Bog Miroslav Mandić Bog
You
are
416862
bud
ALL-I
pigeons are looking for food under the snow when nothing is left what remains is joy snowy God’s God without God I wouldn’t be alive I’m alive because I’m God I walk because I’m God I create because I’m God I sing because I’m God two little sparrows in the snow two little sparrows in the snow – we are God Ruso – You and me are God Miroslav – you and me are God road God rose God it’s cold on the ground – it’s warm under the ground I’m walking – I’m massaging untouched I’m walking – the bells of love have started to ring on the lake I’m walking for everyone who is open to all beings cold stone warms up in my hand quickly the stone is warmer and warmer and it gives more and more pleasure hey stone I despise all social classes hey stone I despise everyone who cares for social reputation and power hey stone authority is tasteless and stupid hey stone opposition is vindictive and bitter I left the stone on the paper in which I wrapped hundred dinars that I left for an unknown person it really made me sad when I saw these days how the close people also stay within their social classes for the privileges in their families. races. nations. countrymen. blue blood. species rare ones are rare rare ones are more and more rare buds buds of one and only bud
HOLLYOU AND ALL-I
the fact that You are going to read these words in just
few hours makes out of them twenty-three new living beings
holly incest
the name for the all-I is All-I
the name for the all-You is Hollyou
holly All-I and holly Hollyou
Hollyou and All-I are the source of immortality
holly fool
fools to each other
with foolish God’s love Hollyou and All-I love-kiss
cold wind is beginning to blow
the surface of the lake has started to ripple
I’m watching the lake and thinking of fishes in it
it’s wonderful that fishes live in the water
fishes are guarding the water
fishes are beautiful and good and they swim and dive
you
are
swimming
me
fish-like
poem
fish-like
poem
is
more
nutrient
than
any
fish
soup
I’m happy because I wrote fish poem
I also wanted to write the wind poem but I gave up because I’m too cold
two siskins have flown out of the garbage bin
birds are starving
I cuddle the souls of all beings with my body
with my soul I love-kiss the brain of one and only being
I’m colder and colder and I feel better and better
yesterday I’ve heard that two thousand people in Belgrade live on the streets
that means that in the world there is at least three million people who live on the streets
the
poem
of
people
from
the
streets
makes
home
for
every
being
yesterday’s hundred dinars that I left on the fence next to the esplanade
nobody has taken yet
singing is all-breathing
poem
is
mathematics
of
beauty
singing is always fucking as well and fucking is always singing as well
fucking
is
the
poem
of
love
Hollyou and All-I Bud
I AM THE FACE OF THE ART AND THE ART OF THE FACE
I bought one kilo of bread and threw it on the path around the lake on my way back I saw that the bread was no longer there now I need to throw some blessings I saw one big pebble and I liked it so much that I immediately washed it in the snow and took it last night and this morning I read few really scary things about violence and hypocrisy everyone who stops surrendering themselves to the other and all beings is the cause of violence physical violence is just the consequence of the soul and spiritual violence spiritual violence occurs when making-yourself-god-like comes to a deadlock soul violence occurs when the love-kissing comes to a deadlock physical violence occurs through the cowardice of a crowd and lack of taste of those who are stronger stones are very important to be careful and kind towards the stones is even more important the stone I took with myself to the Nest is the biggest and heaviest one so far I’m rejoicing to take a look in the Nest the faces of the words that I spoke out aloud on the lake I have been taking the photos of my face since I was twenty one that is a duty of my face yearning of the face to serve through my face I’m surrendering myself to all faces so that I am worthy of God’s face through my face to celebrate every face through my face through my face I admire the face of the art and the art of the face when stones see my face stones see their own face when plants see my face plants see their own face when animals see my face animals see their own face when spirits of nature see my face spirits of nature see their own face when people see my face people see their own face when higher intelligence sees my face higher intelligence sees its own face when God sees my face God sees its own face when Miroslav Mandic sees my face Miroslav Mandic sees the face of Emmanuel Levinas I wrote the word snow on the snow and I took the photo of it I also wrote the word white on the snow white the face of the word face when the faces of all beings see my face the faces of all beings see the face of their bud
