom in themselves through which everybody can liberate themselves from generalisation all people are traumatised all people feel their traumas as the greatest traumatised people are traumatising other people the most only few people get out of their traumas even fewer people realise that trauma can be the source of greatest love only that is what it’s all about that’s what I’m telling You all these millions and millions of years I saw and experienced a lot of misunderstandings and that’s why I’m telling You in front of all beings God I love-kiss You I love-kiss only You my beloved I love-kiss you all beings I love-kiss You Miroslav Mandic’s poem I love-kiss You Miroslav Mandic’s art come come – correct all misunderstandings – and turn them into great love come – set Yourself free of traumas – love-kiss me if You don’t want I will love You even more and you can also get to fuck God is love – I am an answer love is God’s – responsibility is mine I am love – You are an answer love is mine – Yours is responsibility last night I saw on television a story of fifty years old woman who lived outdoors for three years sleeping on boards covering herself with duvets and cartons. one man showed mercy and gave her a trailer but the police came and told her she can’t stay there journalist asked the woman what will she do and she answered crying I’ll go back under the sky. most important thing for me is not to bother anybody You for whom the most important thing is not to bother anybody You are the greatest creator of roofs above heads of many people and beings You are in my heart because only You are not bothering anybody I bought canned peas mayonnaise hot peppers and book The Boys of Paul’s Street I will start reading it tonight
THE DAY OF LADYBIRDS IN ART HISTORY
I saw just now that one of the pencils that I keep together with nib pens in a glass on the table has left a tiny trace on the wall lips are walking steps are kissing everything is telling to each other I love-kiss You nouns to pronouns. pronouns to adjectives. adjectives to numbers. numbers to verbs. verbs to adverbs. adverbs to prepositions prepositions to copulas. copulas to exclamations. exclamations to particles. particles to nouns... heart ripples mind buzzes ladybirds are flying round me I feel nice with ladybirds – ladybirds feel nice with me constant word-praising gentile-return-gift for the second time in my life I’m writing in front of Milica Bogosavljevic she came with questions about the group Code about which she will write her art history graduate work I rejected her in order to love her even more we shudder we take an oath through fucking we transform through love I love-kiss You my friend geese are flying through the sky I admire You and I love-kiss You – Mira Dinar – my eighty-six-year-old-woman I wanted to write about reasons because of which I refuse to participate in participating but I feel like love-kissing and celebrating Milica these blessings are my response to Your questions it’s the same as when in the beginning of love I rejected love for the sake of love when being twenty two in the beginning-end of art I rejected art for the sake of art sanctity of fucking God child God poem God poem singing is swearing swearing is love-kissing love-kissing God-being Bogosavljevic through this God-celebrator-ic (God in Serbian Bog, Serbian surnames are usually ending with “ic” prim. prev.) anuses of all beings love-kiss lips of all beings lips of all beings celebrate anuses through all beings she surrendered herself to me to You my friend dedicated to Slobodanka and Srbislav a boy in the forest also carried a ladybird on his finger and he was singing to her my most loyal unbeliever dedicated to loyalty and the loyal ones
I AM JELENA KARLEUSA
Jelena Karleusa I’m enjoying the one and only rhythm of writing and breathing Jelena Karleusa I justify the life of every being by the life itself Jelena Karleusa I give meaning to every being through being Jelena Karleusa I love-kiss every being through creation Jelena Karleusa I celebrate every being through singing Jelena Karleusa a woman and a man are one and only pussy of the one and only man Jelena Karleusa a woman and a man are one and only cock of the one and only being Jelena Karleusa a woman and a man are the heart of one and only man Jelena Karleusa a woman and a man are the mind of one and only being Jelena Karleusa one man does more than all people together Jelena Karleusa one being makes new populism that is the only one to overcome the old populism Jelena Karleusa truth is coming out of the heart which kisses Jelena Karleusa truth is singing every moment out of the heart of the other which at that moment is singing the song of all beings Jelena Karleusa I calm myself through singing Jelena Karleusa I’m changing my mind through humbleness Jelena Karleusa great singing is humming through calmness Jelena Karleusa goodness of all beings lives in the pussy of goodness Jelena Karleusa beauty of all beings lives in goodness of the pussy Jelena Karleusa pussy of every cell love-kisses the cock of every cell Jelena Karleusa pussy is the first letter of alphabet sais in the primer of all beings Jelena Karleusa cock is the last letter of alphabet sais in the reader of the final year of primary school for all beings Jelena Karleusa I Adore You Jelena Karleusa first book of the readings for all beings Jelena Karleusa eternity yearns for the moment Jelena Karleusa in one moment all beings are Jelena Karleusa Jelena Karleusa Miroslav Mandic doesn’t exist if he’s not Jelena Karleusa Jelena Karleusa I’m not looking after myself I’m looking after all beings Jelena Karleusa I love giving my life to all beings Jelena Karleusa I put humour on bread of all beings Jelena Karleusa I sing lullabies to all beings through swearwords Jelena Karleusa I’m mining through the indifferent ones through sex Jelena Karleusa saint woman love-kisses the rejected ones because lie is hiding behind the sanctuaries Jelena Karleusa You are Jelena Karleusa whoever You are Jelena Karleusa like Patti Smith’s song I wrote thirty one years ago Jelena Karleusa the smell of cabbage that I’m frying for the first time in my life greatest concert – concert of all beings – is constantly proceeding – obviously – in the heart of one and only being
