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ONLY YOU IN EACH ALLWORD
good beautiful good beautiful beautiful good good good beautiful beautiful when good and beautiful are together – goodness emanates beauty – beauty shines goodness when good and beautiful are divided – devil teaches through goodness – seduces through beautiful within the snowflake of snow are snowflakes of goodness and snowflakes of beautiful when male and female are together – male is encouraging – female is alleviating when female and male are separated – male is killing – female is enslaving earth and sky are one man and all beings are one we are together so as to be one – together together means being one and not together one is freedom one is truth one is love every day is not just something everyday but also a biggest festivity every day art is not only most simple and most ordinary but also most rare and omnipresent every day art is not only accessible to everybody but it’s also most expensive and not bribable every day art is a daily bread kneaded with water of repetition and wheat of gratitude I am grateful every day for every day art I love every nature that changes its nature on its own to change one’s nature means to create better nature to live one’s nature and not change it means to enlarge evil I don’t love any nature which violently changes anybody else’s and any other nature modernity postmodernity postpostmodernity modernity after postmodernity just implyity after implyity world is full of implyities that is understood only by those who imply it implyities are death of a spirit I stopped by friends – Mandic family – they put in my bag to take with me brandy bread eggplant-peppers salad potatoes pickles cabbage salad jam cake and cakes madness from love and allessence you are invited for lunch I kiss everything I eat alllife – feed yourself with my love my dear tattoo the shape of my lips on your body I wanted to send You an e-mail with this suggestion but I gave up since every blessing is anyways written only for You
I’M WALKING FOR THE YOUNG OF ALL BEINGS
I believe that mathematics is not approving violence of people over other beings if mathematics would approve the violence it wouldn’t be alive and it couldn’t develop mathematics is the blues of higher beings he was betrayed by his and his enemy was betrayed by his ours are traitors future of the man is in that to find the way to redeem for his violence violence of democracy violence of communism violence of fascism violence through secrets violence through richness violence through reputation violence of imperialism violence of colonialism violence of feudalism violence of slavery violence of racism violence of gas chambers violence of concentration camps violence of shopping malls violence of bread and games violence of banks violence of civilisations violence through conquering the universe violence through building dams violence through digging mines violence through cutting woods violence through taming animals violence through missionary work violence of the inquisition violence of the stakes violence of the guillotines violence of the gallows violence of the electric chair violence of bioengineering violence of butchery violence of the sawmills violence of the humanitarian actions through which all the violence is laundered violence of the school and university in which the human evil is hushed up and the conscience of children and youth is killed so as they could do violence with a clear conscience I cannot live with all of that and that’s why I write this I live for the resurrection of all beings and especially for those beings that I hurt I create for all and not yet created beings and especially for those that I now hurt with my creation all beings will back up a man in his redemption redemption is a humus of great creation you can do it man yes you can all known beings are only a small portion of unknown beings and all of them together make all beings rhythm is a being multitude of beings is in the rhythms of all beings silence is a being multitude of beings are in silence all beings are in a poem that all beings love Danube I kiss You – I shout and wave at Danube I also kiss you Miroslav – shouts to me and flows to me Danube just when I look at the eyes of the day I see that eyes of the day are watching me just when I look at the eyes of the truth I see that eyes of the truth are watching me just when I look at the eyes of love I see that eyes of love are kissing me eyes are watching eyes one eye is in all eyes eyes are watching so as to kiss joy of life with all beings I am radiant with love of all beings ripple breeze bee flower you feel how it spreads in my chest
SHOULD I START WITH CALLS-ANNOUNCEMENTS OR IT’S NOT YET TIME