66TH TIME 33 DAYS
the nature of every being is that it is the most important being to all beings I am the word I I am the word am I am the word the nature I am the word of I am the word the word I am the word that I am the word is I am the words the most important I am the word for I am the word all I am the word words I am the words I beg I am the words of You I am the word guard I am the word them I am the word in I am the word Your I am the word bosoms I am the word when I am the words You are I am the words reading them I am the word or I am the words translate them I am the word or I am the words live them I am the word because I am the word every I am the word word I am the word depends I am the word on I am the word Your I am the word love
999999999999999 & 999999999999999
I can’t wait for Sunday to come and I get some rest and then I can’t wait for Monday to come and I start writing drawing and walking again I’m enjoying Alan Turing as well as his literality and modesty literality is such a beautiful word According to my definition, a number is calculable if it’s decimals can be written by a machine now this is the machine on which I’m writing and which Turing so gently and casually mentioned for the first time Analogy is an important tool with help of which mathematics can be understood by non-mathematicians; Turing was novel for embedding the analogy into the proof. I adore analogy From our perspective, complex symbols, unlike the simple ones, can’t be differentiated at one glance if they are too long. That is proved through experience. We can’t say on first site if 999999999999999 and 999999999999999 are the same numbers. because of these 999999999999999 & 999999999999999 I adore You Alan most exciting most beautiful most simple and most productive is thinking through beginning everything is in the beginning everything exists through beginning after beginning dissipation comes on losing the wholeness comes conflict guilt nostalgia melancholy yesterday I was reading a bit about the Philosophy of Mathematics on Wikipedia I wished to write one of these days inspired by it. maybe I’ll do it and maybe I won’t and then I stopped thinking I was just climbing the streets I was being amongst people and buildings passing by rejoiced the envelope that Vladimir Macura left for me in the pastry shop today as well I couldn’t find the notebook for writing I am you are him 4 while I was passing by the Hippodrome going back I noticed how strongly I enjoy the rhythm of the walking I’m enjoying the Pozeska street when I climb to Ban’s Hill I’m left with one more kilometre to the Nest it’s close. it’s towards the end as well. and it’s flat it’s wide. trams are going through as well. and I’ll buy something to eat I’ll take a shower soon. and I’ll be listening to music as well numbers are writing words. as well as words are counting numbers they will sing me again. as well as I will love-kiss You again as well as it’s important who we are friends with and who we love said Vladeta Jerotic last night on TV as well as me
FOUR THOUSAND KILOMETRES OF THE FIRST TIME SECOND TEN YEAR WALKING
today on the ninth kilometre I will make four thousand
kilometres of the First Time Second Ten Year Walking
that is 1/10 of the overall Path of the Bud of All Beings
it’s the first time I mentioned it as Path of the Bud of All Beings
God will give to walk all 40076.569 kilometres
circumference of the Earth
unlike the First Ten Year Walking
First Time Second Ten Year Walking is the meta-walking
walking of the walking
music and mathematics of walking
it’s softer
I’d love it to be even more elastic
I was always drawn to the meta-level
meta-level has saved me in the jail
they locked up my body and my brain was getting free
I couldn’t walk but I was minding
walking love-kisses meta-walking
meta-walking liberates walking
I walk here-everywhere – I walk now-forever
I walk through all beings
I affirm my body through walking
through meta-walking I affirm the body of the Universe
my body is the Universe
my body are all beings
God
with the First Time Second Ten Year Walking
I’m celebrating the Rose of Wandering – First Ten Year Walking
with the Rose of Wandering and First Time Second Ten Year Walking
I announce and found the First Time Third Ten Year Walking
dedicated to the First Time Fourth Ten Year Walking and any nth ten year walking