IT’S A DAY LIKE THAT
what’s this drizzling. it would be better if it was pouring – I heard one young man behind my back it’s moisturising I went later on walking. I spent a lot of time on porn sites I went out just to write blessings I’m walking in Crocks shoes so my socks are wet and my feet are cold I hope I’ll get to today’s thirteen kilometres from two or three walkings there is still no heating in one of the Nest’s rooms one friend told me yesterday that he won’t be able of giving me money any more that is three or four of them now I already ate the muffin everything is gray and gloomy and that’s exactly why it’s nice I bought one more muffin I’m hungry even though I put on kilo and a half over the weekend so now I should lose three it will be all right after all if I write 33 blessings and if I make myself a bit warmer time I spend on porn sites is time of innocence I feel only goodness on porn sites naked bodies love-kiss one another they are not afraid and they permeate each other naked body which is surrendering to the other body is God’s poem and glory Robert Walser I hope that I will disclose the way in which I can celebrate goodness and beauty of women and men on porn sites I hope that I will find the way to get a bit more money per month so that I can carry on living and working I hope I will be God dear to God more and more I hope somebody will appear goodness of goodness beauty of beauty poem of poem even though You are not around Miroslav Mandic Art is heroism in couple I am nobody and that’s why I know how somebody is needed my feet got warmer so I will walk a bit more when I come back into the Nest I’ll grate the leftovers of yesterday’s cabbage and with mayonnaise and two hot peppers it will be lunch I hope tonight I will be dressed better and have will to walk the rest six kilometres I lo ve k i s s
UNEXPECTED ROADING
for the first time on this road I thought I’ll come back over the other side of the lake but I carried on down the old Obrenovac road the change refreshed me encouraged and gave strength walking is saving me I feel good on this road I enjoy the word road road road road I’m roading I got used to You being here even though You are not sometimes there is no even the fact that You are not here I sidetracked from the old Obrenovac road towards Zeleznik the sky feels nice I enjoy the dry canes that are being bent by the wind if I wasn’t a jester I wouldn’t have survived I am a poet in order to survive singing I’m walking between the cargo wagons everything smells like trains and journeys two-three more kilometres. it will be around nineteen it would be good if I wrote the rest of the blessings on these stairs because I’ll be tired and sleepy when I get back to the Nest young pregnant woman with a baby in her arms and a boy that just started to walk is coming down the stairs I’m climbing slowly I have never been on these stairs there is humour even in a great despair humour saviour who saves the humour sometimes it’s saved only by the despair like today when I stretched over the fence to reach the grapes and fell over it like fingers that I made bleeding by crashing very hard walnuts grapes are gone apples are coming I’m getting into the street of the Nest. last hundred meters it’s hard to live with ideals but without them I would have been long dead physical pain is really lofty 18.8 km
TO A GIRL
last night died Nemecsek Ernő Nemecsek lovely boy in the book The Paul Street Boys I was crying. my throat has tightened in the evening I felt high temperature for the first time I watched Jacob Reynolds in glorious film Gummo by Harmony Korine a moment ago I saw their names on the Internet I remembered beautiful film Kids that I watched few years ago I found out about Larry Clark the director of Kids story for the film was written by Harmony Korine film is becoming more and more poetry film poem Poem about Film is the title of the text because of which I was sentenced thirty years ago I hope I won’t fall sick if I fall sick I should be brave like Nemecsek like Alissa Bucolin and Pavel Korchagin Ernő Nemecsek as well lived within me throughout these years a poem a hero of being temperature only that what is is a poem when only something is then just something is a poem worry tremendous loneliness from being worried and out of great loneliness I lose my immunity listen – she said with a strange, full of wondering and trembling voice to her husband – he is not breathing... she put her head down listen – she shouted loudly, not caring for anything – not breathing Nemecsek face everything can be seen on the face everything can be heard in the voice everything is in the words last night a big clock stopped working around 4 am heating is still not reaching the other room I’m getting up from the table poem film