I’m reading the autobiography of James Brown on the computer. it’s beginning to snow. goodness is so beautiful. I’m crying. tears are filling my eyes boy don’t give up I love courage of these words that just exist I love I love I love all beings – all beings are my parents – my wife – my kids everything is mine because nothing is mine who wants to care about man as species they must care about man for at least million years man as a species is destroyed by what he thinks is his his blood his offspring his family his race his nation his state his culture his language his property his Planet hey beauty that went on road – I said aloud while I was drawing Good Walker while I’m waiting for the meeting with Vladimir Macura I’m walking around hotel Moscow Vladimir gave me green pencil two meters long I want that all beings all the time feel my love I would love if all beings would know about Miroslav Mandic and Miroslav Mandic Art the best ones are much more modest they only want that their nation or race or sex or their civilisation knows about them not only that I would love if all beings would know about the name Miroslav Mandic but I believe that they already know it regardless of my wish being a subject of ridicule or being considered crazy I think that it is an essence of every being that they are known and loved by all beings my wish that all beings know the name Miroslav Mandic is a wish of every nightingale every grass blade every Walt Whitman every Fernando Pessoa every Friedrich Holderlin every Maister Eckhart every Billie Holiday every Gertrude Stein every baby on the breast of the beggar woman every tear off little branch every kernel of wheat everyone who has hushed up the name of Miroslav Mandic art and the art of Miroslav Mandic name my wish that all beings know the name Miroslav Mandic arises on the music of the wish through which all beings are dancing and singing Miroslav Mandic liberates light and love in every being Miroslav Mandic is created from deep modesty of every enthusiasm Miroslav Mandic lasts through warm tranquillity of every calm-down Miroslav Mandic in Your name – You in the name Miroslav Mandic
HEART IS A POEM OF ALL BEINGS
... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... here were the names of fourteen close people who I wrote to on Saturday I’m going more and more far away and closer and closer to the heart of all beings – Your heart heart is a poem heart is singing the mind I’m writing to You because I hope You love me and You can bear as well my work as me and name Miroslav Mandic I’m sending You the blessings of this week in order for You to help me for everything to be as it is written in them – the way I believe is dear to God my poems and Miroslav Mandic art is beaming and confirmation of the heavenly wish that I am that everything that is is God within me God this e-mail I’m sending to You through the face of singing through the face of creating through the face of loyalty on Sunday I thought that this could disturb some of them and I didn’t send this letter to anybody along with last week’s blessings I’m leaving – what you feel is the mind I’m coming – what you feel is the heart ... I’m leaving coming leaving coming leaving coming leaving coming... the only one – same as all beings just God just poem just rose just road just every being I’m everything receive me in yourself bloom bloom Miroslav Mandic-all beings-love-God Miroslav Mandic is the name of heavens everything that isn’t the heavens is boring and it kills itself and everything around it from boredom Miroslav Mandic is the name of all beings Miroslav Mandic is the way by which through the joke on his account everything becomes Miroslav Mandic as long as there are names Miroslav Mandic will be love in every name when the last name disappears Miroslav Mandic name will also disappear I’m repeating the name Miroslav Mandic in the same way I repeat everything as well as I repeat myself like a footballer who on training sessions repeats everything that becomes perfect in playing the game I’m not Miroslav I’m not Mandic I’m not Miroslav Mandic I am Miroslav Mandic art of one name – art within one name everything sung through a one name Miroslav Mandic – everything kisses everybody Miroslav Mandic – love is one name yourself Miroslav Mandic – call me Miroslav Mandic Miroslav Mandic is Aleksa Golijanin whom I met by chance after three years Miroslav Mandic is Ana Djordjevic-Petrovic whom I met by chance and just before we met bought me a white woollen yarn for Miroslav Mandic book I told Ana first about the Big Pictures that I will begin to do
NAKED WITHOUT SHAME AND NOT SHAMELESS – TO THE INNOCENT ONES