with walking and meta-walking movement and stillness are permeating
sun started to shine and the lake is evaporating
people are unbuttoning the jackets and coats
I made it – 5.714.285th step of the First Time Second Ten Year Walking
dying confirms immortality
with each step
with music
with mathematics
with singing
with dancing
to these sparrows which excited me a lot
MATHEMATICS OF WALKING – DAYS OF MY LIFE
this morning I wrote down in the Days of my Life 3rd February Gertrude Stein’s birthday 26th May Ludwig Wittgenstein’s birthday I can’t wait to go outside. just to draw the 64 Buds are Singing to the Bud of All Beings in the eyes of the dog who looked at me a sun shine has glared I’m happy that in the Days of My Life got in Gertrude Stein’s and Ludwig Wittgenstein’s birthdays tomorrow I’ll add to them three more birthdays an old man is sitting on the chair with one leg stretched crossed crutches and closed eyes and he’s sunbathing his beautiful face they are ringing the noon of love last night I was really enjoying in the pages about fifty years old Ludwig Wittgenstein whose seminar in 1939 about Fundamentals of Mathematics was attended by twenty seven years old Alan Turing I’m walking – dancing and singing – thinking how my life is mathematics I’m walking – dancing and singing – thinking how my life is music I’m walking – dancing and singing – thinking about that has anybody ever wrote about the ways in which people are wiping their arse after shitting tell me how You wipe Your arse and I’ll know everything about You I know everything through anything I’m swinging the camera in my arm and I’m randomly taking pictures if you are practicing because of yourself. for your own pleasure and not because somebody else tells you – sais a man to the woman who he is walking with music of my life is the music of shitting there is no music without shitting and everything that is rejected sublimity is sublime because it sublimes everything while I was praying to my heart to be health for all hearts I thought how I never saw my heart God it’s very important to mention heart constantly the more times I pronounce heart heart is more and more heart the heart of goodness that I adore the heart of carefree that is so pleasant not that I gathered energy but I cannot even explain it to You – says a woman to the woman who is walking next to her. that’s right – confirms the other woman while slowly driving his bicycle large man is scratching his short hair with pleasure I know You know that a moment ago I wanted to send You a text message with words I love-kiss You the man that a moment ago was scratching his hair made a circle with his bike and now he’s caressing the head of one of the stray dogs that live on the lake two men have set at the table which was in the sun. they ordered two beers and now they are braking beagles to each other I know that You know that whenever I’m walking I’m gardening and walking through Your soul as well the beauty of self-improvement is in the endlessness of self-improvement a man is squatting and pruning the roses
MUSIC OF WALKING – THE DONKEY OF MY YOUTH
this morning I put into the Days of My Life three more dates 7th April Billie Holiday’s birthday 24th December Ad Reinhardt’s birthday 28th June Jean-Jacques Rousseau’s birthday at first I wanted to put Meister Eckhart’s birthday but the date of his birth is unknown just the year – 1260 and then I decided to put Jean-Jacques Rousseau’s because of his walking and to incant to me that’s not possible. that’s not according to God – says one of the women workers who are scooping up dried leaves around the lake with the rakes love-kiss my body at the moment when I spoke out love-kiss my body the bells of love have started to ring for four days I haven’t spoken to anybody I love speaking when God speaks through me when I am God when art speaks out of me when I am art art through speaking – God through speaking I also love to be quiet to be quiet for a long time I’m quiet and I hear everything it’s important to get quiet when speaking it’s especially important to get quiet in a conversation I love speaking through silence to start speaking from silence a crow is stepping across the water – I smiled I have smiled at a certain occurrence few times today that is a laughter of support and approval I’m smiling at You I’m smiling at this young cat who is sitting on the garbage basket and showing off her beauty I’m smiling at Your shmile because after the first mistake You must have sensed in the secind one that I made this bird-time-lucky one as well because of Your smile quietness is a good friend last night at one moment I felt it strongly and I felt good with my good friend quietness sometimes when we are quite quietness speaks up in order to make me smile for example – look look at Djordje – says quietness to me I close my eyes and I’m sunbathing my thoughts in the sunny ball in my eyes all thoughts are becoming one goodness eat me and drink me
NERVES OF LANGUAGE
I live for You I I love-kiss You I I create You I I sing You I I You are God one I – one God I I I I I I’m climbing up the stairs. where are you my lizards I feel like crying. I’m on the verge of tears. that is so beautiful beauty you are eternal goodness you are beautiful my chests are trembling from beauty and goodness a child started to rejoice a lamb hopped I ask You with my eyes – I love-kiss You with words cold air is descending towards the valley old trees preside over the Planet oceans and stones adore old trees birds are constantly discovering little paths of immortality through singing water is watering the thirsty ones for free air is feeding the hungry for free light is identifying all beings for free I swear to my mother-to Your love for me – dedicated to Kaja Mandic I am a wedding – one and only wedding – wedding of all beings everything that a man discovered in service of killing is nothingness this civilisation is nothingness dedicated to every being who relinquishes killing last night I planted wheat in two flowerpots that are now on my desk I will inform when it sprouts I love You so much tell that to all beings You don’t even know that the beauty of all beings is on Your face I lick Your wounds I heal You with all colours in the beauty of colourfulness colourfulness of the monochrome I am the marriage innocence of serving the poet of existence
THIS TO YOU
I’m swinging with stomach with contradictory with whiteness with necks with palms and feet nose is beautiful back is alone I separate You from the pain I can write whatever I want stones are there close by is a lamppost orgasms are love-kissing unconditionally I bow to every orgasm from the beginning of world and time I am a poet of every orgasm till the end of the world I’ll take a photo of that lamppost I love the lake when it makes love to itself whoever saw anybody’s face in orgasm they saw the face of God God is the orgasm of God the only thing I have is the non-power of my orgasm orgasm is loyalty to God orgasm is love for every being orgasm is creation of yet unborn ones orgasm is resurrection through orgasm I guard You like the pupil of my eye through orgasm we are marrying what I feel right now is You in my shoulders all-presence of the orgasmic beauty of the words I wrote – the words of goodness that you are reading I’m swinging with hips with Your butt cheeks glorious
27TH TIME LAO TZU
If I happen to have even slightest enlightenment, I will walk on the great Tao, Lao Tzu in the book fifty three When one fosters the Tao in oneself, Lao Tzu in the book fifty four it was snowing all night I got up earlier. went to Novi Sad to meet up with Vera I’m in the bus. the plain is white earth and sky are joined in snowy whiteness more than year and a half I haven’t been travelling. I don’t even feel like travelling. I’m on the road every moment – The Path of the Bud of All Beings if there is no other proof of God then my socializing with You Tibor Tibika and Zoltan is the proof of God – I said to Vera before we parted a poem little bird little bird on the snow I’m coming back. I’m watching from the bus how night is falling over the snowy plain to be happy in this world I wrote this for the first time. to be good in this world I wrote nineteen years ago happiness is duty I’m at the computer. I’m rejoicing it. I haven’t seen it from this morning I haven’t listened to music all day. oh how the easiness of music feels nice now let’s dance I immediately get excited butt cheeks. belly. shoulders swaying writing heroism of beauty I’m pregnant with You Vera gave me the money – holly money – buds of the blue money Vera gave me the diary for 2011 that she’s been doing for last ten years Vera gave me the pedometer Vera gave me the book Silence by John Cage Vera gave me four hours of talking a poem is a little white bird on the snow happiness is dancing and singing of all beings oh how I’m looking forward to this new diary these diaries that I’m keeping from 1989 are the work of art I wrote on 12th October in the diary for this year that slowly expires happiness is a little bird of the poem happiness are the nerves that transmit the happiness to all beings the duration trembles
And will only caution myself to not stray from it.
The great Tao is smooth,
People would like to detour from that way.
Its virtue will be genuine.