I’m reading with pleasure Slobodan Tisma and his latest book Quattro Stagioni take something anything and you’ll see – it’s love give something anything and you’ll feel – it’s a poem state of love is the state of the poem – primary state event of the life is the event of the story – secondary state Field Poppies I love you – cum all Field Poppies is the title of my drama that is consisted only of four words I love you – cum all I asked director of love Branko Popovic to direct this drama Field Poppies are dedicated to the audience and only real directing – directing of the audience itself Field Poppies is performed first like a chamber play until it slowly develops into mass gatherings during which the text itself says everybody cums together cuming-transforming Dandelion I’m disgusted with myself – I saved myself – I redeemed you Dandelion is the title of my drama that is consisted only out of ten words I dedicated Dandelion to You call me to give You direction for its performing I’m going to see and take photos of blue flowers I will find blue flowers down by the river the wind is blowing – I found them – they are incomprehensibly beautiful unnoticeable from beauty – unnoticeable for goodness I enjoy listening the bell that bells me my happiness is called the Happiness of All Beings I am sure that flies wouldn’t agree to live not being happy I immediately feel like an ocean by the Danube I smile a bit and I think – right away is the biggest ocean everything that is the most valuable is free and everything that is not worth is more and more expensive until it comes to the most expensive to the killing everything that is expensive is connected to plundering and killing expensive is crime tender is cheap I’m neither with these nor with these nor with these – I’m a golden thread with everybody I don’t like human secrets. hidings. but I find it nice how Bojana’s Svetomir has spoken about secret secret like a cause of incomprehensible and inconceivable Bojana’s Svetomir also spoke nicely about shame like inappropriate and not able to adjust a young man in front of me is speaking on the mobile phone and by his movements I felt how was ashamed and felt humiliated I was always ashamed. especially in my childhood now I felt – I was ashamed because I felt that I wasn’t of this world only with God You and all beings I’m not ashamed
IT’S EXACTLY AS THE BAKERY WOMAN SAYS – AMEN
the blessings that are going to follow I will be writing until I meet up with Jelena Besir on the tram bridge I love to prepare myself for a meeting. especially while walking just before the meeting preparations for the meeting are very important. that is a kind of dignity that refines looking forward to the meeting and respect for the one you are meeting with preparations for the meeting create and shape the meeting every meeting is the first one for me. decisive. which I expect everything and nothing from. meeting of two first people. with no experience. heavenly. innocent twenty or so days ago Jelena and me had fantastic Business Lunch today I will propose her Sex Lunch until now I had only Business Coffees and Business Lunches but this would be the first Sex Lunch God Lunch Sex Lunch Business Lunch these are the lunches that make – I just discovered – Solemn Sunday Lunch of All Beings I am near Main Post Office. I think of the Eternal Art I live and create Eternal Art I am Eternal Art – I spoke out in front of the National Assembly Eternal Art is art not this or that art but just art everyone that is engaged in Eternal Art is its founder – the first – the only one Eternal Art is created by One and Only Artist all artists make One and Only Artist One and Only Artist makes all artists I crossed the bridge and Jelena is not yet here but she will come… …Jelena got bus no.65 and blessings that are following are after our meeting a man is hailing a taxi with a cigarette in his hand and the smoke from his cigarette meanders through the crossroads before the meeting with Jelena temperature was few degrees lower so now I’m enjoying the slow walk on the warm sun I respect and love everybody’s sex everybody’s sexuality is unique and beautiful all beings are fascinated by the sexuality of every being mathematics is the ode to the sexuality of all beings sex is a hero of immortality sexual beings are feeding with immortality all beings sex is loyal to the eternity I love loyally one doesn’t live any more from big things but from small ones a bakery woman who I bought first bread from told me I am a sex of all beings – You are the most exciting and most desirable being – hey
THROUGH SHAME – SHAME IS A HOME OF ALL BEINGS
happiness is sad I’m unhappy because almost everybody thinks only of their own happiness nobody thinks of me and hardly anybody is happy because of me many of the happy ones don’t know that I am unhappy at that time I am happiness – it’s down to happiness – only one of the beings of all beings I am happiness only when all beings are happy there is no happier being than me when all beings are happy happiness is telling me I love how Slobodan Tisma is writing about colours and the fact that he is writing a lot about them all my life I was doing my best not to seduce but to show everybody that they are exciting and very desirable I’m a bee that shows to every woman that she is the most beautiful and most desirable I’m a grass blade that shows to every being that it is most desired being I’m a success and I say – You are the most desirable being never forget one thing that only You are wanted by all beings dedicated to the young man who came to Jelena Besir to say hallo to her in Knez Mihailova street