GOD’S LOVE
flickers filickers flickering wheat has sprouted God’s I went for a short walk I tossed the paper with hundred and fifty dinars I drew three hundred twelfth Good Walker I made a photo of my face for the Walking link I made a photo for the Bud link I bought half a kilo of sauerkraut one red onion kilo of apples half a kilo of integral bread a pack of cotton wool I made ninety kilometres more for this year so I can indulge these five days that are left in complete responsibility towards pleasure like when whales are jumping out of the water and throwing themselves on the water surface like when horses are rolling in the dust like when I was running very slowly this morning I started preparing the diary for the year 2011 this is the salute to Julije Knifer’s diaries and the promotion of these diaries by Miroslav Mandic I wrote on 19th September in the diary for this year I love working and playing sitting at the desk like when elephants are showering themselves with water or dust through their trunks like when condors are flying in couples over the ocean like when I would fall asleep on the warm send in my youth last week I thought that this week I will sum up the year through blessings I love doing that. and I will do it in the diary. the blessings I will just let ooze out I love when something happens and that I don’t even know that it happened that it just is God’s my God’s love of mine is by life eternity God dedicated to older boys rowdies from the street of my childhood
AGREEMENT
I’m holding my belly through my pockets in order to warm it up in this coldness even though You are not around I’m touching You even though You are not around I love-kiss You even though You are not around I’m giving You my life God is within God who is God God is God within Him there is just God I am also just God my legs are slipping on the ice even though I am God my nose is running even though I am God I miss You even though I am God slavery is conformism slaves are conformists by body slave-owners are conformists by spirit through this blessing I identify myself with You through this blessing I am in the same state You are in at this moment this blessing is a seed of the eternal pleasantness that I laid down in You great orange above the buildings in the winter fog is the sun that is setting I am very happy when I make happy a beggar woman or a man beggars are the priests of the streets street crossing is being crossed just by a dog and me I bought another kilo of same apples to have them for the New Year’s may you always taste each other like this I just got this message at 16:30 a photo with two glasses is a bit dark but the photo wasn’t important rather those two glasses I will grate the beetroot just to finish with the rest of the blessings I will grate it on the finest grater I will add some mayonnaise to it bread smoked herbal cheese but only when I write the last 33rd today’s blessing blessings are teaching me carefulness and patience postponement eternal orgasm
I AM YOU – YOU IN SIXTH "MIROSLAV MANDIC" BOOK
this is not a list this is love-kissing
this is not a list these are the grass blades
Jasuka. Željko Radić. Violeta Jovanović. Ivana Đokić-Saunderson
Alan Turing. Black Elk. Zoltan Varady. Ana Kočinska
Vladimir Macura. Anđa Jovanović. Barack Hussein Obama
Nikolai Fyodorovich Fyodorov. Ljuba Gligorijević. Gertrude Stein
Billie Holiday. Jelena Bešir. Sun Mandić. Ally Saunderson
Bojan Kostić. Oljenka Jovin. John Hurt. Lao Tzu
Branka Zgonjanin. Krishna & Arjuna. Martin Heidegger
Milika Stanković. Srećko Stanković. Tivadar Domaniczky
Slobodan Vuličević. Vesna Milović. Siniša Labrović
Ignacy Witkiewicz. Czesław Miłosz. Vera Varady
Ana Đorđević-Petrović. Jean-Jacques Rousseau. Thérèse Levasseur
Van Gogh Christ. Fernando Pessoa. Carmen Herrera. Howard Zinn
Nevenka Despotov. Woody Guthrie. Bob Dylan. Friedrich Nietzsche
Ružica. Sanja. Albert Einstein. Wilhelm Reich. Aleksandar Tišma
James Brown. Walt Whitman. Friedrich Hölderlin. Meister Eckhart
Aleksa Golijanin. Slobodan Tišma. Branko Popović. Svetomir Bojanin
Dragan Mitrović. Srđan Valjarević. Constantin Noica. Mark Rothko
Søren Aabye Kierkegaard. Kaja Mandić. Richard Wagner. Tibor Varady
Petar Miloradović. Gaston Bachelard. Milomir Mandić. Kaća Čelan
Jorge Luis Borges. Tajna. Senad. Himzo Polovina. Robert Schumann
Elder Porfirije. Elder Tadej. Nataša Kelhar. Ludwig Wittgenstein
Roman Jakobson. Simon. Rore. Vera Lynn. Božidar Mandić
Robert Bresson. Jaroslav Draslar. Gazmen Đogani. Bogdanka Poznanović
Dejan Poznanović. Angelus Silesius. Elder Cleopa. Joseph Kosuth
Vesna Lopičić. Slavica Generalović. Ruth Brawn. Jelena Holcer
André Gide. Đorđe Stanojević. Ivan Ivanović Đus. Ramush Haradinaj
Hashim Thaçi. Wynona Carr. Alissa Bucolin. Jerome
Dragana Milojević Srdić. Tank Man / Unknown Rebel. Tin Ujević
Mate Parlov. Isidora Sekulić. Iguman Amvrosije i vučica Alfa
Bogoljub Arsenijević Maki. Milica Bogosavljević. Paul Erdős
Srinivasa Ramanujan. Danka Vodopivec. Theotokos. Faludy György
Sanita. Miroslava Đokić. Radoslav Đokić. Ted Nelson. Dave Dudley
John Cage. Gregory Palama. Ad Reinhardt. Katalin Keserü. Louis Armstrong
Maksim Ispovednik. San Petrović. Boban Generalović. Michel Foucault
Firči. Johnny Cash. Bekim Fehmiu. carrier Dejan. Cesária Évora
Charles Mingus. John Hammond. Tom Gotovac. Amra. Franz Kafka
Arthur Rimbaud. Comte de Lautréamont. Otto Weininger. Amica
Anica. Minna Planer. Hira Ratan Manek. Leon Miodrag Lazarov Pashu
Totto. Mrs. Svilar. Adam. Marijana Mandić. Teo Mandić
Ana Macura. David Macura. Dagmar Moser. M. D. S.