I am God because I love You I am God because I’m only God I am God because I’m God’s glory death doesn’t let down death gives life people have betrayed death they have renounced the eternal life if I don’t feel that my mother is a whore and my father criminal I will always think that whores and criminals are other people if I never feel that I’m nobody I will always think that those who are nobody are somebody long live Dragan Mitrovic I said to the eight year old boy who just told me his name Dragan Mitrovic is my happiness with which I make all beings happy how just money makes somebody happy when I give it to them with no reason dedicated to the sexy money one bee flew down on the cardboard box in the container with all beings I want everything and with everybody without single one being among all other beings I don’t want anything with anybody I of all beings within me will never die I of only my being will die for all beings somebody set aside these very two little stones for me to find them every blessing that I write is gratitude to God because I even wrote it have you ever went through Mokroluska street exactly on the corner with Zajcova street humour is a being of all beings thank you Miroslav Mandic – humour tells me mama where are you going – a little girl asks I’m going to fuck – mama answered in Jase Ignjatovica street to the pleasure of Jasa Ignjatovic – I believe I become groundlessly become happy and immediately ashamed because I think that my happiness hurts somebody in front of Filip Visnjic publishing company I throw a dice and ask it if I can watch the arse of this girl in front of me yes – it answered me. I’m now watching it peacefully and with pleasure... one more dedication to the sexy money
EXCLUSIVELY: PLAIN IS HAPPY – ART IS IMMORTAL
I’m not judging – I’m just udging udging and walking with (fifth) extremity penis – ohm (in Serbian it’s “ud – om”, which is just separated word “udom”, meaning what is in previous blessing) I’m penising – torsoing - heading I’m penising – hearting – minding I’m grazing words I’m driving humour I’m picking with words world of sanctity world from hoar frost world of shirts to pass away with no pain living forever Yours always white football white angel last night Srdjan Valjarevic gave me white football form sport club Sindjelic on the chest of all beings I hug You exhausted I address beautiful and good words to everybody so that everybody would be good through beautiful words so that everybody would be beautiful through good words sea is beautiful and good mountain is beautiful and good plain indicates – until a minute ago exhausted one has recovered I would have been a sad being if I haven’t met the sorrow of the plains I would have been a mortal being if I haven’t seen fear from death in art I kiss the sorrow of the plains – it’s joyous I hug the art that is afraid of death – it’s immortal art of the plain liberates the plain from sorrow art of immortality liberates the art from the fear of death who in spite of everything starts believing in themselves are called My Friend is Miroslav Mandic who in spite of everything starts believing in the other and all beings is called Miroslav Mandic I love You my Bra – retrospective of Miroslav Mandic is held within Miroslav Mandic I just sent sms to Branko Popovic of course Miroslav Branko answered
SPRINGYEAR OLD GIRL
today is the beginning of spring – today’s blessings are dedicated to the fifteen year old girl who was the first to receive my friend within her everything is in that girl every being is a girl all beings are a boy a girl receives a boy within her a boy gives himself completely to a girl – he disappears a girl receives a whole boy – she disappears eternal spring of a girl and boy – God’s child is created through one limb a limb of a path ohm of the roses I am a God – a God’s work I think of myself as if I’m a God – devil’s work revelation – experience of the same discovery – experience of the different I feel more and more that through saying any given word I’m saying all words spring – every word has received every word within itself spring – take a look at the eternal art of spring within the spring of the Eternal Art spring – I’m sad – sadness is betrayed joy that happened to us spring – after a long time I’m sitting leaning on the bollard waiting for the green light spring – first spring of the first time second ten year walking God will give that next year I will write second spring of the first time second ten year walking ... spring – I’m walking-planeting – Planet is moving away under my feet spring – to every woman from 7 to 107 I smile with I like you very much smile spring – get your master degree on Miroslav Mandic Fucks Everybody’s Mother spring – get your PhD on Miroslav Mandic is Everybody’s Mother spring – sea move to the doors of all beings spring – so as the water would exist even when it disappears spring – I am a porn worker to all beings on the miroslavmandic.name web site spring – miroslavmandic.name web site is a home of all beings this is a spring poem of eternal fifteen year old girl who for the first time receives my friend within her everyone who receives the other within themselves is God godGoddess