Alberto Contador. Andy Schleck. Mrs. Ruža. Prince Mihailo
Nataša. Ema. Million. Ludwig van Beethoven. Chet Baker. Yves Klein
Josipa Lisac. Šaban Bajramović. Matt Harding. Julia Butterfly Hill
Percy Bysshe Shelley. Henry David Thoreau. Mahatma Gandhi
Maurice Maeterlinck. Romain Rolland. Leo Tolstoy. Sri Ramakrishna
Sonya Tolstoy. White Rose. Sophie Scholl. Hans Scholl
Johann Sebastian Bach. Johann Wolfgang von Goethe. Johannes Gutenberg
Willy Brandt. Otto von Bismark. Peter Kropotkin. Petra Kelly
Thomas Berry. Mary Hunter Austin. Michel Seres. Elder Pajsije
Andrey Ternovskiy. Leif K-Brooks. Jean-Luc Godard. Rosa Parks
Chief Seattle. Tomislav Sedmak. Martin Luther King. Coretta Scott King
Nelson Mandela. Pierre Joseph Proudhon. Christ. Siniša Tucić
Mary Wollstonecraft. Edna St. Vincent Millay. Parmenides of Elea
Joanna Macy. Tibika Varady. Caspar David Friedrich. Diogenes of Sinope
Aleksandar Makedonski. Mani. Aristotle. Socrates. Yoko Ono
John Lennon. Velimir Khlebnikov. Erik Satie. Robert Walser
Liza Mermet. Édouard Henri Avril. Dule Pejin. Nikola Šuica
Maja Klisinski. James Turrell. Regine Olsen. Mister of Belgrade
Lord Byron. Voltaire. Elisa Sur. Art Szombathy. aunt Nada
Miloš Živković. Marko. Ksenija Buštrević. The Platters. Ringo Starr
Aleksandar Ristović. Pavle Korčagin. Ada Byron. Mira Dinar
Milica Bogoslavljević. Slobodanka. Srbislav. Jelena Karleuša
Patti Smith. Erne Nemeček. Jacob Reynolds. Harmony Korine
Larry Clark. Etela Merk. Jakob Böhme. Marinko Sudac
Želimir Žilnik. Werthers. Lotta. Jean-Jacques Rousseau. Rebecca Solnit
Hitler. Joseph Stalin. Winston Churchill. Harry Truman
Peace Pilgrim. Lazar Stojanović. William Wordsworth. Živa Oprin
Eric Cantona. Srđa Popović. Matija Alanović. Vladeta Jerotić
Luna Mandić. Allen Ginsberg. Alice Coltrane. John Coltrane
shoemaker Srki. Hank Williams. John Lee Hooker. Julian Assange
Andre Williams. Damir Stančić. Lio Xiaobo. Emmanuel Levinas
Julije Knifer. Aleksandra Mirimanov. Mina Novčić
TO YOU TOO. TO YOU TOO
I don’t want to write anything special just let it pulsate circle and circle let the breath of every being warm up all beings and constantly roading constantly love-kissing through the road through the spine through the only road to a mare through the only rose to a horse through the swearing tenderness through the fairy tales of ordinariness through the bread of gratitude I don’t want to sing anything special just let it be the smell of gift-giving skin of surrendering everything in one and so that I would bud constantly that I would drink and eat through love-kissing that I would earn through love-kissing so that I’m being immortal through love-kissing by the mare’s road by the horse’s rose by this innocent moving through which I don’t want anything but everything by this courage of efflux
I THROUGH YOU I
I’m in the seventh year of the book – Miroslav Mandic – clew the ball that is constantly winding up and enlarging through the blessings yesterday I effluxed – today I’ve sprouted through germs through sperm I You I through the Bud of All Beings through trembles – spasms of love through the sixth year of Blue Roses – through the sixth year of Blue Film in July it will be forty years of One Man it’s not One Man but Miroslav Mandic I thought to myself should I send you the photo of my pussy you thought of that yes I’m vibrating You are dancing me I am singing You I’m swaying my shoulders I’m wondering to the admiration I’m admiring the wondering I’m caressing my chest I’m caressing myself over the vastnesses and times of the Universe I’m caressing myself over the intangibilities of all beings new day in my life will be the birth of Velimir Hlebnikov I’ll go on Wikipedia to see when Hlebnikov got born God Hlebnikov was born on 9th November – the day when I went to jail the day when nineteen years later I started with the Rose of Wandering the day when nine years later I announced 9th November as the Day of All Beings I love You – it’s written on my forehead this to You – it’s written in my heart I am You are I – it’s written in my mind let’s foot over each other – let’s sole over let’s slap each other – let’s palm each other love-kiss me love-kiss me God I – whatever I got from the rejected ones You – love and life for the rejected ones I through you I
I AM THE ARTIST OF PUSSY AND THE POET OF DICK
last night it was snowing. everything is white. it is so gentile and mellow and I have a toothache for few days now I’m mentioning the pain with which last year finished and new one begun so that I wouldn’t ache a single day of this year so that nobody would be aching at all when it doesn’t hurt life adheres to the life itself through pleasure through dying I love-kiss eternal life dying I love-kiss You through dying I love-kiss all beings — through dying I give birth to other beings You are my confluence – I am Your source I am the artist of pussy and the poet of dick I just wrote down in my diary this beautiful God’s title innocence of mine join me in swearing and constantly love-kiss the innocence of every being and I carried on writing how I’m beginning year 2011 I’m beginning it with eighty one kilo and two altars with stones on the floor of the Nest I would like to lose two three kilos as always with anxiety about the money but even bigger hope and belief in money belief in Your money – I is love You is money with 13.006 kilometres of average daily walking sixty six kilometres more with Eternal Art – Miroslav Mandic Art with all beings with Bud of All Beings with Path of Bud of All Beings with all six buds – Rose of God’s Light I bow to the world’s rose of Laza Kostic about which I found out in these painful nights with path and dancing through Planet with rose and singing through Universe with loyalty to You – miroslavmandic.name web-site with the drawing of Universe and word love on my temples with words God and bud on my neck with seventh year of Miroslav Mandic book with sixth year of the ten year Blue Rose picture with sixth year of the ten year Blue Film film with second year of First Time Second Ten Year Walking with second year of 64 Buds are Singing to the Bud of All Beings sixty four ten year pictures from the donations of which I live and work with second year of Solemn Sunday Lunch drawing join me in Solemn Sunday Lunch of All Beings every Sunday at noon with second year of definitions of Bud of All Beings with the beginning of Great Pictures oh with the beginning of Book About Blue Money what a goodness with the fourth part of thirty year book I am You are Him God’s miracle with fortieth year of the work One Man God with Goddess in my heart with beginning of begging with 64 Buds and midday bells of love and ...