RASPBERRY
I slept through a whole day yesterday. in the afternoon I was throwing up I lost strength. my stomach was troubling me all night. it had too much of leak on Saturday I’m walking slowly. I’m nursing myself I’m tender towards my stomach when I lose my strength I feel how everything is coming from it without strength I can’t write a single word yesterday and this morning my spine was painful. I felt problems with my sight I just now realised the connection between the sight and spine troubles with my spine came from sorrow I felt sorrow because joy is constantly destroyed how to rejoice with somebody when so many join joys are destroyed rejoice my spine my eyes watch clearly my stomach calm down sorrow is so dangerous sorrow makes you sick sorrow is lethal I kiss You sorrow – sorrow rejoice bodies are more and more dear to me because they are so fragile body is more fragile than the soul. soul is more fragile than the spirit the body of the word water is the word water soul of the word water is thirst spirit of the word water is health grace heals I’m walking for a grace in Your spine I’m walking for a grace in everybody’s I grace raspberry (in Serbian the difference is only in one letter: “milina malina”) just God – just God – doesn’t stop to constantly be a God God yearns for somebody else to become God God lives me through God everything lives nobody dies to God God spine raspberry God
ABDO MEN
I’m walking – abdomen is still struggling buds are more and more green gardens have been dug up. roses pruned I love the artist in every being all being love to be beautiful I feel nice to watch the buds on the trees greenery is drizzling Vera told me in her e-mail to buy probiotik capsules because I might have got some bacteria or virus I believe that all beings are serving the life of all beings I believe that bacteria and viruses are serving the life of all beings there is a great strength in bacteria and viruses here are first white leaves petals of the trees blossoms through the buds on the trees the air is budding as well oh now us – said a man when the green light on the crossroads went on ever since there are wars human society is based on two pillars. pillar of killers and pillar of criminals whoever relies on and believes in pillars they must rely on killers or criminals army or police university or show business state or secret organisations future of human species is not in pillars but in compassion and permeating – awareness that everything depends on smallest and the least important only freedom of all beings is freedom for every being as well a man plants flowers – that pleases my stomach I think of everything that is in a stomach in a stomach of creation I would just take photos of blooming of the trees when two people don’t understand each other that causes wars when words are let down that kills the buds I’m throwing a ball – I’m celebrating life for last hundred or so meters I think of the book To Celebrate Life that I saw in the shop window I caress you backs of my abdomen – I caress you abdomen of my backs abdomen is beautiful – backs are good my abdomen is bothering me but I rejoice since I write about the abdomen I threw a ball to the gloomy fourteen year old boy he caught it and smiled at me and that rejoiced me a lot
A BOY
five words in them selves boy help all beings exploitation is nothingness and it gives birth to nothingness colonialism is nothingness and it gives birth to nothingness imperialism is nothingness and it gives birth to nothingness law of the stronger is nothingness and it gives birth to nothingness domination is nothingness and it gives birth to nothingness grass is greener and greener grass is greener and greener with every moment Alistair call a boy within to help You. that little boy who was awaken by his mother at 4 am to deliver the milk to the doors of the people of Kilbirnie a small town 18 miles south of Glasgow that boy like any other boy or girl is alive. full of life and hope and more than anything devoted and that’s why he is healing as well as the best ally I threw a dice and asked should I make public a photo of a children graveyard I was thinking for a long time what to write under the photo of children graveyard children graveyards are shrines of the victims of love for a love itself people are trying to extend human life on thousand years why changing eternal life within us for just thousand years I hop and there is eternity where are you. I’m slowly forgetting in my arse an old loafer with irony and pathos is greeting his friends across the street newspaper seller is whistling joyfully when I expel the air from the stomach everything is nice again I would love to eat olive oil but why is it so expensive I’m watching this dog with pleasure. I love dogs and I love the fact that I don’t have a dog I’m always excited by the fight for a just cause In life I couldn’t find the just cause because just causes were fights against somebody I more believed in a fight with myself then in a fight for something I more believed in singing than fighting I wasn’t fighting but I admired great creators – the fragile ones – the rejected ones I found the only just cause for me in all beings in my just cause are all other just causes I fight for all beings with love and creation I’m fighting without fight through walking – winking through singing – dancing through budding at Lion the football season is opened with the Hajduk – Vozdovac mach
I THINK I KISS
Silence is so precise – Mark Rothko Conscience – that’s where the power of God lies – Soren Kierkegaard I enjoyed yesterday in these lovely thoughts I think it’s such a nice word think it tastes heavenly words think for themselves contradiction possibility voluminous size four forces strong force – electromagnetic force – weak force – gravitation force of the one force forces of love it’s such a nice word force dear force Waiting and being patient, that means to think – Friedrich Nietzsche patient saved travelling companion by the face of the travelling companion I think the horse thoughts of the horse – thoughts of the grass never without the horse – nowhere without grass eyes think leaves think if I’d take a stone in my hand I feel the weight of its thoughts which are thinking me decisions think loyalty thinksall physics of love – love creates love now thinks I would love to think good thoughts much more I think of You – sun in the spine while I was shaving I was constantly thinking of thoughts and I couldn’t stop because all the thoughts have been good and beautiful earth thinks of the hungry ones... humour thinks of the sad ones... all beings think the being... I’m thinking – I’m budding
OPENNESS OF A CIRCLE
is destroying the atomic weapons destruction or creation people are destroying a lot of things in order to build and they build many things in order to destroy when I solve the problem that I can solve the problem that I cannot solve disappears I’m entering the woods – a bird is humming more and more bees are landing on white and purple flowers I’m passing through the Topcider graveyard how fool of blossom is white magnolia when the magnolias start blooming all air sexualises by this air I circulate through existence I am a string of all beings one string one melody wind – isn’t it You while I’m slowly walking down the steep slope I feel the beauty of the shrine of modesty within me tree is beautiful to itself it’s worth living millions of years for the moment that creates millions of years brick is covered by the moss life wants to be born from everything I’m thinking of a walking stick with a walking stick I can make a circle and save myself from everything that is not good with a walking stick I can open a circle for everything that is good walking stick – start circle I am a circle of the openness towards everything that is open goodness is open people are running down the forest paths I’m walking over the soft sawdust that is thrown over the path so there wouldn’t be no mud if all factories that make any kind of weapon would be destroyed would it be destruction or creation on this late afternoon sun the beauty of a young woman is walking within me on the face of every man I can see the mastery of ancient masters from whom the craft of existence could be learnt much better than on the paintings of any given great master tree tops are already so green that they are richer than any kind of money every bud is more valuable than any bank everything that I am I invest into the Bud of All Beings for a poem there is no law – the poem is the law for love there is no law – love is love first lettuce of this year – and eighteen years from Kaja’s death
I’M GOING AS SOON AS POSSIBLE
innocence is acquired I am intimate with every particle it wants itself the spring wants itself the law should exist only for those who are committing violence on others in the name of the law this big tree has filled my chest blessings are wreaths of words around Your heart only with all beings am I among my own if the asphalt that covers the earth would be destroyed would it be destruction or creation a girl is peeping out a window on the ground floor I am alone so as I wouldn’t be alone carrying on one’s own solitude is great art alone all beings alone because I believe I live from the community of all beings alone because I kiss the harmony alone to everybody alone for everybody alone so as nobody’s backs wouldn’t be alone I catch the ball – what a unity I bought the round loaf bread. it looks more like a soul than a bread Bud of All Beings is developing. how if I would know how I couldn’t be creating it towards the end of the next week I will walk the first thousand kilometres I feel sleepy. I’m hungry. my feet are sore from tiredness I’m looking forward to the lettuce I’m looking forward to the book My Life by Richard Wagner I’m really sleepy but I will finish today’s blessings like horses that are sleeping while walking my hands are smelling like a shampoo serenity is resting me blooming is bringing me closer... I washed the lettuce so as I wouldn’t fall asleep I’m sleepy – it’s so sad – it’s so tender this writing while I’m so very sleepy is really heroic I’m going to rest my heart