MAY-IT-BE-DEAR-TO-GOD
I am the poet of dick the artist of pussy the innocence itself and that’s why every compromise is a betrayal of God’s beauty and goodness of the beauty and goodness of Miroslav Mandic Art a dick in a pussy – I am the poet of the alphabet of life a pussy on a dick – I am the artist of the history of art I adore pussy – and I just have a notion of how pussy admires dick s m s m i l e l e the smallest hair of God contains in itself more energy than the whole manhood with its wars and atomic bombs if You can live without me I cannot live without You if You can live without me I cannot live without You well those are the God’s words – I thought to myself Danka Vodopivec I went to see Danka Vodopivec my dentist even though the pain went away it’s the gums... inflammation... withdrawing and disappearing of the jaw bone... antibiotics for two weeks... chlorine solution... sage... dental imaging... maybe operation... money Danka Vodopivec Danka relieved a lot of people from pain and that’s the most important – I love you Danka I’d love to read the book Be Fateful Unto Death by Zsigmond Moricz Till the Last Breath is good but Be Fateful Unto Death is even better I have never taken antibiotics until now on Sunday I took the painkiller for the first time I would love to read to You Santa Maria della Salute by Laza Kostic Mannerisms by Slobodan Tisma self-heal me I’m self-healing You by language by God with kisses life love-kisses all beings the slightest God’s tremble is sexiest than the sex of all beings how I love-kissed God and have been love-kissed by God whenever I walked by the road God fucked me and I love-kissed You road rose of mine rose me I’m roading you trinity one love god one trinity trinity one god rose is rose is rose god is god is god may-it-be-through-bud-dear-to-god god is rose is is rose is god
TANGERINE
I made first big picture in the series of Big Pictures the picture of the beginning come and see it I should massage my heels I’ll massage them sanctity of the body is within its deterioration sanctity of the soul is within its fragility sanctity of the spirit is within its eternity before enjoyment comes pain redemption through the pain of birth giving Kaja was hurting pain forgive me for hurting me because of me death forgive me for killing me because of me I apologise to You pain because You must hurt I apologise to You death because You must kill I am an artist also so as pain would stop hurting I am a poet also so as death would stop killing I am a walker in pain’s joy and death’s immortality life is life life is not politics but everything is politics in life that is the horror that life experiences in life I will really have to massage them I love-kiss you my heels heels are feet’s top of the head lips of mine kiss – constantly – kiss my lips may you just be and just kiss I felt wonderful last night when Laza Kostic in his dream being sixty eight years old caught Lenka by Her Sweet Peach it’s sweet when pussy is peach but it’s even sweeter when pussy is pussy pussy peach I I y o u I in Pozeska street I stooped down and picked up one tangerine that somebody dropped I a m t h e f a t h e r o f a l l b e i n g s
BUD IS WARNING ME THAT THE MOUSE BATTERY IS COMING TO AN END
I admire I adore I make-god-like nobody in the world is more Gertrude Stein then me not even Gertrude Stein herself since that’s me nobody in the world is more Ludwig Wittgenstein then me not even Ludwig Wittgenstein himself since that’s me nobody in the world is more Billie Holiday then me not even Billie Holiday herself since that’s me nobody in the world is more Meister Eckhart then me not even Meister Eckhart himself since that’s me nobody in the world is more Ad Reinhardt then me not even Ad Reinhardt himself since that’s me nobody in the world is more stones then me not even stones themselves since that’s me nobody in the world is more rose then me not even the rose itself since that’s me nobody in the world is more robin then me not even the robin itself since that’s me nobody in the world is more Simone Veil then me not even Simone Veil herself since that’s me nobody in the world is more Universe then me not even the Universe itself since that’s me nobody in the world is more God then me not even God himself since that’s me God nobody in the world is more love then me not even love itself since that’s me nobody in the world is more freedom then me not even freedom itself since that’s me nobody in the world is more joy then me not even joy itself since that’s me nobody in the world is more You then me not even You since that’s me nobody in the world is more something then me not even something itself since that’s me nobody in the world is more dick then me not even the dick itself since that’s me nobody in the world is more pussy then me not even the pussy itself since that’s me nobody in the world is more stones then me not even stones themselves since that’s me nobody in the world is more fucking then me not even fucking itself since that’s me nobody in the world is more freckled then me not even You freckled girl since that’s me nobody in the world is more orgasm then me not even orgasm itself since that’s me nobody in the world is more modest then me not even modesty itself since that’s me nobody in the world is more repetition then me not even repetition itself since that’s me nobody in the world is more transformation then me not even transformation itself since that’s me s o m e n o body b o d y I’m kissing Your lappets Santa Maria della Salute I’m kissing Your rose-like paths rose of mine y o u m e y o u I a m t h e m o t h e r o f e v r y b e i n g