58TH TIME 33 DAYS
every moment – endless melody every bud – melody of endlessness blossoming of the sun God help me not to have compulsory and ugly thoughts with regards of the close ones that hurt me I said while I was drawing the Blue Rose I’m walking – I’m spreading the joy to the joyful ones so as they enlarge and spread it to the sad ones I’m walking – I’m spreading the health to the healthy ones so as they enlarge and spread it to the sick ones I spoke to Zoltan. we spoke about buying iMac I will get the money from Vera and Tibor I stopped by Sun’s to see if he can help me buy it all of that separates me from the blessings I’m writing about all of that so as that would be blessings as well day after tomorrow Sun and me will go through the shops to see the iMacs Zoltan will install one programme with help of which he will be able to put everything I need I would love to talk to somebody who knows computers slowly and softly I love to talk for a long time slowly and softly as if I don’t know nothing about what I am talking about as if everything we are talking about becomes right now and depends only from us finding out in order to enlarge the joy finding out – wondering – admiring – bowing down knowledge puffs up and creates prejudices with prejudice there are no finding out and comprehensions. there is no joy I’m looking forward to the iMac for me technology is also natural. innocent like a nature technology is made of all beings – technology makes all beings I hope I will have louder speakers and with even grater enjoyment listen to the classical music all music I’m starting to enjoy the reading of Wagner’s life I live with Wagner. I’m sharing his life and creation. I empathise with him autobiographies are complete art work first time second ten year walking is autobiographical walking Miroslav Mandic is walking of the autobiography every being is autobiography of all beings there is no cooking in heavens. cooking is in hell dedicated to the lettuce and non-cooking
EAT AND DRINK
I’m retyping my old texts from the seventies I’m permeated by the same eros of loyalty loyalty is eternal beginning grass blades on which children’s fingers are cut drops of blood on very green in the Bud of All Beings any given detail is a master piece before the fruit starts to ripen the flowers are saying everything I’m enjoying in the name of joy of life – enjoy enjoy in the name of joy of love – I’m enjoying I’m watching the thorns on the pruned roses and I’m thinking of Your heel thorn that has gone purple magnolias are budding humanity is just one clump in the vast Bud of All Beings I bounced the ball of the wall and it came back straight to my hands – live mathematics here is written love. really nice a little boy that is selling wet handkerchiefs on the street told me protectively wind blew my hair. the smell of the violet stimulates my nose I’m watching the air invisible is so gentile red haired girl full of strength is going down the street in a hurry and she is touching the wall with her fingers beautiful woman with sad eyes is led by a dog she took for a walk I gripped the yellow tennis ball with my hand so as it shapes my energy into the regular circling I’m throwing the ball for the joy of all beings I’m throwing the ball for the health of all beings I’m throwing the ball for the freedom of all beings I’m throwing the ball for the transformation of all beings I’m throwing the ball for the loyalty of all beings I’m throwing the ball for the love of all beings I’m throwing the ball for the success of all beings I’m throwing the ball for the good of all beings catching the ball is really good singing throwing and catching the ball is really good creation spring is breast feeding all beings with the milk of life a being is breast feeding another being with itself with the milk of milk – with the belly button of belly button eat and drink
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAL
a lot of my creation was based on restraining from creation a lot of my living was based on restraining from living often just a presentiment flicker look to the side compassion with rejected ones not agreeing with what implies not agreeing with power and arrogant indifference admiring the unprotected surrendering to the fragile identifying with the same the repeated touch of immortality through tears absence patience prayer always though grass leaves poppies roses path music first of June plane glorious divine the essence of every goal in football is the same goal and every goal in football or anything else is different
DIRECTING
dear miroslav,
on sunday i run a trail running half marathon, 21km – in the Vertes mountains.
you can see me on the list, i am the 23rd http://www.terepfutas.hu/VTFM_2010_ffi
i have been running since i run for you back in the winter – you might remember, so i was preparing and
did it - for you, 21km – 2hours 6minutes 29seconds and it seems i became addict of running, so i keep running and
have a few other trails in mind. i will tell you all the joy that will come on the way!
with a lots of love... tivadar
poslao mi je Tivadar sinoć mejl
sa ovim drugim Tivadarovim trčanjem za Pupoljak Hodanja i dvadeset
i jednim kilometrom nadoknadio sam sve kilometre koje nisam hodao zbog bolesti
živeo Tivadare. živeli svi Dobri hodači i trkači
možeš i da spavaš za Pupoljak Hodanja – Pupoljku Hodanja će biti milo
možeš i da ljubiš Pupoljak Svih Bića sva – bića će uživati u Tvojoj ljubavi
sijaj
neprestano
hrli
zauvek
baš se skupila prašina na mom stolu i oltaru
Gnezdo čeka čišćenje
a ja čekam da mi Petar pošalje Bašlarov tekst o gnezdu
volim prvu predstavu stvari i ne volim pravljenje predstave
ne volim ni šou a pogotovu ne volim šou-biznis
ulični psi ljube zabačeno
moja ramena su biblija ljubavi
sve me ljubi
nikog nema to sam ja Tebi
nikog nema to si Tii meni
jedno smo – večna ljubav
svim grudima sam izvor
misao svim mislima
dobrota svemu
jedno smo lice
novi stolnjak sam
ne izneveravam. samo nastavljam
ovde
u
ovoj
pesmi
je
tako
lepo
žudnjo moja – žudim za Tobom – željan sam Te – proslavljam večnost želje
Tvoj sam ručak svakidašnji
ništa nerazumnije od razumnih
jedan niti želi niti može da pobedi sve ali jedan želi i može da ljubi sve
neprimetni su najprisutniji
institut trenutka
18:51h podigoh pogled za loptom i ugledah prve tri laste ove godine
1.415.549TH STEP
whenever You feel goodness within You I am with You on today’s 8.84th kilometre I will make first thousand kilometres of the Bud of Walking it will be somewhere around. anywhere. in the heart of the Universe I made a circle and came to the birch by which I made the first step I didn’t know that today is a holiday. two thousand Years ago on this day Christ was crucified it’s a great glory that I live in the body and that once I won’t be living in the body any more I felt myself in this man street art loves you it’s written on the wall one and only street of art is Universe and it goes through everybody’s heart how are you – never better in this bad country – he answered her I just discovered great as a quality not the quantity little as a sensitivity and not measure quality of the quantity is within the quantity of the quality quality of greatest quality is in the absence of the quality accordion player is begging with his accordion old shoe shiner is masterly shining shoes I think of one hand wherever I am cactus you are with me Bud of All Beings within it’s every moment is redemption to God for all treasons first everything to God then everything to You and all beings poem is God’s wish for singing two more kilometres to the first thousand kilometres of the Bud of All Beings every step that I take is a first step every step that I take in glory of the first man’s first step Bud of Walking is not a play but rather walking of a play through walking of a play a play becomes a notion of first things on the thousandth kilometre I will make a photo of the face of Good Walker – a face of the walking and pilgrimage I will take a photo of the thousandth kilometre step thousandth kilometre will be an opportunity to say joyfully that I’m sad because nobody is around sad – unsuccessful – helpless full of creation and love for God You and all beings dandelion step kisses the step step towards the next step